"What do you have next period?" Ash came up behind me making me jump. I slapped his arm.
"Stop that." I hate when he masks his presence to me. "I have science." I told him."I have math on the other side of the building. Toni has science during this period though." He smiled. "Hey Toni!" He called him over. "Will you walk Ember to class for me? Please. I don't like the idea of her alone in these halls with all these assholes." He sounded like Dad for a moment."Ash! You can't just ask someone you just met to walk me around school. Quit it!" I scolded him."I don't mind." Toni smiled at me and my heart skipped for a moment. He has a really sweet smile like Rachel's. Only his smile does something different to me.I fought the crimson off my cheeks, as I blushed too quickly for me to stop it entirely. Ash noticed it and arched an eyebrow at me curiously.'Shut up.' I linked him and he smiled."Meet you at lunch." He yelled back, walking down the hall. He and Rachel were headed the same way so they were talking as they walked."You ready?" Toni asked and I turned to see his face closer than I expected.His eyes met mine, setting my stomach a blaze with butterflies. I nodded my head at him, afraid my voice would give away how timid I was feeling right now. I'm not normally so bashful around boys. I usually just find them all annoying, but something's different with him. I'm not sure what."So where were you and Ash going to school before you came here?" He asked, trying to make friendly conversation.I peered at him from the corner of my eye. He was really handsome up close too. He had a strong face, yet with a smile on it, it seemed so inviting. He had a strong jawline and a little nose. He had tan skin, and I'm pretty sure he's Hispanic. I liked the way his hair waved perfectly together."Um, we went to school in the elf kingdom nearby. That's where we live. After school is dragon training with our Dad. Eryn trains us in magic, archery, and swordsmanship every other evening. On the weekends Charles comes over and trains us in fighting and then helps Ash train his wolf so that he doesn't take him over power wise. Apparently that can be a thing." I answered, realizing I gave him more information than he asked for."Geez that's a lot. Why so much?" He raised his eyebrows, surprised."Mom grew up not knowing she was part elf and she fell behind on getting to know that part of her. She wants to make sure that Ash and I know every bit of ourselves, our magic and our heritage." I sighed. "Although, I feel like most of it doesn't apply to me right now."I don't know why I was opening up to him like this. I don't usually say how I feel aloud, yet alone to someone else."Why do you have to?" He asked, curious. He wasn't giving me any pity and I appreciated that."My mom is just hoping that my magic or even my wolf are just dormant. I think she's hoping for too much at this point." I shook my head. "I'm already 17, I think it would have happened by now.""I mean it could be. I've known some people that didn't get their wolf till they were 20 and their body could handle them. The more powerful the wolf the later they come sometimes. Maybe yours is just too powerful." He smiled trying to make me feel better. I chuckled, shaking my head."Doubtful." Although, what I wouldn't give for that to be true.We got to the classroom, finally. There was an older man with a receding hairline standing at the door greeting everyone."You'll love Mr. Black. He's really sweet and makes this class as fun as he can." Toni whispered to me as we approached. His breath sent goosebumps down my spine. I could smell the mint in it. I love the smell of mint."Hello there. You must be the new student I keep hearing about. I'm Mr. Black." He shook my hand as I approached him."Ember Viseron." I told him."Come on in Ember. You can sit with Toni. He's been without a lab partner for some time now. Thanks for being here Ember." He moved aside letting me into the room."Viseron is your last name?" Toni asked."Yup." I followed him to our table. They were lab tables that sat 2 per table on stools."So the Charles you spoke about earlier is the Alpha Charles?" He asked me, utterly shocked."Yup that's him. He's my mom's 1st mate. Kinda like a second dad to me." Between Charles and Eryn, I was closest to Charles. He seemed to understand me better."So, that means Ash is the next alpha." He was clicking pieces together in his mind."No, Ash is going to be taking over the kingdom. My mom's pregnant right now with Charlie, Charles' kid. He'll get the pack when he comes of age." I corrected him. We had decided this