Lillian I zipped up my bag, placing my headset over my ears. Despite my loud music, their grunts and moans still echoed throughout the air. I was used to this, I agreed to this. We had a deal, so it shouldn't bother me, yet here I was feeling every bit of miserable. I stood in front of the room, with my backpack on my shoulders, waiting for them to finish their rounds. That slapping sound and deep groans made my core quake. I wasn't jealous, I was angry. Angry that I had to endure this because I couldn't fend for myself, angry that I had to make a deal with the devil to survive.The door swung open, and I didn't notice until there was a bump on my head. " Move aside!" She pushed me away from the door, her naked body coming into view. Her golden hair was a mess, her makeup smudged with her juices pooling down her legs. She had no shame, prostitutes had no shame. She was disgusting and reeked of the aftermath of unholy sex. "Change the sheets before nightfall; it's gross."
Lillian Zayden hadn't woken up. It's been seven days, and each day, I was losing myself, guilt weighing heavily on me. My heart ached so badly that sometimes I lost my breath. Throughout this time, I had received two anonymous messages. I knew who they were from and his message clearly stated what he wanted. Zayden's father called off the cops and cancelled all investigations. He claimed that it was just an accident. But I knew better; I didn't complain, though. My only issue was that he openly showed no concern for his son. What kind of a father does that? I was more disappointed in Aiden; we hadn't spoken for days, and he hadn't come either. I already made my plans; I didn't tell Jade. I wouldn't drag her into my messed-up past. I'll give him what he wants, but that would be after I married Zayden. I stayed with him in the hospital every day, hoping that he would open his eyes. The only improvement I got was the movement of his left fingers, nothing more. During this ti
Lillian Jade was fixing my hair in front of the ceiling-to-floor mirror. Her hands expertly curled the thick strands. She had put it in thick curls, and now she was trying as much as possible to style it, but I was starting to feel the strain from sitting for too long." just put it in a ponytail." She grimaced." No way, it's your engagement-no ponytails." I finally gave up. Time was slipping away with just two hours to go before the engagement ceremony. The excitement, mixed with anxiety, was building inside me. Zayden and I had wanted an event centre, but his father had other plans. He had also tried to force us to live in his house till the wedding, but Zayden was against it. I wouldn't blame him, not after what they did to him. So here I was, getting ready at Zayden's place. " Do not lose sight of why you are doing this," Jade said, her hands gently gripping my cheeks playfully. I nodded." I know." " You can sleep with him but try not to get pregnant." She urged
Lillian He gagged my mouth with a cloth. All my screams of agony died down in the material. I was shaking violently, trying to ease the pain from where the knife stuck out of my flesh. He pulled out the knife, with blood dripping from it and then ran his tongue over the small blade, licking my blood. He tore off my clothes, leaving me half-naked. I couldn't do anything, I couldn't move my limbs. My limbs were paralyzed from fear. He cleaned the wound on the side of my stomach. It wasn't deep, not too wide either, just like a razor cut. He applied tissue glue and Bandaid to the cut skin." Take off the bandaid after your bath. If you're asked, say you cut yourself with a razor while shaving." Tears rolled down my cheeks as I sobbed. I didn't want to go through this again. I can't go through the pain again.He gently helped me put on a new dress, the same as the one I had on earlier. "Shush, don't cry. You know what happens when you go against me." He whispered in my ears.My
Zayden My head was spinning faster than a car wheel. Why did I drink again? The last thing I remembered was sitting on the balcony while drowning myself in liquor. I opened my eyes sluggishly to find Lillain staring at me with a dazzling smile on her face. Gods! She's beautiful. Her hair was a mess, her pretty blue eyes could be the death of me. And those freckles added an extra cute look to her features. My eyes trailed down to her heart-shaped lips. " It's 10 am, Mr Kent." I sighed, moving over to my side. I then noticed that she was shirtless. She had the covers up to her waist. Instinctively I looked at my favourite part of her body. I licked my lips, blood rushing to my groin. She noticed me staring and pulled the covers over her chest. " It's too early." I chuckled and then sat up. Wincing as my head ached." Why am I shirtless?" I lifted the covers to find that we were both naked. I snapped in her direction immediately, my eyes asking obvious
Lillian Zayden is a monster! He's a monster in bed. His self control had completely evaporated. I had so many bite marks on my body from where he sank his teeth. I expected it to hurt but instead it made my body pulse. " You said you'd go slow." I breathed,my eyes blurry from his hard thrusts. He pounded me into the mattress,the bedspring squeaking and the headboard slamming into the wall.He grunted, sweat rolling down his face and chest." I said I'll try!" I thought I wouldn't be able to take all of him but like he said,he made it fit. Right now every single inch of his throbbing hot length was wrecking my cunt.I still had my hands tied above me,my wrist were already aching but the pleasure over shadowed it. He had my legs on his shoulders as he fucked me into oblivion. He doesn't finish on time,I don't know how long it has been but we were still in the first round.I've had two orgasms going for the third but he still hasn't had his first. I don't know if he was dragging it
