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Cult of Love
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2023-04-01 09:36:42The following chapters will be for the bonus story Cult of Love. Some events will overlap with events that took place in The Genius Delta.
Cult Of LoveRohan Rock - Iām the Humpty Dumpty of Bloodmoon. My heart was shattered three years ago, and I firmly believed there was no going back. Iāve kept my heartbreak and shame private. I never expected my work would bring me a second chance. I should be on cloud nine, but my second chance is a human that knows nothing about our world and is mute. I know a werewolf and a human can be mates, but will she accept me? Can she accept what I am?Shikoba Thorn - Dating has never been easy for me. The men I've been attracted to can't see past my transition. As much as I would like to find love, I'd rather be alone than pretend to be someone else. It makes me envy Silvercloud and his cult, who firmly believe in soulmates and love at first sight. I don't believe in either of those things. But after one handshake with Rohan, I'm starting to. Did I drink the kool-aid? Would a guy like him accept me for exactly as I am?
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āHave you had any luck tracking down that scent?ā Dad asked as he lowered the newspaper enough to look at me.I rolled my eyes, regretting even bringing up the odd scent at Silvercloud Industries. Iām sure itās not what my family thinks it is. They are all excited, assuming Iāve scented my mate. I feel like an asshole that itās been three years, and I still havenāt had the heart to tell them the truth. I found my mate back in Paris, and he not only ripped my heart out, but he also danced on its grave before setting it on fire and tossing the ashes in the trash.āIām sure itās nothing, pop.ā I internalized my heavy sigh and filled my thermos with coffee to bring to work. āJust getting used to all the new smells at the office.āāOr itās your mate, and you should find them.ā Evie nudged my hip to get around me to reach into the cupboard. I grunted and hurried to grab my lunch. I didnāt want to talk about it. By not saying anything, Iām giving them false hope, but the pain is still there
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WHAT THE FUCK!? He must be joking. I honestly wouldnāt put it past Jonathan to be joking about something like this. Itās not an okay joke to make. Especially since itās not April Foolsā Day, he tells me he is a werewolf along with the Kinsley brothers and that this security guard he just last night asked me to pull background on is my soulmate and then WALKS away! He walked away to get laid. He left me in awkward silence with a stranger who thought I was his soulmate. What kind of asshole boss, let alone a FRIEND, does that to a person? I get heās in some crazy ass cult, but he doesnāt need to pull me into this shit. Iāve spent four years ignoring the obvious cult nature that dominated his and the Kinsley brothersā lives. Why drag me into it now? I am not anyoneās soulmate. I donāt even believe in that. Soulmates love at first sight, true love, etc., all that shit is a fantasy. It is MAKE BELIEVE! It exists in books and movies to try and build this false sense of hope in a hopeless w
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I havenāt been able to get Shikoba out of my mind. However, thatās probably a given. Sheās my mate and should be on my mind. What I couldnāt get out of my mind was the look on her face. I knew it was a lot for her to learn suddenly, so I ignored the skeptical looks. It was the other looks that I couldnāt forget. While the heated look she gave me when I undressed is memorable in a good way, the terrified reaction to Thorn made me sad. That final look on her face before the elevator doors closed did me in. I wasnāt sure what the look meant, but I feared it meant I might be facing a second rejection. I was a zombie for the rest of my shift at work. Thorn was being talkative, trying to discuss his feelings that our mate had something she was holding back, but honestly, his words fell on deaf ears. All I could think of was that last conflicting expression on her face and what it may mean for me. I donāt remember driving home or anything about the rest of my day at work. I didnāt even gr
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I just had my bruised jaw magically healed by a werewolf and walked through a werewolf town to go on a lunch date with my werewolfā¦ boyfriend? Mate? I donāt know what Iām supposed even to call him. But that wasnāt weird enough. Letās add finding my sister and her kids are in the werewolf town and were brought here by a VAMPIRE! Seriously what the fuck happened to my life? This is all way too much. I am going to need a stiff drink tonight. I could see about getting one now, but Iām not much of a day drinker. So it will have to wait till itās at least five oāclock. For now, Iāll have to deal with this madness sober. The bright side is that Rohan is with me, and I know Shannon and her kids are safe. There is no way Michael or Eric would look here. I didnāt even realize this town existed before today. I didnāt want to use the key, so I knocked. I could hear the kids inside, the door muffled their voices, but they were worried. I canāt imagine what theyāve been through to get here. I d
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