a while back. Ash shined better in the elf kingdom than the pack lands. I somehow did better on pack lands maybe because I was just as strong as them in human form, but Charlie will be the rightful heir.Toni's mouth fell open. He seemed so surprised."How come I've never even seen you guys there?" His chocolate eyes were melting away my resolve to stay clear of boys."We stay there during the summers when we aren't in school. Our summer schedule is different from the school year schedule.""That explains it. My family and Rachel's travel to visit our other family during the summer." He nodded his head. "That's pretty cool though." He gave me a dashing smile, his teeth shining perfectly."Thanks." I smirked, my heart set a flutter.Mr. Black was really fun. He had us do a lab, and Toni wasn't just handsome, but smart too. I'm pretty sure I know more though, but I won't be arrogant enough to say that aloud.I went to grab the microscope from the center of the table at the same time Toni did. Our hands touched and my head started to ring loudly. It felt like a terrible headache. Yet where his hand touched mine felt like fireworks were going off. My hairs stood on my arms, goosebumps running through me.I grabbed my head from all the ringing. It was so loud and strong. I squeezed at my temples, wincing."Mate" Toni's wolf said so silently I almost didn't hear it.I started getting dizzy, my head was spinning and my vision was tunneling. Can I have a mate? I don't have a wolf. Shouldn't he be with someone with a wolf?"Ember?" His voice rang in my ear, but it was too late. I was falling out of my chair, passing out. I felt him catch me before I hit the floor, his touch sent fireworks through me.I woke up in the nurse's office. My head felt like it was splitting open. I had the worst migraine of my life. 'Dear Goddess. I thought I would never get to come out.' A voice in my head echoed. 'What the fuck?' Suddenly an image of a light gray wolf, with a large patch of white over it's right eye came to the front of my mind. The wolf had one blue eye and one gold. 'That's one way of greeting your wolf.' She laughed. 'It's been so hard not being able to talk to you. I've been with you all this time, Ember. I'm sorry I couldn't come out till you found our mate.' She explained. I couldn't believe my mind right now. Was this real? Had my wolf really been lying dormant all this time? I'm not just human? Tears started to pool in my eyes. I was so happy. "Ember are you okay?" Toni's voice brought me back to reality. I quickly wiped my tears away. I didn't want him to see that. "Yeah I'm fine. What happened?" I asked him. "Well Reep came forward and called you our mate and then you
We headed out of the nurse's office and toward the cafeteria. We grabbed some tray lunches, eyes still very much on us. We're still the talk of the school. We headed outside with our food where I spotted Toni sitting at a blue picnic table around a large fountain. He was smiling, and talking with some friends. A lot of them wore letterman jackets. Micheal was amongst the group, making me question Toni's judgment. Rachel was sitting at the fountain surrounded by her own friends, but still close to Toni's area. "I'll go sit with Rachel. You sit with Toni. We'll still be close, but actually sitting with the people we want." I told Ash. "You sure you don't want to sit by Toni?" He sang his name, teasing me. I poked his side hard. "Ouch, okay. Sorry." We went our separate ways to our group. "Ember!" Rachel called me over. I smiled at her, making my way toward her. "Everyone, this is Ember. That's her twin Ash." She pointed at Ash who was now sitting beside Toni being introduced like me
Lunch ended without a hitch and I had a free period after. I headed to the library, curious about the selection here. I walked through the aisle trying to find something of interest, but I didn't see anything. "I'm not sure you'll find anything here for you." His husky voice rang in my ear. "I guess you have a free period this hour too." I turned to find those sweet chocolate eyes staring at me. I took a step back, trying to keep my distance. Mate bond or not, I'm not gonna let it overcome me. I just met him today, even if every cell in my body is screaming I need him. "Well since you seem to think you know my style. What do you suggest?" I crossed my arms and arched my eyebrow at him. He just gave me this sexy crooked smile, his hands shoved deep in his pockets. "Follow me." He whispered and my curiosity peaked too much not to follow. He led me to the back of the library. A secluded spot from everyone else. Suddenly I questioned why I followed him. He walked to the corner and lo
