LEWIS POV
"Finally. I can not wait to charge my phone," Killian grumbles as we pull our clothes from our packs and I freeze.
Finley is radiating so much emotion and any slight comment could set him off.
I glance over at him to find his usual cheerful face drawn into a deep frown. The skin between his eyebrows looks like mountains it is so scrunched. He must be focused on his dad. Killian's negative attitude doesn't seem to matter to him anymore.
"Lewis, take Killian to the guest house we normally use, then meet me at the main house," Fin mumbles in a low unfamiliar voice as he finishes buttoning his jeans.
"Got it," I reply trying to sound light and agreeable.
He needs me to comply right now and I have no problem doing just that. Killian is shooting daggers at him for some reason, but I won't add anything to his plate. If he wants me to drop the brat off at a separate location I will.
Fin gives me a single nod before walking off in the direction of the Gray home and I turn my attention back to my supply pack. I pull out one of my shirts and tug it on before throwing my shoes on the ground. I push my dirty feet into the worn fabric and stand straight.
"Let's get moving," I say as calmly as possible, and Killian sneers.
"So I am supposed to sit around at some guest house? For how long," Killian demands, and that all too familiar feeling of anger crawls up my spine.
I take a deep breath to soothe myself before meeting his annoyed eyes.
"I'm not sure. Not long probably. We will be expected to finish the cameras and return home here pretty quickly. Why don't you try to sympathize with Fin for a second? His dad is a great Alpha, and his pack has helped ours numerous times," I say, and the bulky douche rolls his eyes.
"I get that this is hard. I don't get why I am being pushed off into a house instead of joining the two of you. Fin showed rank and I submitted. I shouldn't be excluded," Killian says and my eyebrows lift in surprise.
He is right. Fin put him in his place and he has been submitting the entire trip up. Exiling him to the guest house is a little much.
"I agree man. Why don't we drop off our packs and both head over there? We can plug in our phones and get cleaned up. That should give him time to speak with his folks. I bet he was focused on getting over there," I say and he nods.
"Fair enough," Killian says before throwing his pack on his back.
I slowly lead Killian through the quiet streets to the Gray Pack's guest house and he keeps his head on a swivel. I can tell he has never seen a pack so well-kept. The small cottages and clean sidewalks are beautiful. They shock most visitors. The stores and businesses are just as well kept, but a few miles north so most visitors miss the opportunity to see those. Humans who move to the town normally leave because they can't ever seem to fit in so the area is 98% wolf shifters that belong to the Northern Gray pack.
"This place is serene," Killian says as we reach the guest house porch.
I chuckle a little and open the door that stays unlocked.
"It is beautiful. I grew up here, and the view still gets me when I come up," I say, and the annoying male actually smiles.
"I bet it was a good pack to grow up in," he says and I nod.
I am surprised by the compliment. Killian hasn't given any compliments back home despite our gorgeous mansion and the massive amount of land we have.
"The back room has a shower and so does the hall bathroom. Which do you want," I ask.
"I will take the back," he says, heading for the hallway, and I nod even though he isn't watching me.
I find an outlet and get my phone plugged in and turned on. I send a quick message to Dan to let him know we have arrived before heading for the hall bathroom.
*******
"I am stuffed, Marcie," I say as I push my plate away.
The stressed Luna has managed to feed me three plates full of pancakes, bacon, and sausage. I don't think I have ever been this full.
"Same goes for me. Thank you, Luna Marcie. It was delicious," Killian says and Finley looks him over as if he killed his pet.
The tension in the house since I walked in with Killian trailing behind me has been thick. It's as if Fin is viewing Killian being here as an invasion. But Killian was right. He submitted and has behaved. He can't just be shoved off in a house because Fin hates the fact he is married to Darcy. Finley pulled rank and now he has to be fair. It is the proper way.
"So how is Alpha Forest," I ask after drinking some orange juice and Finley stills a little before thawing out.
He places his hand on his mother's shoulder and I watch the exchange closely. Finley still seems more closed off than usual. Seeing his dad didn't ease his stress so it must be bad.
