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"So....you brought me to a bar for a date?" I reclined in the metal chair and frowned, my index finger drawing circles in the liquor Kasan had just gotten me. I originally thought that we were heading to a fancy restaurant or maybe even a simple tour somewhere...but not a fucking bar! Who brings their date to a bar? And not just any bar, but one filled with dozens of sweaty, stinky thugs! Just because my family is filled with people of these sorts, doesn't mean that I want my whole life centered around them! Any-fucking-where would've been ten times better than this! "I own this place." He chirped, pealing the serious expression off his face and sitting down with his million dollar smile now in place. He seemed to give others the cold shoulder, hence I'm not sure why he's been sooo...well...not 'nice', but lenient with me from the very first day we met. He did hurt my father and forced me into a position I didn't want to be in, but he has never hurt me nor has he ever threatened me
The whole place was silent, so silent that even my ears began to hurt like hell. What's with the silence? Don't tell me that he's suddenly become speechless after chatting away with Gus like there's no tomorrow back there? "Well...." Kasan finally mumbled after a veryyy long while, inching his chair closer to mine as he steadily watched my expression distort into a glare. "You're looking sexy." He leaned over and breached into my personal space, running the tiny tip of his nose over my bare neck. His breathe lapped at my skin whilst his nostrils sucked my scent in. Is this his pathetic way of lightening the mood? "Thanks for finally noticing." With bitterness lacing every word, I scowled, pushing my upper body the farthest away from him as I could. "Can we leave? I wanna go. This place and you are annoying." "This is our first time out together. We can't end our date so soon." He continued to move closer, tickling my skin with his both his constant breathing and the unkempt hair
"I won't stop until 'he' acknowledges that I'm better than he will ever be. I will show him that even a monster...can still be human." His eyes met mine as soon as he spat his words and I gulped. His appearance all together held nothing but malice, hatred and pain. This kind of behaviour was both astounding and unsettling. I've never seen him show so many emotions all at once...And more importantly, I've never seen him look so dark and devilish. It makes me wonder...who is this man he keeps talking about? His father? Or is it someone else? "Why would any idiot think you're a monster? Killing your enemies and acting all cold-blooded and dominant is a huge part of this mob thing, right? It's not like you have two pointy horns and sharp teeth." I forced a laugh despite the fact that his aura made the whole place seem extremely gloomy. He shook his head. "There are times when I kill because I have to and other times....I kill because I want to. There's a clear difference..." He pulled
Kasan's POV: (yay! finally!)"Before we brought him here, the doctor confirmed that he lost his memories....and it might actually be permanent." For the umpteenth time, I remembered the words Kenley said to me just after Clara blacked out. I don't know why he felt the need to notify me at that moment, but I suppose it was all too obvious that she had fainted solely from seeing Lucas's face.Her body quivered, her lips wobbled and her face had paled. That could only mean that he had done something drastic... But what...?...he lost his memories? Ha!Unfortunately for him, that fact changes absolutely nothing...nothing at all. Tilting my head back a bit, my callous fingers tightened around the bloody baton I was holding while the other hand dug deeper into Lucas's hair, nails piercing through his flesh. Blood ran along his scalp then slipped down his forehead, spiraling over his already bruised face. How dare he lose his memories? How da--"Kas-Alpha?!" Nate came busting through the
Kasan's POV: (Next chapter will be Clara's) "You didn't come here to simply inquire about such things, did you? If it is that you've been exposed then I hope you know that I don't take refugees. I suggest you leave while you're still breathing. I'm not in the best of moods." "T-That's not it. I j-just... It seems like s-something happened, father has even requested that you meet him someplace other than the usual rendezvous spot. He's either been exposed or t-they---" she gulped, face going pale. "--or they could've a-already killed him. S-Since he's the only one who has any chance of figuring out who this 'nightwalker' is, I was h-hoping you'd send a few of yo--" "No." I cut her off before she could venture further and with a sigh, I stood from my seat and folded my arms, the baton swaying by my side. Her wide eyes drifted down towards it and I saw her shift closer to the edge of the couch. There's no point in continuing this. I have no time for such trifling conversations. Stepp
Clara's POV:As soon as I woke up....everywhere began to itch.But the more I scratched, the more I felt as if the problem lied beneath my skin rather than ontop. I was immensely frustrated that I could do nothing to stop the irking sensation no matter how much I tried. And in the same way, I relentlessly tried everything to rid myself of my past, but no matter how hard I tried, it always comes surging right back at me. And now, I'm left with that same feeling... frustration and torment. There were thousands of unanswered questions on my mind. Things like: 'How is he here? Why is he with them? How long has he been out of the hospital?'I knew not the answers to any, but I wanted to. I wanted to know everything.A few years ago when one of my relatives had said they coincidentally saw him on his death bed at a nearby hospital, I felt both relieved and scared. I didn't know how he ended up in that position, but I only found the courage to visit him months after I heard, but as soon
