The birthday ceremony for Weston was not as bad as we all had expected. I had spent the time serving drinks and taking away some of the plates and dishes. While the Queen had demanded that it was a ceremony for wine and champagne instead of food, the food prepared for their children had been brought by werewolf dignitaries into the pack.
Weston's birthday party was unlike anything ever seen. I couldn't help but feel that he was sleeping from my fingers already, as I watched him interact with everyone. I believed that sooner or later, things would have to change, and I wasn't sure whether that would mean our friendship dynamic as well.
Feeling rather suffocated in the presence of such loyalty and conversations, I could hardly understand. I choose to sneak out and head to the balcony. I knew that none of them would notice me going because they were all engrossed in other conversations. There were more than enough servants to distribute the rest of the remaining champagne, in case any of the guests wanted it. The Breeze in the balcony was much better, and I only needed a few seconds before I had to go back in or else I would get in trouble.
"If only the future Alpha was allowed to keep a whore around.'' someone whispered in my ear, causing me to turn around.
I stared at the woman in confusion, wondering what she was talking about.
"Excuse me?''
"You. I'm talking about you." She pointed at me. "I've heard that you are Weston's concubine?'' The words flying out of her mouth stopped in mine, not only because of what she had said but because of the dismissiveness in her tone, and the disregard for all the people inside who could almost hear us.
"I'm sorry b..."
"You're already apologizing? I thought you are going to be more fun.'' she said with a smirk on her face.
"Would you like a refill of your champagne?'' I asked, hoping to change the subject, but she kept staring at me and I did not want her to cause a scene. I bowed my head respectfully before carefully walking away from her.
"And where the hell do you think you're going, you b****?!"
Her voice was sharp and hoarse as I felt her hands gripping my hair and pulling me back, causing the tray of champagne in my hands to fall to the ground. The clattering sound beckoned for everyone's attention, as they turned and faced the balcony. The small linen cloth that acted as a curtain did not differ. People could still see through. The woman who I still didn't know, pulled my hair across the floor, trying to lead me towards the exit. I could hear people murmuring, yet no one dared to interfere.
"All of us. We are beautiful and we are noble. We are the daughters of Alphas and Betas and High Priestesses all across werewolf packs, yet, the future Alpha has not given attention to any of us because of you. Your behaviors and your attempt at keeping the Alpha all to yourself, when you're not even worthy of him!''
I scream as she tags about my hair and pulls me across the floor, dragging me around like I was some dog. I tried to pull myself away from her but she proved too strong. Tears cascaded down my rosy cheeks as I tried to look at anyone, hoping that my eyes were pleading enough. But no one was there to help.
No one tried to interfere.
Suddenly, she let me go on the floor before coming to sit on top of me and hitting my face repeatedly. I let out a scream of pain, as I tried to cover my face. That was the only thing I knew about defense. Weston had once insisted on teaching me self-defense to help me protect myself against my bullies, and right now, I should have listened.
"Please… stop... I don't know what you're talking about. Please, stop." I begged and pleaded with her but my words fell on deaf ears. She kept hitting and slapping me repeatedly, punching my stomach as I cried and screamed in pain. She was cursing me and saying something, but I wasn't even sure what she was saying. All I knew is that my face had been messed up, and that the hands I was putting to shield my face from her were not really helping. I felt pathetic and helpless. I felt humiliated and embarrassed.
"Just what the f*** is going on here?!'' the sudden authoritative voice rang inside the hall. "Alondra!''
In just a few seconds the woman had been flown out on top of me and thrown against the floor, causing her to stumble back and wince in pain. Weston wrapped his hands around my waist and pulled me up with him gently. My body collided against his, making me feel safe. I hated it when he did that. It made me look weak but I couldn't help myself.
He pulled me up with him, and everyone was staring at us.
"Get out, please!'' Weston's demand sounded across the hall as he held me closer.
"You're going to kick out the daughter of an Alpha because of a commoner?'' The question rang from somewhere between the congregation, yet no one was courageous enough to show themselves.
Weston remained silent, as if contemplating. Kicking a noble out was a grave mistake, even for a future Alpha.
"Weston, please, I'll just go.''
"NO.'' Weston answered in a heartbeat.
