When he looked at the file he had picked up, he didn’t recognize the name on it. He then opened it and saw the first report. A name he knew from the past was there. He shook his head and tried to clear it. He must be projecting this somehow. He had thought of her earlier in the night. That had been a first in a long time. Though he ignored the thoughts most of the time. He could find something to distract himself easily. This was the one person he never wanted to think of again. This was the one person he hated on the planet. This was the woman who had taken his life away from him.
This woman was dead.
The pictures were her. She hadn’t changed that much. It was easy to see her again still in his mind. He looked at the name again. She must have gotten married because the name was different on this one file. His department was often slow running. Though they had a few people to work with, but they didn’t handle the major cases. There was no one else that could take it. This was not what he wanted to walk into tonight, but he knew if it was on his desk, he had to try to see it objectively. It was a small area. He couldn't kick the case to someone else though he really wanted to. This was just the beginning. He could maybe put it to rest. All of it. He knew he had issues to deal with because of her. That was the one he hoped that he could get out of this. He is his own redemption in a way.
He let his mind wander for a minute. He could remember the day he was told he was going to take her on a date. He was sitting in his father’s office when it was first brought up. Though he had been there to help his father, he often would get distracted by something else like talking to people. He watched them all.
When they got home, it was just the two of them again in the main living area of the house. That was when his father had started talking to him again. It was odd because his parents often did not go out of their way to talk to him. They were too busy fawning over Michael.
“Maximillian Anderson, you do have to try to have fun.” His father said as he looked at his younger son. Michael, of course, had to show up now. He would always wait until they began with Max, then he would be there to help steal whatever attention Max was going to get. That was one of the things that annoyed Max to no end.
“Who cares if he gets a date?” Michael had asked as his father glared at him. “I mean, who wants Max?”
“Well, I have a friend from work. You know him, Mr. Thompson. His daughter is looking to go to prom, and she can’t seem to find a date for it. I have seen the girl. She is attractive enough. I told him I would talk to you about taking her.” His father said as he ignored his oldest son and looked at his younger one.
“Dad, I don’t want to take out your friend's daughter.” Max had said as he thought it would be over, but his father sighed.
“You will be taking her out.” His father said. “I already told him you would be.”
“Did you think I don’t want to date this chick, dad?” Max asked as he looked at his dad as his brother laughed. Max didn’t really want to be bothered with girls right now. He was trying to keep his grades up and work so he could go to college. Knowing that his parents were not going to help him like they did Michael. Max had plans. He knew he wanted to do things and see places that he never had. He didn’t want the distraction of a small-town girl who wanted to stay here next to her parents for the rest of his life. He wanted to see the world.
“Maxy doesn’t want to go out with her. I guess I will do it for you, dad.” Michael said as he looked at his father.
“I told him Max would.” His father said. “Look, this guy has brought in a lot of people to the business. I need you to do this. I am not really going to ask you; I am telling you to do this.”
“Dad,” Max said as he looked at his father and sighed. “Fine, but it is just this one time.”
Max shook his head at the conversations that he remembered. That was the last day his parents talked to him for weeks. He didn’t want to go out with this girl. He didn’t know her. Looks to him were not important. He was tall and gawky himself. He wasn’t like his brother, who never seemed to go through this. He hated the idea. He didn’t want to do this at all. The idea was repulsive to him.
He thought that he didn’t step off to the side like he wanted to do. Michael would have done better. Even though Michael was the one his parents favored, he didn’t understand why he had to be the chosen one. Max had never thought of the reasons why he had been. It never made sense to him when he thought about it.
He remembered the thought he was going to ditch her somewhere, but he knew that his dad was going to kill him if he had done that. He had just done what his father wanted of him. That was his mistake. Max knew if he had stood up for himself, none of this would have happened. He wouldn’t have to deal with any of it. He would be in a completely different place with his life by now. Hindsight was twenty-twenty.
This woman was the bane of his life. He had pushed it all away. He knew that he couldn’t ever allow himself to think about her. Not her as a person. He had never thought of her as one before. All of the issues that he had with women were all from her. He shook his head again as he reached down and pulled out a pair of reading glasses, and then he started reading the basic report.