Prominent rock-hard jaw bones...Steely ebony eyes...Flaring nostrils...Pursed lips...Deadly aura...And lastly, eerie silence... His eyes were relentlessly transfixed on my perplexed form and as seconds passed, I could almost feel his gaze dig into me like sharp knives. It had been a while since I last saw him with an expression half as overwhelming as this one... but I know for sure that this is wayyy worse than I'd ever seen. Frankly, that stare alone told me that I might've said a bit too much. And maybe I also acted out of character ALOT. Simply put...I overreacted and mindlessly showcased my scars for his eyes to see. But oddly, despite being ashamed, it didn't feel half as bad as when my dad caught me crying in the backyard when I was a child. And neither did it feel as bad as when mom saw me playing with a Barbie doll instead of loading guns.With Kasan, everything hits so irritatingly different. "You're right." His sharp words drew my attention back to his glacial eyes
"Is this it?" I snatched my wrist out of Kasan's hold as we halted in front of some sort of basement, an air of awkward displeasure drifting between our bodies. The creaking door was left wide open and when I took a wary look inside, I was greeted by nothing but darkness. The only thing I could make out was the top of the stairs which was illuminated by a beam of light coming from outdoors, other than that, everything was submerged. "Yes." He hummed.Following his confirmation, in a matter of seconds, I could feel my mustered courage begin to deplete, but I stood my ground despite the severity. I'm Clara Henry; the number one bitch in town and the most feared and tyrannical gangster among my father's men. What Kasan saw back there was simply a typical reaction to a bullet I didn't even see coming. The way I am now, Lucas can no longer scare me...This is my chance to make sure both him and Kasan knows exactly that. "If you dont want to--" "No!" I quickly obstructed his path with an
**Six years later**I sat on the porch of our mansion, rocking my chair back and forth as I stared into the woods up ahead, watching three distant figures move through the trees: Kasan and the twins. It’s pretty windy outdoors and the breeze has basically messed up every strand atop my head despite having just gotten here. It’s the perfect time for a run, but sadly, I can’t. Not while I’m like this…I glanced down at my protruding belly, smiling. Its funny how six years ago I never wanted to have any wolfy powers, but now when I’m not allowed to shift, I begin to miss it every passing day. Speaking of that, ever since the twins, Kiara has been behaving. She’s snappy, but she doesn’t try to force control anymore. I think we’ve formed some sort of truce?“Clara!” The door swung open from the inside and a fuming Ash stepped out, glaring daggers at me, “Where’d you hide the Nutella?!” I rolled my eyes, “Unless, it’s for my cute little nephew, go buy your own. I told you to stop rai
“You want anything? I’ll make it for you.” His nose nuzzled into my neck, sniffing at my skin while his hand slipped under my T-Shirt, caressing my stomach directly. “Nope. I thought you were gonna ignore me for the rest of your stupid life.” I grumbled, a small triumphant smile forming at my lips. I totally knew he couldn’t ignore me for long. “I was thinking about it.” His lips left kisses over my neck, “But…you’re having a hard time sleeping because of me. I can’t let my princess suffer.” “Suffer?” I slapped my hand against my neck, separating his mouth from my skin and shifting on the bed to face him. “What the hell? You’re the one who’s suffering.” I poked his chest. “How long have you been lying there not sleeping?”“I was waiting for you to be a good girl and apologize.” He admitted, shamelessly lifting my shirt then pressing his ear against my stomach. He stayed at that spot for a few seconds and kissed my belly-button before sliding up, stuffing his head between my breasts
I snatched my hand out of Aiden's grasp, holding it to my chest as I quickly snapped my head to the side, spotting my mate standing just a few steps away from us. His men stood behind him, my brother included. Lucas had disappeared at some point when Aiden was yapping, but I thought he went to take a piss or something! Looking at things now, did he run off to snitch?!“W-When did you come? I didn’t even smell you…” I gulped.“What the fuck are you doing?” Kasan's eyes dropped to my wrist and I paled when they shifted suddenly to a bright golden, fury slipping over his face. His fists tightened at his side and veins rose on his arms as a dangerously wicked aura surrounded his figure, spreading through the club. As if sensing danger, a bunch of people shuffled out as if fire was on their tale, while a few inquisitive ones stayed to stare. Fuck. I expected him to be angry when I decided to come here, but right now he seems to be seething beyond my expectation. “Uh…well…you weren’t hom
