HarperIt’s been two weeks since the attack and I am going to see a therapist on Monday evening after college. I have managed to change one of my shifts over to the Tuesday. Am I nervous? Yes, because I have hardly spoken about it not even to Levy. Who I hasten to add is treating me like I am porcelain.The man is swoony no two ways about it. He’s bought me home hand-picked flowers from the meadow not too far away from where we live. It made me smile when he presented them to me with a piece of green string tied around them at the base. The way he planted a gentle kiss to my cheek sent butterflies swarming in my stomach.Even though I am still insanely attracted to him and want him, I can’t go to the next step. Something has shut down inside of me and I desperately want to get it back. Levy is being as patient as a saint. We kiss and cuddle and of course I get turned on, let’s face it, Levy would turn a nun on. He’s handsome and sexy, he’s hot with a capital H. Still, I run into a men
LevyI’m rooting for my girl; it’s the day of her therapy session and I am hoping that it goes well for her and she can open up to the therapist. She’s going private, I wouldn’t take no for an answer and arranged everything for her. Dr Mullins comes with some amazing references and assures me that she has handled plenty of cases similar to Harper’s. Still, I’m nervous as hell for Harper.To distract myself I pick my mobile up from the sofa by my side and hit Lex’s i.d. What I need is to get out of the house. Dylan and Lacie are on a movie date, they’re watching a re-run of a Stephen King movie. Not what I’d call a romantic date, some kind of horror but he assures me that Lacey loves Stephen King books and movies.Lex picks up, I can hear his kids screaming in the background. “What’s up, Man?”“Ah, nothing you know. Just, well, okay, Harper has her first therapy session and I’m kind nervous for her.”“Hey, that’s normal. You wouldn’t have a heart if you didn’t care about her. How is sh
Harper“How are you feeling, Sis?” Taylor asks as we sit in the ice-cream shop in town. It’s one of those retro, 1950’s places that doesn’t seem like it has made it into this era, but we love it. There are pictures of Steve McQueen, Elvis and Marilyn on the walls. The seating is peppermint bench seats with pale pink tables. Kitsch but it works, this is one of the busiest places all year round in our small town.“I’m doing okay, exhausted but you know,” I shrug as I dig into my peppermint and mint-choc-chip ice-cream. Taylor has mango as she plays with it making it softer and swirling it. Her hair is tied off her face in a messy bun and her eyes are not looking as sunken as they used to. A saving grace.I think us moving in with Levy for those two weeks did her some good, she has proper structure, he was at home for her in the evenings whilst I worked my shifts and Dylan was mostly around and Lacey too sometimes. Levy cooked meals every night that were wholesome and rich in nutrients.
LevyI’ve just gone up to my room with a glass of water and a book from our downstairs library I created for Dylan when he was younger. It’s grown from children’s books to adult reads. It warms my heart that he and I share the same love for certain authors. My favorite being Lee Child and James Patterson. Sometimes we’ll have our own guy’s book club meet, and yeah bikers read too! I wouldn’t tell my bro’s they’d rib me for it because they’re like that, except maybe Lex he reads a lot too.There’s a knock on my door, “come in,” I say placing the glass on the table by the bed and my book I throw on the duvet. Turning, I see Harper which takes me by surprise since I thought it would be Dylan and Harper specifically told me she had college work to be getting on with after her shift.The way she looked when she saw her new gleaming car made my heart melt for her. Wrapping her in my arms and inhaling her mango shampoo almost sent me over the edge. I’m being patient with her, she needs all t
LevyFuck me, I am in some other universe as Harper bends between my knees and takes my shaft firmly in her hand and begins to stroke it up and down. She is applying the right amount of pressure, exactly how I’d do it myself. The woman is amazing. My balls are already tingling and aching to release but she’s only just started and I want to lay back and enjoy this. It’s been a while since we have been this intimate and I know that it’s a massive step forward for Harper after the guy… let’s not think about that right now. This moment is special and I want to enjoy her enjoying me.“You’re so big, Levy, I love it,” she murmurs as she delicately places kisses to the head of my cock then trails her tongue up and down the underneath of my shaft sending waves of heat from my abdomen up to my chest. It’s been a while since I’ve felt like this and taking her in my garage has nothing on how she’s making me feel right now. Special, loved, wanted. When I thought all of that was over for me after
HarperI am still reeling with emotions of our evening spent together in absolute bliss and the sex. It was HOT. HOT. HOT. I lost count after three orgasms. Levy used his fingers, his tongue, his thick cock and brought me to climax every time. I am exhausted but in the best way possible as we lay together.I’m curled into his chest, with his strong tattooed arm holding me tight. One leg rests against his bulky thigh, the other slung across him. We are the perfect fit. My heart feels light for the first time since one of my mother’s deadbeats showed up at my house. My therapist will be pleased when I tell her that the wall is slowly coming down.Levy murmurs something, I can’t make it out but I hear the name Jake. His body tenses, the grip around me tightens almost squeezing the living life out of me. Sweat beads on his head and I instantly feel his body burning up.“Jake, no, no,” he screams out loudly giving me the fright of my life. Is he having a nightmare? It sounds like it as his
