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The Female Beta: trials of Selena CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
Selena’s POVThe whole coronation process and rites finally came to an end and I just watched from where I sat, how people cheered and hailed Raymond’s name on and on right after he officially became the new alpha of the star moon pack. It was done and there was no turning back now, the plan was going to be set in full motion with more intensity from now on and there wasn’t going to be a choice of looking back or having second thoughts. Raymond was now the alpha and it wasn’t a dream… I was really going to end the man I was pretending to love.With the weight of my whole thoughts and realization settling on me, I sighed to myself in distress because I was the one heading the whole mission. Lily was just there to cheer me on and tell me what to do and what not to do since she was more experienced but she was still in a disguise while I wasn’t. I had to be extremely careful while carrying out any action that had to do with the mission because unlike Lily and Alpha’s guards, I had my lif
The Female Beta: trials of Selena CHAPTER FORTY
Selena's POVI finally snapped out my reverie and trance when I realized that I was staring at Raymond way too long for it to just be an act.The crowd was still cheering for us and I quickly put on a smile to cover up my panicked look after realizing that I may or may not be falling for Raymond all over again. I didn't even know if it was all just an act or if it was real anymore but one thing I knew was that I couldn't let Lily know what was running through my mind at the moment because she was only going to panic and it wasn't going to be beneficial for the two of us.I was still sticking to Alpha’s plan because no matter what was going to happen or how complicated my feelings were going to get, I still knew that Alpha was the rightful leader of this pack and Raymond stole it from him by betraying him and the pack members that didn't even know what was going on.Slowly, I took Raymond's hand off my waist and he gave me a questioning look.“I still need to go out for some air” I str
The Female Beta: trials of Selena CHAPTER FORTY ONE
Selena's POVIt was in two days' time! My wedding with Raymond was in two days time and I was the one that chose the day. I was staring at him with wide eyes and I was speechless too because I didn't know what to say in response to what he just asked me when Lily suddenly linked our minds and told me to choose a day that wasn't too far. Without thinking, I spoke out immediately and told him I was okay with having it in two days' time, and the grin that appeared on his face immediately, you would think he won a chunk of wealth.I sighed as I sat on my bed and made a face. I was stressed and just wanted to sleep in for the night but I couldn't because I had to be present for the dinner feast that was to be held that same night which was just a few hours away.I should have known this was what I was signing up for when I willingly sacrificed myself for Alpha’s cause so I had no choice but to endure and keep up now. I wasn't used to it though, it was still taking time for me to get used
The Female Beta: trials of Selena CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
Selena's POVMidnight came, and everyone left for their homes so it was just me, Raymond, Lily, and the guards that were left behind in the courtyard. Alpha was gone from the rooftop too and I felt kind of empty due to his absence no matter how I tried to control how I felt. I guessed I was going to keep on being this way as long as he was my mate because the bond alone was enough to make us feel things for each other.His presence alone was enough to lift my mood throughout the night’s feast and the funny thing was, he wasn't even doing anything. He just sat there and stared back at me but I felt much more comfortable than I was beside Raymond. It was at that moment that I knew that I was just confused about Raymond. He may have been the one that I had been dating and believing I loved but weirdly, the feelings I was beginning to grow for Alpha little by little felt more genuine and even though I was scared that he may end up rejecting me after all of this, I liked how I felt about
The Female Beta: trials of Selena CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
Selena’s POVWe remained in that position for quite a while as I stared at Alpha, wondering where he was heading to with the questions he kept throwing at me but a part of me also wanted to let him know that the kiss I shared with Raymond meant nothing and I never even wanted to kiss him in the first place… I just did it to suit the members of the pack. “The kiss was nothing, I just had to play along and you know that” I replied and he growled again before he held my chin higher and I was looking at him directly in the eyes this time.My heart was still beating fast because I didn't know what to expect from Alpha and his questions. The way he looked at me too was setting a fire and butterflies in my stomach and I knew I was already close to losing it if we went on this way. “I don't care if you had to play along Selena, I want to know if you liked it or not,” he asked me again with fiercer eyes and I gulped before I opened my mouth to speak.“I don't know Alpha, I was confused and d
The Female Beta: trials of Selena CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
Selena's POVIt was the bright rays of the dawning sunlight that woke me up as I squeezed my eyelids shut tighter to keep the light away because I wanted to sleep more but it wasn't working.After a while, I growled and opened my eyes then I sat up, and opposite me were Lily and Laisha and they were both watching me with their hands across their chests.“Good Morning Sunshine” Laisha greeted in a singsong mocking voice and I rolled my eyes at her while Lily laughed.“There's nothing good about the morning Laisha, you both ruined my sleep” I complained but it only made them laugh harder as I groaned to myself and laid back in bed then I covered my head with a pillow to get some sleep for a few minutes… That was if they weren't going to disrupt that one too.“I guess introducing you two to each other wasn't a good idea after all” I muttered to myself under the pillow and immediately, it was pulled off my head along with my blanket from my body. I groaned as I sat up again and glared at
