Fiona’s POV
“Oh, shut up! I thought I told you to leave already.” Jin reprimanded idly, wrapping the ends of the gauze in a bow before wrapping his hand around mine, holding me captive.
Lyn looked positively red with rage, his body tensed for a fight. He was about leaping for Jin’s throat when Soren and Kai held him back roughly by the shoulders, forcing him in place.
“Don’t do anything you’ll regret later.” Soren whispered fiercely into Lyn’s ear as they struggled. “Come on, let get some air.” He said, successfully dragging Lyn out of the room while Kai closed the door quietly behind him.
I heard Lyn’s disgruntled argument as they walked away and Soren and Kai’s muted voices, catching the words, “mate” and “Fiona”
My name…
I raked my brain for memories of the four of them fighting and was shocked to find there was none. They rarely fought and seemed to agree with each other on everything.
So why now?
“Thanks.” I whispered, rubbing idly at my sore wrist, lost in thought. Anything to avoid the inevitable and his piercing yet cool stare with I could feel drilling holes into my head. Sliding the Swiss knife on the table between us, I rose to my feet wordlessly.
“Fiona…” Jin began, hastily grabbing my hand as I made to leave.
“Don’t fucking touch me!” I snapped, snatching my hand away in anger.
“At least let me cover the cuts on your fingers.” He pleaded, his dark eyes sincere.
“It will heal just fine.”
“Don’t be foolish.” He spat, rising to his feet. “They will get infected. I’ll just put some ointment and bandage them neatly. Please, I insist.” Reading the reluctance in my eyes, he reached for the Swiss knife again, this time whipping it open before handing over to me. “My earlier offer still stands.”
“And what’s in it for you?” I said, eyeing him warily.
A small smile passed his lips briefly, followed by a hint of sadness? I couldn’t tell. It was gone before I could tell what it was. “Nothing except treating your cuts and hearing what I have to say.”
“I have nothing to say to you!” I snarled.
“I do. You don’t have to say anything. Please, sit down.” He coaxed, sinking back into his seat watching me keenly until I relented and sat down, wordlessly offering my fingers to him. From there on out only silence ensued. Despite my brave act earlier, fear quaked my insides and chilled my heart. I naturally fell silent, focusing instead on Jin cleaning my wounds with alcohol before dabbing ointment over the numerous cuts on my fingers which stung a lot more than the alcohol did. Jin covered the cuts with bow designed Band-Aids which kind of threw me off track but I didn’t comment of it.
“There.” He announced with a triumphant smile. “All done.”
Immediately I shot to my feet, tossing the Swiss knife on my abandoned seat hastily before putting a good distance between us. It was all weird. Jin’s gentleness. Lyn’s outburst earlier, not to mention Kai and Soren’s strange behavior. It was all weird. Something was up. I knew it, and it was none if my business. My life was already shitty enough as it, not to mention the look Luna gave me during that earlier fiasco with Helena.
“Fiona, wait—”
“Excuse me, I have to back to the party. Th-thank you for this.” I stuttered backing away slowly as Jin rose to his feet, reaching for me hesitantly. My eyes widened in fear as he drew closer.
“Wait, I just want to talk to—”
I turned and fled the room like the hounds of hell were at my heels, my heart pounded furiously against its cage, slamming the door hard behind me. Was it my imagination or did I catch him smiling. No, that can’t be right.
I hid by a dark alcove to catch my breath and steady my pounding heart which took quite a while. I stared at my shaky hands and tightened them into fists, pressing my eyes close. It was all too much. Fuck. I wanted nothing more than to sneak into my room and hid under the covers. I knew better than to do that.
Resigned to my fate, I heaved a tired sigh and quickly returned to the banquet hall. The shocked stares and hushed whispers feathering my ears left me unnerved and conscious. The absence of Helena’s group answered the questions to my suspicions. I had found out later that they had been kicked out of the party. I don’t even what to think of would happen when I eventually go back to campus. Jin and his friends had just made my life worse.
