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Chapter 52

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Diana

The full weight of my actions last night crashes down on me. I had completely lost control, screaming accusations at Alpha Dominicus, attempting to harm myself... My cheeks burn with shame as I recall the things I said, the way I acted. And the bond – oh goddess, the mate bond. How could something that’s a blessing for everyone turn out to be a curse to me? Does it come as a bundle with the curse of being wolfless?

And it is a curse isn’t it? Of course it is! He is going to reject me too. I’m sure of it…

But what if he doesn’t? What if as he tried to say yesterday, he truly does want me as his mate? But with the way I reacted…

My mind races, conjuring up worst-case scenarios. What if Alpha Dominicus decides I'm too unstable, too damaged to be his mate? What if he rejects me after all, not because of my lack of a wolf, but because of my emotional outburst? The thought sends a fresh wave of pain through my chest.

And what about the pack? If word gets out about what happened, a
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A lifetime of trauma is bound to catch up to you. After going through so much abuse, Diana’s mental health is deteriorating… It will just be a few chapters and things will get better but it is significant to show her journey towards healing…

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