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DARCY POV

"If you had never met him do you think you would have wanted me,"... that question has consumed my thoughts for months.

I wanted to apologize to him. I wanted to tell him how much I wanted him as well as Killian. But I couldn't explain why I wanted Killian more. Instead, I was only able to confirm that I desired Finley too. I answered him as honestly as I could. If I had never met Killian I would have been Finley's the second I met him, but I had fallen in love years ago with my best friend and partner. I had chosen who I wanted to be with. I couldn't just make my love for Killian go away when I met Finley... Not like my mom did when she met her mate... Not like Killian did when he met his... Maybe the love others have for me just isn't that strong. Maybe I am not loveable...

My depressive thoughts make the pain in my chest build once more and I quickly shut them down. If I fall down the pit of despair I won't be able to do what I came here to do. I won't be able to protec
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Camilita Vargas
Even though I do hope Darcy and Fin find a way to fix their relationship, I agree with everyone that Darcy is undeserving & entitled, and she must suffer for that. A LOT, hehehehe! She must feel what he felt in order to be redeemable. So, author, hurry up, make her suffer, hehehehe!
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Camilita Vargas
Hahahahahaha I hated her at first sight, too! But now I must confess I kinda like her. She's badass!
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Camilita Vargas
By the way, wrong or not, I'm kinda liking Darcy now, hehehehehe! She has now that badass, alpha-like aura that is very alluring! That 'I know I'm wrong, but I want you anyway and you are mine' kind of attitude is soooo sexy! I'm eager to see how you're going to develop your storyline, author!
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