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The Howl of Rejection Chapter 138: Hope
"Rain, this is Doctor Ethan," Diesel introduced the stranger to me with a soft smile. I simply looked at Diesel and let out a breath. A doctor? I went to the baby doctor not even a week ago. "Call me Doctor Ean," the man smiled, reached his hand, and shook my hand. "I've heard very great things about you, Rain. Do you know why I'm here?" he asked. "For dinner," I muttered under my breath. Ethan lets out a laugh that sounds like he wasn't sure about me. "I'm a psychiatrist. I've come to talk to you." He smiled, and I blinked. I looked at Diesel and Ruby with anger in my eyes. "I can cope with my own problems without you," I snapped. I stood to my feet and glared at all three of them. Do they think I'm insane?"Rain, just sit down and hear him out," Diesel said. I glared at him.Why would I do that? I refuse to let him push me around. "No," I mumbled. "I don't need help," I said. Ethan was quietly observing my behavior."Rain, please just listen to what he has to say. I beg of you
The Howl of Rejection Chapter 139: Never Stop Looking
ERIX'S POINT OF View"What do you mean you can't find her!? Erin, listen, you two went to the mall, right? What are you trying to say? You can't find her!?" I asked my younger sister when she called me. Panic was in her voice, and I sensed something was off. "Rain was helping some pregnant woman, Erix. She even told me to continue shopping and that she'll return. It has been an hour, and she's still not here," Erin said; fear was apparent in her voice. I was in the middle of a pack meeting with Wyatt and some alliance when she called. Normally, I don't answer any call during some important discussion concerning the remaining members of the Blood Pack, but Erin was persistent. Erin knew that. I excused myself and told Wyatt to handle the meeting. "I'm coming there. Wait for me," I said, excusing myself from the Alphas in my office. I bought two of my warriors; both trackers specialize in scent tracking. When I reached the mall, the two immediately got to work as I searched for my
The Howl of Rejection Chapter 140: The Phone Call
"I thought you would not spare a time actually to come and see what I had for you," Alpha Quintin said when he welcomed me in his pack. "I was about to leave and visit Shemera, but I thought I should go and see you first. You always have a surprising surprise for me," I replied.Quentin smiled. "Of course. You're like a younger brother to me, Erix," he said. I saw Magdalene outside the pack house with her third child. She was smiling at me sympathetically, and I smiled back. Quintin led me to his dungeon cell, and I was surprised to see the person I never expected to be still alive. Rijel. "Well, if it wasn't the mighty Alpha Erix Mcknight," he laughed. I blinked while pulling all my thoughts. I killed this bastard years ago. I saw he took his last breath when I cut his throat and let him bleed to death. But what was he doing here, sitting and wearing expensive clothing? "Ah, you must be thinking, why am I here?" Rijel said, smirking. "I had already killed you, bastard!" I s
The Howl of Rejection Chapter 141: Two more months
Rain's Point of View“It’s so cold,” I complained as the doctor spread the gel over my stomach. Diesel rolled his eyes and stood next to the best patiently waiting to see the monitor. I’m four months now and Diesel decided to know the baby’s gender. It sucked to be big. I couldn’t really do anything but waddled around. The doctor grinned and pointed to the baby’s head, and caught its heartbeat. “Do you want to know the gender?” She grinned at the two of us. I look at Diesel. I don’t think he likes surprises but he nodded. “If you could,” he said. The doctor focused back on the monitor, looking to see if she could see the gender. Unlike human babies, wolves are fast developers. Within six months, they are ready to be born. The doctor pointed to the screen. “Do you see this right here?” she pointed to a blurry part of its body. I furrowed my eyebrows and nodded. She then looked at Diesel and gave a smile. “Congratulations Alpha, it’s a boy,” the doctor announced. I glanced at
The Howl of Rejection Chapter 142: Words that hurts
Wow. That was something to hear. Diesel never really laughed? He wasn’t happy? I furrowed my eyebrows in thought. “I’ll miss this when you leave,” Alice said. I blinked quietly. “Miss what?” I wondered out loud. I’ve still got a few months to go and I couldn’t wait until the day comes that I get home to Erix. He slipped into my mind often and it’s hard to fight depression. I don’t fight it when I’m alone though. Diesel sort of distracts me. He’s got a good way of distracting anyone like mindless conversation about little things. One of the conversations we had was about hats. Who talks about hats for an hour? Diesel. “This,” Alice replied. “Diesel is just going to go back to his normal serious self again when you leave, I’m sure of it. Plus, I’ll miss our little arguments. You put up a pretty good fight,” she grinned. I rolled my eyes and swatted my hand in the air. “Arguing is my specialty,” I grinned back. Alice let out a laugh and shook her head. “At least you agree with me
