ELIZABETH MILKHART
If my mother had told me two nights ago, that I would be traveling to the dreaded Backwood Castle in my only good dress and straw hat, I would have spit in her goddamned face.“No, no, no, this cannot be happening!” I gasped with widened eyes that scoured through the local paper I held in between shaky hands.There it was! My name, Elizabeth Milkhart, among the seven selected for the mating raffle, clear as day!“How could this be? Since when did those posh mighty werewolves want anything to do with us humans?” I wheezed, feeling my temples pulse painfully.I stared at the picture of the dashingly handsome Alpha beside the inked cursive with his bright gray eyes and wolf-cut black hair. He was just about the most drop-dead gorgeous man I had ever had the displeasure of seeing.I could feel something hot flare inside me when our eyes met, almost like he was staring back at me from the black and white print newspaper.I dropped it like it was hot shit.“For god’s sake Elizabeth, surely he cannot be that bad? You should be grateful a woman as plain as you are got picked to be a surrogate! I imagine there are plenty of fresher fish in the Stone County!” My mother’s unwanted drawl made me whirl around to face her, my face hot with anger.First off, I know my mother did not just call me ugly. PLAINN?! I was the only redhead in all of Stone County! That had to count for something didn't it?Plenty of fresher fish she said?That wicked Alpha Blackwood could snag a goddamned shark for all I cared, I didn't want any part of it!“I want to be a nurse mama! Not a glorified mistress!” I shouted, the “like you” part was silent, but something about the way my mother’s light green eyes filled with tears told me she had gotten my point clearly.Crap. Pain twisted in my chest as I shook my head but my mother was already turning away from me, snatching the apron she had laid out on our small wooden dinner table and walking quickly into the kitchen.“No…ma, I didn't mean it like that-” I started, but it was already too late.My mother was all I had since my father died and left us to fend for ourselves in Stone County. It was harder here, life, dangerous for us mere humans.I had caught a glimpse of the elite werewolves once when I had followed my mother to the luxury houses where she did her cleaning job.She had been a surrogate for a couple of the elite wolves and had immediately been cut off the minute the child was born.I probably had well-fed half-sisters and brothers I didn't even know about.It was a cold life, and I wanted none of it, especially not with someone as powerful as Alpha Blackwood.I would want to hold my baby, touch it, breathe it. I didn't think I could stand just giving my child away like a bag of potatoes! I shan’t do it!Half of the women of Stone County would have thrown themselves at the opportunity to share the Alpha’s bed, but I was only terrified.“Come on Ma, please! I'm not cut out for this, I don't even fit into his world!” I whined, stomping around behind my mother until she turned to face me, slamming the pan down with a heated look on her face.“Oh, shut up Elizabeth! Enough of your whining already! Don't you see? Look around you! It's not like life is handing us a lot of fucking lemons!” My mother cursed angrily and I flinched as her words stabbed into me like a knife.It was true. I had pretended not to notice the stack of mail left unopened on the small dining table, or the way the cabin house we lived in was falling apart around our heads…paint peeling…mice scurrying…we needed help.Blackwood’s kind of help.Shit!I had to take this offer, I had to…I feared Alpha Blackwood was just the type of King to send assassins to anyone who refused his summons.I swallowed heavily, setting out the plates in silence.After dinner, I snuggled up beside my mother’s petite body. Her skin was hard from years of labor, and I swore to use all the money I would get if I won on her.“There’s one more thing you should know Elizabeth,” My mother's low voice boomed just as a gust of wind blew out the hurricane lamp I had arranged on the table.It was always Elizabeth since my father died…never Lizzie.The room was instantly plunged into darkness as I stumbled around for a match, relighting the lamp with shaky fingers.The darkness eased, but the chilly thorn remained in my spine as my mother’s green eyes bore into mine.“What's that Ma?”