Ynnah
I woke up in a dim light room. Only light in an expensive lamp shade emits light.
Expensive lamp shades?
I get my ass up as I roam my eyes around the dim light room where I was lying and realize that I wasn't on my own room.
Wait, what the - where am I?
I tried to remember what happened and how the hell I got here.
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"Francis!" I screamed as I hugged my older brother in great fear and nervousness. Fuck! It's just a very bad nightmare but it freaking seems so real!
"Are you having bad dreams again?" He asked as he stroked my back to calm me down from fear.
"Francis! Francis! He's going to kill me! He's going to kill me Francis! I don't want to die, please I don't want to die!" I exclaimed as I burst into tears while tightening my embrace to him as if I didn't want to let
Ynnah It's been two days since I saw and talked to Eros here in his mansion and for two days I haven't seen him even his shadow or anything.I also called home that I couldn't go home yet because I had something important to do and of course, that wasn't true and I felt grateful because they trusted me so they allowed me to stay here for a while. But honestly talking... I am definitely bored in here in the room where he brought me the day he took me from home unexpectedly and little by little I will definitely going to lose my temper! Where is that handsome creature and I can't even find him? I went back to his library a few times but he wasn't there. I also searched almost all the rooms to find his room but nothing, I couldn't find it. Even in the kitchen he was not there. It would have been okay that he
ErosI was staring at the clear blue sky while sitting at the edge of the roof of the biggest building in the city."What a beautiful but a cruel world." I smirked as I shook my head in disbelief."They're already looking for you." I was distracted by the voice coming from behind me."I'll follow," I said before turning back to the beautiful view below the large building of the city.I felt him leave so I stood up already as I fluttered my wings before flying back to heaven."Eros," my father called to me as soon as I entered his throne within his enormous golden kingdom.Here are the other angels except for my brother who seems to have left the kingdom again without asking father's permission."Is my mission to the couple who almost died in the accident over?" I asked.The father nodded in agreement with what I ju
ErosThe love between angels and humans is forbidden by the father. We claim that the act defies father's will, and the angel involved will be dissipated at once. But why? If we, angels are all about love and kindness, why can’t an angel fall for someone wholeheartedly?Well, as what Ajal had said.As father's servants, we reveal His purpose and act accordingly to His commands.Falling in love with a human would mean that we are no longer only father's servant and we don’t serve only father anymore.So, what if we receive a command from the father which contradicts our own will after falling in love with a human? That could even lead to attempting to alter the Father's plan if we fall in love with the human more than we worship the father almighty.That's I think why we are forbidden to love a human."How is your being the Guardian of a beautiful
ErosWeeks and months passed when the Dear Father called me again. I don't know what's going on with me, but I'm not comfortable with how I feel. It was as if there was some kind of race inside my chest as I flew into the golden kingdom.When I got inside I was immediately greeted by other angels scattered in every corner of that room. He has - he does and has their own worlds. Others are laughing and talking about things.The moment I approached the throne of the Dear Father, I stood in front of him before I bowed my head as a sign of respect."Ajal told me that you're asking about me, dear father." I said as soon as I could get up properly.My two hands are hidden behind my back while standing upright. And as usual, I am wearing my stoic expression while staring at nothing but particular.It's been since I came here decades ago, I haven't experienced looking a
Eros"How's your mission?" asked Eron the moment he sat beside me."It's fine." I answered as I lean on the railings and stared at the sky."Seems like your action speaks otherwise." Eron do the same. He lean on the railings and also stared at the clear dark sky."Why are you here? You're supposed to be on the other side of the earth to fulfill your assigned mission.""I just heard some news about an angel who caught up having sexual intercourse in a human." My gaze suddenly turned to him with a surprising look."When?" I asked that made him turned his gaze at me with confusion written on his face."You didn't know? Everyone knows that, while you don’t?""You know that I'm not nosy like you. Plus, I'm busy with this mission. I must know every move and everything this mortal will do every second of everyday. Her life cannot be enda
Eros"Do you want to admit something to me, Eros?" Father asked, which scared me. I shuddered as I bowed in front of him.They found out about my first form in a human appearance just because of the mortal I was watching. And I know that my true feelings for that mortal are no longer hidden from the knowledge of the Father. But here it is, and he has already found a way to confront me.I know he has known about my love for that mortal since the first time I saw her in his mysterious golden well. He is the Father who made us all, so it is not impossible for him to know about that fact.And now I will face all the punishments and judgments that the Father will give me. Especially my brother's anger and hatred because I broke my promise and betrayed him as well just because I fall in love with the same human he loves.Even if how much I wanted to repent all my unwanted actions and
