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Chapter 33
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Ynnah
It is so hard to let go.
Letting go is hard because it means that you need to free yourself from some aspects of your past. Things that have become a part of yourself – of what makes you who you are today.
Xander is the one who made me what I am today.
And letting him go is so hard to my part. It was so hard especially because I wasn't able to say the things that I wanted to say. There was no closure. Was in deep repentance. I wanted to say 'goodbye', 'Sorry', and thank you but death was so vile that it didn't give me a chance to do those things.
I wanted to say goodbye for the memories of the past that is now clearly understood why those things happened. I wanted to say sorry, for all the wrongs and mistakes that we have done to each other, that I have done to him which made a huge gap between us. And thank you, for giving me the love that I deserve and fo
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YnnahI'm ready. I am ready to give my life if in exchange for that is peace between our families. I don't want to be the cause of anything like this anymore. I'm sick of being the reason why everyone around me was involved in any kind of disaster just because they wanted to protect me. They wanted to keep me safe.If my life were the substitute just to stop this chaos I would not hesitate to sacrifice. I will give her my life of that's what she wanted.If me being dead bring peace to people I loved, then so be it. I won't mind anymore.Just as Amanda pulled the trigger, Xander tried to steal the gun away from his mother last minute, while my Dad tried to throw himself in front of me to use his body as a shield. And the moment after I heard a gunshot, followed by another and after another.It was as if I had lost myself when I heard gunshots. My senses were blocked out except for my vision. I wanted to stay awake but felt like my head would break in pai
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Ynnah"You killed, Daddy?"I was surprised to hear a voice I didn’t expect today. I peeked behind Daddy, and saw Xander standing in the doorway.So, he knows where we are?"Xander?" Aunt Amanda was so flustered seeing her Son. She walk towards Xander. She held Xanders' arm. "What the hell are you doing here? How did you get in here?"While Aunt Amanda was busy Daddy carefully and quietly walked over to Mommy and me. When he got closer he immediately removed the knot of the rope in his hand which he seemed to mean and then he removed the tapes one by one from Mommy and me."D-daddy." I whispered so quietly in a stuttered voice and trembling lips.I felt so scared.He shook his head to keep me quiet as he hugged me tightly and quickly then turned to Mommy. He couldn't keep his emotions as he kissed my Mom's head so dearly. My Mom closed her eyes because of the kiss that given by my Dad.How I love seeing their simple sweet gestures