When we got to the club, my excitement had gotten to it’s highest heights and the exhilarating chills running down my back was something I’d missed greatly. Aside from the number of scents overwhelming me and the fact that my ears are a little sensitive, this is awesome! Everything is awesome! We hit the dance floor as soon as we landed, but me and Lucas were the only lone wolves who had no partners. Plus, the twins and Ash decided not to tag along in the end, so barely any close companion either. Still, it was fun nonetheless. Afterwards, we went to the bar and it was at that point that I began to think ‘this isn’t as fun as I thought’. First of all, it was stressful watching them enjoy themselves drinking liquor while knowing full well I can’t do the same. Second of all, the stupid eyes on me make me feel like I’m in some sort of cage. The guys keep glancing at me every few seconds and people I have never seen before seem to have taken interest in my presence, most of them smell
“Gerald has a package for me, which of you wouldn’t mind bringing it?” Kasan questioned, grinning like they’re old times friends who hadn’t seen each other for a decade. He's been chatting with them for a fucking half a day! That’s quite an exaggeration but still! “Package? I will!” One of them offered, a little too enthusiastically might I add, “Is it guns?! Wolfsbane?!” Their loudness is giving me a headache. I feel like they’d be much more annoying than Ash to be around. “You just gotta bring it, that’s all. Since that’s settled, we’ll be leaving now. I'll see you three next time, I have a meeting with Gerald soon.” Kasan shoved his hand into his pocket, and while his eyes didn’t leave their figures, he leaned closer to me and pressed his lips close to my ear, smirking. “I can feel your glare. Be good for once, babe. They’re valuable friends.” His tongue flicked my earlobe and I jolted, hand flying up to cover my ear. I gave him a ‘what the fuck’ glare, and his response to that
The evening was a bit chilly when I went out to stretch my legs a little. Sitting around all day and doing nothing felt like it was going to make me lose my sanity anytime soon. What’s the duty of a Luna anyway? I have nothing to do. “Are you tired?” Kasan’s arm slid around my back as we walked side by side, his head peeping over so he could take a quick glance over my face. “You’re sweating. Want me to carry you?”More than a dozen footsteps could be heard trailing behind us, and the sound irritated me to the bone. I strictly told him I wanted to go out on my own, but he insisted on tagging along and also bringing a truck load of his men. Now we look like weirdos walking around on the street with men in black suits strolling behind us. Ugh! I should’ve left without telling him! “I came to take a walk, why would you carry me?” I rolled my eyes. “And I literally told you not to just a moment ago. How many times will you ask the same thing?”“But if you feel---” “I’m fine.” I’m not
“You’re not fucking leaving this room!” His voice had risen high enough for pretty much everyone in the house to hear, so to say I was taken aback would have been an understatement.He was seething, and all that anger glistening in his golden eyes was pinned on me. I went to move back, but when my feet did not budge even an inch, I quickly realized what was happening. He used a fucking command! “I said I’m going to Lucas. It’s not like I’m leaving the house.” I mumbled, “Why are you even shouting? And a command? Seriously?” I tried to hold eye contact through my words, but his gaze digging into me was so annoyingly intense that I had no choice but to break it, dropping my head.I grinded my teeth, tugging my hand out of his hold with one hard pull. “Is this what you’ll keep doing from now on? You’ll use it whenever I’m like this? Am I your fucking dog?” A frustrated sigh left his lips and he pulled back, putting a bit of distance between us. “That’s not what I wanted to do.” His v
“Your nose is pretty good now. I’m impressed.” He walked over and sat next to me, his hand pushing my legs down so his head could lay across my lap. His hand then reached for my hair and gently, he twirled strands around his finger as his gaze bored into me. “What’s with that look? Are you bored? You missed me?” He leaned upward and connected his warm lips with mine, gently molding them together. I could feel his smile blossom while he kissed me, but the longer he went on and got no response, it quickly faltered. He pulled back, licking his lips. “Babe?” He frowned, sitting up and moving my feet onto his lap, slipping one hand around my lower back whilst the other moved to massage my legs. “We haven’t seen each other in a while but it looks like you’re not happy to see me since you’re cursing me six feet under with your eyes. I’ve been busy, haven’t I? I know your wolf is restless when I’m not around.” I looked away, gritting my teeth. If he knows, why leave me here everyday! I can
Positive….All freaking positive…. every single one of them….I’m pregnant… I’M PREGNANT!I can feel the unmistakable budding of excitement in my chest as I looked down at the tests in front of me, but the anxiety…was also unfortunately sparking… Is this a moment where I should pop a smile? I can’t even bring myself to do that much. Fuck. I keep thinking about whether he’ll like this or not. Well…I mean, he needs his heir to take over, so obviously he’ll want a child. But will he be ‘happy’? As in, does he really want a baby with me? Like Lora said, he might not even be fond of it. Or am I thinking too much?“Oye! Get out if you don’t want me to come get you.” A shout came from Ash along with the sound of fists banging against the bathroom door. I sighed. She’s the last person I want to know about this, but the situation has already gone bad. I slid the tests off the counter and into the trash bin beside it then sluggishly washed my hands at the sink, sighing for the second time.