I looked up and immediately saw the Luna glaring at me from the rim of her champagne flute and it was all I could do not to shrivel and die from that glare alone. I knew that sooner or later, she’d come for me.
I moved cautiously through the banquet hall, hands trembling ever so slightly as I balanced the tray housing flutes of champagne on my fingertips. Crystal chandeliers dangled from the ceiling, their lights refracting into hundreds of tiny stars that danced across the walls and cast shadows over the bustling crowd. But something was off.
It was like they knew something I didn’t.
My skin tingled. I swallowed hard, resisting the urge to look behind me as I reached to adjust my mask again. And that’s when I felt it—just a faint sensation, but unmistakable— the feeling of being watched. It was dark and predatory. I turned behind me discreetly to see if it was the Luna still glaring at me from earlier, but she was gone. Yet the feeling still remained. A thought entered my head and I latched to it,
Jin...
I spun around, heart hammering, but there was no one there.
Fiona’s POVThe party was over. Finally.My body ached in places I wasn’t aware was capable of getting sore but it was nothing a hot shower and a good night’s sleep couldn’t fix. I saw Gemma trying to stifle a yawn from the corner of my eye and I snickered at the sight. Like me, she was equally exhausted and her eyes looked sunken and bleary and I knew she’d trade her life’s possessions for her bed in a heartbeat if offered.“You look like shit.” I commented as she drew near, carrying a tubful of empty plates and cutleries.Gemma shrugged tiredly but chuckled. “You look even way worse. How’s your hand?”I held our the hand in question to inspect Jin’s work. “It’s okay, I guess.”“Parties like this always wear me the fuck out. I’d trade anything for my bed.” Gemma whined. “Then why are you here of you’re only going to be lazy?” I asked, my voice light with impish amusement.Gemma squawked indignantly at my words but she knew it was a joke. “Lazy? You’re the most laziest person I’ve ev
Fiona’s POV“Will, do as I have ordered.” Luna commanded coolly.I felt large reluctant hands close over my shoulders and began pulling me up to my feet. My body felt lifeless like it wasn’t my own. I could slowly feel life draining out of me. I had the mind of asking Will for a knife to end my suffering should he leave me there. I know he’d do it. He cared enough for me too….he had too. There was no telling how I’d be if I ever came out from the Black Room so I might as well kill myself to end my suffering as Jin said. Is this really my end? After all these years of physical and emotional torture. Is this really it? Honestly, I was relieved. My earlier hysterics was gone, replaced with this soothing calmness that was a bit terrifying at first. Finally… “Wait a minute!” Jin called out, rising to his feet; Soren, Lyn and Kai stood up behind him as well. “"Luna, I don't think she should be punished so severely."Will stiffened behind me and I looked up to him in confusion. Why did he
Fiona’s POV.“Oh, fuck no.” I breathed. Without a second thought, I pinched myself again, harder this time and realized with horror that this was not in actual sense, a dream. Mates? I was mates to four men I hated with every fiber of my fiber of my being. Turning dazed eyes to meet Will’s equally stunned ones which he tried so hard to mask under the mask of indifference, “Will?” I croaked. “Is this some kind of joke?” The Luna snapped. Neither of them answered. The silence in the room was to thick, or was it just my imagination? Their collective stares impaled my body from all corners, and I was left to bare the burden of their words. What the fuck did they mean by that? I never gave any signs of liking them so why? Unfortunately being mates was like a matched marriage, you couldn’t choose who you end up with. But four? I couldn’t even stomach the sight of them together. What the hell do I do now? “Jin!” The Luna yelled, drawing the four alphas attention to her in unison. Whate