“The Alpha, Ezra Blackwood, is a wicked Wolf Elizabeth. He is scarily gorgeous, ruthless, a heartbreaker who doesn't care less about we humans. Don't ever let yourself fall in love with him.” she deadpanned in a cold detached voice that made me shiver before I let out a slow chuckle.Fall in love? It was just like my mother to overthink herself into a rut when I hadn't even been chosen yet!“I think you’ve had too much of those wild herbs Ma, it's getting your head all jumbled up.” I muttered, patting her sparse brown hair before the heavy sound of fists rapping on the front door shook the wood in its frame.My mother inhaled sharply and my heart started to hammer wildly in my chest.“They're here,” She breathed and my eyes widened to the size of golf balls on my head.“WHAT? W-Who?” I shrieked as my mother flew up from the bed with lightning speed, snapping on the light that flickered dangerously before steadying with an electric hum as she made her way to the door, ignoring me.“Mrs. Vanessa Milkhart?” A man’s harsh voice came from the doorway and I froze, scarcely trusting myself to breathe before forcing myself to walk toward the door on wooden legs.It was happening, it was really happening! A thousand thoughts raced through my head as I watched my mother’s small back hunched around the crack in the door, murmuring to the Alpha King’s guards.Crap!If there was ever a worse time for shit to hit the fan, it was sure as hell blowing through the goddamned roof now.ELIZABETH MILKHARTIce-cold rain hammered into my head like nails as I dragged my old suitcase toward the string of guards outside our small front door.“Make it quick Miss Milkhart, we haven't got all night.” The rude, wide-chested guard huffed as I paused before the brilliant gold carriage parked outside our shabby house.It looked out of place on the run-down street the high wolves had given only to humans.The guard could have been seven foot tall! So big he was almost about the same size as the goddamned carriage!His bright orange eyes burned down on me with unfriendly intensity as I read his name off his golden chest plate. Rudolf.Was this what all the werewolves looked like?I felt the moisture dry from my mouth as I hurried to meet up, shivering when the rain soaked through my light cotton dress as the guard parted the curtains.“Inside please, try not to drag mud all over the place.” His stern face had contorted into a tight scowl that made my cheeks warm in embarrassment.
ALPHA EZRA BLACKWOODA splitting headache hammered between my eyes and a vein throbbed in my temples as the circle of elders continued their debate.“Our pack legacy is on the brink of extinction Alpha Blackwood! We simply cannot wait around for Luna Cassandra any longer!” One of the elders thundered loudly, pumping his fists in the air.It was enough that they expected me to dethrone Cassandra who had been by my side since forever, but to put my seed into any willing maid?What the hell did they think this was? Fucking Russian roulette?“Actions must be taken if we’re ever going to beat those bastards at the Doveclan pack!” Another of the big muscular wolves piped up, his eyes sliding away from mine when I turned my gaze to his red, blotchy face.“Enough! I’ve heard enough! You want an heir? Fine. I’ll see the maids, one. And not another word more if they fail too.” I deadpanned, and the silence in the hall was deafening.“Of course, Your Highness, nothing more will be required for n
ELIZABETH MILKHARTI slowly realized that my hands were shaking as I stood before the full-length mirror, trying to ignore the embarrassment that heated my face as the maidservants nicked and tucked at my dress.Every bone in my body hurt, and not just from the force of the guard’s blow when he knocked me out. It was something deeper, the fear that made my heart pound restlessly in my chest like a freight train.The room surrounding us was a mess of silk fabrics and pins and rich, beautiful embroidery as the surrogates got ready for the Alpha’s welcoming party.“Oh my god, I think I'm going to be sick,” I muttered to myself, glancing back at the woman in the mirror to see that I looked terrified, with wide green eyes and curly red hair that fell over bare shoulders in curly waves.“There we go Miss, you're all done up and ready.” One of the maids, Leila whispered. She was a soft mousy thing with brown hair and a small pleasant face, unlike the others who stared at me with open disgust
