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Mazaya please

Author: Ashley Lagoo
last update Last Updated: 2021-10-01 15:32:09
Something was pulling me out of the void I was in. How I got in this void I don't know. All I know is that I felt something pull me. It was like I woke up from a endless sleep and my eyes refused to open. None of my senses were working but my emotions were going overboard.

Everything in me told me to wake up. My heart felt like it was begging me. The twist of my stomach was just more confirmation. My body wanted me to move but it felt like I was stuck.

A sob left me confusing me. Why did I feel like I just lost something. Heaviness weighed me down. My soul was fighting for me to wake up. I could fell myself melting and I don't know why.

Urgency hit me full force. I had to wake up. My soul felt like it was curling into itself. With as much force as I could I tried to open my eyes but it was like they were forced shut.

The heaviness was all over now. I tried to go closer to the weight. It was comfort. What was happening?

Pain hit me all over as it felt like my s
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