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Chapter 219

Author: Naomi D.
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Leia’s pov

I had no idea how much time had passed; it was like I had no sense of time. I felt the anger from Asher, and it was so fucking intense that I had to block his feelings off. All I did was cry and lay in bed. I hadn’t felt this fucking bad since my depression, and my depression was like a fucking walk in the park compared to this.

After the twins and I were discharged from the hospital, Mom and Dad took me home; I couldn’t be in the fucking pack house anymore. I didn’t want to walk by their door. I needed help and I didn't want to bother Kat and Sierra. I needed my parents.

Mom told me that Asher had found Elora and Aeryn's bodies, but I refused to fucking believe it. If he found them, why didn’t he come the fuck home? Why was he still gone?

Why was he abandoning me here with two new babies who needed my fucking help and I couldn't give it to them? I couldn’t even breastfeed them anymore, because all my milk had dried up because of the stress.

And that giant fucking belly
Naomi D.

the two chapters I promised. I didn't want you to wait too long. Thanks And A, you're always so nice and supportive. This morning I fell down the stairs with my youngest and he hit his elbow against a door, while i took most of the fall. But he was so angry at me, that i started crying. I'm probably pms-ing, because I don't cry that easily. it was four steps, so not that bad, but my legs don't really respond well in the morning and I was carrying him, so i'm not going to that again.

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Ariel Reneé Minor
I'm glad your fall wasn't more serious. I know how scary that is.
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Ariel Reneé Minor
this chapter had me in tears. my heart hurts so much for Leia and everyone else. your talent as a writer is amazing!
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Gail Robinson-Hatcher
WOW. Nice chapters but to sad to read again. Bring this family together.
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