The bell rang releasing us to our last period of the day. It's been a really long first day, so this class couldn't come sooner. Yet I also didn't want it to come at all, knowing Toni will be there. The teacher was waiting to greet us by the door. She was a younger teacher, probably mid 20s. She had long straight brown hair with naturally blonde streaks. She had a sweet smile and pretty dark brown eyes. "Hi there, are you my other new student?" She asked me. Her voice was sweet as honey. "Yes ma'am. Ember Viseron." I introduced myself. "So nice to meet you Ember. Welcome to the school. I hope it's been a good first day. My name is Mrs. Allen. Please come in and take a seat. There should be an empty chair at one other table. We sit in groups of 4 in my class." She explained and I nodded my head. I walked in and saw Ash sitting at a table with Rachel, Leti, and one other male student. I looked around for that one empty seat and of course it's in front of Toni and beside Josh, and l
"What was that?" Ash teased. "I shouldn't have let him." I was mostly telling myself that. "He's your mate, Ember. You know how that is. Just look at mom. She and dad can never keep their hands off one another." He added. "Yeah. She can't keep her hands off with Eryn or Charles either." I rolled my eyes. "Well yeah, but it's her and dad that are the most in love." Ash always likes to pretend that it is just Mom and Dad and that Eryn and Charles were nothing more than old friends to mom. It shatters his delusion of hopefully having one mate. "You're right Ash." I agreed, not wanting to argue right now. "Let's just get home. Will you open the portal please?" Ash placed his hand over a tree in the nearby woods and the scent that came out was 100 times worse than before. Now I understood why everyone else hated it so much. I had thought they were all being babies, but no I just wasn't smelling it as well as them. We came out of the tunnel in the kingdom. "We need to hurry and tell
I woke up in my own bed, although I could have sworn I fell asleep on Ash's bed. I dragged my feet as I brushed my hair and then braid it to the side. I decided to wear something more of my style today. I grabbed my red guns and roses shirt, with dark jeans and my red and white Ed hardies canvas shoes. Ash came into my room as soon as I slipped my shoes on. He had on a red hoodie with a large black heart. He paired it with black jeans and red and black Jordans. He had a good sense of style in my eyes. His hair was styled messy, but in a neat kind of way, if that makes any sense. "You ready?" He asked, his backpack slung behind one of his shoulders. "Did you pack gym clothes?" "Yes and yes." I grabbed my bag, gym clothes inside it, and slung it over my shoulder. We walked out of the palace towards the trees to leave. "Did you move me to my bed last night?" I asked Ash. "Yeah, you kept kicking me." He laughed. "Sorry." I blushed. "You've been blushing a lot more here lately. I t
"That's not good." Toni said from beside me. I wasn't sure when he got there, but he saw the same thing I did. Myra worming her way into Ash's life. I nodded my head in agreement. I really wish Ash would have said my name already. This is going to be awkward. "I'm sorry about this morning. I just figure I've done it to you so many times now that you could do it to me once." He didn't look at me as he spoke. He was embarrassed and it was really cute. I couldn't help the teasing smile on my face. "I figured it would help calm you down and it seems like it worked." He looked up at me then, waiting for me to respond. I just smiled and nodded. "Are you mad at me?" I took a second to think about it. I should be, but I'm not. What he did was kind of sweet. He was keeping me out of trouble and trying to soothe me. I shook my head at him, letting him know I wasn't mad. "Good." He smiled sweetly at me. My heart rate elevated with that smile. He was so handsome and sweet. His intoxicatin
6th and 7th period flew by and I had a hard time focusing as my thoughts kept coming back to Toni. His handsome face and sweet chocolate eyes. I was envious of that tan skin of his. I've always been white as snow, and I only ever burn in the sun. No tan for me. "Ember!" I heard Josh call from down the hall. I waved at him, walking slowly so he could catch up. "Ready for English?" He asked. "Yes and no. I don't want to deal with any of Micheal's antics." I admitted. I was still pretty pissed at him for 1this morning. Leti ended up going home. "I still can't believe you dove in like that to save Leti. You've known her for a day and you risked your life for her. You and your brother both." Josh sounded so surprised and awed. "I think that's really fucking amazing. You're amazing, Ember." He elbowed me. "Shhh you don't want Dawn to hear you." I joked and he laughed. "Yeah." He scratched the back of his neck. "Sorry about her. She's pretty jealous." I shrugged my shoulders. "It's no