The Female Beta: trials of Selena CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
Selena’s POVIt was hard to make a choice. At the dressmaking place, it was Lily who chose the color, style, and pattern of the dress for me. Now, at the bakery shop for the palace, there were many flavors of cake right in front of me that had been brought for me to make a choice but I still didn't know which to pick out of the numerous choices. It was Laisha who tagged along with me and Lily that did the tasting and at one point, she also got tired of tasting so many flavors that she just advised me to pick simple flavors of my choice that wouldn't put the guest's stomachs in a twist at the wedding.I almost laughed at that but I held myself back… except Lily didn't. She laughed to her content at every funny statement that Laisha made and since Laisha was a funny one, Lily laughed a lot. When the head baker finally brought the last slice of a different flavored cake out, I held her hand to stop her from bringing any more and when she looked at me, I smiled at her.“It's okay Mrs. Mel
The Female Beta: trials of Selena CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
Selena's POVWe finished having our lunch and it was time to go. It was already past noon and I knew that this was the time that Raymond always took off for the day to have a break before he would resume working again. It was the perfect time to meet him to talk.It was a waiter that came this time to take our plates and we thanked him while he bowed down too as we took our leaves.“That lunch helped” Lily said as we held our hands once again while we resumed walking down the streets and people bowed one after the other. “I still feel sick from the cakes” Laisha chipped in and we laughed at her as we kept on walking.Suddenly, someone bumped into me and Laisha and once I caught a wisp of the person’s perfume, Alpha came to mind immediately because the person smelled just like him so I quickly turned my head to see who it was and it was Alpha. He was in a hoodie and he had the hood over his head but our eyes met and I felt nothing but flutter movements in my lower belly as I looked at
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The Female Beta: trials of Selena CHAPTER SIXTY NINE
Selena’s POVTWO DAYS LATER…I just stood and watched as the soldiers picked their weapons one after the other and hand laid on my shoulder. I turned to look and it was Alpha. Our eyes met and he smiled at me before he wiggled his eyebrows and I couldn’t hold back my laughter at how silly he looked. I couldn’t figure it out, how could he be so calm and relaxed when we were about to do something that would determine if we were going to live or not?“Don’t worry, it will all be fine. It’s just a matter of time and this will all be over, you’re my badass luna so I trust you to bring those men to their knees when we get there” he said before he gently held me by my chin and I nodded after we shared a very intense gaze that said a lot of things.I couldn’t even die when I had him. I was going to bring all those guards down with everything I had because I wanted to be with Alpha and nothing was going to change that. Nothing was going to take him from me.“I’ll be fine too Alpha, and it wil
The Female Beta: trials of Selena CHAPTER SIXTY EIGHT
Selena’s POVI finally woke up and I found myself in a room that I had never been or seen before. Once I was fully awake after taking in everything around me with my eyes, I sat up with a start while wondering where I was because I couldn't remember coming to such a place and the last thing I could remember was a blurry memory of how I was laying in Alpha’s hands and he looked extremely angry but I wasn’t even sure if that actually happened.Or did Raymond change my room after finding out I passed out? I thought to myself as I sat still in the bed while listening attentively for any sound to know if someone was coming or not.Suddenly, the door went open and I just froze as I stared at the person that opened the door with wide and scared eyes and I watched as his eyes went wide too when he saw I was awake. Then he closed the door again and I heard his footsteps as he ran off to where I didn’t know and I was left more confused as I wondered what was happening.I didn’t know the person
The Female Beta: trials of Selena CHAPTER SIXTY SEVEN
Selena’s POVIt was a difficult task to have to endure everything that Raymond did to me and on a few occasions, I felt my will breaking but when I remembered that Lily was going to come for me and I was going to be with Alpha soon, my resolve to endure it all only got stronger and I could see the frustration on Raymond’s face, he was getting tired because I wasn’t yielding but then, he should have known that.I’m a soldier or I could say I was a soldier and I will always stick to the rule of secrecy because that’s what we do for our teammates all the time.Raymond stopped electrocuting me for the hundredth time and I couldn’t even feel anything again after the shock died down in my body but my head was still ringing and my nose was bleeding. I was sure that I also had scratches on my face from his punches and slaps to get me to talk and my face stung so bad due to the sweat that kept running down nonstop.“So you aren’t going to say anything Selena?” Raymond asked me as he sat opposi
The Female Beta: trials of Selena CHAPTER SIXTY SIX
