Chapter 62

Ash’s point of vie

I've been at the bunker for a week now, and everything is coming together. I'm missing my little Vampire Queen more than I ever thought possible. I feel as though my heart is being pulled apart, and it's killing me. but I know I have to do this, and I know that little detail has to be planned to precision when we go into the underground. God only knows what we will face, and we must be prepared for every possibility.

Knowing that doesn't make it any easier though, every day that I’m apart from my Queen hurts that little bit more.

When you fall in love with someone, you take them for granted, and you don't realise just how much they do for you, how much love they give you. It's only when you are forced apart that it hits you, and it hits you fucking hard.

I find it hard to get to sleep at night without her in my arms; I find it hard to eat without her beside me as I watch her face light up as she tastes food and drinks. I find it hard to take a shower on my own, for