Ynnah
Shit!
What should I do?
Fuck!
Why now?
"Hey, are you okay in there? It's almost 20 mins," who else is knocking? It's none other than Eros.
He was the only person I am with from earlier in the hospital until now here in the public comfort room of a park we passed by while we are walking to go home. And guess what? Is it because I am so unlucky that every time I am with him, my period comes at the wrong time?
Gosh!
That's why my stomach hurts, feeling like I'm painful cramps because, it's actually the third week of the month. Ugh, why am I so unlucky today? What am I going to do now? I'm sure I will going to have a red stain and get embarrass to other people if I just ignore it. I should have ordered Eros to buy a - something you know? A girls thing?
Oh my goodness! That man will definitely st
Ynnah "Remember to read the pages 123-143. We will discuss all the topics under that scope next meeting." Our professor said. "That's all for today. Class dismissed." I heavily sigh as I eyed our book's table of contents for a few seconds. Our professor's asking us to read almost around hundred pages that will be our topic next meeting. I don't know how he will maximize our time to teach four topics in three hours, if even now that he only teaches two topics it will take three hours, how much more if he will teach four topics in that short period of time? I was pulled away from my thoughts when someone pasted a sticky note at the top of my book. 'Eat lunch with me.' I read on what was written there. I averted my gaze at the man standing at the front of my desk as I took a deep breath. I am not surprised anymore that it was Eros, but I felt somethi
Ynnah "Are you okay?" my older brother asked when I calmed down. "I already asked Manang to burn those box with the dead cat. Don't worry, from now on I will watch over you. I will never allow this to happen again." I smiled at him as I felt how worried he is about me but he didn't have to do this thing. I don't want to bother him anymore because I know he is also busy with school and modeling. I don't want to bother my brother just because of what happened earlier. "Francis, you don't have to worry like this. I'm okay, so don't bother watching me. Also, I'm already a big girl. I can handle myself alone." I said as I gave him my assuring smile but he just gave me a dull gaze which means, he is not agreeing on what I just said. "I am your brother, Francine," he sternly said. "Yes I know but, I just don't want to bother you anymore. I know that you're a busy person." "You don't bother me
Ynnah Days had passed since I received the death note and paperbag containing the box with the dead cat. And a few days later I was already able to go and enter that palatial mansion of Eros. And right until now, I am still wondering about how it happened that he was the only one living in that oversized house? Are his parents dead? If not, where are they? Abroad? On vacation? Business meetings? I want to ask him about those things but I don't think I'm in the position to interfere in anyone's life. But what amazes me more, with the sheer size and cost of their belongings in the mansion is that neither a guard nor an assistant doesn't have it. And the painting, why do I feel there is a deep meaning behind that painting. And what bothers my brain even more are Calisse and Xander. What do they have to do with the mysteries that happening in my life
Ynnah "Ynnah! You're spacing out again. What's wrong with you? Its been two days since that witch slash angel thingy. Are you still bothered about those things she have told you?" she asked as I took a deep breath and lean my back on the sofa. We're here today in our living room where we filmed a marathon and a food trip. My older brother is'nt here at home again, they have a photoshoot for their next school magazine, since he won their school beauty pageant while my Mom and Dad are busy with the company as always. Well, what's new, anyway? "I don't believe such a thing." I said then hugged the pillow I took from my room and buried my face on it. "Then what's the problem?" There was a hint of concern on her voice. "You won't space out if there's nothing wrong. N
Ynnah "I'll tell you everything before it's too late." Suddenly my heart pounded, not because of nervousness but because of the possibilities and ideas that are now forming in my mind. I want to know all the reasons why all of thesesl were happening to me. From the opening of the heavens to the death threats I received. I was about to speak when someone spoke behind me. "Francine, what are you still doing here outside?" I suddenly turned to my older brother who suddenly appeared behind me. "I-I ..." "Let's go inside, it's already late," he ordered me. "But-" I was about to turn my gaze at Eros but I didn't continue from doing so because of something that suddenly passed b
Ynnah "I am Eron, his twin brother who became miserable because of his fucking love in a fucking human like you!" And that made me more shock in disbelief! His what!? His twin!? "Wh-what!?" Eros is in love with me!? Seriously? Me? "Do you know what is right for you? You must die!" He exclaimed and my eyes widened at the sight of his dagger coming from me. "No!" "Ynnah!" I woke up immediately while my heart is pounding with the extreme nervousness I'm feeling right now. I felt my cold sweat streaming down my face as my body quivering in fea
