We drive by the city and I can't keep my eyes to myself. Everything is so bright and vivid and everyone here looks different somehow. It's like I'm in a completely different planet, let alone country. Even the way everyone talks is different.
"Now look, Yara, where we're going is different from anyplace you've ever been. I don't want you to be shocked when you get there, so I'm telling you now. If you see anyone fucking someone else in a corner or whatever, don't stare. Just walk the fuck away. That's considered normal. The boss doesn't mind. And that's what you'll call him, by the way. To Devon, he's a criminal. Here, he's boss. Got it?" I nod. "Who's he?" "Damien Fucking Keller." "He runs the Keller family?" That's all Devon told me. I never heard anyone's name specifically. Jason nods, "Yeah, that's him. Now, it's unlikely he'll ever get involved with you, or even his cousin Ethan, but maybe one of the guys will be interested. You take the opportunity, but don't ask anything. The information will come to you, when the time comes, got it?" "What do you mean by getting involved?" I have a feeling I know what he means, but I want to hear him say it. He shakes his head. "You're too naïve for this shit, man. But then again, I see why Devon chose you. I mean someone might try to fuck you, Yara. You're a pretty girl, that's not uncommon. Someone will want to try, eventually. Just try to snatch someone who's higher up in the hierarchy, not a button guy or anything." There are so many terms I'm unfamiliar with, but I'll learn them soon. Devon told me it would be a month, so I never really thought about this. Regardless, I'll be ready for anything. I need to do this, everyone is depending on it back home. I just hope Aaron never finds out about this. Or my mom, for that matter. He parks his car in a parking lot packed with all kinds of vehicles. They're all shiny and look expensive, and I even know some of them. "Stay close to me, Yara. This is the club. I'll take you to the back so you can change. I don't want anyone to see you like this." There's a line of people trying to get in. Jason is stopped by a guard. He's wearing sunglasses, which is strange considering it's dark out. He looks over at me. "Who the fuck is that, Huxley?" "Hey, watch your mouth, Carl. That's my cousin, Yara. I told you she was coming for the job." "I'll have to see some ID." "What the fuck, man." "Orders are orders." Jason takes out my ID card from his wallet and hands it to him. The guy, Carl, glances at it briefly and then gives it back. "She's late. You know the boss hates tardiness." "It was the fucking bus. What can I do?" "Just get her inside." I follow Jason inside and the music is so loud my eardrums nearly burst. I didn't expect it to be this loud. We walk down a corridor and Jason opens a door. Once he closes the door behind him, it gets silent. There's a line of pressed white shirts and black skirts hanging from a metal rack. I notice that there's an emblem on the shirt, with the words KF. Keller Family? What else could the 'F' stand for? "Get dressed quickly. I'll be right here so you don't get lost, or worse, get questioned by the wrong people." He turns around and gives me the privacy I need. I dress in the shirt and skirt, and I see a new pair of stockings in a small cabinet. I'm assuming it goes with the uniform, so I put it on. There are also plain black pumps in many sizes and I easily find mine. Jason turns around and nods. "Better. Much better. Come on, let's go." We get back outside and it's loud again. I refrain from covering my ears. We pass the door where Carl is and walk a little further. We get to an open area and the lights blind me. I've never seen so many people in one place. The floor changes colors, and so does the bar. I see a few girls serving drinks and as we approach, I start getting nervous. There's a variety of bottles on glass shelves behind them, of varying colors. I've never seen such a collection before and I've worked in a bar for years. I'm also unfamiliar with some of the names. Jason leans towards one of the girls. "Hey Sandra, this is my cousin Yara. She's starting today, remember?" Sandra looks at me from head to toe. She's beautiful, in fact every girl working here is physically attractive. It makes me feel self-conscious. "She's late. We opened an hour ago." "The bus was late. Just don't tell the boss, okay?" She scoffs. "As if he doesn't know." Jason grabs my arm and says, "Just try to get comfortable. Do what you already know, don't try to impress anyone. Just serve drinks, it's not