There were shocked expressions all over the party. I tried to wipe my tears away, yet I just couldn't stop crying. Not just from the pain coursing through my body, but from how helpless I had felt until he came along.
"Son, what's this? You can't make a scene for her…'' Alpha Mark, Weston's father, came forward.
"I will do whatever I damn well please. We might be royalty here, but we cannot keep acting as though everyone who isn't doesn't deserves respect. We are royals because they are not. And we are obligated to treat everyone with respect!" He roared, matching his father's eyes.
"Weston, listen to your father. The Monroe family has been a friend of ours for years now. You cannot just try to kick out their daughter because of Alondra.'' the Queen pleaded as I looked away.
I wanted the ground to open up and swallow me. I did not want to be here anymore and I knew that if I tried to plead with Weston on their behalf, it still wouldn't work. He was bitter. I had never seen him this angry before. I could feel his wolf emerging and for some reason I knew that it would end terribly.
"I don't care about our relationship with their family. She has lost that privilege the minute she decided to act like an animal!"
"If you're going to chase my daughter away, then you are chasing me away too.'' Alpha Michael stepped forward, folding his fist as he looked at Weston. The both of them engaged in a fierce, staring contest, and everyone in the hall held their breath.
"No, no one is chasing anyone away." Alpha Mark spoke, " No one is going anywhere.''
"But father, you can't be serious." Weston pleaded.
"I am serious. She stays here, and if she goes.'' he pointed at me, his eyes cutting through me.
Weston ignored everyone as he continued to lead me out of the party. His fathers words rang in the vicinity as he called out for him. He held me close to him, feeding me his body heat as he pulled me out. Everyone in our way stepped aside, but their scrutinizing eyes remained on me.
"All of this because of a mere servant!'' Mrs Pierce's voice echoed as we left..
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Our quiet silence to each other was noticeable, only shifting into our wolves and taking a long run in the woods, letting our wolves enjoy the feel of the humid air. My injuries had healed almost immediately we left the party, it was as if being around everyone made me hurt more.
None of us mentioned what had happened back there. Weston seemed a little taken aback, but I was the most shocked. I couldn't help but feel guilty, yet I knew that he didn't want to talk about it. And so we continued, doing what we usually do best whenever we needed to cool off.
We had a run.
Just as we were done, we shifted back into our human forms, and then sat a few inches apart from each other in our comfortable silence.
Staring into the bushes, reflecting on how far we've come so far, the memory of that day like it was only yesterday - the day I was seated all by myself, in the woods, crying endlessly because my dad just passed on, leaving me all to myself, just a few months mom left us.
It was almost my fifth birthday.
A day still so fresh in my head.
Weston held my hand when I slipped and almost fell down into a ditch. Then he shared his candies and chocolates with me, telling me some lively folk tales he got from his parents, soothing my aching heart.
We had become so close after that, even though almost everyone around us was against our friendship, all because I was an orphan from an almost wretched background, while he was a Blueblood, the heir apparent of BlueBlair Pack.
"Your dad sounded so disappointed at your party," I chipped in, stealing the silence of the moment.
He took a deep breath, sighing afterwards, caressing his forehead like one lost in so much thoughts. He swirled his head to look at me, taking a quick stare at me, as if wanting to say something, but looked away and shook his head.
I tried to understand him now, but unfortunately, nothing was forthcoming.
And finally, he did.
"I couldn't stand to be around those people anymore. and I cannot stand to see someone hurting you.'' he finally said, causing my breath to stop.
What would I answer? That I love him? That I have always loved him?
Which? Or what?
