The lights had been turned off, the windows had been closed, the curtains and mosquito nets had been installed. The room was now dimly shrouded in the silence of the night. The only source of light coming from the air vent above the window, and the only sound she heard was the sound of the crickets—not even the whirling of the wind.
Airin tried to sleep, comforting herself on the soft bed by hugging the bolster and back and forth to find the right position. But, even though she had been lying comfortably, the drowsiness did not come to her. It’s the same as last night and she has a lot to do tomorrow, she won’t have time to sleep other than at night.Sakha did not return to the room again, forgetting their wedding night which was supposed to be sacred. However, Airin was grateful for the man’s absence.A few minutes passed, Airin’s eyes had long been closed, but all her senses were still awake. And it was annoying for her because she realAre they going to do their wedding night ritual or not?Because Airin had almost let go of her defense now. She wanted to get away from her husband's presence and no longer be near him. Because of their small proximity, Airin's heart beats abnormally. Airin didn't like her body's unusual response.So once again she said, “Let's go to sleep, Sir.”And apparently, her action was successful, because then Sakha immediately walked away from her.“Why do you keep calling me Sir and Mister? You are no longer a worker in my field but my wife.”“I … haven't gotten used to other types of summons yet,” Airin replied, smiling shyly.But of course, that smile was just a made up.What should she call Sakha, anyway? Because almost all of the villagers called him Sir or Mister for some reason, Airin subconsciously called him that too.“Just call me Mas, as my other wives do,” said Sakha.Airin though
“What if I said that what Mr. Sakha said was true? That you, Sir, is not the only man who has ever touched me.”As soon as those words left Airin's lips, Sakha stared at her silently.While Airin smiled triumphantly. This time the plan was sure to work. Sakha would have gone straight out and left her again in the same angry state he had been, and would have reconsidered if he wanted to come to her. Then after that, he would seek solace to his other wives.Airin's smile grew wider when she saw Sakha avert his eyes and then get off the bed, walking towards the door.“Where are you going?” Airin asked, pretending to sound sad, even her eyes started to tear up. Yet inside she was cheering with joy.Sakha then stopped his steps. Without turning his head, he answered in a deep voice, “I forgot to lock the door.”At that moment, Airin's eyes went wide. Especially when she saw Sakha turned the key in the door lock until it wa
With wet eyes and red lips parted open, looked up at him with a pleading look. The long hair that gleamed in the light fell on the white pillow. And the sheer folds of cloth on the chest that support the two great mounds with peaks hardened by the longing for innocence.“S-Sir.”And that voice ….Sakha smiled faintly, then got up a little while tossing his hair back followed by a long sigh. This is the first time for him to hold a wedding night that is so challenging, aka very difficult. He should have been able to just tell his wife to take off her clothes and then wait for him to come to fulfill their responsibilities as husband and wife.But Airin is different. Sakha must first remove the veil from the woman's face; studying her words and every change of expression on her beautiful yet manipulative face.And this was the first time Sakha was confused too, not knowing how he should act next. Should he follow his passion and ignore
“You’re already wet, Airin.”“Ah! W-What the …! Ah, sir! W-Wait a minute …!” Airin screamed as Sakha’s hand touched it there, one of the man’s fingers caressed the creases of her already wet lips, and the other two fingers pressed against the small protruding and swollen part.When Sakha did all that at the same time, Airin was released, a white light dispelled her consciousness, and all she heard was a woman’s long groan that sounded foreign to her ears. It couldn’t be her voice, could it?As Airin returned from her first release, she heard the low chuckle of the man above her. The heavily closed eyelids opened again, staring at the man.But Sakha’s gaze was again fixed on the place where his hand was.He raised his arms high, showing her a shiny wet liquid that slowly flowed down his fingers.“Hard to believe,” he said, biting his lip slowly then smiled at Airin. “The girl who claimed not to be passionate about me had just gotten her release wit
When has Airin ever seen male genitalia before? Airin felt that the biology textbooks at her school had given her a lot of information, but the books turned out to be just a rumor.Who will tell Airin that the part turned out to be very large, long, and hard? Airin didn't expect men to keep things like that under their pants every day.“Not all men like him, maybe only your husband, Airin,” she mumbled to herself, burying her flushed face into the pillow.Airin did not think that now she was no longer a virgin. And her body has been touched in such a way by a man. Just remembering it made Airin feel annoyed, especially at the strange feeling it caused, even though Airin only imagined the scene in her mind in pieces.“Makes me feel dirty,” Airin muttered again, her voice muffled by the pillow.“I wouldn't want to do it again. No one wants to go through painful times like that again! What a heartless man!” Airin cursed, foll
