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Chapter 32

Author: Six Cats
last update Last Updated: 2024-12-05 21:37:07

Fiona’s POV

Beg for mercy? Not a fucking chance in hell.

I’ve begged for mercy so many times all my life that the words have lost their meaning. My life was like an endless abyss, a pit I can never crawl out of, no matter how much I claw at the sides. No matter how much I begged for it to be over. Hopeless. That’s the word, isn’t it? That’s what this is. This existence. It was something I’d never wish an enemy. The utter feeling of hopelessness and despair. The constant alertness that came with it all was truly disheartening.

What good really came out of becoming Fated with four of the most powerful alphas if I lived the life of a wretched leper; unloved and ostracized, yet beaten to pulp and becoming an object of envy when shown the slightest attention. Was it worth the dehumanization and humiliation that came with it? I never for once begged for any of this. I didn’t ask for their attentions. I didn’t ask for a surprise grand confession. I didn’t ask anyone to do anything. All I w
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