Fiona’s POV“Fiona?”“Yes?” “Are you okay?” I stared at the mug of scalding sweet coffee next to me, dazed. I was dazed. What was he doing here? He had no business in the kitchen. Unease slithered deep in my guts like rattle snakes. The sweet coffee I sipped earlier tasted like bile. I could feel the sleep deprivation taking over. That’s the only thing that could explain why Jin was in the kitchen at the break of fucking dawn, preparing breakfast nonetheless! He made me a cup of coffee for goodness sakes. Suddenly, I felt ill. The strong urge to vomit crawled up my throat, threatening to explode from my mouth like a missile. I imagined emptying the measly contents of my stomach over the cup of coffee and the ingredients for the Luna’s breakfast and didn’t think neither of them would appreciate the mess. I imagined Jin forcing my face down, forcing me to clean up the putrid mess I made with my tongue, or something equally vile and disgusting—and shuddered in repulsion. A gentle han
Fiona’s POV“ No! It’s not like that.” I cried, shaking my head frantically in denial.” When I came down this morning, Jin was already—” “ Shut up you manipulative whore!” The Luna yelled, hatred and rage brimming in her eyes. “Silence! Another word from your lying tongue and I’ll rip out your mouth.”“Watch your tongue, mother!” Jin warned stonily, anger sipping from his tensed frame in waves. But his mother ignored him. “You think you can easily weasel your way into becoming a Luna. You may have my son fooled with your innocent act, but not me. I see you for the vile creature you are. The only thing your disgusting identity is worth being is that of a nanny.” She snapped. Tears filled my eyes at her cruel words and quickly blinked them away. But the more I blinked, the more they flowed. I tried and failed to connect the woman who saved me on the day of my parent’s death to the woman glaring at me with open hate. I wanted to ask her what I did deserve her hate. Why not matter what
Fiona’s POV“I don’t want to go to school with you.”The sounds of cutlery against the ceramic plates seized abruptly. The silence heavy with uncertainty but I refused to back down. “Excuse me?” Jin asked, his tone mild. “I don’t want to go to school with you.” I repeated firmly, meeting his gaze squarely. His intense stare almost made me squirm but I held my ground. The mere thought of being in the same space as Jin made me ill with panic. Different scenarios played in my head at the thought of us riding together to school, or the rumors that with circulate at the thought of me with Jin. The disaster with Helena and her group at last night’s party was still fresh. And there was no way I’ll be caught with alone with Jin. The bullying would be ten times worse. Not to mention now that I have a literal target on my back. Helena and her minions want my blood. “Why?” Jin questioned, setting down his spoon before leveling me a cool stare. “I just don’t want to.” I replied with equal ca
Fiona’s POVWith Jin’s threat hanging between us like an oppressive fog, I remained silent, zoning out Jin’s presence, zoning out the fear and anxiety crippling me, and stared outside to the scenery zooming past us. I was tired and the urge to speak wasn’t there. My mind revisited the scene in the kitchen and the party last night, replaying everything until it merged into a dizzying blur that left me reeling. Or maybe it was just my exhaustion talking. I thought about getting a quick shut-eye then remembered who I was in the car with and thought better of it. There was no telling what was going through that bleak mind of his and I wanted nothing more than to get to school in one piece, both physically and mentally. But the ambience and silence of the car was so soothing and comforting that I let my drooping eyelids slide close.I wish my life was like this, silent and peaceful. Just drifting away from everything until I was —The car was thrown into brakes unexpectedly and I almost c
Fiona’s POVJin arched a confused brow. “What does it look like I’m doing? I’m driving to the parking lot.”“Why didn’t you park in the other one?” I asked, the bouncing of my leg picked up speed. “I want to park here?”Why? So they can all glare at me? I was already hated enough before, I didn’t need to add more to it. I imagined what would happen if people saw me and Jin stepping out of the car together—or God forbid if Helena or one of her minions saw me. “Stop me here. Fucking stop or I swear I’ll jump out of this car, consequences be damned!”“Don’t be stupid.” Jin chided, eyeing me warily.“Wanna bet?” I asked, hooking a finger over the door leveler, a frantic light entering my eyes. The funniest thing was, I was actually prepared to do it. I’d rather plummet to my death than face the thousand eyes waiting for me the moment I stepped out. I’ve lived my life with my head down and I wasn’t going to change it just because some dickhead had an epiphany on how to become a good perso
