Last time

It took awhile but I found Alex sitting looking through some paper work that was on a desk. He seemed exhausted and I felt horrible..

"I'm sorry." I whispered as I set the book he had down. He didn't even look up from the papers he was reading which told me I went to far.

"I thought it was something and it wasn't. Im losing control and my outer half is fighting to take back. She's willing to accept you." I whispered with a sob.

He looked up at me slowly before putting down his paper and standing up.

"Hey don't cry." He softly said as he wiped my tears away and brought me close to him. His hard chest was comforting and I couldn't help but melt into him.

"I'm scared." I admitted as I buried my face deeper into his chest. I didn't want to go back and I didn't want her to find a way to get rid of me. She was close to breaking through. I was never suppose to be in control so she would beat me nomatter what.

"I love you and I promise that I will find a