"That's it, Ember. Just one more push!" The doctor called out to me. Dex held my right hand and my angel held my left. They both lifted me up more as I pushed with all the strength I had left in me. I heard cry as they suctioned the fluid free of her mouth. That sound is indescribable, tears welled in my eyes with the pure joy of having her here with us now. "You did great. Thank you for bringing our daughter into this world, sunshine." Dex whispered in my ear before kissing my sweaty forehead without a care. His eyes were pink and glistening with tears. I could see the love and pure admiration mirrored in them as he looked down at our sweet Nova, that was now placed in my arms. "She's beautiful, mi amor. You're amazing." Toni kissed the top of my head next. The three of us stared down at Nova's beautiful small features. She made the smallest little noises in complaint of being pushed out of me and into this cruel world. I'll make it safe for you Nova, I promise. She had the rounde
Toni had me laying sweetly beneath him. His eyes held such a deep love for me. His gaze was undoing me long before his touches were. He kissed me tenderly, wrapping his fingers in my hair. His thumb caressed my jaw lightly, sending a warmth flowing through me."Toni." I whispered his name, a silent plea to feel him even closer. There's not enough time, not enough of him to make up for the last decade, but I am damn well going to try. I felt like this missing piece of me was finally put back in place by Toni. "Make me yours again." He kissed me with such intensity. He stole the breath from my lungs and the soul from my body. I was all his and I refuse to leave this bedroom until he's claimed me as his again. I pulled his shirt off, breaking our kiss for just a moment. His muscles were just as toned as they had been when we were younger. There was some of Sam in his body, so it wasn't exactly the same, and yet it was perfect all the same. "I love you, mi amor. I'll never leave you aga
Ember's P.O.V."Why did you come, mi amor? You could have been hurt, or the baby could have." His voice was soft, but his tone was firm. My mind was still reeling with emotions. This is Toni. Suddenly everything about my feelings towards Sam just seemed to make sense and I wanted to slap myself for not noticing it sooner. How could I have not thought about it? "Ash had a vision and he told me you were in trouble. So we all came to help. Lucy cast a protection spell over Nova to keep her safe within me. She did consume some of my magic though, so I'll need to see the doctor. It wasn't enough to make me too weak though." I bit my lip, feeling guilty about putting her in danger. "Ash told me he saw Toni here too. He saw you and we rushed over. Why didn't you tell me?" I punched his arm, furious at how he made me think I had lost him again. "I couldn't." He lightly rubbed my cheeks with Sam's calloused hands. "I am sorry, mi amor. If I had told you they woul
Sam's P.O.V.I followed Evelyn out past the barrier of the kingdom. My heart was beating a mile a minute and my hands were clammy beyond belief. In the next 30 minutes I'll be fighting for my life and getting the greatest gift I could have…my angel half. The wind was blowing harshly outside the barrier and the freezing temperature seeped deep into my bones. The wind stung my face and blew snow into my eyes, forcing me to look down in order to see. Evelyn led the way as if this freezing weather wasn't a factor in her mind at all. Nothing phases her, she could be on fire and she would still be walking like nothing is happening. When she's focused on keeping me safe she has nothing else on her mind. She's locked in. "We'll do this here. I'll start setting up the wards. You need to start engraving the ruins on your chest. Do you remember how?" She asked, handing me the flaming dagger. "Yeah, hard to forget." I took the dagger fr