LevyAll thoughts of the bad dream which has haunted me on and off for the last twenty years are now in the dark recesses of my mind as I stand between her legs, my hips pushed up against the counter, my cock hard, swollen and aching.Harper’s legs are wide open, she is at her most vulnerable and dammit she is trusting me to never hurt her. I will do whatever it takes to ensure that this beautiful, strong, independent woman is never hurt by me or anyone else.Her pussy is wet, it glistens almost and I can smell her sex. It fills my nostrils and sends signals to my already bulging cock with the head now pointing at the top of my boxer waistband. Fuck. I hope Dylan doesn’t come back early. Harper laid spread out on the island is not going to go down too well.Listen, I already checked with him to see what time he’d be in. I’m not some fuck up who is about to eat his girl’s cunt out whilst his son could walk in anytime. He told me he’d be in around the afternoon. He has college shit to d
HarperIt’s been a few days since I stayed over with Levy. I still feel kind of icky to stay over whilst Dylan is at home. Now, therefore Levy and I agreed we’d only spend the night together when Dylan stays over at Lacey’s. Which isn’t for another few nights.It’s a drab Monday; the sky is grey and the rain is coming down. It’s the heavy kind of drizzle that clings to your skin and dampness in the air. Usually, I love a bit of rain, everything looks greener and it’s a good excuse to curl up with a good book and a comfy blanket when I’ve finished a shift.College is dragging today; I just want it to be over and I have stomach cramps. Hopefully my period will start because now I think about it, I seem to have missed one. Let’s not all get excited right now; I am trying not to stress out about it. Too much anyway.“Hey, you are miles away,” Lacey says as she bumps shoulders with me in class. Her smile is wide but I can see some concern in her eyes. “Are you okay? How are the therapy ses
HarperFear engulfs my body. Who is that man? Momma is talking telling us how happy she is to be free and I am happy for her. I am happy for all of us but now with this man showing me the slit your throat gesture - has shivers running up and down my spine.Taylor hasn’t noticed, she is too engrossed telling momma all about her classes and what she has planned for her birthday and her new boyfriend. Which does make my ears prick up. I didn’t even know my little sister had a boyfriend. I need to pay more attention. Let’s face it all those hormones will be on the rampage and she needs to have the sex talk very soon.“I can’t wait to see what you girls have done with the house,” momma says as I turn to her and force a smile on my face. As soon as we are home, I need to get hold of Levy and let him know what just happened. Maybe this is connected to why he left and went out of town.Am I in danger? Alarm bells start cursing through me as momma chats about her program. “I need to attend a s
HarperI can’t take my eyes off my momma. It is like seeing a new woman just off the catwalk or from a magazine cover for one of those mags that is like, oh, I don’t know – Homes & Gardens or something. She doesn’t seem to fit in a rehab center.“It’s really me, sweetheart. Come here, let me cuddle you,” Momma says. Damn even her voice sounds different. It’s not hoarse or brittle or angry anymore. It sounds soft and gentle, full of love.Taylor wraps her arms fiercely around my mother as if she is scared to let go, like a baby monkey holding on to its mother for dear life. The scene unfolds in front of my amazed eyes making my heart stutter. Is that a thing? A stuttering heart? It is now. Usually, I would have assumed only in a romance novel or for lovers, but honestly it has stuttered.“Harper?” Momma says tilting her head to the side. Her smile is wide and infectious making me smile back. God, please don’t want to slay me but seeing my momma so elegant, so put together and so downri
HarperHe left me breathless, like shaking legs, stars in my eyes and my heart jumping and flipping all over the place. Sex with Levy is out of this world! I am still recovering as I walk back across the street to my house where my sister will be waiting for us to go for my mother.We still have half an hour before we need to leave. Levy said he would come with us and cancel all his plans. Sweet of him but you know, this is something that I have to do with my sister on our own. I’m an adult, a big girl now and all my life it seems, I have done big girl shit. Today is no different.Of course, it would be good to have my man by my side to support me and place his arm around me. Only who would Taylor have? Exactly. I need to be there for her like I always was when it was just her and I against the world.Besides, I know that Levy has some pretty important shit to sort out himself. We still need to talk about that, not today, however. It can wait. I trust Levy implicitly and when he is re
