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The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Second marriage
"It's still cute." The Goddess said as she rubbed Alex's hand. I leaned forward and personally moved her hand off of what was mine. She looked up at me and smiled. I gritted my teeth. "Who are you and if you don't know I'm his wife. So if you would mind." I gritted out. My tummy rubbed against the table making Blake angry as I sat back down. I grabbed my tummy trying to settle Blake down from beating me. He was having a kicking frenzy right now. "You need to relax. Our son is in there and I actually have a announcement to make." Alex declared causing me to look over at him while I rubbed my tummy. Alex seemed conflicted which had me kind of concerned. Alex had been quiet since the new group came so it had to be important. "With everything that's been happening with the rebels I came to an agreement with The God of dimensions to marry his daughter." Alex said causing me to freeze. It took me a second to get my voice back because I know I had to be dreaming.
Last Updated : 2021-10-05The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Freedom
I couldn't believe that the wind was touching my face and nobody was there to stop me or escort me. I looked behind me at the golden stairs and the hallway I just came form ,heat assaulted my face. Even though the warmth was tempting I knew what I had to do. "Freedom." I whispered to the wind as I stepped out onto the huge steps. Adrenaline hit me and I was rushing down the stairs splashing as I stomped down each one. I probably should've asked for a coat because in magical realms we could feel and get sick. In the mortal realms weather didn't effect us. This was like our little magical mortal realm. Humans wouldn't last a minute here because weather was intense to their bodies. The strong wind had me shivering alittle. I swear it was sunny out before I went to breakfast. Now the wind was blowing my curls forward and rain was assaulting my face making my red curls stick to my face as I walked down the walkway. Blake started kicking more as raindrops fell on my tummy. I
Last Updated : 2021-10-05The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Just Mazaya
"You got in a quarrel with the King I'm guessing." She joked. I ignored her comment and went to turn back around. She grabbed my hand and teleported before I could pull away. It looked to be a market place that she brought us to. I really wanted to talk to that older Goddess. I would do that later. I could explore first. As I looked around I noticed the chaos happening. There were animals running wild everywhere. Chickens and roosters were running around the stoned sidewalks, making alot of noise. Different colored birds were on the floor eating bird feed out of a basket that looked to be spilt over. A orange cat with yellow stripes was chasing a chick around tracking feed along the way. It smelt like sweet bread. And it seemed the the marketplace was swarmed with animals. A beautiful cat with a black fur coat jumped on a table in front of me startling me. It looked at me before it started to eat the treats that the merchant had set up. It had the prettiest blue eyes. They sp
Last Updated : 2021-10-05The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Just Mazaya part 2
"Umm yea. Its life." I said as I shrugged my shoulders pretending to be okay about it. Blakes constant kicking reminded me that nomatter what happened I would have to face life because Alex wouldn't let me walk away with his son. "You know I think you are being a brat. King Alexander has shown you love since I can remember. I remember when you were introduced as his fiancée. He had only eyes for you." The Goddess gushed on with stars in her eyes like the past could fix the future. "That was than. Things happen and now he has eyes for everything but me. He knew I would never want to share. He was prepared for me to leave." I said wanting this conversation to be over with. "So you are throwing away your love over jealousy?" The God asked causing me to be even more annoyed. It's gone. Alex made his choice. If he truly loved me he would've denied the marriage. "There is no fixing this okay. The only way it would be fixed Is if Alex let me have relations with another Go
Last Updated : 2021-10-05The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Just Mazaya part 3
"Hi." I whispered. I couldn't escape him. He followed me here even though I made it clear I wasn't accepting being number anything. It was just me or nothing at all. I was not sharing. "Are you done throwing your tantrum?" He asked not at all beating around the bush. My grip on the glass tightened as I tried to hold in my anger. "We are done, this was not a tantrum." I gritted out. I didn't just throw a tantrum. He betrayed me. "Hmmm. I thought if I gave you some time you would realize that you need me like I need you." He sighed. He didn't need me. He wanted me and I was something he could no longer have. I had to stand strong. I refused to share. It was like somehow I got this strength that I didn't know was there. "I'm not a toy Alexander. You don't own me. We are done so just be on your way. This is the one thing you can't control your highness." I mocked though gritted teeth. He smirked and It seemed like I spoke alittle to loud because a few gasps could be hear
Last Updated : 2021-10-06The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Didn't listen
(Alexander The God of absolute dark powers pov) The fact that she really would've chose a trial over coming home with me infuriated me. I gave her time to cool off and enjoy herself. She had enough time to miss me and want to come back but all it did was the opposite. She was taking her jealous to a whole new level and I did not like it. As I walked into the board room it became instantly silent besides Alexan who had no respect or couldn't take a hint. He was joking around and laughing which angered me more. My anger was radiating off of me so the fact that he couldn't take a hint was turning my anger to rage. "Did everything go good?" Angel asked sweetly after she realized I wouldn't be saying anything. I ignore her completely. I almost forgot she would be sitting next to me at these meetings. Zavier cleared his throat to get the rooms attention. "What happened?" Zavier asked not beating around the bush. If it was anyone else I would've taken my anger out on them. I