He stared at me before pulling his hands away from mine. my heartbeat rapidly as I watched his actions. He got up from the bed before he began pacing around the room. He was quiet and I didn't dare speak up. whatever was going on in his mind or something only he could deal with. All I wanted was to be told what he felt. I knew that this was unexpected but I hope that it will be considered good news. “I am three months pregnant.’’ I spoke again this time specifying it. he turned to look back at me. there were tears in his eyes. I got up from bed before bringing my hands over his beautiful face. caressing his cheeks. wiping the tears on his face. He slid down from my hands and slowly dropped to his knees. I stared at him with confusion. He brought his hands over my stomach and then lay his head on it. and he listened. It was the strangest thing I had ever felt. having his hands wrapped around my waist and his head on my tummy was weird. not the kind of bad weird but the welcoming wei
“Whenever I come to the Pack house I always know I'm coming here to clean or prepare some food for the rest of you before you wake up. It feels so weird now.’’ I said to Aria, as we walked the Halls of the packhouse together. The truth is that it did feel weird. Whenever I'm here I am a servant. I'm either cleaning the rooms or preparing food. I was either on kitchen duty or storage Duty. But to walk these holes as the Queen wasn't a difference I expected. I felt overwhelmed. I felt like this always had been changed. Like the colors kept sucking me in.“ What if I cannot do this? What if I cannot be the Queen that they expect me to be? I'm not like all of you. I haven't lived my entire life being trained on how to lead and how to be a royal. I understand nothing about the etiquettes of dealing with other royals on how to be in your circles.’’ Aria rubbed my shoulders as she spoke. “ We all learn. and we all have a starting point. For us our starting point has always been bad. and for
“Did she accept?’’ Weston asked, his arms around my waist as he kissed me deeply. my lips were planted on his as my arms were around his shoulders. I loved him. for the first time in a long time I could say that without feeling guilty. without feeling like it was a grave mistake and that I wasn't allowed to. For the first time in a long time I had the freedom to love who I love. without judgment. Without the fear of Execution.“ I love you.’’ saying it out loud felt more filling than anything I've ever felt. It felt like I had always been chained and those shackles were just broken. It felt like I had been drowning and someone had just pulled me out of the water. it felt like I had been sinking in quicksand and my head and finally made it up at the surface for a breath of fresh air. I was free. I was happy. The love of my life was my mate. And finally all the love that I had for him was not misplaced. it was rightfully their. he was my mate. Our mate bond had been so strong that even
“Patricia is a lot of things. and over the past few weeks I was confused as to why she treated me the way she did. but I believed that it had to be the pregnancy. maybe the hormones or something. but this? this betrayal against her own family and the Pack itself is unbelievable.’’ I said as I sat beside Aria, rubbing my hand on her shoulder. “ I know. when I heard about it I couldn't believe it.’’ “ I still can't believe it.’’ I answered with a chuckle. “ I mean it feels so unreal. everything around me doesn't feel like it's real. everything is crumbling so fast and there are so many secrets are spilling out.’’ I pose for a moment. my mates words ring inside my head causing my emotions to feel like a storm inside me. I feel stupid. I feel foolish. I keep on wondering why I have not figured it out. why I have not seen it from the start. how is it that my step mother had been a witch all this time and I couldn't even know it. what would cause a person to hit another so much that the
“Everything is going to be alright.’’ I whispered as I held him in my arms. I could tell that he was distraught. He was not okay and I was only trying my best to comfort him. my heart broke for him. While the Queen had been a horrible person towards me, she was still a person. And she did her job diligently. She was a wonderful Queen. She has raised and trained my mate to be a great Alpha.“ She was found dead in her chambers. Poisoned.’’“ Patricia killed your mother?’’ the words flew out of my mouth before I had the chance to stop them. and I was afraid of the impact that they would have on my mate. He lay his head on my lap as he cried. and I couldn't help but want to comfort him. but I didn't know how. All I could do was play with his hair and tell him that everything is going to be alright. this was the first time that I had seen him vulnerable. it was also the first time that he had let himself cry in my presence. I sympathize with him. what had happened to him is traumatizing.
“What do you mean?’’ My voice felt heavy and drowning, I felt dizzy. “Alondra, listen to me. my sister was working with…’’“ That's impossible. She's your sister for crying out loud. I would understand when you didn't believe me but how can you not believe your own sister?’’“ She confessed.’’ Those words were heavy and damning. like a testament I couldn't quite stand. working with Adrian? That's impossible. all of this had happened because of me. there is no way that she was working with him.“ Listen to me, Adrian is good at manipulating. He's good at twisting things. heat against those who seem weak and he exploits them. you did the same with me so I believe that your sister's confession means nothing. Adrian must be manipulating her in some way or forcing her to confess. have you look into the Marshall questionmark he must be blackmailing her anyway. investigate and check if…’’“ It's true.’’ he interrupted as he placed a hand on my shoulder. When I looked into his eyes I could s