ELIZABETH MILKHART“Are you finding your meal agreeable darling?” Cassandra Blackwood’s sweet voice surprised me and I snapped my head up to see that she had been talking to Sarah Sossen.“Yes, thank you, Your Grace, it's wonderful cuisine,” The bitch whispered, giving me a sly smirk.The damned thing had won over the Luna before I could! But how? What the hell did she have that I didn't besides crippling good looks and the confidence of Johnny fucking Bravo.“I bet YOU’VE never tasted anything this good, say, do you even have food where you live or do you have to farm? Miss. Milkhart?” The Luna quipped coldly and the blood drained from my face as chuckles rose at the dinner table.I risked a glance at the Alpha to see that his thick black lashes were pointed downward, brushing his high cheekbones almost delicately as he picked at his food.He hadn't eaten anything either, same as me.“My mother has a small vegetable patch in our backyard, Your Grace, we make do as best as we can,” I
CASSANDRA BLACKWOOD“Come to bed, Your Highness, it's late already,” I purred, widening my legs for the dark-haired Alpha but his penetrating iron-grey eyes were noticeably turned away from me.I was wearing nothing underneath my pink night slip and I could already feel the tingle of arousal stirring in my sex where I had dipped my fingers, hoping to catch my husband’s attention.“Did you see that woman back at the welcoming dinner Sandra? What the hell were the elders thinking, summoning a human for the surrogate match? Why, I could kill her if I snapped my fingers hard enough,” Ezra murmured, and my heart skipped a beat in my chest. Why was he asking about her now, when he should have been in bed with me? Something painful hooked the back of my throat and I struggled to blink back the tears that had already pooled in my eyes.There was a part of every woman that knew when her man was drifting away and every alarm bell in my body went off as I slid my fingers slowly out of my pussy
ELIZABETH MILKHARTThe shrill sound of an alarm bell tearing through the quiet air of my room made me groan, throwing my hands painfully over my ears to shut out the awful noise.“Come on up girls! Today is the day you all learn how to be dutiful surrogates to this pack! Out of bed now!” The head maid’s manly voice bled through the corridor walls and my heart skipped a beat when I heard her heavy knuckles bash angrily against my door.Shit. I stumbled out of bed with bleary eyes, splashing water on my face and cursing the dark circles under my startling green eyes in the mirror.I hadn't been sleeping well since I came to Blackwood and I found myself longing for the small, rundown comfort of my old slum house instead. The wild curls of my red hair were braided into a ponytail by one of the quiet maids who never replied to anything I said and I was out of my quarters before I knew it.“Just this way, Miss.” The girl breathed, pointing me at an open courtyard where all the surrogates sa
ELIZABETH MILKHARTI was going to have sex with the Alpha tonight…there were no doubts in my mind about it.It was the third time I had brushed my sweaty palms on the lovely orange taffeta dress the maids had put me in. I could hardly recognize the luxurious woman in the mirror, the way my hair had been removed from the messy pigtail braids and curled into loose waves that fell over my shoulders and bare back.“I think you're ready Miss,” Theresa whispered, her warm brown eyes meeting mine in the mirror before she smiled reassuringly.I tried to smile back but it came out as a grimace instead. The fluttering in my belly only got worse when the girl led me through the corridors out into the mouth of the beautiful garden.“Here?!” I groaned, hoping she could have at least been with me when I saw the Alpha but knowing it was a crime that would have her executed if she dared.She shrugged, giving me another regretful smile before pausing to squeeze my hand. If I didn't know any better I
ALPHA EZRA BLACKWOODExquisite…it was the only way I could describe the red-haired human with bewitching green eyes that had run away from me.I could still taste her cherry lips in my mouth as I stormed into my chambers, ignoring the temptation to punch a guard who stood too close to me.Could they not see that I was losing my mind? I fucking hated breaking character like this.Who the hell did she think she was? Refusing me like that? And why the fuck couldn't I get a simple human out of my head?“Your Highness, the elders have assembled as you requested, for the surrogate showing-” Rudolf, my best man and guard announced from the doorway and I half-turned to face him, nodding my consent before exhaling a deep breath.“The Queen has requested Your Highness choose Sarah Sossen as the royal surrogate. She says to tell you she is more…at ease with the maiden.” Rudolf whispered as he stalked into the room, his bald, tattooed head glinting in the mirror where I watched him from.He had b