that hard." He leaves me alone with them, but lingers around for some time. There are people literally shouting orders and after five minutes, I've already grown accustomed to most of it. I'm familiar with most of the cocktails, but whenever I hear a name I'm unfamiliar with, Sandra comes to my rescue and gets the drink ready in no time. Everyone here is so efficient. I haven't met any of the other girls, but then again there isn't much time for that. There's always someone shouting an order or wanting to open a tab. Meanwhile, I learn how she does it and I have no problem preparing one in the exact same way she did. I've always been a fast learner. I look to my left and I see a man sitting with a tumbler in front of him. He's wearing a navy blue suit and smoking a cigarette. He's been sitting there for the last thirty minutes, not even moving. He's very attractive. Light colored hair. Dark eyes. What's he doing all by himself in such a place? Sandra sees me staring at him. "That's Ethan Keller. He's the boss's cousin." Yet another name I'm unfamiliar with. "He sits here every evening. Don't stare too much, or you'll be confronted about it." I immediately avert my gaze. I don't want any trouble, especially with the Keller family. I expected them to be old, but this guy's at least 26 or so. If he's the boss's cousin, then the boss can't be much older than him. I could be wrong. I'm so lost in the rhythm of mixing drinks and pouring drinks that I don't even see the guy, Ethan, waving me over until Sandra pinches me. "What the fuck is the matter with you? Go to him!" I stumble towards him and I smile. "Yes, sir. How can I help you?" "Are you fucking blind?" My smile melts from my face. "No, I'm sorry." "You must be. I've been waving at you for a fucking eternity." Before I get to say anything, Jason comes to my rescue. Where'd he even come from? I don't care. I'm just glad he's here. "Ethan, I do apologize. She's a small town girl, she's not used to all this. She's my cousin, Yara, I told you about her earlier." "Your cousin is incompetent, Huxley." "She'll learn. They all do." He glares at me. "Just get me a whiskey, for fuck's sake." I move so quickly that I nearly fall, but I recover immediately. I pour and he dismisses me with a wave. I spend most of the time with an eye on him, waiting to see if he'll call me again, but he never does. After a few hours, he gets up and leaves. I breathe easily. I haven't been this tense in a long time. Sandra appears by my side. "Don't be so relieved. Ethan's the nice one." I gulp. "He's nice?" "You haven't met the boss, Damien." Her eyes cloud over and she shakes her head. "Or his fiancée, Elizabeth. She's a downright bitch but don't tell anyone I said that." "I won't." "Theodora's a cunt, too." "Okay." I don't even know who that is. "I've been working here for three years now. Believe me, they don't even know my name. It's better that way. You don't want them to acknowledge you." She gets closer to me. "Keep your head down. They kill for anything here. Look at one of them the wrong way and the whole of hell falls right over your fucking head." "I'll keep that in mind." The rest of the night drags on. It's monotonous. Pour, pour, pour. The clock strikes four and it's still so crowded. Don't people sleep here? Do they just party all night? Clubs back home close at two. I'm too anxious to be tired. I'm still shaken by my encounter with Ethan Keller. That was a bad start. I'm sure Jason will scold me for it later. I'll be more alert the next time. This will never happen again. I'll make sure of it.Damien Keller drains his glass.It was a long fucking night. He opens the bottle of scotch and pours himself another drink. He lights a cigar, too, because despite the shitty meeting, today was a successful day. His negotiations went as planned and he couldn't ask for more. Now, he'll have twice the alcohol coming in and even more men on his side. He feels invincible. As if the entire world revolves around his existence, which is exactly as it should be. Theodora enters his office groaning. She takes off her heels and sinks on the sofa before him. "I'm never partying with that man, Damien. It's just not going to happen. Don't ever ask me for those kind of favors again."He blows out smoke. "Theo, stop complaining. They fucking signed the paper. It's all set. You should be celebrating.""Yeah, whatever. What're you drinking?""Scotch."She scoffs. "Pussy. Where's the vodka?"He leans back in his chair and stares at the ceiling. He's ecstatic. He didn't think he could be this content.