Lillian My eyes widened in horror as I locked gazes with them. They were wearing a faceless mask, each unmoving as they stood some feet away from me and Zayden. Zayden pushed me behind him protectively, and I clutched his shirt, my whole body trembling. The one holding the battle axe raised his weapon, pointing it at Noah on the floor partially covered in stage smoke. " He was too noisy, so I shut him up." His menacing voice pierced through the air. My mind reeled, consumed by a maelstrom of terrifying thoughts and memories. Zayden sighed as if he found the situation boring. His aura suddenly changed, the presence emanating from him was like darkness, making goosebumps crawl on my skin. " What do you want?" His voice was like that of ice. The one with the gun curled his weapon in his hand, taking steps forward. My eyes darted desperately, searching for an escape route. " We don't want trouble. Just hand the girl over, and we'll be on our way." He raised both ha
Lillian The air was heavy with smoke and burning flesh. My throat was sore from throwing up too much. Noah was alive but deeply injured. Only one of the four bodyguards had survived. I watched from high up in the window with a thick blanket wrapped over my shoulders.He was burning the bodies. He didn't call the cops, he carried the bodies to the backyard and burnt them. I don't know if he felt the gravity of the situation we were in like I did. I should tell the cops, killing people was wrong and illegal. But I wasn't stupid. We also could not call this self-defence. He waited for the bones to turn to ash before packing them into black plastic bags. He threw the bag in the trunk and then drove off to dispose of the bodies, taking Noah and the guards with him, Probably to the hospital.I went back into the bedroom and waited for him to return.Who should I be more afraid of?Tyrell, who could and would hurt me, but he was still far away, or Zayden, who killed three men
Zayden.Lillian was shaking violently. She rushed to the closest and put on a thick robe." We should call the cops." She said, picking up her phone, her fingers trembling on the screen.I almost opened my mouth to agree with her but thought better of it. I vowed to make Tyrell pay for making her suffer and the cops wouldn't do that. They would just lock him in prison, that's if they even managed to put him in cuffs. They couldn't even find him the last time so this time shouldn't be any different. " It would be too late before the cops get here." I moved over to the bedside table where I usually keep my gun in case of emergency. I opened it but it was empty." Where is the gun?" Lillian's eyes were beginning to water. She was scared of this man which only meant that he had Inflicted a lasting scar on her." I....i...don't know. What are we going to do?" I contemplated and then spoke." Call the cops." I told her. Just in case things get out of hand, we should have something to fall
Zayden The moment his eyelids closed the second time I collapsed on my knees. I clutched my hair tight, pain shooting through my scalp.No!No!No!No!I love Lilian more than anything and now I was faced with the very real possibility of losing her. The thought alone was suffocating, my heart was squeezing painfully in my chest every second.That one reckless mistake, that one time I let my guard down and now I'm faced with hell. I don't even know where to go from here. " I'm sorry about this man, but you have to think of a solution." Oliver urged his voice laced with pity." I know what my sister did was completely wrong but what's done is done." I gritted my teeth, my veins pumped with anger." What's done is done, huh?" I raised my blazing eyes to meet his." You know I could end your sister if I wanted to, right? Maybe I should because it's her damn fault I'm in this mess." I was breathing heavily now, that anger taking complete control of me. " She's been against my marriage
Zayden I stared into space, trying so hard to ignore the debit notification I was receiving. These women drink my money like it was some wine. I had my legs crossed, tapping on the wooden desk at my side while waiting patiently for Lillian and Jade to be done with their shopping spree. My thoughts wandered to recent events. I took a deep breath closing my eyes. At this point, I was beyond frustrated. I had both hands tied. I tried to hide it, but of course, Lillian would notice. I had to lie to her that I was worried I wouldn't be a good father. Of course, It was nerve-racking knowing I'd be a dad soon, but the problem I'm in right now was worse. The only thin thread I was holding on to was the DNA test from Sage. She still hasn't done it. She keeps giving excuses. Now she's saying the moment we get back to New Jersey ,she'll get it done. I'd expected Lillian to get pregnant but not this soon, not when I still haven't sorted out my issue with Sage. I jolted ou