As he set the file down, he knew that he would take the case. It was something that would distract him for a little while. He would have to ignore the victim's relationship with him. He thought it wouldn’t be all that hard, really. This could be the thing he needed to do though it was not something he wanted to have anything to do with.
This meant he would have to go back to the place it all started. He would have to see everyone that had been a part of this in the past. He would have to face it head-on. That meant he would have to try and work through it as well. He didn’t know if he could that much. Though as he thought a change would be good. This was not the real change he wanted to have to deal with.
A fleeting image popped in his head. A young woman that he had become secretly obsessed with. She had been there tonight. Every time he saw her in the past two years since her last day in class, it had brought something big in his life. This was going to be the same. He would have to face his past to move on to his future.
A future that he could be proud of. He smiled to himself. Maybe this wouldn’t be all that bad.
He drove to his house that he had thought might be the answer for him to cure his boredom. He had thought that maybe one day it would be the best place to come back to after a long day at work. However, it was still empty. It was quiet. It had none of the things that he wanted to be there, there.He had blamed all of his issues on one thing. It was the fact he didn’t know how to trust women. He had seen the things that they had done to him and other men when they didn’t get their way. He knew all women were not like that. Reasoning with himself didn’t help. It was the same for men. Not all men were horrible and rapists, but it was far easier to believe a woman and let the damage be done to the man’s life. It was a sad fact of life.When he tossed off his jacket and then knew he had to hang it up. He had only a few good jackets to wear along
Tossing and turning all night when he woke up, he didn’t want to get out of his bed. However, he knew that he had a class in an hour. He rolled out of bed and looked down to the ground, and picked up the towel on the floor. He then moved to the bathroom to begin his morning shaving. Though he normally would get a cup of coffee first, he was already going to be dragging throughout the day. It was pointless to start off with the coffee, he thought.After he cut himself three times, he gave up. Luckily it didn’t look all that bad. He then removed a shirt from the hanger and grabbed a tee shirt and a pair of boxers. As he started to dress, he took the pair of pants that were in the front of the house, which he had not worn the day before. He then looked at his shirt and saw that he had buttoned everything wrong. He shook his head an
Max started to go over the folder point by point for the class. Though he noticed that he was having some issues speaking because of his burnt tongue. He wanted to laugh at himself. His glasses now on his face though he normally didn’t need them. His headache from not sleeping well the night before was already throbbing. His mouth hurt. His face felt like it was in ribbons. He shin was killing him. He couldn’t shake the feeling that more was headed his way.Every second was lasting forever. It was like time wasn’t moving at all. He was halfway through the folder when the fire alarm went off for the building. He looked up, and then he nodded, “Go outside and wait by the light by the field. Make sure to check in with me.”He had to check in with each of them after they went outside. Everyone didn’t listen about leavi
When the building was cleared for everyone to get their things, a campus-wide alert was sent out as to why people would be late to their classes. Max went into the building and took the stairs up to the hall and then back down to the basement. He overheard the Dean of the department talking about how some of the classes would be changing over the next year.The admin would be reaching out to all the students affected. Max knew what that meant. People would be out three years of work or so. He felt bad for the students. He was wondering what things were going to be cut. He figured it would be something like his classes. The admin had vetoed all the things that he had wanted to do. Though he tried over and over to get his new ideas passed through, nothing seemed to work. He wasn’t good at politics.As Max went to his office and opened it and saw there was no d
Max left the building later, and though he wanted nothing more than to go home and to bed, he drove over to the town his friends lived in and went straight to their house. As he knocked, he was greeted by a horde of tiny versions of his friends as they all opened the door. The kids all were so excited to see him. It brought a smile to his face.“Max!” one of the twins said. Though Max was a visitor, often, he still had trouble figuring out which one was which. He solved that by calling them both buddy. He really hoped that it wasn’t ever needed that he needed to know how to figure out which one was which. He didn’t think he could do it.“Hey, guys. Is your dad home?” Max asked as he smiled at the horde of children before him.“Let Max in.” he heard from behind the group. He then saw the tiny woman that his friend had married. Though at thirty, she was still lo