Someone taps my arm.It takes me a good five seconds to open my eyes, and a bit longer to figure out where I am. I see a flash of bright red, then bright blue. Another tap.Jason shakes his head. "You can't be such a heavy sleeper around here. You never know when someone will creep in and point a gun at you."I rub my eyes. "What good will waking up do then?"He really thinks about this. He scratches his beard. "At least you'll look the killer in the eye, you know? You'll know why and who. Everyone deserves to know why they're getting whacked, and by whom." He sighs wistfully. "Devon wired some money for your wardrobe. I can't go shopping with you, I've got more important shit to do. Just take a cab downtown and you'll find the stores. Get here by 11:30, because you have a meeting with Keller at 12:00."This news makes me sit upright. "Which Keller?""The boss, Yara. Ethan talked shit about you, so before you sign the employment contract, you'll have a week to prove yourself. Like a t
My hands are sweating. I wasn't expecting to see him just sitting there. What can I do now, especially after his warning earlier?I stay rooted to the spot, not sure of what to do. Well, I do know, but I can't will myself to move forward. He's sitting there with a tumbler in front of him, smoking a cigarette. If I don't move now, I'll be a minute later than I already am, and that will be worse for my case.I start walking, one foot in front of the other, and he looks back as if sensing my presence. I can tell by his expression that he's not at all content. He's eyeing me distastefully. Of course he knows I'm late. He was probably expecting this, and I didn't let him down. Now, he has the perfect excuse to fire me. I'm torn between walking over to him and apologizing or just going straight to the bar and finding something to do. I go with the latter. I don't plan on making things worse for myself.I can feel his eyes on me as I go about wiping counters and cleaning shot glasses. None o
When the general leaves, Damien breathes a lot easier.He despises the man, and he rarely truly despised anyone. He no longer sees the point in maintaining their alliance, but getting rid of him will be costly and problematic. He is currently the only one on his side and even though Damien no longer needs him, killing him will be bad for business. Everyone will hunt him down like game and tear apart everything he owns. He isn't willing to lose everything he spent a lifetime and a half building. No, the general isn't that important.He loosens his tie and lights a cigarette. He smokes it quickly, then lights another. This long, senseless meeting isn't the only issue bothering him and he knows it. As much as he tries to ignore it, it keeps swimming to the surface.The men he sent to the station still did not return or send a message. Rhett's arrest was unexpected. Normally, his men aren't taken into custody. For something like this to happen out of the blue makes very little sense. He t
I wake up with a start. I had a terrible dream. Being chased in the dark by a raving lunatic with a machete. I haven't had a bad dream in so long. The sun's in my face, I must've slept with the curtains open. I get to my feet and shower. I dress in a baby blue dress and golden sandals. I have nowhere to go today, and I haven't heard from Jason.He didn't sleep in, he didn't leave a text. I want to shrug it off as paranoia, but I'm concerned. I only met him a few days ago, but he doesn't seem like this kind of person. Maybe he's just busy, but something feels off.I think of the last time I saw him. He had to leave urgently. Where'd he go? Everyone was so agitated. He did send me the text with the address of the club later, though. So maybe he just had a long night.I'm straightening my hair when the door bell rings. I get to my feet. It must be Jason, that's what I think initially. Then, I stop in my tracks. Why would he ring the doorbell? This is his apartment. I'm the guest, not him
I didn't even realize I fell asleep.The apartment is completely dark. I stub my toe on the corner of the bed and let out a frustrated sigh. My toe starts throbbing, but I don't have any time to waste. I check the time and I gasp aloud. I'm late. Again. This can't be happening.I'm not necessarily late, but I will be in thirty minutes. I grab my bag and navigate through the dark. I lock the apartment, fly down the staircase and run out of the building. I manage to find an empty cab. The driver turns to me and asks, "Where to?"I still haven't memorized the address, so I show I'm Jason's text message. "Can you get there in twenty minutes?"He whistles. "Don't think so, lady."I open my purse and retrieve a fresh bill. "Can you do it for a hundred?"He snatches it from me. "I guess we'll see."The entire time I'm clutching my bag until my knuckles turn white. Devon's right. I can't let Jason's death ruin my plans. As sad as I am that he lost his life, it could've easily been me. I need
