Kade
I came out of the shower wrapping a towel around my waist. With the water still dripping from my body I took a look at the naked body who slept peacefully in my bed. I brushed my wet hair with my fingers deciding to go and pour myself a drink.
On a different night I would have woken the She-wolf and had her ready for another go, but not tonight.
With everything that is going on, I just want to be alone with my thoughts. I heard my wolf whimpering so I gulped down the amber liquid that I just poured, rapidly, ready for another glass.
It’s hard to be the one that everyone is looking up to. Now I understand why my dad was so ruthless and enforced all those laws…Being the alpha everyone expects you to save them and provide for them.
I sighed, gulping down another glass before I threw it out towards the wall. The loud thud followed up by the scattered glass filled the air instantly, but I didn't clinch. I know I was born to lead my pack but sometimes is hard.
“Kade, what’s going on?” I heard a woman's voice followed by a pair of arms that wrapped around my body catching me off guard. As I turned I got to see the She-wolf I spent the night with and I facepalm myself internally for letting her stay.
“Who gave you the permission to call me Kade?” I growled, making her shiver.
“Alpha, I“ she mumbles, changing her tone immediately, which annoys me even more. Why do all these She-wolves believe that, if I bed them, I’ll make them my Luna?
“Get dressed and go away!” My voice sounded harsh and I hope I didn't have to repeat myself.
“But Alpha”, the She-wolf I don’t remember her name whines.
“Don’t make me repeat myself” I said, pausing after each word. My wolf is already on the edge so letting him out to handle her it’s not the best idea.
“Yes, Alpha,” she said, picking up her scattered clothes from the floor and dressed herself quickly.
I sighed in relief after she left the room. With the buzz I have now, I am not sure how long I would have been able to control my wolf. Maybe it would have been fun to let him show her what he wants from his Luna. I am sure she would have changed her mind. I shook my head not knowing why I let her sleep in my bed, she wasn’t that good lay anyway.
On a normal night I don’t allow anyone to stay the night. I only take pleasure from their bodies but with all that is going on right now… I gulped down another glass as I tried to push away my negative thoughts.
I pour another drink walking towards the window. I can feel the forest calling me. After taking a look at my own window reflection, I see my wolf black eyes trying to take over.
As Alpha of the biggest, most powerful and richest pack in the country, “The Greystone Pack”, I am considered to be the most fierce alpha and nobody wants to have me as an enemy.
I opened the window while I gulped down the burning liquid. The cold air hit me instantly and the feeling that’s been bothering me for months, is back stirring in my stomach. I don’t know what but I can sense that something is going to happen.
For a second I was considering to mind-link Alex, who is my beta, to see if he wanted to go for a night run, but I quickly changed my mind remembering the reason for my sour mood. He found his mate two nights ago leaving me completely alone.
Until recently it was me, Alex and Julian the three musketeers. It was us against the world but now it’s just me against everyone.
My life started to change a year ago when the one who was supposed to be my delta, Julian, found his fated mate who turned out to be raised by humans. Something about the way my dad ruled the pack made Julian follow his mate and decide to leave the pack.
It didn’t seem to matter to Julian that I was about to take the lead from my father and become the Alpha; he was convinced that the old man would never give up his position.
Instead of bringing his mate to our pack he decided to follow his mate and leave the pack.
***FLASHBACK
“Julian, what are you doing?” I burst inside his room questioning. “Laura, just told me you guys are leaving… where are you guys going?”
“Kade, you know Alpha is not going to accept me as being your Delta or Laura as my mate ever” Julian said sadly.
“What are you talking about? Why would he not approve of you?” I asked him curiously.
“Kade, Alpha would never let you point me as your Delta, because my mate was raised along with humans” Julian sighed.
“Who cares about his wishes? I am going to be the next Alpha” I answered.
“Kade, are you serious?” Julian interrupted me. “You know the laws, not to mention your dad would go above and beyond to force you to send me away or worse to send my mate away. I am sorry, Brother” He finished giving me a hug.
“You will always be my brother. I promise you no matter what, here you will always have a home” I responded, patting his back.
***END OF FLASHBACK
Couple of months after Julian left, we got news that a new pack was formed and soon a war started. Every week groups of wolves started to attack our pack trying to gain control over our land.Being the Alpha’s son and the commander in charge, the pack warriors followed me into this new battle, no questions asked. Everyone fought bravely and showed no mercy. The loss of lives were not that high as probably the other group expected, of course the ones that died were members of our big family.