Fiona’s POVThe moment Lyn arrived, the air seemed to shift, turning sharp and heavy with his presence. His footsteps echoed against the tiled floor, each step firm and deliberate. My heart pounded in my chest as I looked up at him. His usually charming,, playful face was now a mask of cold fury. His pale complexion had drained further, but his eyes—those dark, piercing eyes—burned with something terrifying.He took in the mess around us—the broken chair, the scattered books, my tearful, broken expression and his face darkened further. His lips curled downward, and his voice, low and sharp like a blade slicing through ice, sent a shiver down my spine.“Who,” he bit out, his words slow and deliberate, “gave you the courage to cause trouble right under my nose?”The room fell into a suffocating silence. The group of girls, who just moments ago had been so full of confidence, now shrank back. Even their ringleader, the one who had mouthed off tome first, looked pale. But she still stra
Fiona’s POVThe news about the four Alphas fierce competition for me intensified, spreading like wild fire around the entire school. And with the popularity and rumors came new enemies I knew nothing about. I haven’t seen Helena much ever since I resumed school, and rumors of she and Jin’s untimely break up was gossiped about until went stale. I heard she transferred departments so that was why I rarely saw her. Unfortunately, her suddenly transferring majors left her old clique without a leader. Which was a relief considering the fact that I didn’t have to any other encounters with her. That didn’t mean the trouble stopped. I've been feeling uneasy all morning and had somehow gotten used to stares and whispers. But the moment I stepped into the corridor leading to the library, I felt it—the shift in the air, the weight of unwelcome stares pressing down on me. I wasn’t alone.I barely had time to register the approaching footsteps before a group of girls blocked my path. At the cen
Fiona’s POVJin’s confession filled my brain all day, distracting me through lectures, while having lunch with Rowan. I still hadn’t given him an answer. And then there was, Kai. His persistence was something to be admired, if not entirely irritating. I can’t mention how many instances I have gone out of my comfort zone to avoid him. “Fiona, he’s here again,” Rowan teased spearing a forkful of salad onto her mouth, wagging her brows impishly.“Don’t even start,” I muttered, rubbing my temples.“I’m being serious.” she said, watching something behind me with keen, perpetually mischievous eyes. “And he’s heading this way.”“Oh my fucking goodness.” I sighed, the throbbing in my eyes intensified. “I’m going to the bathroom.”Rowan looked thoughtful. “You could. Or you could sit there and listen to what he wants to say.” “I already what he wants to say.” I muttered. “He’s like a fucking bulldozer at this point.” Rowan chuckled. “I think you’re the only thing on his wants to bulldoze.”
Fiona’s POVI could feel the weight of the moment pressing down on me as my words hung in the air. The once lively crowd had gone eerily silent, the tension thick enough to cut with a knife.My gaze swept across everyone present, taking in the reactions of the Kai family elders. They exchanged glances, their expressions a mixture of surprise and confusion, as if they couldn’t quite believe what they had just heard.And then, there was Kai. The disappointment in his eyes deepened with every passing second, the flicker of hope he had clung to now dimming into something heavier—something dangerously close to resentment. I felt him grow cold beside me. His jaw tightened, his lips pressed into a thin line, but he said nothing. He didn’t have to. The disappointment radiated off him like a slow-burning fire, scorching in its quiet intensity.Eugene cleared his throat quietly, searching for what words to use. “A-are you certain we can’t change your mind?” he asked weakly. Jin nearly snappe