Ynnah I woke up in a dim light room. Only light in an expensive lamp shade emits light. Expensive lamp shades? I get my ass up as I roam my eyes around the dim light room where I was lying and realize that I wasn't on my own room. Wait, what the - where am I? I tried to remember what happened and how the hell I got here. • "Francis!" I screamed as I hugged my older brother in great fear and nervousness. Fuck! It's just a very bad nightmare but it freaking seems so real! "Are you having bad dreams again?" He asked as he stroked my back to calm me down from fear. "Francis! Francis! He's going to kill me! He's going to kill me Francis! I don't want to die, please I don't want to die!" I exclaimed as I burst into tears while tightening my embrace to him as if I didn't want to let
Ynnah It's been two days since I saw and talked to Eros here in his mansion and for two days I haven't seen him even his shadow or anything.I also called home that I couldn't go home yet because I had something important to do and of course, that wasn't true and I felt grateful because they trusted me so they allowed me to stay here for a while. But honestly talking... I am definitely bored in here in the room where he brought me the day he took me from home unexpectedly and little by little I will definitely going to lose my temper! Where is that handsome creature and I can't even find him? I went back to his library a few times but he wasn't there. I also searched almost all the rooms to find his room but nothing, I couldn't find it. Even in the kitchen he was not there. It would have been okay that he
YnnahI couldn’t believe everything that I just found out about Liza and Calisse. It was like a broken record that my memory repeatedly recalled everything Eron had said. I can't believe it. I don't want to believe.If it's all just a dream, please! I want to wake up! I can no longer do what I know! I can no longer sink all the revelations into my brain!Everything that I just found out is so fucking frustrating!"Say hello to hell, Francine."A loud blow of the pipe to my back brought me back to my senses. With the force of the beating I bled.So this is what they called, hell in Earth."Taste my revenge, Francine. This is the payment of all the sacrifices that turns into nothing!" he exclaimed as he laughed demonically.A strong blow to my stomach caused me to vomit blood.
YnnahI look forward to this day. The confrontation. But why do I feel like I wasn’t prepared? Instead of courage, fear and apprehension I feel at these times.And seeing Eron in front of me right now is giving me chills to my spine with his cold hazel brown eyes. If you look at him you will see the difference between him and Eros even if they say they are identical twins. They maybe have the same features, but apart from the different colors of their eyes and hair, you can see a mole on the side of Eron's left eye while Eros' is on his nose.If you are new and do not know them you will be really confused as to which of them is Eron or Eros. But when you finally know them then you can see the difference between the two of them."You good? Scared?" he asked.At the same time, was the opening of four lights coming from both corners of the arena, and a torch on my side. It was onl
YnnahIt's been a few weeks since we, Eros and I, went back to school. Nothing has changed except the three women who cornered me before, they are avoiding me now. I don’t know why and what happened. Maybe it's because of what Eros did to them so they are now avoiding me.If that so, then I'm so much grateful to that. No one oppresses me anymore.It's already our class dismissal so I immediately arrange my belongings in my bag so that when Eros returns, I will be ready to go home. He was called to the faculty room for the books he donated the other day so I'm alone now."Uh, Ynnah." I looked up at the person who called my name just now and I immediately smiled when I saw Calisse.She slyly smiled at me while she look so hesitant."Hello, do you need anything?" I asked when I saw the cleaning carts she was carrying.I noticed how she hardly grippe
Eros"The day of your reckoning is near, Eros." Dad said as he sipped his coffee while sitting in front of the swivel chair of his office here inside the mansion.I took a deep breath as I lean my back on the back rest of the sofa. I even crossed my legs while massaging the bridge of my nose."I know that thing. I'm not afraid of him, all I'm worried about is Francine. I don't want her to be in danger because of me. I promised to protect her.""You've been protecting her all your life. It's not impossible that you can't protect her now," he said full of determination and confidence."I'm afraid for her safety. After all, it's all my fault. She wouldn't be in danger if it weren't for me." I reasoned out which made him put his cup of coffee down on the table and stared at me blankly."Stop blaming yourself, Eros. That thing doesn't help the situa
Ynnah'Ynnah ... Ynnah'I woke up from that call of someon's voice. A call coming from nowhere. Opening my eyes is the only darkness I can see. I am standing in eternal darkness.It was a void, I'm sure of it. Nothing seems to exist in that darkness but demise.But wait, what am I doing here?'Ynnah ... Ynnah'Again a voice called my name. It is a voice of a man. A man's voice who's unfamiliar to me.I walked.I was walking towards... Where?No, I was not just walking.. but I am following someone.Someone I don't know.But why?Why am I following him?"Who are you?" I asked to someone. Someone I can't see. I can't see anything but darkness.