Harper“Where are you going?” Taylor asks as she spoons cereal into her mouth.“Over to see Levy. Are you good?”She looks adorable with her bed-hair and rosy cheeks. The best is watching her eat with an appetite. For a hot minute or two, I thought she was going to have some serious issues with eating. Thankfully, whatever she was going through has passed and her appetite is restored.“At this time? You know we have to go for momma in,” she glances up at the clock on the kitchen wall. “An hour, Harper.”“I know but I feel like a shit about last night and I, you know,” I shrug my shoulder. “Kinda want to go over and see him.”“You better not be late back.” My oh my, she sounds like one of my old school mistresses back in the day.“No, ma’am. I won’t be late.”“Cut that shit out!” she says making me grin.I go over to her at the island and give her a kiss on the cheek. “Thanks, Sis.” She shrugs me off but I give her another kiss in any case.With a light step and fluttering in my stomac
LevyI have been awake most of the night thinking about this whole damn shitshow of a situation. Harper is absolutely right. I need to tell her. After all, if I want a relationship with her that is long-term based on trust, openness and honesty, then Harper deserves to know everything about me and what happened back then.Hell, I’ve carried the guilt and burden of this on me for eighteen years and I need to tell Dylan. My insides churn and I am not a man who suffers easily with a churning stomach. But all of a sudden, I feel like I have way too much to lose.Throwing the rest of the dregs of the black coffee down the sink, I swill out the mug and leave it on the side for later. I’ve got an early start to go meet up with the guys but first I need to drop in and see Harper before she goes off with Taylor to pick up her mother.Dammit, I missed her warm body in bed with me last night. I love the way she snores lightly; it’s like she blows bubbles in her sleep. When she is with me at nigh
HarperI let the tears fall as soon as he left the house. And I am beating myself up for pushing him so hard. It’s not like I don’t trust Levy, of course I do. But whatever is worrying him - which it is, because I could see the angst written all over his face – he needs to tell me.It upsets me that he is treating me like a child, although I know he regards me as an equal and an adult it just doesn’t feel like it right now. God, all these conflicting emotions are too much to handle.A gentle knock to my door, I lift my head and wipe my tears away. “Can I come in, Sis?” Taylor asks from the other side. I’m sitting cross legged on the bed clutching one of my favorite Teddy bears from when I was a kid. Back when things were normal and I had a non-alcoholic and junkie mother. Oh, and a father.“Yes,” I mumble. The door opens and Taylor comes in.“Are you okay? I couldn’t help but over hear most of it.”“I’m fine, it’s not like we’ve broken up or anything. I just need some space. He’s trea
Levy There is no way I can say anything to her right now. All I am going to do is give my woman something else to fucking worry about. Her plate is full right now with her mother coming home tomorrow morning. It is my job to protect her and keep her from harm. Only now with the latest hate message, it is going to be difficult.Some cunt has got it in for me and I am going to find out who the fuck it is. Lex is still on it with his guy. Roger said he would sniff around our old stomping ground and see if anyone is willing to talk. Some fucker will know who is behind this.Harper sits beside me looking at me like she is delving right into my soul. It kind of makes me want to pull back. I cannot have her reading my mind. “Listen sweetheart,” I begin only to be given an arched eyebrow.“Do not call me sweetheart in that tone.”Huh, I always call her sweetheart. Shit, I’m all out of practice in handling mad as hell women and right now I can see dragon fire coming out of her ears. It’s damn
HarperBeing with Levy is the best feeling in the world as I sit at my kitchen island as he preps a dinner for Taylor and I. Dylan said he would try and come over but wants to catch up on his studies since he had to miss a few nights due to his football practice. Between football and Lacey, he isn’t getting much time to be with us. Or maybe he is still weirded out by me dating his daddy. Can’t say I blame him.“So, you girls excited for the morning?” Levy asks as he sautés the onions and mushrooms in the pan to go with the chicken for our fajitas. Taylor and I both nod, “yes, I can’t wait to finally see Momma again,” my younger sister says with enthusiasm. To be honest we have both missed Momma even though she was never like a mother to us after our father left. Who by the way we haven’t heard from for ages. That’s life, right. What can you expect? He’s gone on to have a new wife and children, I guess Taylor and I don’t really figure in his life anymore. His loss.“Aren’t we?” Taylo
LevyDamn, the way she looks right now; her face is radiant and her tan skin deserves to be kissed all over. Her legs wide open and her slit glistening waiting for my tongue to make contact as she squirms on the bed with anticipation.“Fuck, you are too beautiful, sweetheart. How did I get so lucky a second time around?” She giggles and lets out a sigh of contentment.“I’m the lucky one, Levy. You are so good to me and I absolutely adore you.”“Lay back and enjoy,” I tell her my voice gruff. She does as I say and lets her arms go one by one and lays on her back on the bed with her legs bent, feet on the bed. Gently I nudge my shoulders between them and kiss a thigh with butterfly kisses to her apex. She lets out a shudder, my dick responds in a micro second knowing that soon he will have all the pleasure of plunging into her warmth.My balls tighten and I swear to God, I could easily explode just looking at Harper and inhaling her musky yet sweet scent. I place my face closer to her p