~Jake~I have been waiting for days, expecting some sort of news from her, but nothing has come through yet and I don't think it would even come through but I am still waiting, hoping that within her, she will have a little bit of pity for me and tell me what is going on.I know that I deserve this punishment. This was my instant karma and I deserve every bit of it. But the curiosity was killing me. The agonizing wait was draining everything in my body.When I found out that Crescent Pack was having a party in honor of my son and my mate, I completely lost it.When Aiden told me that Crescent Pack didn't invite HalfMoon Pack to this party, I extended my invitation to that arrogant bastard and he couldn't even reciprocate the same gesture.Why was the moon goddess punishing me this way? This was the only way that I could see my son. My son whom I rejected and called a bastard. Whenever I remember that day, I am filled with so much regret and hatred for myself.If only I could turn back
~Xavier~Even though the party was a success and Kira was happy, I felt a change in her mood and attitude. She still smiled a lot and cracked jokes with me but I felt as if something was off with her. She seemed tense whenever she was near me.I couldn't understand the reason why she was scared of me. Maybe I was just reading too much meaning into it. She was no longer pregnant so I am sure it wasn't the hormones, or was there another type of hormones that disturbed women after giving birth that I wasn't aware of?Was she disappointed about the fact that I didn't invite Alpha Jake to his son's party or was there something else that was making her sad that I wasn't aware about? I was tempted to ask Alianna, but I knew that she wouldn't be of any help to me.She would pretend as if she didn't know what was going on and would even go as far as making me look like a fool. I know she would lie and tell me that she hasn't noticed anything strange about Kira.I tried so much not to dwell on
~Xavier~"Are you trying to give me a concussion?” Jayden asked as I threw a dish at him which he dodged. Did he really think that I was joking when I told him that I wouldn't spare him if he misbehaved again? My patience was growing thin. I was sick and tired of making up excuses for him. He was a grown-ass man, it was high time he started acting like one, not making mistakes up and down"I don't care if you get a concussion or not. You had one job but you blew it. How incompetent can you be? You are really disappointing me as the Beta of this Pack. I am ashamed of you. I am embarrassed to call you my friend and Beta. You better tell me the reason why Kira is acting so strange and why she wants to go on a little trip or else I am going to bash your head open.”I just hope the moon goddess would give me enough patience to relate more to his stupidity because I don't know how much of this I can take.Whenever I see him, the only thing that I can think about is how to rip him apart. Th
~Kira~I’ve been living a lie. I used to see the world as colorful but now, everything is just black and white.I was just too blind to see that the world was only in black and white. I thought that things were finally looking up for me but whenever something good happens in my life, there must be a twist that follows.Why can't the moon goddess give me that little happiness that I am asking for? What did I ever do to deserve such a life? Am I truly cursed or is this just another test?The Xavier that I knew was gone and now replaced with this total stranger.Maybe he was even saying all those things to the seer, to spook me. He may have known I was hiding behind the wall the whole time.No matter how hard I tried to twist the whole thing and try to make him look good or even make sense of what I heard, I just couldn't help it.I could no longer tell him about what I found in the basement. I have no idea who to trust anymore. What if Xavier and Jayden had a hand in the body I discover
~Jayden~I waited for her under the pine tree. I was getting restless as seconds turned into minutes and minutes into hours.I was worried. We were supposed to meet here but she was late. What could be the problem? This is so unlike her. She always liked to be punctual in everything. She hated being late.She would always hassle me whenever I came to an appointment late which was why I knew something was wrong.I hope Xavier didn't intercept her. He was getting quite cocky. He no longer had that fear in his eyes or that look of guilt whenever he talked about doing something bad instead, it looks as if he was taking joy in it.He promised me that he had buried that personality a long time ago. He told me that nothing would make him go back.He was truly crazy and I was scared of what he was going to do to Kira if I didn't find a way to intercept their relationship.He was becoming too obsessed with her, too possessive. Always watching her like a hawk.Kira may see it as love but I foun
~Kira~I look like stress itself. I haven't been getting enough sleep ever since I discovered how dubious Xavier was. I have basically been sleeping with one eye open.I was scared that he was going to smother me in my sleep, and I didn't want to take any chances. Paranoia has become my name lately. I didn't even share my worries with anyone. I don't even know who to trust.He was the Alpha and I was his Luna. People would look at me as if I was crazy if I were to tell them that their Alpha was nothing but a vicious cold-blooded killer who didn't have any remorse whatsoever for what he did, but instead took pride and joy in it. They will think that I was looking for attention all day and will even run straight to Xavier to tell himNot even Jayden and Alianna could know what I was going through. I no longer trusted anyone.Alianna proved me right when I asked her the other day about the basement. Could the three of them have known what was inside there and have been making a fool out
~Kira~"Come over here right now, Kira! Don't make this harder for yourself than it already is” Xavier growled, making me almost piss on myself.I backed away again, my eyes scanning the entire room to find a place that I could hide.Whoever said that falling in love was the most beautiful thing should be executed. They should not even be allowed to stand trial. Because of my naivety of looking for a happy ending and looking for a guy who would love me, I fell into a snare. I dug my own grief.I should have known that there were many red flags but instead, I blindly followed my heart and now I was going to pay the ultimate fine.“It kills me to kill you but I have no choice. In this world, you either eat or you get eaten. You are either the predator or the prey and this time you are the prey and I am the predator. I love you, more than I ever did Lucy.” he continued as he stalked towards me."With you, I felt so alive. I am obsessed with you but I am the Alpha and I want to remain the
~Kira~Fear, shock, guilt. Those are what I feel right now. I never knew that I would ever kill someone in my life. I knew that I was a wolf and we are trained to hunt and kill in the face of danger and I knew that it was self-defense but I never meant to drive the poisonous spike so deep into his heart.I was just hoping to graze his skin just to make him weak and I can make a run for it. I don't know what came over me. I can't even explain it.It was as if something else overtook my body and was controlling me, but I knew that excuse wouldn't stick. No one would believe that Xavier tried to kill me. They would all believe that I murdered their Alpha in cold blood.He was viewed as a saint in this Pack and that annoying seer would try to bring up an issue or try to make a false prophecy that I had wanted to kill Xavier a long time ago.Everyone seemed to always believe her words. This was all her fault. She didn't deserve to have a peaceful life for the misery that she caused me righ