Lillian He ran a hand through his hair, his eyes glued to me the entire time. He looked disoriented and flummoxed. " You're what?" He breathed, his voice a low whisper. My chest ached, he didn't sound happy." I'm....I'm pregnant." He stared at me long and hard, his expression unreadable. This wasn't how I visualised the outcome. It was supposed to be a happy news. He was supposed to receive the news with open arms." Are you ......are you sure about this?" His brows furrowed.I clenched my fists at my sides; the onesie, our baby's onesie, was still lying on the wooden floor.My lips curled." Yes, I am." He shook his head from side to side as if in denial.I scoffed." What?...you don't want a child?" He opened his mouth to say something but shut it right back. His jaw ticked, I could not understand why he was acting this way.When he didn't say anything in response, I chuckled." You don't want a child with me? Is that it ?" I bit down on my inner lip, waiting for him to say
Lillian I looked around, pretending to search for the laptop because I couldn't bring myself to tell him about it and ruin this blissful atmosphere.We just confessed to each other, for Christ's sake. I'm not ruining this mood with the laptop issue." Can the duty wait?...for a few days, maybe?" I batted my eyelashes up at him.His eyes fell to my lips and then a smile appeared on his face." Anything for you." I smiled back and we both went to bed. Two days later, I had morning sickness. We already planned our day with Jade tagging along, but with my current state, I wasn't so sure anymore.It felt like my organs were crashing against each other. Nevertheless, we went out.Zayden booked a hotel close to the beach and a high-class resort. It was Jade's idea that we try out the beach first before any other place on my extravagant list. We also planned to surprise Zayden with the news of my pregnancy at the beach. I was nervous but to hell with it.So here we were, sitting in one of t
Lillian I stared at the piece of paper on my palm. There was a huge lump in my throat that refused to disappear no matter how much I swallowed. I should have known this would happen. I was too careless. In fact, I knew this would happen but overlooked it."I think we should go to another hospital and take another test," Jade spoke, she was as confused as I was. We made the doctor do a pregnancy test again and the results came out the same. I was pregnant! I was pregnant for Zayden! " The results would be the same, you are only going to waste money for another test." The doctor countered. Jade looked at me, a confused expression on her face." Do you know what this means?" I swallowed for the hundredth time again, still unable to find my voice since the doctor made the announcement."How ....how long?" I managed to voice out."12 weeks old, still in your first trimester. I'll advise that now that you are aware, there are some do's and don'ts."The doctor continued. He reac
Zayden My hands tightened on the steering wheel as I drove along the streets, heading for the location on my GPS. Sweat droplets coated my skin, my breathing was erratic. My mind was in a state of extreme turmoil. What the fuck is she doing here! I saw Sage at the airport, I had no idea how she knew I was going to France. What I knew was that it was her I saw. She was hell-bent on making my life miserable and destroying my marriage. I can't lose Lillian, I can't lose her. Not after we've gone several steps in our relationship. Not after I was finally getting that happiness I so much wanted. She didn't say the words back when I told her how I felt but I saw it in her eyes. She was willing to give us a try. I ran my hand through my hair roughly, the text message Sage sent me kept replaying in my head over and over again. "Fuck!" I banged my knuckles on the wheel roughly, making the car swerve. I should tell Lillian. If I don't, Sage will and then I'd be doomed. I
Lillian The flight was.......we'll I can't say much because I slept most of it. I was tired, extremely tired because my dear husband made sure I used all my strength in keeping up with his high libido. It took seven hours to finally get to Paris and then another two hours to get to the villa Zayden owned. The place was extravagant. Jade kept running around, taking pictures to spam her social media account. I only smiled while watching her.Life was good if you were rich. I sighed, finding my way to the bedroom. I was still feeling air-sick. The butlers took out luggage and helped us unpack." Are you okay?" Zayden asked, feeling worried. I nodded." I'm finally on land, I'll be good in a bit." He squeezed my hand." I'll be gone for a few hours, I have to take care of something." I creased my brows." But we just landed!" " Exactly, that's why I have to do this now so I can spend all my time with you." Placing a kiss on my head, he ruffled my hair. I rolled my eyes. I wan
Lillian I bent over the sink with Zayden holding my hair up. This was the third time I was emptying my stomach through my mouth this morning. We haven't even gotten on the plane yet and I was already air sick. Zayden had to delay the flight despite my protest, we were now to depart by evening. "That's gross," Zayden said covering his mouth with a disgusted look on his face. I nudge his stomach with my free hand while glaring at him. He released a chuckle and helped me up. " Can we take a bus instead?" I batted my eyelashes at him. " Nope, planes are safer." He walked me back to our bedroom and I collapsed on the bed. " I don't feel good." I groaned. I felt tired, my bones felt stiff and just the thought of being thousands of feet in the air made me want to puke again. Why did I think this was exciting! " You'll be fine." He assured me. I sighed." I hope so." The next few hours were spent on the bed watching Zayden arrange a couple of files and his laptop int