Overall we managed to make some real damages and chase them away. I am not sure for how long though but if the rumors were right and Justin had been helping them, feeding them information about the pack, I am sure they will regroup and come back stronger than ever. Too bad, times have changed and I am now the Alpha they have to go against. I am going to show them that I am not my father.
After winning all these fights and seeing how much the wolves praised my leader abilities my dad finally acknowledged that it was time to step down and let me be the new Alpha.
I have to admit I had been waiting for that day to come all my life but when it actually did…the duty towards the pack and everyone's expectations was too much, I felt overwhelmed.
I take a long look at the Moon wondering what’s the Moon Goddess plan. Maybe she just wants to punish me for my father's mistakes. That arrogant foolruined everyone's life choosing his title over my mom. I sighed nervously thinking about what could have been.
I put the empty bottle down before it splinters into shards in my hand because of my grip.
My wolf howled in my head one more time before I decided to let him take control. I throw away the towel and in a matter of minutes my bones snaps and rearranges, transforming my human body into the big black wolf that I am.
I jumped out of the window not feeling to use the main door having one destination in mind: the forest.
Kade As I run through the dark forest, I can feel the cold air brushing my fur. The earth is almost frozen under my paws and I sighed thinking that the winter is close. With no destination in mind I kept running. I needed to get rid of the feeling that I have. I don’t even know when I passed the lake and I reached the ruins. What was supposed to be Selene, The Moon Goddess temple is now a couple of bricks burned by the Sun and washed by the rain. I glance at the Moon and I swear I can see Selene laughing… Every day that goes by I feel like she is punishing me for my father's mistakes. I remember the day my dad brought me here for the first time, I was just five years old. I was nervous to spend the day with my dad, he was always busy dealing with the pack stuff so most of the time I was feeling ignored.
Sabine For the first time in months I woke up with a big smile on my face. All my muscles were sore but at the same time I was feeling refreshed. I stretched my limbs before pushing away the animal skins that were serving me as blankets thinking about the dream I had. Everything felt so real. “You know the wolf was real…” Inna’s voice echoed in my head but before I replied mom's voice brought me back from my thoughts. “Sabine, are you awake?” She asked me softly “Yes mom, I am” I replied yawning. “Hurry up outside, dad and I have something to tell you” mom said seriously, peeking through the wagon slit. “I’ll b
Kade “Alpha, we have unexpected guests” Alex's voice boomed in my head making me growl. “How many?” I barked, annoyed. Why do I have to go on a killing spree after the beautiful night I had. “The scout told me they are around 400 hundred” Alex replied quickly. “What’s the location?” I asked, jumping out of bed. “The south border” Alex mind-linked back and for some reason my heart skipped a beat. What if I was wrong and my beautiful wolf was just a decoy. I knew I should have been going after her. “Gather the best warriors and meet me outside in ten” I growled through the mind-link. “Alpha, it’s not an attack…they are not rogue wolves”. A
KadeI shifted into my human form, just in time to catch her before she hit the ground. As I was placing her down carefully I couldn’t stop myself from looking at her. She was small, but she fitted perfectly into my arms. I moved away the chestnut hair that covered her face and I couldn’t stop myself from staring. Her skin was as white as the snow that was about to fall while her plump lips had a rosy color making my mind wonder how they taste.“Kade, is she hurt?” I heard Alex’s voice coming from behind. I blinked a couple of times to steady myself before I started checking her out for any injuries.“Yeah, those damn dogs bit her.“ I sneered annoyed.“Catch,” Alex said, throwing my clothes. I put them on quickly, not leaving her side. What was about
KadeWhat the hell was wrong with me? Why did I let her leave? Even after I cleaned her wound and patched her up she was in no condition to walk and yet knowing that I let her leave. I honestly thought that she was playing a mind game, wanting me to chase and beg her to stay so that's why I stood in my tracks watching her small figure disappear into the woods waiting for her return.“Kade” I snapped when Alex said my name. “What?” I snorted out annoyed.“It’s been an hour since Sabine left… what are we still doing here?” Alex’s question left me dumbfounded.“An hour?” I heard myself saying and I saw Alex nodding. “Well let’s go, she had her chance to change her mind and come
KadeLily led us to the fire, where the men were gathered around drinking and smoking. She disappeared for a moment just to come back with two mugs filled with liquor..“I made it myself,” Lily pointed to the mugs “Cheers” she added before she disappeared again.“Damn, that’s strong” Alex’s voice made me laugh. I didn’t need to taste it, the smell coming from the mug was definitely strong.Five men took their place, quietly, in the middle, fixing their instruments and before I knew it they started to sing. I couldn’t understand the words but it was clearly a happy song, sung with so much passion.“That’s a cimbalom”, Lily told me proudly when
