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The Girl Who Loved Two Princes Missed chances - pt 1
2019, March 3thIt was anyone’s guess how tonight would go. Zoey had spent all of yesterday doing a bunch of girls’ stuff with CC. In other words, she’d spent the day avoiding Aaron and would likely pass today the same way. Aaron had made up his mind. If he could only get a moment to speak to Zoey, he would tell her everything. About Emily, about how long he had been struggling to get her out of his system, about how finally, finally he had done it. And now there was only Zoey. Aaron kept replaying the last time he saw her in his head. He should have stopped her, told her everything. Saying nothing would only mean losing her, anyway. When the moment of truth came, however, Zoey was nowhere to be found. “Whose brilliant idea was it for this to be a masquerade ball?!” Aaron thundered, annoyed. As he waded through the crowd, heading to the throne to ask his parents if they knew where Zoey was, he saw James enter. He watched as James made his way to Emily. Just as he was about to reach
Last Updated : 2023-02-09The Girl Who Loved Two Princes Missed chances - pt 2
2019, March 3thMeanwhile, as James stepped out onto the terrace, he ran into Zoey. “Shouldn’t you be in there? A pretty lady like yourself?” he asked.“Dude, don’t bother. I have a fiancé. Sort of,” she answered. It was evident that she didn’t recognize him because of the mask. He thought about taking it off, but then decided not to.“Is this sort of fiancé going to get to dance with you?”“I don’t know,” she sighed. “I see. So you have a sort of fiancé that you don’t know if you want to dance with,” he said, coming to stand next to her. “Sounds like you’re just trying to get rid of me.”“I am not! I really do have a fiancé! You may have heard of him, Prince Aaron,” she said, somewhat snobbishly. This amused him. “Oh, THE Prince Aaron, huh?”“Yeah, so you better back up, buddy!”“You know, Aaron’s not a bad guy. He’s just gotten past something and it took him a long time to do it, but he did. Because of you.”She looked at him, raising a suspicious eyebrow.“Do I know you?”He s
Last Updated : 2023-02-09The Girl Who Loved Two Princes Day one: the tour guide - pt 1
2019, March 24th "You were going to let her shoot me?!" James asked, shocked. "It would have been a tranq dart," Bart shrugged. "And that makes it okay?!" "Better than shooting the soon to be crown prince, who had more resources at his disposal," Bart reasoned. "Unbelievable," James replied, turning to CC. "And you were just going to let him have me shot?!" "Limited options," CC grimaced. "Em is an excellent shot. If she had shot you, you would've been fine," said Johnny. "Or maybe not, I don't know. Could've been the perfect murder. You know, didn't mean to shoot you ten times kinda thing." "Who needs an army to kill me when the people I'm sharing my house with are ready to do the job?" James mumbled. Emily had been buried in spreadsheets and paperwork all morning and had not been paying attention to them. "James, did you do business with my father?" Emily asked. "Some, here and there. Why?" he asked. "Just looking into some things. Make me a list of businesses, people tha
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2019, March 24thZoey stared at Aaron as he changed her shoes for her. Who was this man? It wasn't that there was anything wrong with the old Aaron. He was always the perfect gentleman when he was with her, despite teasing her mercilessly. This Aaron was something else, though, something more. More mature somehow. It wasn't all good, but dare she think it wasn't all bad either? Is this what her leaving him had done to him?When Aaron took her up to the Summit, it was in silence. The top floor of the Eiffel Tower was by far the most imposing. Zoey didn't even want to know how high up they were, but damn if it wasn't the most beautiful view she had ever beheld. She pulled the coat around her tightly, looking around at the couples and families all huddled together and felt suddenly lonely. "So now what? More cops and robbers?" she asked, turning to realize that Aaron had left again.Dread filled her up, beginning in her head and spreading right down to her toes."Here," he said, appear
Last Updated : 2023-02-09The Girl Who Loved Two Princes Day two: the goodbye kiss - pt 1
