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Chapter 36: MAMA
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2022-02-22 08:01:05"Speak, Shyne! Your father is going to be furious when he hears about this!"
I opened my mouth to try and speak, but the sound of a car rushing inside the house made me freeze again. It was hot outside, but the sound and sight of my father’s car made me believe I was in the middle of a snow storm because of the cold that I was feeling at the moment.
"It's your father…" my mom said in a worried tone. She tried to position herself in a way that she somehow shielded me from my father’s view as the both of us took small steps backwards.
I looked at the car that stopped in front of us a few meters away, and without missing a beat, my father got out of the car and his eyes were furious as he held my terrified gaze. He matched towards me, and all I could do was close my eyes
Shine LynIt's been nearly twenty days since I last updated. I'm sorry, everyone. I had multiple things that I had to deal with, so I had writer's block, and I couldn't type anything. This story is based on a true story, so I had to make sure that I don't just write chapters without thinking how I an incorporate my real experiences to this book. I'll promise to end this as soon as I can. Thanks for reading everyone!
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