ELIZABETH MILKHARTMy hands were shaking as I zipped my small backpack shut, ignoring the brown-haired handmaiden who was stressing out beside me.“M’lady, this is a terrible idea, the dark woods, it's where those Dove pack monsters stay Miss, you mustn't,” Theresa choked out, gripping my bag before dropping it quickly when I narrowed my eyes at her.There was no doubt in my mind that she could stop me if it came down to it. I had only been in one fight in my entire life and got beat up so bad my eyes were swollen shut for days.With a wolf like Theresa, hell, I could tell from her tight arms under the soft black and white uniform she wore that she was more than just a maid.“I can’t stay here after what you told me about Cassandra fucking Blackwood, Theresa, I’ll take my chances with any beast over that witch!” I hissed, the Queen’s cold blonde face flashed in my mind’s eye before I shook my head.I knew now that I never should have trusted her with the King and my secret. Alpha Ezr
ALPHA EZRA BLACKWOODRage sparked through my body like liquid heat as I watched the woman leave just before my Queen tore through the double doors with a pinched look on her reddened face.“So this is it then? This is what you do behind closed doors?” Cassandra Blackwood screamed, her blonde hair billowing like a waterfall behind her as her hazel-green eyes narrowed angrily on me.I had never seen her so enraged before, and it took every shred of control I had not to rip her tongue from her mouth when I realized she hadn't come alone.“Your Highness,” Draco Boone bowed, steepling his fingers on his chest as the other elders circled him, their cool expressions made a knot of anxiety tighten in my gut.Since when did the Blackwood elder wolves bond with my wife? Whatever this shit was about, I didn't like it one bit.“Elders of Blackwood, what an unpleasant surprise,” I growled icily, and the sarcasm dripping from my voice made their scowls deepen even more.Tension strained between us
ELIZABETH MILKHARTI realized my hands were shaking when I folded them back into my lap, carefully keeping my face expressionless, the way Blackwood wolves always did.Theresa’s cold fingers pressed the jewels into my scalp wordlessly, as I studied her small, oval face in the mirror, wondering if I dared speak of my concerns.The quiet handmaiden had grown to become my friend but I had to be careful what I said to her from now on. It was unlikely she wouldn’t report my “fake mating” with the King to the elders.“Was the King gentle on your first night with him, M’lady?” The maid asked suddenly and for a minute I felt my back stiffen.Why the hell was she asking me that AGAIN?!I was careful to keep my expression blank, aware that her small black eyes were completely focused on my face in the mirror’s reflection.What was Blackwood turning me into?“Oh, yes! Certainly, His Highness was very kind,” I muttered, flashing the woman a tight smile and feeling my heart sink when she didn't sm
CASSANDRA BLACKWOODMy heart was beating so fast that I could hardly breathe as I stumbled toward my chambers, catching Madam Burter’s beady eyes before she shuffled me in, slamming the door shut behind us.“So? What did the cunt say?” She hissed, the anxious edge dripping from her voice as I sucked in a large breath.I whirled around to face the white sheen of her face, deciding not to point out the feathering of hair on her upper lip.Tina Burter never let herself slip like that. I must not be the only one Ezra’s new human pet was pissing the fuck out of.“Ezra didn't bed her. On their mating night. He refused her Tina,” I whispered, daring myself to hope when she sucked in a large breath.I could hardly believe it! Ezra Blackwood still loved me! That was the only reason that made sense for why he refused the weakling! Did Elizabeth Milkhart even have any idea how to be a woman?! I was lucky she wasn't aware of just how enchanting she was on men. The wolf elders of Blackwood had