SabineI have been walking for hours now. The pain coming from my leg is almost unbearable, but I have to keep going. I have to. I sighed seeing the mark I made an hour ago, on an old stump. I kept going in circles. I can feel the tears ready to wash my face, but I refuse to give up. I will find a way out of this giant endless maze.I hoped that by the time it’s going to be dark I would be close to the main road so I don’t have to worry about the wolves or other savage animals. Little did I know that I would probably get stuck in here forced to find shelter and something to eat.Despite Inna yelling in my head not to leave, to stay with Him, I chose to walk away. I meant every single word I said. I wanted to find my own way. As much as I was grateful for his help it wouldn’t be fair to him to drag him into my mess…The
Kade Where are you, Sabine? I asked myself looking at the three lines. It’s been three days since anyone saw her and I started looking for her. It’s like she vanished into the darkness but I know better. She is here, I can feel her, yet I can’t find her. I sighed, going back to the table and pouring myself another drink. I curse under my breath seeing the empty bottle. “Any leads” I mind-link the patrol guards. “No, Alpha” their answers came back the same. I rubbed my temple annoyed trying to get rid of the headache I had. I started pacing back and forth forcing myself to think of the places we didn’t look at yet. She is injured and I know she couldn’t walk that far so why am I unable to find her then.
Happiness… When I was just a child I wondered many times what exactly happiness was. Everyone around me struggled to find it out despite their constant efforts. Not only did I question its existence, but I was sure it wasn’t something I was going to be blessed with. I blamed myself for ruining my parents’ chance of happiness. Because of me, they spent their lives separate seeking a reason to live. Only when Sabine appeared in my life, I begin to hope I would find happiness. A smile spread across my face as I looked at the beautiful woman lying next to me with her chestnut long spread across my pillow. Her chest rose and fell as I continued to enjoy the peaceful moment. Twelve years had passed since the Goddess brought Sabine into my life and not a day passed without me being grateful. Even when I was in the coma, I knew I had to find my way back to her, as she was the light of my darkness. “I love you,” my own goddess whispered while she turned over to face me. “I love y
SabineMy heart hammered in my chest as the fear took over. I couldn’t believe I was about to lose everything, my home, my mate, the father of my unborn child. I struggled with the decision of announcing everyone I was carrying the alpha’s unborn son, but somehow I wanted the people who had been my family for the past year to choose me as their Luna for my skills, not because they were taking pity on me... After a moment of reflection, I decided to let the people vote, speak their minds. If they wanted me as their Luna, they would say so through their votes. Deep inside, I understood why my father decided to follow the laws. A pack needed a strong Luna, one who could fight their battles and carry on with his legacy.The fear I was going to be cast aside took over me and for the first time I wondered what I was going to do alone, how I was supposed to make amends for me and for my child I was carrying. One thing was certain: I wasn’t letting Kade step down from his role. A ragged breat
Kade “Someone find Cameron,” I barked as Zeke, my new Beta, gave me a small nod before he stepped away to carry my orders. I liked that about him. He was a man of few words, but he was strong. When I chose him to become my second in command, there was no better person to fill the list of skills I had in mind. Zeke was a good man and got along with both my people and the gypsies. While I turned my head towards the fight, I was unable to focus. I could see the hate in Octavia’s eyes and despite my encouragement’s words, Sabine seemed to give up. I knew how much Seth and Cameron meant to her, but I could only hope none of Octavia’s affirmations were true. Anger boiled into my veins while I saw Octavia’s wolf jumping on my mate. Once again I brushed my hair with my fingers, cursing under my breath my inability to stop the fight. “I am not a werewolf. Your laws don’t apply to me,” Cordelia’s words surprised me as she stabbed Octavia’s wolf with the silver ceremonial dagger. “Any news
SabineAs the words left my lips, people who surrounded us began chanting my name. The obvious hate in their eyes towards Octavia fueled my rage, giving me strength. I had to win this fight for all of us. Octavia was the one responsible for the fire that destroyed many lives. A lot of good people had died because of her hate and yet if it wasn’t for her reckless actions, I would have never met my parents. My mother would have continued to be King’s Philip's prisoner while my father struggled in the mines.“Sabine, you can’t fight her. There has to be another way,” Sasha mumbled, interrupting the line of my thoughts. “We both know fighting her is the only way.” I choked out the words straightening my back. “I can’t allow Kade to step down and just give her our pack. It’s his birthright,” I added clenching my fists. “But you..”“If I can have your attention.” King Darius voiced out interrupting her. “As werewolves we live, develop and grow together as a community, a family. We have la