YnnahIt is so hard to let go.Letting goishardbecause it means that you need to free yourself from some aspects of your past. Things that have become a part of yourself – of what makes you who you are today.Xander is the one who made me what I am today.And letting him go is so hard to my part. It was so hard especially because I wasn't able to say the things that I wanted to say. There was no closure. Was in deep repentance. I wanted to say 'goodbye', 'Sorry', and thank you but death was so vile that it didn't give me a chance to do those things.I wanted to say goodbye for the memories of the past that is now clearly understood why those things happened. I wanted to say sorry, for all the wrongs and mistakes that we have done to each other, that I have done to him which made a huge gap between us. And thank you, for giving me the love that I deserve and fo
Ynnah'Ynnah ... Ynnah'I woke up from that call of someon's voice. A call coming from nowhere. Opening my eyes is the only darkness I can see. I am standing in eternal darkness.It was a void, I'm sure of it. Nothing seems to exist in that darkness but demise.But wait, what am I doing here?'Ynnah ... Ynnah'Again a voice called my name. It is a voice of a man. A man's voice who's unfamiliar to me.I walked.I was walking towards... Where?No, I was not just walking.. but I am following someone.Someone I don't know.But why?Why am I following him?"Who are you?" I asked to someone. Someone I can't see. I can't see anything but darkness.
YnnahI'm ready. I am ready to give my life if in exchange for that is peace between our families. I don't want to be the cause of anything like this anymore. I'm sick of being the reason why everyone around me was involved in any kind of disaster just because they wanted to protect me. They wanted to keep me safe.If my life were the substitute just to stop this chaos I would not hesitate to sacrifice. I will give her my life of that's what she wanted.If me being dead bring peace to people I loved, then so be it. I won't mind anymore.Just as Amanda pulled the trigger, Xander tried to steal the gun away from his mother last minute, while my Dad tried to throw himself in front of me to use his body as a shield. And the moment after I heard a gunshot, followed by another and after another.It was as if I had lost myself when I heard gunshots. My senses were blocked out except for my vision. I wanted to stay awake but felt like my head would break in pai
Ynnah"You killed, Daddy?"I was surprised to hear a voice I didn’t expect today. I peeked behind Daddy, and saw Xander standing in the doorway.So, he knows where we are?"Xander?" Aunt Amanda was so flustered seeing her Son. She walk towards Xander. She held Xanders' arm. "What the hell are you doing here? How did you get in here?"While Aunt Amanda was busy Daddy carefully and quietly walked over to Mommy and me. When he got closer he immediately removed the knot of the rope in his hand which he seemed to mean and then he removed the tapes one by one from Mommy and me."D-daddy." I whispered so quietly in a stuttered voice and trembling lips.I felt so scared.He shook his head to keep me quiet as he hugged me tightly and quickly then turned to Mommy. He couldn't keep his emotions as he kissed my Mom's head so dearly. My Mom closed her eyes because of the kiss that given by my Dad.How I love seeing their simple sweet gestures