The Howl of Rejection Chapter 143: The Shadow of Past
Diesel had asked me this question before. This time, it hit me harder. Erix loves me. He had told me that. He might have a strange way of showing it, but I knew he loved me. But would he really want me back after what I've done? After EVERYTHING that was happening while I was away? I swallowed the growing lump in my throat. A wave of doubts washed over me. What if I tell Erix, and he leaves me without a second thought? I have to be strong. I cannot let my anxiety attack me or let Diesel break me down with such a simple question, which he seemed to do a lot to find my weakest point. "When you find your second mate, you must promise your other half you will be there through thick and thin. Erix and I established our mate bond, although we were not a fated pair. We worked hard to have what we have right now. If he doesn't want me now, I still have my children. Erix can't keep me away from them. He could try, but he wouldn't do that to me. At least I'll still be thankful for him becaus
The Howl of Rejection Chapter 144: The truth is revealing
I jolted awake. My heart shot around the room, terrified that I'd been sucked into getting another crazy dream. I couldn't calm down; tears were pouring from my eyes, and I was frantic. Killian has been taunting me in my dreams; what I had dreamed was the worst of all."You can't do that, Jacob. Diesel will be furious if he knows about your plan," I heard a voice coming from the kitchen close to my room. "Alice, we've been here for how many years? You know how Diesel plays dirty, yes? We can't let this woman fall into him just like those other she-wolves involved with him. Don't you feel any remorse about her situation? She's battling depression," a male voice said. "What are you going to do? Help her escape? Diesel will know it before you can even leave his territory," Alice whispered in a hushed voice, but I could still hear it. "Yes. This girl is the victim of his schemes. We both knew what happened between the Fallen Wolves pack and the blood pack because of him! He had pulled
The Howl of Rejection Chapter 145: The one Pulling string
Jordan had managed to take us into some run-down owned by humans. According to him, we need to rest for the night, especially me and my situation. "Eat this, Rain," Alice said when she returned to our room. She had a glass of warm milk and bread. I smiled at her and gave her my thanks."Jordan will be here in an hour. He had to drive away to withdraw some cash," Alice said and sat beside me. "Will he be okay?" "Yes. Don't worry about him. He's good at this.""But what if Diesel will find him?" I asked her, worried. "Diesel will be back tomorrow afternoon. He'll notice some notifications on his phone because his card is usually connected to it. He will not suspect it since It was Jordan who used it. Money is nothing for Diesel," she replied. "Figure," I said. "Seeing Diesel spend millions of dollars for me."Alice took my hand before sighing. Looking at her face, I thought she had something to tell. "You must save that baby," Alice replied. "Don't let little Cloud become like D
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The Howl of Rejection Bonus Chapter: Rain's Wedding and Family
“Will you marry me?” The first words came from Erix’s mouth when I woke up. I was about to yawn and prepare myself for a whole day of Luna and Mother duty. I looked at Erix and then at the white and gold ring with a diamond and some bluish precious stones circling the largest diamond. “Uhm, Erix?” I asked him, confused. “We already became mates, a werewolf wedding, plus we already had four children. I think it’s too late for this,” I added. “It’s never been too late for us to get married, baby,” Erix said as he held my left hand. “It’s my dream to marry a woman I love like my Dad did to Mom.”I smiled at him. What he said warmed my heart, and who am I to say no to him? “Will you marry me, Luna?” He asked again. I nodded at him. “Yes, Erix. I’ll marry you,” I said. “So when are you going to marry me?” I added, teasing him after he slid the ring to my finger and kissed it.“As soon as possible,” he replied. “I want an extravagant wedding, something we can never forget. I think we
The Howl of Rejection Bonus Chapter: How Deep is your Love?