Chapter 18 – Beautiful MorningAirin’s eyes widened.Sakha asked for something impossible.“Airin?” called her husband in a low voice that sounded hoarse. He led her hand in his pants, holding his stiffened perfectly.“S-sir ...!” Airin’s face turned red and couldn’t be controlled. “This is embarrassing, so let me go!” she said, half whining.But Sakha did not seem to hear her request. “You liked this earlier. Why refuse now?” his breath was getting heavier and his gaze slowly clouded by the mist of passion.Airin, who couldn’t take her eyes off the man, was looking at his face carefully. For some reason, she liked the expression created there while her hand kept moving in his pants.Sakha’s forehead wrinkled, his thick eyebrows were almost brought together, and his intense eyes stared at Airin.The feeling of the man in the pal
Sakha came out of the bathroom while rubbing his wet hair with a towel. When he looked up, he didn’t find Airin on the dressing table as he had expected. And it turned out that the girl was fast asleep on the bed, wrapped in a thick blanket around her body.A smirk appeared on Sakha’s lips. He approached the bed, parted the white transparent valence, and looked at the peaceful sleeping face. At this rate, Airin seems so innocent, like a girl full of good manners with a soft heart who will obey whatever he says.Who could have thought that she was so far from that word?Sakha touched the hair onAirin’s temple, covering her eyes. And the girl wasn’t bothered at all.Sakha snorted. Is this what she said she wasn’t tired earlier?He almost even though she passed out instead of sleeping. He wanted to join her because the sun had not yet risen. But the light of dawn had appeared and managed to wake the roosters to crow to each other.There is still much to be done today. The wedding party y
Sleepiness suddenly disappeared from Airin’s eyes because of Sakha’s disturbance.Where is her husband now? Satisfied with mocking her, he went outside and didn’t return until she finished getting ready to start her morning routine.When the sun began to peek shyly, Airin didn’t want to delay any longer and immediately left the pavilion.The cool morning air greeted her. Airin took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. Then looked up to see the golden light shining on the mango tree beside the pavilion. It was a lovely view.Airin was used to getting up early and enjoying this kind of atmosphere until she no longer paid attention to things that usually only existed in the morning. Like the dew on the wet leaves and grass, the warm golden rays touching the skin, or the stars and moon that starting to fade. And now, she felt as if she had not seen the outside world for a long time. She was sure that her feelings were caused by the stress of the events this evening.It was tough to spend jus
Morning arrived with the sounds of birds singing in the trees and roosters crowing in the distance, while the noise of insects in the undergrowth began to fade. But it wasn't these sounds that woke Airin from her sleep—sleep that she knew she had only gotten a little of. Instead, it was the man who had been incessantly stroking her back. To him, it might have been a comforting gesture to help Airin fall deeper into sleep, but for Airin, it had the opposite effect, and Sakha was unaware of this.Airin opened her eyes and was immediately greeted by the sight of her husband's broad chest. Was he asleep? she wondered. She then looked up to find that his eyes were wide open and staring down at her."Why did you wake up so quickly?" he whispered. "Go back to sleep!" He gently patted Airin's shoulder with one hand while stroking her head with the other.Airin pushed against Sakha's chest to move away and then gave him an annoyed look. "How can I sleep if you keep bothering me? Ugh!"Sakha re
Sakha said that tonight was their last night together. Airin was completely unaware of this and thought that Sakha would be with her for quite some time. That’s why for a moment, she wanted to run away to her parents' house to clear her mind. But knowing this, Airin no longer needed to worry.She was happy.While the corners of Airin's lips curved upward, Sakha's did the opposite. The man hadn't said anything since they both left Airin's parents' house.And Airin liked the silence. She looked out the window, seeing the lights from the residents' houses. Because it was already past ten o'clock at night, the streets were very quiet, and there wasn't a single person loitering on the sides of the road. The only place that still seemed crowded was perhaps the security post they had passed earlier.When the car started to enter the road flanked by rice fields, Airin opened the window and rested her chin there, feeling the cold night breeze hit her face and blow her hair back. Unconsciously,
Airin went to the kitchen and helped her mother cook breakfast, which was often combined with lunch, unlike at Sakha's house where everything was more organized and orderly—because there were people to manage it.Airin's father, Fahrul Jamal, had just come out of the room and went straight to the kitchen, asking about Sakha's whereabouts."He already left, Dad. He just stopped by briefly to drop Ririn off and say goodbye. He sends his regards to you," Yuniarti answered her husband's question."Why didn't he stay?" Jamal asked again.Airin responded, "He's busy, Dad, with his work at the warehouse. Yesterday's harvest needs to be taken to the factory quickly.""Oh yes, that's true. It's a shame I was in the bathroom, so I couldn't greet him.""It's okay, Dad, Sakha will come here again to pick up Ririn. Right, Rin?" Yuniarti said.Airin didn't actually know if Sakha would come to pick her up or not because she didn't say when she would go home and Sakha didn't say anything about pickin