And just like that, I've become an employee they can trust.It's been two weeks since Jason's death and the Kellers have put me to work in another bar, a lounge they own. Well, when I say the Kellers I mean Damien, since he's the one who's in charge. Ethan mostly takes care of the financial aspects of the business or rather, businesses, and Theodora, well, I haven't quite figured out what it is she does. Still, I know more about them than I did when I first got here, and that's a bonus.I know they trust me and not only because Jason was a trusted employee. My display of loyalty in his office the day of the shooting really gave me an edge. I deliver letters, tons and tons of them. Basically, he hands me an envelope and I meet his driver, Thomas, outside. He drives me to wherever the location is, where I meet someone and deliver the letter. No words are exchanged. We go about our separate ways after.I didn't think this was how they communicated. From what I've heard, anything could be
I peer at the dark building before us.There are many cars parked outside, and I can hear the music blasting from here. I don't have to be told that the Kellers own this establishment. It's one of their 'businesses'.Why would he bring me here? What kind of loyalty test am I expected to pass? I'm thinking of a million things at once. His driver parks the car and Ethan turns to me. "Your attire is inside. I'll show you." Attire? That means I'll have to dress up.They wouldn't make me strip, would they?Ethan doesn't show any ID at the door, so that confirms the fact that they own this place, too. I'm beginning to think they own half of the city. They have shares in multi-million dollar companies, wine bars, lounges, clubs. And it's all just the tip of the iceberg.Once we're inside, there's only one word that perfectly describes the scene before us: pandemonium. The music is loud. I've heard this song before, in a radio somewhere, but I can't remember the title. It's everything I thoug
Six months have passed.They've been peaceful and for the most part, quiet. Tremendously busy, but I'm used to that part now. Working alongside Damien is the best part about it. I get to be with him all day and make sure that he isn't exerting himself. He has a lot more work now; he had to take over Ethan's duties. Theo helps, but there are certain things only Damien can handle. When Ethan was here, he took care of it, but he's been gone for half a year and there's no one capable enough to replace him. I think that deep down, Damien doesn't want anyone to take over Ethan's job, but he'll never admit it out loud. I help him whenever I can. There's a lot I still don't understand, but I'll get there.It's only a matter of time.He doesn't ever ask me to go home when there are people coming over to meet with him. We never talked about what happened with Ash, but it changed a lot of things. I gained some respect after I killed him. I see it in the way people look at me whenever we're at so
I help him peel his blazer off.This day has been mentally exhausting for him. He rarely leaves the office early, but I'm glad he did today. I'm glad, because at least we have the whole day ahead of us. It's going to be just the two of us. Theo rarely comes here, she prefers to stay in the city. It's closer to everything else. I love it here, because it feels like we're all alone in the world. I stare out the window and all I see is the vast sky, green hills, nature. I don't even see the guards surrounding the house. They're invisible to me.It's peaceful here, and breathtakingly beautiful. It's home. I understand why Damien is so attached to this place. It's not simply because he grew up here. I feel safe, here, untouchable. The first time I was here, I felt like an intruder. Our relationship was so different back then, I can't help but marvel at how everything is so different now. I never would have guessed that we'd end up here, closer than ever, madly in love. We've come a long wa
Today's an important day.I've been on edge all morning. Damien has called for a Keller family meeting. We're all going to be there, including Ethan and Penelope.He announced that there'd be a meeting only last night during dinner, and he asked Theo to give Ethan a call. I was startled by the news and so was she. He didn't tell me what he'll say to Ethan, but we can guess what it is. He wants closure. Ethan owns a third of everything, and that matter needs to be resolved. I doubt that Damien will allow him to return to the company. I just don't see it happening. Ethan himself never mentioned it to Theo, not that he'd dare to.Theo told me that he's out of the hospital. She said he hasn't left the country yet because he wants to see Damien first. Damien, however, wanted nothing to do with him until yesterday. He's asked after him, but he didn't want to see him. He's still hurt by what Ethan did to us, his betrayal is a wound that will never quite heal for him. And if it ever does, it'
I'm afraid of opening the door.I've been standing here for a full minute with my heart in my throat. My hand is on the knob, ready. I can't bring myself to turn it, though, simply because I know that Damien's on the other side. There's a lot we need to talk about, so much in fact that I wouldn't know where to start.I hold my breath and close my eyes. I've been standing out here for too long. I remind myself that he's my husband, he's the man I love, and we'll get through this. We'd get through anything together. I've been in a far worse position before. This time, I was actually focusing on the well-being of our family.I open the door slowly.Only the bedside lamp is on. I see him right away; he's seated on the couch across his bed. He's staring out the window with a distant look in his eyes. I take a few steps towards him, my eyes on his handsome face. My heart's thumping against my chest. I'm overcome with emotion, but I put a hamper on them for now. He's a little pale, I notice