ErosAs a former angel I really had a hard time adjusting to the life as a human being. I really have a difficult experienced being a human, there's a lot unexpected happenings. In the two years I have been looking for her it has been very difficult. I don't know where to look for her. I lost my memory of where she lived. I only remember her face and posture, and her smiles. But the rest is blank. I didn't even remember her name.I was a tramp on the road for a year, when a rich old man came to my aid. He helped me with everything. He was a billionaire but he was alone in his life. Surprising isn't it? He already has everything but he is alone and has no family. To my great surprise I could not help but ask him why. How is he able to run his business without even having anyone involved in promoting his businesses especially now that he is already old. What he should be is resting and not working. But here and the opposite is
YnnahI could hardly believe everything I learned about him. In all he went through he could only be with me is so unbelievable. He traded everything he had as an angel just for someone like me. I was deeply impressed by his dedication, but I could not help feeling upset. His wings were ripped because of me. Because of the forbidden love he has for me. He made so much sacrifice while I did nothing at all.Then now he is facing a big trouble and that's because of me. It is all because of me, again."Francine," I suddenly came back to myself as Eros spoke next to me.We are here on the terrace of his room staring at the dark but starry sky. This is what I like at night, it relieves stress and relaxes every time I drink milk while just staring at the star-filled sky. My favorite feeling when I just stared at it while doing nothing."Yes?" I asked as I avert my gaze at him who is s
YnnahI couldn’t believe everything that I just found out about Liza and Calisse. It was like a broken record that my memory repeatedly recalled everything Eron had said. I can't believe it. I don't want to believe.If it's all just a dream, please! I want to wake up! I can no longer do what I know! I can no longer sink all the revelations into my brain!Everything that I just found out is so fucking frustrating!"Say hello to hell, Francine."A loud blow of the pipe to my back brought me back to my senses. With the force of the beating I bled.So this is what they called, hell in Earth."Taste my revenge, Francine. This is the payment of all the sacrifices that turns into nothing!" he exclaimed as he laughed demonically.A strong blow to my stomach caused me to vomit blood.
YnnahI look forward to this day. The confrontation. But why do I feel like I wasn’t prepared? Instead of courage, fear and apprehension I feel at these times.And seeing Eron in front of me right now is giving me chills to my spine with his cold hazel brown eyes. If you look at him you will see the difference between him and Eros even if they say they are identical twins. They maybe have the same features, but apart from the different colors of their eyes and hair, you can see a mole on the side of Eron's left eye while Eros' is on his nose.If you are new and do not know them you will be really confused as to which of them is Eron or Eros. But when you finally know them then you can see the difference between the two of them."You good? Scared?" he asked.At the same time, was the opening of four lights coming from both corners of the arena, and a torch on my side. It was onl
YnnahIt's been a few weeks since we, Eros and I, went back to school. Nothing has changed except the three women who cornered me before, they are avoiding me now. I don’t know why and what happened. Maybe it's because of what Eros did to them so they are now avoiding me.If that so, then I'm so much grateful to that. No one oppresses me anymore.It's already our class dismissal so I immediately arrange my belongings in my bag so that when Eros returns, I will be ready to go home. He was called to the faculty room for the books he donated the other day so I'm alone now."Uh, Ynnah." I looked up at the person who called my name just now and I immediately smiled when I saw Calisse.She slyly smiled at me while she look so hesitant."Hello, do you need anything?" I asked when I saw the cleaning carts she was carrying.I noticed how she hardly grippe
Eros"The day of your reckoning is near, Eros." Dad said as he sipped his coffee while sitting in front of the swivel chair of his office here inside the mansion.I took a deep breath as I lean my back on the back rest of the sofa. I even crossed my legs while massaging the bridge of my nose."I know that thing. I'm not afraid of him, all I'm worried about is Francine. I don't want her to be in danger because of me. I promised to protect her.""You've been protecting her all your life. It's not impossible that you can't protect her now," he said full of determination and confidence."I'm afraid for her safety. After all, it's all my fault. She wouldn't be in danger if it weren't for me." I reasoned out which made him put his cup of coffee down on the table and stared at me blankly."Stop blaming yourself, Eros. That thing doesn't help the situa
Ynnah'Ynnah ... Ynnah'I woke up from that call of someon's voice. A call coming from nowhere. Opening my eyes is the only darkness I can see. I am standing in eternal darkness.It was a void, I'm sure of it. Nothing seems to exist in that darkness but demise.But wait, what am I doing here?'Ynnah ... Ynnah'Again a voice called my name. It is a voice of a man. A man's voice who's unfamiliar to me.I walked.I was walking towards... Where?No, I was not just walking.. but I am following someone.Someone I don't know.But why?Why am I following him?"Who are you?" I asked to someone. Someone I can't see. I can't see anything but darkness.