ELIZABETH MILKHARTI opened and closed my mouth wordlessly as the Luna’s words cut through me like a sword.She thought I was wild?! Tears burned the back of my throat at the subtle insult. “There were six of us women Elizabeth, all masked, dancing for the King. It had been terrifying you know? All the intensity of that dark gaze focused on you,” She whispered, shivering in thought and I blushed deeply.I knew exactly what she was talking about. The way the King had stared at me the other night… like I was the only living thing in his world.I could get lost in a man like that. Lost and broken.“Then…then what happened?” I dared to ask, my heart pounding hard inside me when her eyes narrowed on my face and she turned away from the window, dwarfing me with her tall body.“Then, silly human, he chose me. Of course he did. I captivated him even closed up and masked as I was. The King told me there would never be another woman like me. His Sandra.” She gritted through clenched teeth, an
ELIZABETH MILKHARTStupid, stupid, stupid! How could I have been so freaking stupid?!“Worrying is futile M’Lady, if the King has said he will handle it, then he will,” Theresa whispered comfortingly but her words did nothing to stop my panic from growing.My chest felt tight. So tight I was almost certain my heart would burst in my chest and kill me where I stood.It had only been hours since I fled from Alpha Blackwood’s exquisite royal chambers and now the Luna wanted to have a word with me.Could I not catch a break? I had known even before leaving the small cottage house that I shared with Ma that Blackwood was a dark place, filled with snobbish wolves who would put me down at every turn.“What do I have to do to get the Luna on my side Theresa? I need protection from that witch woman Sarah Sossen!” I rasped breathlessly, flailing my hands dramatically and biting my tongue when the maid’s eyes widened.“M-M’lady, I don't know…Luna Cassandra can be rather heartless when the royal
ALPHA EZRA BLACKWOODThere were tears in the redhead’s eyes as she stumbled into the room.Had Cassandra done something already? The breath I inhaled burned my throat as the maiden surrogate sputtered helplessly, her despair clutching at my chest in a way that made heat swell in my groin.Fucks sake- What the fuck was wrong with me? I shouldn't be caring about her feelings, and yet here I was, wrapping my hands around her and whispering comfortingly like a fucking saint.I was a damned hypocrite and I knew it.“Elizabeth,” I breathed, trying to calm her hysterics but my voice only seemed to renew her efforts to claw at my chest desperately. Her skin felt soft under my hands, and I had to bite back the urge to sink my teeth into her flesh. To taste her salty skin, the full pink pout of her lips…damn it! What was wrong with me?The maiden’s face was frightened as she rambled on about not being ready, flailing her hands wildly and sucking in a deep breath when I caught her tightly by t
ELIZABETH MILKHARTThe woman’s black glare fixed on me like a hawk on prey until I felt what little sanity I had left unravel. Madam Burter yanked at my wild red curls brutally with her comb, her hot eyes burning my face in the blue glass of the mirror.It was almost time for my first night with the Alpha, but I couldn't push back the painful bitterness that had lodged in the back of my throat.“Three nights Elizabeth,” She ground out, but my name rolled off her tongue as “eel-isabed”, the harsh sound of it making my teeth set on edge.My scalp was on fire when she finally dropped the comb, allowing waves of red to frame my long porcelain face beautifully.“Tonight is your first chance to impress the court and get pregnant with Blackwood’s heir. Now what happened with the Queen was unfortunate…but it is a disgrace for a surrogate to come to the royal castle also barren.” She hissed, her coal-black eyes pining my face in the mirror.I felt my throat burn as panic wound tight knots in m
ALPHA EZRA BLACKWOODBlood roared in my ears as I pounded my way into my royal chambers with the Luna of Blackwood snapping at my heels.“That was too far, Cassandra-” I started, whirling to face the tall blonde woman and watching her face redden even more as the dark arched brows drew together on her head.Her exquisite, ball gown had come undone at her shoulders, exposing the rounded white curves that made my groin tighten with lust.She looked wild, with platinum blonde hair falling down her back in straight sheets and her full red lips turned down distastefully. She did not look like my wife at all.“TOO FAR?! You were all but fucking here right there in the open for everyone to see Ezra Blackwood! Do you know how much of a disgrace that is as your wife?! Have you forgotten your duty to me-” She screamed, pointing at the empty doorway behind us.Me? Disgrace her? Her words sparked a dark fury inside me that made my vision blur and I was pinning her against the wall before I realiz