“And I picked her up, and though she was pretty, I could see she really wasn’t the type I was looking for. I did see, though, she was the type my father would want to be associated with.” Max said, and Henni looked at him a little funny, “She had money. My dad was a working type. He was a man’s man from that time. To have his son connected to that family would have made all his dreams come true.”“Oh, I see,” Henni said. “So what happened next? I didn’t go to a prom. I didn’t even go to high school.”“Lucky.” He said with a smirk. “We went to the dance. The more I got to know her, the more I knew this was a one-time thing, but she kept talking about how this was going to last forever and ever. It seemed she had mad
“I understand how that works,” Henni said. “Even though it all comes out, no one believes you still.”“Yeah,” Max said with a sigh. She was good. He knew that she could see everything. Now came the hardest part. He already knew what she was going to say. He hoped with everything that was in him, Mack came home soon.“Mack when through that, but it was fed by someone else,” Henni said.“I always thought my brother had something to do with it. He was pissed off that my dad picked me to go on that date. I heard someone of the worst things from him.” Max said. “It wouldn’t be out of the normal to be him somehow. Though he was the favorite, I never understood why. He was lazy and never really did anything but start trouble. I trie
Mack and Max went into the office after Christian arrived, and even though the kids were all outside, the noise was overwhelming. Mack laughed as Max looked at him with widened eyes. “You learn to live with it.”“It is making me rethink the fact I want a few of those monsters,” Max said.“Well, if you want a few of those, you do have to do what Henni said,” Mack said as he looked at the younger man.“I know,” Max said as the thought passed through his mind. He didn’t want to think about how she was so preceptive that she could see the entire thing without even really trying. That was a problem and a solution at the same time.“We all have our issues, Max.” Mack said, “Now, what brought this all on in the first place. Though I know my wife often know
The next few days Max was completely engrossed in going over the course from the beginning to the end. He had already rewritten at once and now he was going to make it more specific period he was already looking up case files and everything else that he could possibly do to get everything completely set. Though the paperwork Adam actually come in yet he was betting that it would any day now. He was OK with the fact that it wasn't totally official because he had the men’s word and his own captain's word working for him. He knew that they just had to make it more transferable on paper. He would leave that to them knowing that that was what it was going to be.the next few days he was also dealing with Deanna who is still in the middle of her grief. Though it seemed to hit her at random times it was still hitting her out of the blue. She was dealing with everything as she always did with her head held high even if she had tears in her eyes. She was really try
Max stop Deanna and the kids off at the university and then he went to the Academy. He knew that it wasn't going to take very long for him to go over everything. When he did get there he was ushered into their conference room and he passed out the folders to the three Deans of the different academies. He knew that that was going to be the number one thing that he had to do was make sure that he sold the program. He was good at selling himself as well. He had been doing it for years since he left the military. One of the things that he had to learn that in the civilian world it was his reputation that was going to get him very far. The fact that he had been in the military and woon did in battle wear something that people wanted to know about. So he had found a way to tell them without actually telling them anything.He had a normal way with words that was able to make the most complicated thing seem uncomplicated. That was also one of the reasons w
“what did she mean that it's part of the code?” Dana asked when they got into the car and Max had already started driving back to their house.“law enforcement spouses usually stick together. just like they say that there is a blue wall sometimes meaning that officers will stick with each other and not let the civilians know what really goes on. The same goes for their wives. Despite the fact that penny is also a part of it she is add detective wife. She knows all the rules in jazz who knows what it's like to be a new mom. And also have things surrounding you that you don't particularly want there. When they got married it was pretty rough. however I really didn't know them then I had only just heard what happened. It's not a pretty story but one day maybe I'll tell you. For right now just know that you always have her friend in her. So you can tell her anything that you need to plus she's a doctor so she can help out at times.” next said