I dipped my fingers inside his boxers and rubbed the pad of my thumb over the tip of him, ghosting my hand over the length of him.It's my turn to feel his body tremble from what I'm doing to him. It had been a while, and I knew Erix was excited, just like me. I have the power to do what I want to do because this male was mine, not by fate but by love. This mine, he's all mine. I watched Erix take a deep breath and groan out, closing his eyes. I start to pick up the pace as his hips begin to move back and forth into my fingers that have wrapped tightly around his length.His strong thighs trembled from my touch, and his eyes fluttered open, looking at me. Up and down using slow, strong strokes; I love watching this, watching him gasped quietly through slightly parted lips. I'm glad because I am the only one who can bring this side of him. I love this man so much that I will sacrifice for him. I moved faster, and my grip tightened on him, with a destination that I was going to brin
The Howl of Rejection Bonus Chapter: Long Night 1
"The kids had already slept?" Erix asked me as soon as I entered our room. "Yeah. The twins finally settled down," I said, sighing before I climbed on the bed. My original plan was to sleep early, but Erix had something in his mind as soon as he put the book he was reading and started kissing me."You have no idea how long I waited, Rain," Erix said in between little nips of my skin, not enough to cause real pain, just enough to entice a rush of endorphins to be released into my bloodstream, causing excessive pleasure to rage throughout my body. He's playing to my compulsions, riling them up for what's to come...he needed them in his corner.I squirm underneath him, his hands running along my body, over my clothes, feeling my body, his fingers firm...so demanding.He began to kiss my neck, his wet tongue flicking against my sensitive flesh. He's inciting a riot within me and knows what he's doing."Let me."His voice was toned in silk, caressing my compulsions with its softness.He
The Howl of Rejection Epilogue
With the blood infusion, Rain was saved. Diesel had hurt her so badly to the point he killed his son and endangered Rain's life. I wish I had finished him, but Zander had to do it to take what belonged to him. After Diesel's defeat, Zander took the position of Alpha and led the largest pack back to its former self before Diesel's family took it in. The doctor who did everything to save Rain was their actual Aunt. She poured all her knowledge into helping Rain and assisted Zander when he claimed the title of an Alpha.When Rain gained consciousness, her heart broke when she learned her baby didn't make it. Although the baby was not mine, I wasn't that heartless to wish him death. With Rain's fatal internal wounds, Luna Sonia said, it might take her chance to get pregnant again. Everything is back to normal now. Rijel and Diesel's death ended our suffering, and we live freely now."Mom! Come on, you got to see my friend," Clay said as he was pulling his mother's hand. "Yes, yes, Cla
The Howl of Rejection Chapter 153: Chaos
I growled so loud. It was the only way for the black wolf to distract what he was doing with my Rain. The wolf stopped from biting her. Rain collapsed on the ground, panting heavily. Pregnant she-wolves were prohibited from shifting since the baby might crash. But why on earth was Rain in her wolf form despite being pregnant? The answer lies in the bastard, who had a cocky smirk, even in his wolf form. Suddenly, ten wolves tried to tackle me on the ground. I was too careless; my whole attention was with Rain, and I forgot I was in a battleground. The wolves pinned me down, ensuring I could see what was happening with Rain. Rain looked at me, still panting. She was forced to stand up but failed miserably. There was another wolf behind her who was covered in blood, and I doubt if it's still breathing. Rain's wolf huffed, trying to crawl to me, but the Black wolf stepped on her back. Rain whispered as I growled at the black wolf, warning him not to dare. The black wolf looked at
The Howl of Rejection Chapter 152:
Erix's point of viewWhat Jordan told me was like a bomb exploding in my face. Rain is pregnant, not mine, but with someone else's baby! My wolf was in a rage; it wanted to rip this man's head before me, but I tried to calm him down. But what enraged me more was the man who had her was none other than Diesel Saavedra, Zander's best friend. "Starting from your parent's death to Rain's pregnancy, it was all planned," Jordan told me as he was driving. "The Blood Pack was just a distraction that Diesel had created and secretly pulled the string without anyone noticing it," he added. "Is there any particular reason why that bastard decided to ruin mine and Rain's life?" I said, trying to calm down. "For power," he said. "And for Rain. He has been wanting her since she was just a little girl; hence, he impregnated her because he wanted Rain to be his mate, and getting her pregnant through threat was just a bonus.""Threatening her?""Yes, like he'll kill you and your pack, which we know
The Howl of Rejection Chapter 151: It was just a dream
"Erix," I breathe, stepping through the front door. He clenched his jaw and looked at me. "Rain?" His voice was shaky. "Erix, I'm home," I smiled and ran to him. He pulled me into a tight hug. Tears form in my eyes. I'm relieved to finally go home. "I thought you were dead," Eris whispered in my hair. I fell silent for a while. "Rain, you have to leave," he croaked. I pulled away from him and furrowed my eyebrows."What? Why?" "There's someone else, Rain. You were gone so long that I couldn't help but fall in love with someone else," he said.A look of regret crossed his face. My lips parted, and I started to say something."What about Clay? Amira? Where are they?""They're fine. They have a new mom now. You left them, and it's all your fault," Erix growled. It's all my fault."B-but I can explain why I was gone," I begged him to just listen to me, but Erix didn't show any sympathy. "I don't need someone like you anymore. Hence, I should have let you die when you decided to kil
The Howl of Rejection Chapter 150: Everything Connected
"Who are you? Why are you trespassing on my territory?"A man in his late forties appeared behind a large tree. Five more wolves joined him and bore their canines to us. "P-please," Alice begged them. "We don't mean any harm. We only crossed this land because we were being chased. We're sorry for trespassing, sir."The white wolf who tackled Alice let her go and shifted into a man. He looked intently at Alice as if fighting something within him. "Where did you come from, and who was chasing you?" the older man asked. "We're from Greyhound Pack," Alice replied. Suddenly, a loud growl erupted from the man who shifted recently. "That bastard's pack!?" he growled. "Calm down, Jean. We need to know how they came here and stuff. Take them to the pack for interrogation," the older man said. He was probably the Alpha. Some of the wolves carried our bags and shifted into their human form as we walked to a path cleared of snow.We walked for about half an hour before a beautiful and mode
The Howl of Rejection Chapter 149: The Chasing
"Rain, do you think you can walk?" Alice asked me out of nowhere. "Yes, I can. Why?" "I feel uneasy. Let's get out here. Something bad would happen when I feel like this," she added. "Come, let's go," she said, bringing out the bags full of baby's clothing and some of our clothes.Without questioning and believing her, I helped her pack. "It's snowing. The scent of snow blocks any scent of potential intruders. With Diesel's connection, I can' assure us we're still safe here. It's better than sorry."Alice shifted into her wolf form and told me to ride on her back. I did what she wanted, and as soon as I tapped her gently, saying I was good to go, she sprinted at her top speed without particular direction. Despite the thick snow slowing us down, we made it far until we heard a loud howl. It was so loud that it made me and Alice tremble. Alice and I reached a wide river that was partially covered with eyes. We could not go to the other side without crossing that river. Alice looked