Last Updated : 2021-10-06The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Gone forever
I had been locked in this dumb room for hours. Alex really was going to force me to stay here forever. I needed to eat because of Blake so when my stomach started growling my anxiety kicked in. What if he forgot that I needed to eat because Gods don't need food unless they're pregnant. He wouldn't forget right. It seemed like at that moment he decided to open the door. He saved me from my panic. When he walked in I went to snap but paused because he looked horrible. His hair was a mess and he looked stressed out. His eyes were tired and his tie looked like it had been tugged on. He held his hand out and I looked at it and hesitated. "You need to eat." He said with not as much force as before. What happened to him. He was angry that I wouldn't come back earlier and now he looked tired but I was here now. Was the rebels a problem again? It seemed like I took to long because he just shook his head and teleported out. I was about to panic but the door clicked open making me
Last Updated : 2021-10-06The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Soulless
Someone had killed Alex and used a forbidden spell to make my soul leave my body. That could only mean one thing that someone was trying to take control before Alex had re-married. I only knew this because my mom had told me about a forbidden spell that could be used when two Gods had a soul bond and one of the souls died or lost connection somehow. As soon as the soul lost connection someone would start up the forbidden spell causing the soul missing it's other half to leave the Gods body to go and search for the missing half. The soul would become lost searching forever for the connection it longs for. Unless I got lucky which was rare, I would be soulless forever. Someone could control me and I wouldn't be able to do nothing because I would be a shell of myself. Emotionless. The only solution is death. The two parts of me would reconnect. My life would be meaningless unless I killed myself. "Hey beautiful." Someone in front of me said. I focused my eyes and everythin
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The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Change his memories
Somewhere hidden "Mazaya is dead." Christopher yelled at Klaus as soon as he teleported into their base. Klaus slowly looked up at him with anger. "I know." He spit out as he turned back to the God of broken realities and memories. "You have to do it now before his power is to much for even you." Klaus ordered the God. The God of broken realities and memories gave a slight nod of his head before he was pushing his power out with the help of Klaus. "What are you doing? I said Mazaya is dead and you are ignoring me." Christopher stated angrily. Nobody seemed to care that Mazaya was dead and it made no sense. "Relax, I am making sure Alexander's memories are distorted so that he wont realize what he's missing until it's too late." Klaus said to Christopher. "So you are erasing his memories?" Christopher asked slowly. "Clouding them, he's too powerful so we can only cloud and alter them. All he will know is that Mazayas soul is missing. Nothing will add up to what r
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Ruler of the universe
Alexander The God of absolute dark powers Pov (3 year later royal time. 2 day temple time) "I have summoned everyone here to announce the death of my beautiful wife Mazaya. The Goddess of wisdom and creation." I said as I looked over to Zavier who was now holding her lifeless body for all to see. Multiple murmurs and hushed whispers went around the hall as all the counsil members took her in. "This is a trick." Someone in the back yelled out causing a rippled effect. Within a instance I had them by the throat. "Alexan how nice of you to join us." I wryly chuckled as I slowly squeezed his neck until the air stopped flowing. His face went purple and the hands that were clawing at my hand was slowly losing its strength. Right as the life was close to leaving him a hand on my shoulder had me looking over and narrowing my eyes. "Let him go. You still can't kill him and now that Mazaya is dead he is irrelevant." His words had me gritting my teeth and pushing Alexan away. "Ge
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Not so powerful part 3
"There's nothing in here." Tod mumbled as everyone walked into the circle sized room. My chest tightened and my soul was now extremely active and desperately trying go get closer to Alexander. I tried to move away so it did not somehow make him aware but his hold was tight. I jumped a little from Alexander leaning into me and whispering. "What's wrong my love." "Nothing." I choked out not meaning too. "I was not talking to you but since you answered can you tell me what's wrong with your soul." He whispered softly. I stiffened a little and willed myself to be strong. The black dagger was right in front of me in its glass case. All I had to do was put my hand through the magical barrier and all would be back to normal. I slowly looked over into Alexander's eyes and all my fear dissipated. Not one ounce of love was in them. The gray was darker and it looked like he was daring me to betray him. Daring me to make him have to punish me and lock me away because his fathe
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Not so powerful Part 2
