Loopy

"Hey mom." Blake whispered into my ear. I was still feeling a little out of it but atleast I wasn't behind tired. The warmth no longer forced me into Dreamland and the soft pillow did not hold my head hostage. Whatever Alex did to me was wearing off and I would say I was happy because of it but I think I was happy because of whatever he did to me.

"You know I love you right?" He whispered as he came up under the covers next to me. I swear my soul rejoiced and tried to get closer which it didn't need to since he wrapped his arms around me. He was so comforting and I didn't mind the company.

"Mom." Blake whispered again. I swear I heard a plead in his voice and need. Our souls were bonded and his soul needed mine just as much as mine needed his.

"I love you." I whispered so softly that I'm surprised he heard me. Him snuggling into my neck told me he did. Even though he didn't confirm it. I swear it felt like my mind and body relaxed more just by his presence.

"I wish