Alpha’s POVI wasn’t calm and Lily could see it too. I just kept on pacing to and fro in the room and I couldn’t even bring myself to leave for the night because I was scared that Raymond could do something to Selena by harming her. That was if he hadn’t begun torturing her already and just the thought of that got me more infuriated and scared for her sake.“Damn it Lily, what do we do now? We have to get her out of there before he hurts her beyond her limit. We can’t just leave her there with him to have his way and you know that, she’s my mate and it is my duty to protect her, I can’t just let her remain there for him to have his way with her. He’s going to blame her for these attacks and would want to know everything by forcing her to tell him what she knows. I trust Selena to not say anything but I don’t trust Raymond, that bastard would go to any length to get what he wants and I really hope he doesn’t kill her while doing that” I rambled on and on while Lily just sat down silent
The Female Beta: trials of Selena CHAPTER SIXTY FIVE
Selena’s POVWhen I woke up, I was sure that a lot of time had passed and the room was completely dark so I couldn’t even make out or recognize where I was. There was a little stream of light coming through the little window that was up high in the wall though and I could tell from the moon light that it was already night and I wondered if Alpha had gone through with the plan. I wondered if Lily would be able to tell him about my predicament and I couldn’t help but also wonder what he was going to do about it.I hoped that he wasn’t going to lose his cool and do something rash because it could get him caught by Raymond and that was going to be the end of our plan so I only hoped that he was still going to go ahead with the plan without letting his feelings get the best of him while I faced Raymond and whatever he was going to do to me.Then I tried to move from the chair where I sat but I then realized I was tied up and I couldn’t move an inch unless the ropes were loosened. Grunting
The Female Beta: trials of Selena CHAPTER SIXTY FOUR
Selena’s POVWe began to train and training was fun for me. I was feeling good after seeing the defeated look on Raymond’s face and the want to see him like that the more was just so strong that it was hard for me to fight it.Laisha, who was training with me as I threw punches at the bag that she held suddenly let the bag go before she sat on the floor and she crossed her arms to make an X sign while I looked at her, while wondering why she suddenly stopped.“I get that you’re ecstatic and all Selena, but girl! You’re going to break my arms if you keep on throwing strong punches like that!” she exclaimed and I burst into a loud laughter when she was done speaking because I never expected that would be her reason for stopping the training with me.“But I wasn’t throwing punches that were that hard though” I tried to defend myself with a playful smile on my face and she shook her head immediately before she stopped drinking from the bottle of water in her hand.“I totally disagree. My
The Female Beta: trials of Selena CHAPTER SIXTY THREE
Selena’s POVAfter eating, we finally began our discussion about the next plan that we had to work on immediately before Raymond would be able to get new soldiers because that was just going to make our effort be in vain and we would have to start all over again. “So what next Alpha, are we doing anything this time or will it just be you and the soldiers?” Lily asked Alpha and he sighed before he wrapped his arms around my waist since I was still sitting on his thighs and he was silent for a while, like he was deep in thought before he finally spoke.“I want us to get the random attacks over with quickly and from my calculation, three attacks would do it to weaken the palace’s security so we have two more attacks to carry out before the big one” he said then he averted his gaze from where he was staring into space and looked at Lily.“The next attack is going to be tonight again. I know Raymond like the back of my hand and I know he would think whoever the attackers are won’t return
The Female Beta: trials of Selena CHAPTER SIXTY TWO
Selena’s POVI was excited and I couldn’t deny that but a part of me was still anxious and I knew it was because I hadn't seen Alpha yet to be sure that he was completely fine. I still couldn’t stop smiling though and it was because I knew that Alpha succeeded and didn't get hurt in the course of the attack. After all, they didn't get any of them and knowing that he was fine was another reason to be so happy but I still wanted to see him.Also, in a matter of time, it wasn’t going to be too long until we would be able to retrieve the pack from Raymond… Once we had weakened the pack’s security, it was going to be easy to defeat him and it was only a matter of time before that happened, it didn’t seem so far away anymore. Feeling overwhelmed with excitement, I squealed out loud to myself before I fell on the bed and let out a sigh while Laisha and Lily just watched me with smiles on their faces too. We were all happy and it was very obvious, now the next thing was to meet Alpha the nex
The Female Beta: trials of Selena CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
Selena’s POVIt felt like the days were moving even faster than they were and it wasn’t a bad thing for me, it only meant we were going to get our mission over with faster and Raymond was finally going to be out of the picture while the pack would be restored back to the way it was but a part of me was getting nervous and I knew it wasn’t like me. I was always the brave one who takes the first step and gets into most missions before thinking it through but now, I was getting scared before we even started anything and I knew just why.This time, I had someone to lose and I was scared of losing him. What I had with Raymond was never going to last but I could see myself spending many days with Alpha once we were through with this mission but that could only happen if he stayed alive and didn’t get hurt until the end of everything for me… for the two of us because it would all seem futile if anything bad happened to him and I ended up losing him. I didn’t even want to think of the possib