Sabine “There is nothing to be afraid of. You were born for this. It’s your destiny,” my mother whispered low as she gave a light squeeze to my hand. I gave her a small nod while I took a deep breath in my efforts to calm down my racing heart.I straightened my back, pushing my chin high as I turned my head towards my father, signaling to him I was ready for him to open the door. The omegas began to bow their heads in respect while I walked holding my mom’s hand slowly down the decorated path. Everything was perfect. Wooden pillars stood proudly on each side of the alley decorated with green garlands and fairy lights, offering the place a magical vibe. Time seemed to stop for a moment while my eyes found the black ones of the person the Goddess decided to pair me with. My heart skipped a beat as I saw him dressed in a tailored gray suit with a silver button-down shirt that matched my dress, standing on the small stage, waiting…waiting for me. “Friends and family, I would like to sa
I quietly looked at the young women in the mirror, barely able to recognize myself. A confident, strong woman who not long ago was just a naive gipsy girl who had her long chestnut hair braided into a ponytail was now staring back at me.While a happiness sparkle danced in my green eyes, a smile spread across my face, making Sasha growled in annoyance.“Stop moving or I will never be able to finish in time.”I gave her a small nod as I watched her finish her magic. Sasha applied a cherry lipstick to my lips to match the purple eye makeup she chose for tonight’s event.“Sabine, you look beautiful,” mom whispered as she fought back the tears that threatened to roll down her cheeks. “Alma, you are going to ruin your makeup,” Sasha blurted out, making mom shake her head in understanding.I looked at the woman who raised me like I was hers, giving me all the love and affection a mother would give to her child. She looked beautiful with her hair styled into a bun and dressed in a dark blue
SabineThe beautiful view in front of my eyes was nothing in comparison to the sight of my husband. Strong, confident, not to mention handsome. Kade was all mine, and I couldn’t be more grateful. For the first time in my life, I was happy and scared. Petrified, I could say that something might happen and our perfect bubble would burst, returning me to the shell of the person I was while he was asleep.Butterflies danced in my stomach as Kade’s lips covered mine, taking his sweet time. My fingers grabbed the bottom of his sweater pulling him closer, needing him. Was it bad that I wanted the moment to last forever? A moan escaped my lips as Kade deepened his kiss, sending goosebumps down my spine. Every time he kissed me, it was like we kissed for the first time. It consumed me in ways I couldn’t describe.I felt Inna pushing to come forward. Just like me, she wanted time with our mate. I muffled the sob that almost escaped my mouth as Kade broke our kiss, returning to look over the h
KadeMoments later, I was sitting in the office looking at the dusty old photo with me and Alex smiling happily while we set up the first beam of this place. It was our first thing to call our own, and we worked together to put it on the tourism map. I swallowed the lump that formed in my throat, unable to believe he was gone.“Alpha,. Julie told us you wanted to see us,” someone called out as the door opened wide. A curse word left my mouth as I placed down the frame turning towards the door. For me, for Alex, I had to keep fighting for our dreams. Victor entered first, followed closely by Julie, and two young men dressed in nothing but black jeans and blue shirts that had the lodge logo. Behind them, an elderly woman entered, making my heart skip a beat. Years had passed since I saw her, but she still looked good. Miss Abby was for me and Alex like a second mother, scolding us every time we used to stop to check on the lodge.“Didn’t I tell you to call all the people who work here
KadeAs I turned left and exited the main road, the snow continued to fall heavily, making it difficult for me to see. I swallowed the curse words that threatened to leave my lips as I tried to keep the car on the road. Maybe I should have waited for the snow to slow down.“Kade, where are we going?” Sabine asked me, shifting worriedly in her seat.“Patience, Sweetheart” I replied casually, trying to act like it wasn’t a big deal. “It’s a surprise.” I added, unable to hold back the grin that spread across my face imagining the moment I would have her finally alone. As I hit the accelerator pedal, I reached out to Sabine’s hand, entangling our fingers. I took it to my lips and planted a small kiss on her knuckles while I kept my eyes on the road. “We’re almost there,” I mused seeing her cheeks colored in a crimson color.Ever since I woke up from my coma, I had this thought nudging me to take her away from the curious eyes. I knew the Goddess had a plan when she made Sabine my other h