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Chapter 27 (i)
“And I’m supposed to believe you? You’ve had your eye on Jayden since day one. You didn’t even try to get settled first—it was immediately about boys. The more popular the better, right? You’re unbelievable.”
There was no convincing her and the prior efforts had risen me to a level of agitation from which I didn’t think I would easily come down. It was stupid of me to think that explaining myself would help, and even stupider to believe anyone would care. I’d known all along that my pain was my cross to carry and my own burden to bear. It was always better to keep it to myself, tucked far away from the grasp of others so they couldn’t abuse it.
There were many slip-ups since arriving at that school and each had proven to be just as costly. I’d broken so many of my rules and had hardly anything to show for it.
Rather than argue myself into a fit of frustrated tears, I turned and made for the teache
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“I might take you up on that.” While I doubted it would do much to lift me higher than the shame that threatened to drown me, the distraction from my own problems in the company of someone who didn’t see me as a salacious story would do me some good. I would let her show me anything and indulge her while she rambled on about statistics and data I had no hope of understanding. It would pass the time well enough and avoid me finding myself going down an empty hallway alone again.After the warmups, Coach lined us up and sent us off.I set my pace, knowing I would have a way to go before I was allowed back into the shade and any chance at respite. My past life in track taught me the importance of not burning out too early in such a long-distance event; it would only prolong the torture. Instead, I focused on my breathing and kept my gaze trained before me. I set visual goals for myself and checked them off each time I ran by one. It kept my mind locked a
The Girl with the Masks and The Student Body President Chapter 27 (iii)
Back in the locker room, I found my reprieve. The others had run themselves tired and were noticeably more subdued than when we’d first walked across the field. No one cared about past schools and old rumours; they were covered in sweat and achy from the run they’d been made to endure. With another class before lunch, they sought to conserve their energy to make it out the other end.One by one they filed out, heading to their next class until only Madelyn and I remained. A wall of awkward silence wedged itself between us, creating a barrier that kept us at great distance. With the dust settled and all cards laid on the table, it was evident things had gone beyond the point of recovery. The girl had revealed what she thought about me and my misfortune. She’d made her stance very clear.“So,” I said, breaking the silence when it grew to be unbearable. “I thought I asked you not to tell anyone.” I kept my words simple and was del
The Girl with the Masks and The Student Body President Chapter 27 (iv)
I was already in danger of being late for history and would do better to mind my own business. It was every bit as likely the boys were innocently waiting around to escort her to class, and I was only seeing monsters everywhere.Madelyn wasn’t a victim. That sort of bad luck was reserved for people like me. Her castle would never crumble, and no real danger lurked in the shadows cast by her brilliant light.I needed to calm down and avoid overthinking to avoid creating an unnecessary predicament for myself. Jayden wouldn’t appear if I found myself in trouble again and Jonie had asked me to keep my head low while she sorted out the mess of the prior day. Try as I did, I couldn’t get Madelyn out of my mind through my afternoon of classes. I’d already gone through the process of tearing down my apprehensions with sound logic and understood the unlikelihood of her ever having been in danger but, stubbornly, my mind clung to the idea th
The Girl with the Masks and The Student Body President Chapter 27 (v)
In that moment, what she’d done didn’t matter. The things she’d spread, the people she’d turned against me, it was easy to forget in the face of the girl who sobbed so heartbreakingly.“Kai.” Her voice broke with my name. “I—I feel so…dirty.”“I know,” I said, whispering to maintain the delicate atmosphere that surrounded us.It was a feeling I was well acquainted with; one that never strayed too far lest it be unable to barge back in when I least required it. The knowledge of such unpleasantness made it easier to comfort Madelyn despite my own feelings of hurt and betrayal. In my own time, I wished I’d had someone willing to sit with me and wait until I felt better.Madelyn had only just received her initiation. The girl had a reputation that proceeded her. It wasn’t nearly so prolific that she could give the student body reps a run for their money, but it was solid. She
The Girl with the Masks and The Student Body President Chapter 28 (i)
As expected, my proclamation brought on a wave of whispers and mutters. I could see their eyes grow hungry, intent on learning more in light of the revelation I’d brought forth. It was difficult to imagine one person blowing up as much as I had in the span of two days—it was almost inconceivable.That only made it all the more outrageous and, thus, sensational.The girl who’d come out the gate swinging with plans to change the school landscape and snag the president was proving more problematic than her upbeat persona ever alluded to and there were few things an audience loved more than to watch the deterioration of a once untainted saint. The demolition of innocence and the slaughter of the meek; it was their bread and butter.In the absence of any real role in the disaster that had happened, I found it easier to keep my head high. I didn’t flinch away from their scrutiny, meeting their prying eyes head-on. I’d taken on the charact
The Girl with the Masks and The Student Body President Chapter 28 (ii)
“I’m sorry, Kai—really, I am. I should never have said what I said to you,” she said, shaking her head in meek submission. “You were right. I didn’t know how difficult or devastating it was and even though I didn’t deserve it…you still tried to help me. Can you forgive me?”I smiled, hoping to lift her from the abyss she’d already begun to spiral down. “I wouldn’t have helped you if I didn’t. I won’t call what you’ve done a mistake, but I get the feeling you’ve already been punished enough. I don’t need to add to that.”The faintest of sardonic smiles graced her lips for the fraction of a second before she thanked me then excused herself. Much like Carmen months before, Madelyn had been defeated by the work of her own hands and would have to take the time to work through the chaos of emotions that came with that.I watched her go, her head no longer held
The Girl with the Masks and The Student Body President Chapter 28 (iii)
“They should’ve asked me to help with this year’s Day of Drama,” one of the girls said. “I’d have been a better actress than Madelyn—definitely better than Kai. I was made for the stage.”“I always knew something felt off about the whole thing,” her friend replied.“Shut up; no, you didn’t.”“I’m telling you! I don’t know who she was trying to fool with that ‘rape’ act. She didn’t even know what to say when people asked her about it. The least she could’ve done was make something up, cry a few tears. I don’t know—but I knew it was fishy from the start.”I smiled to myself, amused by their astounding level of ignorance. The word ‘rape’ wasn’t enough to spring open the flood gates, nor was I likely to fall apart the moment someone began spreading my name. Over the years, my skin had thickened, a
The Girl with the Masks and The Student Body President Chapter 28 (iv)
Briefly, I considered asking to spend the night at Lilia’s under the guise she’d mentioned needing me, but it was a school night and where Mom wouldn’t have cared, Nana certainly would. Her granddaughter would never be used as free labour for the benefit of an irresponsible woman at the detriment to her sleep and school performance. She would remind me I had homework or otherwise studying to keep up with. There would be enough time to take care of my own children when I had them. The woman would need to sort out appropriate childcare like the adult she was.We pulled onto our street and Mom slowed the car. Once again, her gaze found mine through the rearview mirror and it was every bit as malicious as it had been when she promised to send me to join my father on the other side.“Listen, you little shit. I better not hear a word about Emily before they leave. Tara never fucked around and got herself knocked up so neither did you. God knows neithe
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