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Chapter 22: Misery and Reminders
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2021-08-21 20:13:57"Wanted to meet me? Why?" I tried to compose myself. My voice was low and whole, but my legs were already trembling.
I know I am strong. I can face every obstacle you will give me, but meeting my boyfriend's parents brought me nothing but fear.According to what Auton told me, his father is a policeman. I haven't heard anything about his mother, making me want to hide and never meet Auton again.
"Why do you look constipated?" He chuckled. His eyes were smiling, and his lips stretched up to his ears. Gone is his serious face from earlier. I gulped and averted my gaze.
"Nothing, I think...it was so sudden. We just started dating, and I think–"
"You aren't ready?" He cut me off. He lifted my chin to make me meet his stare, but I only removed it and pinched my fingers behind my back.
"You know..." I licked my lips. "I haven't experienced any of these from the past. It was my first time, and I never knew that meeting your boyfriend's parents
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