"Dad looks okay, but I could sense something was off. The nurse is stopping by here soon to check him out and draw more blood," Fin says and Marcie gives me a small smile.
"It's strange seeing him like this. I have never seen my mate ill," Marcie says before glancing at her son.
He smiles at her, but the joy is missing from his eyes as he does it.
"He will get over this. He is a big strong Alpha. I would bet my best hat he gets over it in a week," I say while sending her a quick wink and she beams.
"I know that. It just makes me worry. We don't live forever," Marcie says with a shrug.
She pats Fin's hand, which is still on her shoulder, before grabbing the dishes and moving to the sink. Finley's arm falls to his side and he watches his mom intently. I watch him. Something dark is falling over him and I can't quite put my finger on it. Depression after so much loss is understandable, but this is something else. It's like a seething rage is building up inside of him.
"What time should we head back," I ask, trying to draw his attention, and he unwillingly drags his gaze off her back.
"After the nurse comes. I want to make sure you have information for them. Daniel and Stan do better with face-to-face information. I already called them to report in, but you know how Dan is... Skip finishing the camera run. Just head straight home," Fin says and I nod.
I don't see Daniel having a problem with that. With us back home he can come here if he is needed.
"Yeah he is particular," I respond as Marcie sits back down at the kitchen island.
She smiles at us, but her forehead stays creased. Silence quickly falls between us and I sip my orange juice awkwardly. I want to offer support, but since we don't know what is causing his illness I have nothing to say. As the seconds tick by I begin to miss Angelica and the other pups. I can typically hide behind them when things get tense.
After a few long minutes, a soft knock sounds on the front door, and Marcie gets up without a word. Finley follows behind her as she heads for the front door and we stay seated.
"She is taking this hard," I whisper lowly and Killian nods while staring at the quartz countertop.
He fidgets weirdly as the Grays invite the nurse in and my eyebrows furrow.
"What," I murmur and he finally peels his eyes off the counter to look at me.
"I smell my mate. That nurse... I think I found my mate," he mumbles just as a tall female comes in the room with excited eyes and a flared nose.
Killian stands up instantly when he sees her and she smiles at him as if she has won the lottery. I quickly look at Finley, who followed the female. He looks about as shocked as I feel.
"I can't believe the Alpha's illness is why I am meeting my mate," the happy female says cheerfully as Killian awkwardly stares at her.
Marcie comes in behind Finley with a perfect smile on her warm face.
"It is a blessing no matter what circumstance. Congrats to you both," she says and Killian seems to wake up.
He takes his mate's hand into his and smiles at her.
"Hi, I'm Killian," he says, and her light brown skin reddens as she blushes.
"I'm Bella," she says and Killian just keeps smiling.
He seems to be in a fog.
"I hate to break this up, but Forest's condition needs to be addressed before you can properly get to know one another," Marcie says, ending the couple's staring contest.
Marcie leads Bella away, and we all stand frozen for a second, before following. I can see the wheels turning in Finley's head, but I am once again at a loss for words. What does this mean for him and Darcy? Is Killian going to accept his mate? Killian seems just as shocked as us, but he is still smiling.