Yesterday came and went and today was Sam's birthday already. I still can't believe how young he is. I groaned at the sun's blinding rays as we all gathered outside in celebration. Ash was kind and with the help of Eric and Lucy, who stopped by today to visit, they set up a small party for Sam. It was just us, nothing big or involving all the citizens here. It was small and intimate and a way for Ash to thank Sam for all he's done. Without him and his sister my brother wouldn't be having this child with Layla right now. I owe them both a lot too and I'll be sure to find a way to repay them both in the future. "Happy birthday, Sam." I told him for about the third time now. It seemed to be the only thing I could say to him. I didn't want to say anything more. I didn't want to start flirting with him or getting to know him better. He'll be leaving tomorrow and I need to be ready to let him go. "Thanks, Ember." He gave me a sma
Dex's words had rung through my head all day. How I may need Sam. How I shouldn't send him away. Is there really a bond? And if there really is, do I really want to open myself up to it? I also can't seem to get past this damn guilt eating away at me. I shouldn't be thinking of Sam. My heart should be fixed solely on Dex, and only him. Now that Toni has left me completely, there's this fissure in my heart wanting to be filled. Sam could fill it easily, but is that really the right choice? It may be easier to accept it, but I don't know that I want to. He's not Toni, no matter how much I wish him to be. The fact he has Toni's memories still bothers me deeply. Every now and again I'll get another glimpse of them through Sam and it kills me. He refuses to tell me why he has them. It's been making me trust him less the more he denies me the truth. I don't understand how he could have Toni's memories. "Where's your mind?" Ash's voice pulled me back from my thoughts. We had flown togeth
The next few days seemed to fly by. Gabriel was back at school and Dex was at my side all day. At night I would have the same recurring nightmare of the day Ash killed Toni. Having lost him again seems to have resurfaced everything I thought I had healed from. Sam and Evelyn kept their distance for the most part, although it seemed like Sam really wanted to be at my side. I sort of missed him, which still doesn't make sense to me. I barely know the man. I attribute this feeling to the fact he looks so much like Toni. He's like this thorn sent by the universe to remind me of what I am missing. Fuck you universe. "You alright, sunshine?" Dex raised an eyebrow at me. "Yeah, just thinking." I chewed on my cheek refusing to tell Dex that I was missing another man. That's ridiculous. "Let me in, Ember. What's going on?" He stroked my cheek lightly with his knuckle. His touch sent those wonderful electric sparks flying through my skin. "I just miss Toni and Sam looking so much like him
Gabriel and Dex and I spent the entire day in bed as promised. We watched movies, played games, and spoke about many things. Dex and I kept trying to get Gabriel to understand, but he refused. He kept telling us that we would see what he was talking about soon. This day was certainly something I needed. Dex always gives me just what I need even when I don't know what that is. Gabriel was taking his bath in our bathroom now, leaving Dex and I alone for the first time today. "I saw Sam was here with you last night." My heart stilled. Is he upset? Is he jealous? Is he worried? "Yeah, Ash had to-" I paused, realizing I never checked on him and Layla. Damn me and my selfish heart. "I need to call him!" I quickly reached for my phone. "What's wrong?" Dex furrowed his brows, sitting up with me. "I don't know. He left yesterday saying Layla needed him shortly after he got here." The phone rang as I spoke. "Hello?" Ash's voice came through. "Ash, oh my gosh, I am so sorry I didn't call
Dex held me flush against his chest on the bed. He had me tucked under the sheets and was lightly rubbing my back. He was doing his best to comfort me. "Ember, I have to leave you so I can care for our son. I'll return with him soon. I'll tell Ash to come over." He told me. "I won't let you be alone right now." He pulled his phone out and called Ash. He told Ash everything. I could hear Ash say he was on his way. "I won't leave until he gets here." Dex tried to comfort me."It's getting late. You need to go to him before he falls asleep. Ash is coming. I will be okay until then." I tried convincing him. I could tell he wanted to argue though. "He needs to say goodbye. He needs the chance to say it. You need to go." He very reluctantly got off the bed. He gave me one last kiss before leaving. My heart was breaking all over again. The small glue that held it together was coming undone. I was loudly sobbing again. The door opened, letting small light flood the room. "Ash?" I cried o