“How long are you planning to stay there?” asked Sakha.They were sitting side by side in the car that Sakha was driving towards Airin's parents' house.“Hmmm.” Airin thought for a while as she fixed her gaze out the window, watching the houses of familiar villagers pass by. “I don’t know yet. We’ll see,” she replied.Sakha glanced at her briefly but didn’t ask further.When they arrived, Airin didn’t get out immediately because a few meters ahead, some neighborhood mothers were gathered buying vegetables, occasionally glancing at Sakha's black car and quickly chatting with the others. Airin sighed. This was what she disliked the most: attention.Sakha's voice suddenly sounded beside her. “Ignore them,” he said, as if understanding the unease his wife was feeling.“I know,” responded Airin, because she had no choice but to get out and smile at them.After Airin was outside, Sakha remained seated in the car for a moment, lost in thought. He wasn’t used to seeing Airin feeling hesitant
Ria suddenly stood up from her chair. "Looks like Mas is about to leave," she said, and then Tia and Nia also stood up. Ria turned to Airin. "When you're done, take the dirty dishes to the kitchen, Airin. Help Bibik (aunt/maid) once in a while."Airin nodded without arguing. "Yes, Kak," she said. The three of them then left the dining room, leaving Airin alone, who didn't feel the need to see Sakha off.Airin chuckled to herself. The word "see off" made it sound as if Sakha was going to war. "Hahaha!" she laughed again, her voice echoing in the spacious and empty dining room.After amusing herself with the silly thoughts in her head, Airin stood up, her cheerful expression quickly wiped off her face, leaving a cold gaze directed at the dirty dishes on the table.She immediately started to carry the plates one by one to the kitchen. When she was about to take the vegetable soup that Tia had made, she took a spoonful to taste it.Airin grimaced at the bland taste and the unpleasant smel
A few moments later, Airin and Sakha exited the pavilion together and headed toward the main house."I don't need to be forced to have breakfast like a little kid!" Airin grumbled behind Sakha.Sakha, with his broad shoulders, kept walking without acknowledging Airin's complaints, pretending not to hear her.As they approached the main house, Airin looked at her hand that was being held. She suddenly realized and immediately pulled her hand away.Sakha turned around, also irritated."What exactly do you want, Airin?!" he said. He wasn't shouting, but his low voice was full of emphasis. "If you don't want to be treated like a child, then start acting like an adult!"Airin stared back at him sharply, showing no sign of fear.Then suddenly, she flashed a sweet smile at Sakha. "It's not that I'm not mature, but it's just that you, Sir, are too old," she said in a soft, polite tone, but her words clearly contained deep insult.Sakha's jaw tightened, his gaze sharp as a knife. He then sighe
Airin entered her room and walked straight to the bed, ignoring Sakha who had just come out of the bathroom. The man looked at her curiously.“What’s wrong, Airin?” he asked, stepping closer to Airin who immediately threw herself onto the bed.Hearing her husband's voice, for a moment Airin wondered whether she should thank Sakha or curse him.The second option was always a good one. But if not for this marriage, Airin wouldn’t have been able to regain her hopes like earlier, about the dreams and desires she had once forgotten. It surprised Airin because there shouldn’t be anything to be grateful for about being that man’s fourth wife.“Are you okay?” Sakha asked again, sitting on the edge of the bed and gently stroking Airin’s hair.Airin then turned her head to the side, looking at her husband’s fresh and handsome face.Maybe, she thought, I should be grateful for this marriage too; there’s no harm in it.But that didn’t mean she accepted it. Airin wasn’t a good woman full of patien
Sakha held Airin's limp body tightly as she lay resignedly on top of him. Since their last cum, Airin had not said anything. Her lips, which usually liked to blurt out or tell Sakha to leave as she did yesterday, were completely silent. This proved how tired and exhausted she was.Sakha did not understand why he behaved like this. He should have stopped after his first release earlier. Being too greedy and giving in to lust was not right. And it wasn't good to do it too often. Usually, he only had intimate relations two to three times a week with whichever wife had her turn that week.But Airin was too tempting and too naive in this matter. Sakha couldn't touch her even a little without her body responding intensely, and Sakha then became greedy, wanting more.Maybe because Airin was his new wife?Just like a newly bought item, it would be used more often. But a new item that is used frequently will soon become an old item like the others.Sakha wondered when he would get bored of Air
Airin was barely breathing after the long kiss Sakha gave her. She stared at the man with her eyes withering away in a haze of passion, then wondered if she could die from a kiss? If that happened, Airin vowed to haunt this man for the rest of his life.But of course it didn't. Airin fully understood that her own ragged breathing was proof of how great the kiss was, to the point where she refused to stop or move away.After last night, it was now hard to ignore the truth that her arousal was there, in her body, like a huge fire that was constantly churning. There was no way Airin could win against it.It made Airin wonder again, would she feel this much passion for any other man besides Sakha?Deep inside, Airin doubted it. She had known several handsome men in the village who tried to get close to her, but never had Airin felt the tremor in her body that Sakha caused with even just one intense look. Now, those young men who had tried to get close to her were already married and had t