2019, March 25thAaron and Cassandra had spent all day running around with his team, following the lead they had acquired yesterday. He had decided not to take Zoey with today, telling her she would probably just get in the way. This, of course, got Zoey super pissed off, something that seemed to have become his favourite pastime of late. She spent all day worrying about the Condor brothers and what was happening between them. What little time she didn't spend angry or worried, she spent feeling guilty.So when one of Aaron's men came to her that evening and asked her if she needed anything, she'd jokingly said "a gun". Zoey never in her wildest dreams expected the man to say, "Right away, my lady" and actually bring her one."Who the hell gave you a gun?!" Aaron exploded, lowering himself down into a chair."I did, Your Majesty!" came a voice from the other side of the door."What would possess you to do that?!""Your Majesty said to give her anything she wanted, not to treat her lik
Last Updated : 2023-02-09The Girl Who Loved Two Princes Day two: the goodbye kiss - pt 2
2019, March 25th"Wow, this is kind of scary. There's even ammo. These things aren't loaded, are they?"James stepped back, just in case they actually might be. That was so Emily."I bet she really is handy with a rifle too," he said to himself, lazily beginning to put together a disassembled rifle as he looped back around the room.He arrived back to where he had started, where she'd banged her phone and keys down on a side table in frustration."I guess it's really been a while, I'm really having a time of it," he said, bumping into the side table, tipping it towards himself and making the phone and keys slide off."Nice James," he said, picking them up.The screen had lit up. She had three missed calls. He was just about to put the phone back down when it rang again. Aaron was calling. James' eyes clouded over as his brain started working overtime, putting pieces together, some that fit, some that didn't. Going into survival mode, he rapidly began to complete assembling the rifle.
Last Updated : 2023-02-09The Girl Who Loved Two Princes The second son - pt 1
Aaron had become used to not taking his brother's calls. They had, after years of ignoring the issue, finally gotten into it last year when Aaron saw James and Emily kissing at the cabin, only to have him turn her away, saying that he didn't want to hurt Aaron. Despite James' good intentions, this angered Aaron and the brothers had not spoken since. After the incident, James went abroad to study, Cassie tagging along to be with her son, but now they were back and James wanted to talk.It wasn't that he didn't want to see the brother who had all his life been his best friend. Aaron just didn't yet have the courage. Not talking was better than losing him altogether. On top of that, their father had just become the king. Aaron knew that his mother had somehow found out about James and Cassie years ago. She had let it slip to him during one of her speeches about Aaron needing to do better, being that he was a future king. If Aaron had known the depth of his mother's hatred for James and C
Last Updated : 2023-02-09The Girl Who Loved Two Princes The second son - pt 2
Aaron tried to fix it, tried to tell Zoey who she was to him, who Emily was to him, but even as he poured his heart out to her, he couldn't quite tell her everything. How he'd struggled those five years waiting for James to reappear and then she showed up and suddenly there was light in his dark heart. That she may not have been first in his heart, but she was the first to light it up, when he'd thought it would forever remain in the darkness. The loss of his brother, his best friend, was just too severe, too devastating. He could not see past it. Until he met her.Even as he returned to the depths of the darkness from which she had pulled him, as he watched as they fell in love right in front of his eyes, desperately chasing after them, trying to undo it somehow, he was happy. Because the two people he loved the most in the world were happy.He was ready to walk away when he saw James carrying Zoey in a wedding dress, looking happy, perhaps for the first time since he'd hurt her. She
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The Girl Who Loved Two Princes Anywhere, anything - pt 4
2019, March 31st & April 1stShe was like a woman on a mission, running her fingers all over his body, touching his face with her eyes closed, like she was mapping him out for future use. He just watched her, letting her words settle into his heart. Her touch comforted him, made him feel loved, like he had all her attention. Maybe he was just letting it all go to his head, but he didn't care. As far as he was concerned, they were forever now. They really were a bunch of besotted fools. She was absolutely out of her mind for him and he for her and nothing and no one was going to change that."I love you too, James Beaumont, Condor, whomever," she whispered, as she watched him fall asleep. She had seen the questions in his eyes, the concern. Maybe she had taken on more than she could handle. There was peace in his eyes too when he picked her up afterwards, though. That moment that he looked at her and seemed to believe, seemed to realize that she was never going anywhere again, she wou