YnnahIt is so hard to let go.Letting goishardbecause it means that you need to free yourself from some aspects of your past. Things that have become a part of yourself – of what makes you who you are today.Xander is the one who made me what I am today.And letting him go is so hard to my part. It was so hard especially because I wasn't able to say the things that I wanted to say. There was no closure. Was in deep repentance. I wanted to say 'goodbye', 'Sorry', and thank you but death was so vile that it didn't give me a chance to do those things.I wanted to say goodbye for the memories of the past that is now clearly understood why those things happened. I wanted to say sorry, for all the wrongs and mistakes that we have done to each other, that I have done to him which made a huge gap between us. And thank you, for giving me the love that I deserve and fo
Ynnah'Ynnah ... Ynnah'I woke up from that call of someon's voice. A call coming from nowhere. Opening my eyes is the only darkness I can see. I am standing in eternal darkness.It was a void, I'm sure of it. Nothing seems to exist in that darkness but demise.But wait, what am I doing here?'Ynnah ... Ynnah'Again a voice called my name. It is a voice of a man. A man's voice who's unfamiliar to me.I walked.I was walking towards... Where?No, I was not just walking.. but I am following someone.Someone I don't know.But why?Why am I following him?"Who are you?" I asked to someone. Someone I can't see. I can't see anything but darkness.
YnnahI'm ready. I am ready to give my life if in exchange for that is peace between our families. I don't want to be the cause of anything like this anymore. I'm sick of being the reason why everyone around me was involved in any kind of disaster just because they wanted to protect me. They wanted to keep me safe.If my life were the substitute just to stop this chaos I would not hesitate to sacrifice. I will give her my life of that's what she wanted.If me being dead bring peace to people I loved, then so be it. I won't mind anymore.Just as Amanda pulled the trigger, Xander tried to steal the gun away from his mother last minute, while my Dad tried to throw himself in front of me to use his body as a shield. And the moment after I heard a gunshot, followed by another and after another.It was as if I had lost myself when I heard gunshots. My senses were blocked out except for my vision. I wanted to stay awake but felt like my head would break in pai
Ynnah"You killed, Daddy?"I was surprised to hear a voice I didn’t expect today. I peeked behind Daddy, and saw Xander standing in the doorway.So, he knows where we are?"Xander?" Aunt Amanda was so flustered seeing her Son. She walk towards Xander. She held Xanders' arm. "What the hell are you doing here? How did you get in here?"While Aunt Amanda was busy Daddy carefully and quietly walked over to Mommy and me. When he got closer he immediately removed the knot of the rope in his hand which he seemed to mean and then he removed the tapes one by one from Mommy and me."D-daddy." I whispered so quietly in a stuttered voice and trembling lips.I felt so scared.He shook his head to keep me quiet as he hugged me tightly and quickly then turned to Mommy. He couldn't keep his emotions as he kissed my Mom's head so dearly. My Mom closed her eyes because of the kiss that given by my Dad.How I love seeing their simple sweet gestures