Max had been surprised the entire night. Everybody had been on their best behavior when they actually saw Deanna standing next to him. And then of course the two kids. Henny was smiling like there was no tomorrow because she knew that he had finally gotten what he always wanted. Mac kept smiling too but it was for a different reason and Max knew that as well. This was definitely going to be one of those things that they were going to have to do frequently enough that Deanna needed to feel comfortable around them. He didn't actually believe that couples should have too many friends that were not other couples. He was kind of old fashioned in the way that he thought. She could have as many friends as she wanted that was perfectly fine but they would probably spend more time with other couples. It just seemed not to cause as many problems in any relationship. At least that was his view of it and like he knew he could learn something else.Mac was more
Max knew that he had to explain a few things on the way over to the other couples house. So he began to give them a rundown of everybody that was there including the kids. He also explained how him an Mac were friends to the point that it was like Max was one of their kids as well even though he was pretty much the same ages them. it was one of those interesting relationships that Max had filled his life with before he was able to deal with anything really personal.He also then began to explain slightly how they knew about her well before they had become a couple. “so just so you understand that they're going to probably be teasing me a lot and giving me a lot of crap. It's going to be because of you but that's OK.”“what do you mean it's because of me?” Deanna asked if she looked at him she was slightly surprised after being very amused with the way that he was explaining his friends to her. It wasn't like she had a
He meant what he said when he said he wanted to out and celebrate. It wasn't very often that he had the opportunity to spoil the woman that he loved and take his kids out at the same time period though he wasn't exactly short how that was going to work. So he decided that he was going to take them out for a nice meal when his phone began to ring. Halo down and saw that it was a person that he was actually just thinking about Mac Paulin who is another detective in one of the sister police precinct. They had worked a few cases together and they had also worked on a case that had basically changed Mac and his wife henni’s life for a little bit.Mac was one of maxs friends. He didn't really consider many people to be his actual friend but they had actually become rather good friends over the past few years. Henni where's the local medical examiner prefer one of the counties nearby. She also consulted with different police precincts as well.“What
Packing everybody up with a little bit easier and he knew that this would become a routine eventually. He knew that he was going to have them there for as long as he worked in the building. He grabbed his folders and put them in his briefcase and then gave Henry his bag. Henry just looked at him like he had completely lost his mind. “When it's time to go home I'm gonna give you this bag. And we're going to pack up the things that you want to take home with you. We can't come back to the university at night so we're going to make sure that we take everything that we want. Remember you have lots of toys at home as well so you can leave some things here. but I know that you wanna take bear and blankie with you.” Mac said as he looked at him and then he began to help Henry pick up the things that were the most important. “We're going to leave your bed in your sisters bed here so it's easier for mommy and me.”“DD is mommy?
Watching the man storm out of the room and go upstairs with something that Max was going to take huge amount of pride in doing. He was more than happy to sit back and wait for the repercussions to actually happen. None of that actually mattered to Max right now. The way that he had thought of it was it was going to be something that they were going to have to deal with anyway period now the fact that he possibly had another job waiting for him that was going to be better would be the absolute feather in his cap right now.that happened to be the moment that his phone rang right before Deanna could actually say something to him about what had just happened. “hello this is detective Anderson.” Max stated into the phone as he had an idea of what the number actually was. It wasn't the one that he had called before but it was a very similar number so he had to assume that it was a police Academy calling him back.“detective Ande
After about 10 minutes of trying to get around exactly what the man was saying Max had enough. He was absolutely just thoroughly enjoying the fact that the man was so flustered that Max kept coming back with something else. It was like none of the other professors actually never questioned him. Or the fact that he normally had a few students going into his office for a few hours every day period of course those particular students were young females who had no business going into the Dean of students for the department’s office period of course Max wasn't actually going to bring that up but he was alluding to it. The only female that he wanted in his office. Was the one who was sitting in the corner.he looked over to Indiana who was watching the whole thing trying not to laugh as she was continuing to fake read whatever she was reading. Max knew that the man was not gonna give up very easily. And of course then the veiled threats that his course was proba