FINLEY POV"I hate to break this up, but Forest's condition needs to be addressed before you can properly get to know one another," Mom says, as Killian stares at Darcy's look alike like a deer in headlights. Marcie leads Bella away, and I am slow to follow behind them. My instincts are telling me this is a good thing. Killian has found his mate and Darcy should be free. My wolf feels content and happy, but my heart feels as if there is a wall. After that barn conversation with Darcy, my feelings toward her seem cold. She chose him over me. Nothing else really matters at this point. No matter what Killian decides, my mate already chose and she didn't choose me. "Stay out here, boys," Mom says quietly as we approach her bedroom and my head clears a little. I stop right outside their door as concern for my Dad returns full force. The issues with my mate and her husband can wait. They don't concern me anyway. Lewis comes to a halt beside me, looking anxious, and Killian stays back a
DARCY POV "Fin sounded so worried about his mom and his dad. The Doctor has all but confirmed Forest has cancer. Now we are just waiting to know the specifics from the blood tests," Sam whispers to the other females and I feel the hairs on the back of my neck stand up. My senses are on high alert. It's been almost 24 hours since Lewis sent a message saying they had arrived in the Northern Gray pack, but Killian has yet to call or message me. I have left him a dozen voice-mails and texted countless times. Lewis and Finley have been checking in and calling the others with updates, but Killian isn't responding to me. "I am sure it is hard accepting that Forest is sick... Are we sure we can help with the treatments? I mean, yes, a few doctors know about us, but a specialist. That is someone who will be hard to find. What if they are out of the country," Mariah asks in a gentler tone than usual. Trevor touches her cheek, and her attention turns from Samantha to him. I look her ove
FINLEY POV The gentle neighs from the horses around me filter through my sensitive ears as my brain continues to drift through thought. Food, water and reproduction, those are the only things wild animals care about. The horses we tend to and the cattle we raise have no drama in their lives. They live every day as if it were their last. They learn from their pasts, but they do not dwell on their futures. They do not plan. Their lives are lived day by day. If only I could shut that part of my brain off too. If only I couldn't dream or wish about the things I want for tomorrow. If only I were a wolf all the time. "Fin? You in here man," Lewis calls and my head snaps in the direction of the tack room door.I don't know how long I have been standing in front of the manure shovels and wheelbarrels, but it must have been a while for Lewis to come looking for me."Yeah, just putting up," I say in an easy going tone to bypass any suspension about why it's taking me so long to come inside
FINLEY POV For three solid days, I have listened to Killian mope about running the cameras or brag about his council missions with Darcy. It is at the point where each time he opens his mouth, I want to tear my ears off. I can no longer eat or sleep. I am just seething. His ego is the size of Alaska and I just want him to shut up so we can complete our job. Today alone has been particularly bad. "Hey Fin, you good," Lewis asks as we walk into the cave we are calling home for the night. I nod without meeting his concerned gaze and he sighs. "I haven't heard a wisecrack in over 48 hours," Lewis says, digging deeper, and I grind my teeth. Usually, I disguise a bad mood, concern, or give advice through light-hearted jokes, but I feel too sick to my stomach to laugh about anything right now. Even a fake laugh would make my mouth fill with bile right now. Killian just finished describing how much he is looking forward to returning to his wife for some much-needed sexual time, a
DARCY POV"We are all fine... It's dad. He's sick. Pack doctor can't figure it out. He can't fulfill his duties right now. Daniel is needed here. I am basically human. Emma is enjoying her first semester at a college across the country. It has to be you, Fin. You need to go home and help mom," Stanley says as Tabitha rubs his back.He is keeping his tone even for his younger brother, but we can all see his face. He looks practically ill as he relays the news about Alpha Forest to Finley.Marcie called four or five hours ago and Stanley has done nothing but plan. He immediately started emailing the Northern Gray pack's doctor and corresponding with Emma, who sounds like a brat."Yeah....""Yes, he is okay.""No, Dan said for all three of you to go. It gets dicey in those woods so you need the backup, Fin. Once you get there Lewis and Killian can return. Grab your packs and head that way tonight. Mom needs you now," Stanley says as he brings his hand to his forehead.My heart twists a l
FINLEY POVDad's sick.The biggest strongest wolf I know is sick. He is never sick. He is like a mountain. He is always standing tall. Nothing shakes Dad. He is my hero. He has always been the male we can count on for everything. Every problem we have ever had has been solved by Dad. How can he be sick? Lewis whines from beside me as he senses my mood, but I keep my muzzle pointed straight. Getting to the Northern pack will take us all night and I don't have the energy or patience to address anyone. I just want to run. I can't take anymore. I feel as if my body is constantly anxious. It has been one blow after another... Adam killing his mother and abducting Samantha and Angelica, Lauren betraying us and killing David, Mariah losing her son, Grace and Andrew dying, Stanley coming back from death, and Darcy showing up married. Now Dad is sick, and I am losing my composure. I have tried to remain positive. I have been the one to offer support to the others. I have tried to keep my em