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Chapter 129: Desperate Solution

Author: Colorless
last update Last Updated: 2023-11-03 03:00:49

My stomach growled, and I looked towards the bowl of soup in front of me, lying untouched. I felt sick to my stomach looking at it and refused to eat. I kicked it, and the liquid spilled over the hardwood floor.

I'm starving myself. I haven't had a crumb of food in almost two weeks. I don't have any appetite to eat, though.

Diesel and Cindy wanted a baby, but they didn't believe in false insemination. Diesel wanted the baby to be conceived naturally and with good genes.

Seeing how his mate could not do that, he had turned to me in the hope of bearing his child.

But I couldn't do that.

Not only would it go against Erix and I's mate bond, but I wouldn't be able to give a baby of mine up so easily. I would fight to keep my child to myself. I did it once with my eldest. But I couldn't just get pregnant with some man's child. The child must be Erix. He's the only man for me, the one who saved me on the brink of death. That's why I had to think about how I would prevent pregnancy.

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