"What are we exactly looking for?" Alexander asked me as we walked down a set of stairs. "I don't know." I lied as I willed my chest to relax. My soul was quiet and it made me wonder did it know what was about to happen. "She's lying." Tod exclaimed loudly. I ignored him and the few mumbled from some of the other Gods following me. "I believe you." He lied. We both knew that he didn't. No matter what he said he would never trust me again and he had good reason. "This way." Zavier said once we descended the stairs completely. I went stiff causing Alexander to look at me. "Is everything okay?" He asked. I gave a small fake smile and shook my hand. He lifted my face up and leaned down and gave me a soft kiss. My lips moved on there own and before I knew it I was against a wall. Alarms were going off in my mind reminding me of my goal but I was helpless. Alexander pulled back and smirked as he licked his lips. I looked into his gray eyes that were smothering. "We
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Not so powerful
"Are you ready yet?" Zavier asked as he knocked on the door softly. I stayed silent as I looked at myself in the mirror. Slowly I wiped my face to rid myself of the tears that wouldn't stop. "We don't have much time before Alex comes looking." He continued when I said nothing. I sniffled alittle and took a deep breath. My eyes were a little red and my cheeks were a light pink. Anyone could tell that I was crying but it wouldn't matter because I could feel the hate coming from Alexander every time he looked at me. "Mazaya." Zavier snapped when I still said nothing. "I'm coming." I finally was able to say without my voice sounding scratchy. I blinked a few times as I readied myself. "I'm sorry for what I have to do." I whispered softly to my soul. I turned towards the door and took one more deep breath before I was opening it. Zavier was looking at me with narrowed eyes as he took in my appearance. "Sorry." I apologized as I walked forward and put my hand out. Zavier l
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Dead father
Alexander The God of absolute dark powers Pov "How is she?" Blake asked as soon as he walked into the room. I payed him no mind and instead slowly rubbed her hair in a comforting way. "I said how is she." He angrily yelled at me when I ignored him for to long. I slowly looked up at him with narrowed eyes that he ignored. Instead he walked forward and sat down in the bed neck to his mother. As I opened my mouth to blink she slowly moved a little bit. I looked down at bright green eyes staring at me. A small smile formed. "I thought I lost you." I whispered softly. She blinked a few times as her eyes zoned in on her surroundings. "You are alive." She whispered happily. The small smile I had dropped. Her words were a reminder that my father had died. Blake was quick to make himself noticed as he cleared his throat. Mazaya looked over at her smile grew wide. "Blake." She whispered softly. He was quick to grab her and bring her close to him. "Don't ever do that agai
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Give up on her
Alexander The God of absolute dark Powers Pov I stared at the tumbler as I slowly swirled the dark bane that I had become accustomed to. The pain I felt never truly went away but atleast the edge was gone. "Are you really going to drink your life away?" Angel asked softly. I slowly looked up at her with a scowl. "Didn't I divorce you?" I asked lowly. She rolled her eyes and reached for a glass. "I am here for your fathers ceremony. It's very mundane of you and honorable." She said with a chuckle. "You know It's not to late to add another Goddess to mourn." I dead panned. Her soft smile dropped and she was quick to look away. "I think maybe." I paused and looked at the Gods that had barged into my office. Anger filled me before I was stiffening. Zavier walked forward with Mazaya in his hands. I narrowed my eyes after I got over the initial shock. "Why is she here when I said I was done with her lies and betrayal?" I asked angrily. I was done fighting fate when it clea
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) All black
(Magical realm 5 years later. (5 days royal realm) Mazaya's Pov) "Eat your food." I softly said to Alax who was playing with his broccoli. He looked up at me with a frown that had my chest hurting. His eyes were greyer today only help to remind me of Alexander. "Not until my dad comes back?" He exclaimed as he pushed his plate away and banged his head on the table. I reached forward and grabbed his head and gently lifted it up. "You hurt yourself." I whispered as I looked at the small cut that was on his forhead. He pushed his hand away and ran his hand through his blond hair the same way his father did. "Let me see." Mia demanded in her soft and babyish voice. Alax looked at her angrily as he pushed his chair back. "I am not a baby." He snapped as he walked away. I closed my eyes and willed the tears to not come out. I had been so strong even though Alex had been gone for years. It was getting harder each day though. Every day that Alexander did not come ho
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Nothing without her
Alexander The God of absolute dark Powers Pov As soon as I stepped into the palace I was slammed into a wall. The impact had me wincing reminding me that I had never stopped myself from being able to bleed or feel pain. "It's nice of you to join us." Klaus wryly said in a menacing way. I slowly looked up at him with hooded eyes and a smirk that was anything but welcoming. As he opened his mouth to say something I raised my hand and conjured up a knife. He looked over and chuckled mockingly. "The pleasure is all mine." I said as I threw the knife at the Goddess of magical restrictions torso. A scream sounded which had everyone look over. Klaus seemed to pale instantly. His hold on me loosened as he stared at the mess I created. "Maybe you should have thought before you touched me." I whispered as I pushed him away from me. I knew I could do nothing to him but that didn't mean I couldn't kill every single one of his Allies. His eyes glowed as he teleported to her