Amelia's going to hate him for this, but that's okay, because he doesn't plan on ever seeing her again.He means it this time. He's done with this shit. He had his chance, he fucked it up a hundred years ago. It's time to get over it. If there was ever a part of him that thought he'd get a chance with her, that part of him died a while back. She loves Damien Keller. He lost her a long time ago. That doesn't necessarily mean that he's content with the outcome, but he'll admit defeat. Staying here is slowly killing him.She's going to be alright. Leaving her back there was a dick move, sure, but he stands by what he said to her; when everyone finds out that she did it, there will be no revenge. He helped her along the way, but no one needs to know that. The Huntingtons won't dream of touching her, especially when the truth about Damien comes out. It would be an entirely different story with him.He glances at his watch. Five more minutes in there and he'd miss his flight. He can't miss
I've never been so glad to see him in all my life."Devon," I say, the word a gasp. "How did you—"He doesn't let me finish. "Did he hurt you? Are you hurt?"I shake my head. "No, but how did you—""I'll explain later," he assures me. "Right now, we've got to get this asshole tied to that chair. Quickly, before he wakes up. Bring that chair over there. I have rope under the bed."I grab it and Devon grabs a duffel bag from under the bed. He opens it and fishes out rope and a couple of knives. He's been lying under the bed the entire time. It's clear that he planned this thoroughly.He didn't abandon me. He said he'd help me kill Ash and here he is. I tell him, "I thought you weren't going to show up. I thought you tricked me.""I don't blame you for assuming the worst," he says, looking up at me. His eyes are glinting with mischief and something else, something I won't dare name. He points at my gun. "You know how to use that thing?"I stare at it. "Yes."He's watching me intently. "A
It's quarter to midnight.The clock is ticking and my heart is racing. I'm ready, my small gun is hidden in my underwear. I've made sure to wear an extra tight pair just for the occasion. The dress is scarlet and flowy, perfect for tonight.I'm waiting for him in the lobby. This time, I'm early. It makes me feel more in control of the situation even though that's far from the truth. I take a small sip of champagne and look back at the entrance. My heart's in my throat, making it hard for me to breathe. I have to remain cool, though. There's a lot at stake.Everything depends on this."Anything else?" the bartender asks me while pouring someone else a drink. I shake my head, I can't even speak at a time like this.I'm taking another sip of champagne when I finally spot him. There are two men walking behind him. He's saying something to them as he looks around. For me, no doubt. I fix my gaze on him and hold my breath as I wait for him to see me. He doesn't, which is fairly disappointin
"Leave," Damien says to the nurse. She scurries out of the room as soon as he mutters the word.He's in a terrible mood and he doesn't want anyone around him. He has finally moved from that awful, desolate place and he's home. He made sure that they didn't change any decorations. They lost a lot of antiques and furniture that was in their family for decades, but he's made sure that everything else remained the same. He's sure that he'll recover in no time here, he already feels better. He's not in bed, he's sitting on the sofa beside his bed. He's supposed to be resting, but he's done enough of that.He can't sleep when he's worried sick about Amelia.The fact that no one gives him any news is a bad sign as it is. They're hiding something from him, he can feel it. The last time he spoke to her, she told him that she wasn't going to turn back, that she'd go ahead with the plan. He has no idea of what her plan might be, but he knows it won't be anything he'll agree with. He wonders if p
I can't stop chewing my thumbnail.I force myself to put my hand down. I'm in agony; I don't know what to do and I'm running out of time. I'm supposed to be meeting Ash tonight. This was supposed to end it all, according to Devon, but he let Ethan go so what happens now? The only reason why I'm agreeing to everything is because of him. It isn't, but that's what Ash thinks. Am I still expected to show up? Why would he do this?I can't figure it out.I wish I had a way of contacting Devon to let him know that everything went to shit, but I don't have his number. I don't know where he's currently residing. I don't think I'll be seeing him anytime soon; tonight, maybe but not earlier. In the meantime, what do I do? I can't ask anyone's advice. My family is against me entirely. Theo probably thinks that our negotiations with Ash have come to an abrupt end, but she doesn't know half of it. I'm planning on killing him once and for all, I made a promise to myself that I would.For Damien.I h