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2019, March 31st & April 1st(Eleganter Ludo) When Zoey and James got to the penthouse around 3 AM, they were exhausted. But the goodbyes had been so emotional that they ended up just staring at the wall. “Having second thoughts?” he asked.“Nope. Are you?” she asked back.“Nope.”“Are you lying?”“Yes.”“Me too.” In a bid to make him and herself feel better, Zoey got up, put some music on, went into the bedroom and put the emerald dress he’d so lovingly saved on. “Dance with me?” she said, holding onto the skirt of the dress. He smiled at her. She had no idea what this gesture meant to him. “I never thought I’d see that dress again,” he said, pulling her into his arms, just holding on tight for a moment. “Do you know why I took it off of you that night?” he asked, as he began to gently sway to the music, moving with her. “You don't have to tell me,” she answered gently, looking down.There was hurt in his eyes, just like the moment he had taken it off of her that night. He
The Girl Who Loved Two Princes Anywhere, anything - pt 2
2019, March 31st & April 1st(Caines - palace)By the time James and Zoey showed up in Caines, it was already midnight. Feeling like they were about to betray everyone, James and Zoey were squeezing each other’s hands tightly as they sat in front of King Henry and Cassandra. “So, you’ve decided then,” said King Henry. “We’re leaving tomorrow morning. I’m taking Zoey on our honeymoon,” James said, kissing her hand. “Where to?” Cassandra asked, her face a mixture of happiness and concern. “We don’t know yet. We’re just going to go,” Zoey answered. King Henry was furious, but he said nothing. Cassandra sighed. “Well, make sure to take lots of pictures and enjoy every moment and check in-”“Damn it, he’s only 19, James!” Henry exploded. “And your sister, she can’t take a crown, not after what happened with her mother. You know how she is; she’s absolutely set on that boy.” “Henry, they’ve made up their minds,” Cassandra said gently. Zoey and James exchanged looks. She did know,
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The Girl Who Loved Two Princes Our brothers' predicaments - pt 2
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The Girl Who Loved Two Princes Our brothers' predicaments - pt 1
2019, March 30th & 31st Zoey woke up to the sound of the shower running. She picked up his shirt off of the floor and pulled it over her shoulders. Most of the wedding night was still a blank to her, but one tiny piece of memory stuck with her and she wanted to see if it was still there. She knew he had had something similar made for her for the Duchess’ Welcome, but that one seemed new somehow. That night, Zoey had woken up midway through James struggling to get her wedding dress off, felt the zipper go down and watched him as he hung it up. She wished she remembered the way he did, or at least remembered a better memory, like the actual wedding. This one memory hurt too much to have. She opened the closet door and there it was, not quite as beautiful as the new modified version, but still as radiant as the night she’d worn it. “I guess you do remember some things after all,” he said, watching her touch the dress nostalgically. She didn’t freak out that he was fresh out of th
The Girl Who Loved Two Princes What James wants - pt 2
2019, March 29thIt was barely a whisper, barely a whimper, but he heard her. He heard her give him her heart, truly and completely. James took a firm hold of her hips and slammed into her, entering her hard and fast. She cried out his name in pain. Sorry that he'd hurt her by being greedy and selfish and impatient, he rolled them back over and pulled out of her slowly, thrusting back in just as carefully, much gentler this time. He hadn't meant to be so rough; he just couldn't quite contain himself. She said the words, and he had to have her, had to make her his, be hers.Zoey's face relaxed into contentment. She was happy that he'd finally taken her, made her his in every way. It didn't matter that he'd hurt her a little, because the rest was pure pleasure, because her heart had never felt so full.They stared at each other as they went at it, painfully slowly at first. But he lost the battle, went back to being impatient and overly eager, didn't want to miss a single chance to make