Fiona’s POV“Hey, Rowan.”“Fiona? Where are you? I’ve been trying to contact you for three days now! How are you? Are you okay? Please tell me you are?” Rowan’s panicking voice blasted the confines of the car.I grinned at her terrified voice then affected a sober voice, “What if I tell you I’m not okay, and that I’m on my way to the ER to treat my broken bones.”“What!?” Rowan screeched. “Fuck, what hospital is it? Fiona speak the fuck up—” I cackled at her fear. “I’m fine, Rowan. Honest.”“I’m glad my concern is amusing to you.” Rowan hissed. I immediately sobered up. “You know I didn’t mean that. I was joking, darling. I promise I’ll tell you everything when I get back, okay?”“Fine. God knows you owe me one.” Rowan said smartly. “Are you on your way home?”.I glanced at the familiar surroundings zooming past mea before replying, “Uh, no. I’ve got drop by Jin’s house first but I’ll see you later.”“Okay. Are you sure you’re alright?” Rowan probed once more.“Yes, Rowan. I am.” I
Fiona’s POVPanic clawed at me. This was all too much pressure. I watched as Jin rose slowly to his feet, eyeing the writhing shadow monsters skeptically."Okay. Think. There must be something you've missed, Fiona. Think!" I muttered to myself, pressing my eyes closed in concentration. The ancient texts in that old grimoire, the whispered instructions and chants were failing us. My mind raced, a whirlwind of fragmented knowledge, desperate for a solution. Kai was down, Soren and Jin was hurt, and the shadow beasts were relentless. We were running out of time."Think, Fiona, think!" I screamed internally. I scanned my memory, flipping through the pages of countless arcane tomes. Then, a flicker. A forgotten passage. A detail I’d dismissed as insignificant. It was a footnote, almost an afterthought, about alternative activation methods. It was vague, cryptic, but… it resonated. A spark of hope ignited in the darkness of my despair.Immediately, I snapped urgent eyes to the central
Fiona’s POVMy heart hammered against my ribs, a frantic drumbeat against the encroaching darkness. No sooner had we begun unloading than I felt them – the pursuers. Their presence was a tangible thing, a cold dread that prickled my skin."The crystals go there," I pointed to a patch of worn earth, where the markings I had made were still visible under my flashlight. "Soren, connect that line to the north node.""Got it, Fiona," growled Soren, his massive form already hefting a heavy stone."Every one get into the circle and do not leave no matter what until I say so." I announced. I focused, pushing aside the fear that threatened to overwhelm me. The magic circle was intricate, a delicate web of power that needed precise placement and intention. My fingers flew across the surfaces of the stones, tracing the ancient symbols and items we had gathered then began chanting the forgotten words. The air shimmered, a faint blue glow beginning to emanate from the circle’s center."They're a
Fiona’s POVThe cavern shimmered with an eerie blue light, the jagged ice crystals reflecting a cold glow that pulsed like a living thing. But we weren’t alone.A sharp gust of wind howled through the chamber, carrying with it a flurry of frost. Then I saw them—ice elemental elves, their lithe bodies shimmering like frost-covered glass. Their piercing, glowing eyes locked onto us, and in an instant, they attacked.“Move!” I shouted, diving behind a frozen stalagmite as razor-sharp ice thorns shot toward us in a deadly barrage.The Alphas scattered, their movements swift and precise. Jin, ever the protector, positioned himself in front of me, sword raised. A shard of ice whizzed past my ear, slicing a few strands of my hair before embedding itself into the ground. I clenched my fists, summoning my energy, but the elves weren’t giving us a moment to breathe.“Go for the leader!” Lyn growled, rolling under a streak of frost magic that turned the stone floor to ice.The elves moved in un
Fiona’s POVThe first clue had led us to the deep swamp behind the old site. It was said that a rare plant, Dark Light Algae, grew here—an essential material for activating the magic array. But as I stood at the swamp’s edge, inhaling the thick, musty air, I couldn’t help but wonder if the legends had conveniently left out the part where we’d have to risk our lives to retrieve it.A dense, eerie fog coiled around twisted trees, their gnarled roots jutting out of the soggy ground like skeletal fingers grasping at the air. Every few steps, the murky water gurgled as if something unseen was shifting beneath the surface. The air was thick, humid, and heavy with the scent of rot and stagnant water.“Ugh, this place reeks,” I muttered, wrinkling my nose as my boots sank into the soft, treacherous earth. Each step was a gamble—too much pressure, and the ground threatened to swallow me whole.“Watch your footing,” Kai warned, his voice strained with concentration as he tested the ground ahe