Thoughts?
"Is this it?" I snatched my wrist out of Kasan's hold as we halted in front of some sort of basement, an air of awkward displeasure drifting between our bodies. The creaking door was left wide open and when I took a wary look inside, I was greeted by nothing but darkness. The only thing I could make out was the top of the stairs which was illuminated by a beam of light coming from outdoors, other than that, everything was submerged. "Yes." He hummed.Following his confirmation, in a matter of seconds, I could feel my mustered courage begin to deplete, but I stood my ground despite the severity. I'm Clara Henry; the number one bitch in town and the most feared and tyrannical gangster among my father's men. What Kasan saw back there was simply a typical reaction to a bullet I didn't even see coming. The way I am now, Lucas can no longer scare me...This is my chance to make sure both him and Kasan knows exactly that. "If you dont want to--" "No!" I quickly obstructed his path with an
The sweet, melodic sound of the piano was resounding through the whole house and I hummed along quietly as I sat beside the bed, picking at the food that Nate had brought me not too long ago. I had been staying cooped up in this very room for over three days. My bum was aching and I wasn't really surprised considering the fact that I had been in this same sitting position for three straight hours. And despite that, I haven't even ate half of the food. I don't want to eat, but I'm pretty sure Kasan would create a fuss over it if I leave the plate untouched. He's become so fucking dramatic and overbearing ever since I asked him to release Lucas.He obviously didn't want to do it, and I didn't think he would, but these past three days, I've personally heard his voice coming from the living room every once in a while. That's one of the reasons why I don't want to go out. It's all too overwhelming. Besides, I don't think I would be able to live with myself if I got anxious in front of al
"I forgot to mention this but.... for us...there is a 'no break up' rule." Kasan's soft whisper sent his hot breaths mingling with my skin while his lush lips embraced my earlobe, teeth grazing me ever so slightly. Two fingers had now breached into my crack, curling and pummeling into my hole as if there was no tomorrow. A bit of pain emerged along with pleasure that knew no bounds and whilst I tried to hold in my moans, Kasan loomed over me, his eyes staring me down in a manner that willed me to let it all out. He looked beyond sexy...."C-Can you--" a trail of sweat trickled down my forehead as I hunted for well-needed air, "Can you just...put it in!?"He blatantly ignored me. "It'll be you and me til your teeth falls out, every strand of your hair turns grey, and every inch of your skin is shriveled. In other words, you're stuck with me til your very last breath...What do you say, Clara? Happy?"Just then, as if on purpose, the tips of his fingers happened to graze a certain spot
"Well then..." He said, finally managing to unbutton his pants and roll it down his thighs. His fully erect rod came into full view. "Let's see you put it in, princess."He wants me to put it in? Pfft! He's talking as if he's sure I can't do it. Does he think I'm one of those stupid virgins who's scared of monstrous cocks? Nah, that's bullshit. Sucking in a breath, I reached my hand down and intruded into his pants which barely hung to his waist. The tip of my index finger merely brushed what I was 100% sure was a thick vein on his cock and then to my surprise, Kasan's breath hitched and it instantly throbbed against my fingers. Grinning, I wrapped my fingers around it and squeezed hard...not enough for him to feel pain, but tight enough for him to pulse with need. I glanced up at him for a split second just so I could throw him a smug look but the erotic expression present on his face had me immediately discarding my mission and taking a second glance. His pupils were dilated, his
With my patience running thin, I quickly tightened my legs around his waist and without a second thought, I tried to slide down further onto his cock. But again...to no avail. I whined. The pleasure of being pummeled into until my mind is no more......To see him go wild with lust and devour me til I can't even feel my legs.It's been so freaking long since I felt it....Yet this fucking dickhead keeps stalling ON PURPOSE! The stinging sensation was now mostly gone or maybe, at this point, I was only focusing solely on the pleasure rather than anything else. If that's what he was worried about --though I doubt it--, then there is ZERO reason for that. "...Kasan..." I snapped, my brows pulling together, "...move...!" He stayed still, his ebony eyes gazing down at me as if I hadn't just spoken. What the actual fuck? With that last straw, I was ready to resort to some kind of violence but for some unknown reason, he abruptly heeded to my words and without warning, he drew himsel
Moments later, we were both naked in bed, one of Kasan's arm tucked beneath my head with his fingers playing with the strands of my hair while the other held me closer by the waist. This endlessly awkward silence, awkward position and awkward proximity were all getting me flustered for some reason but I was too tired to even complain. It's pathetic of me to even be flustered at all considering all the things we just did, but then again, his body felt so incredibly warm and cozy against mine. I don't think I wanna move anytime soon and I couldn't if I wanted to either. His hold was unbreakable and my legs were practically jelly!When was the last time I've been so cuddly with any other guy than Kasan? From what I recall...never...They were always simply fuck buddies, nothing more. But I guess taking things further this time wasn't such a bad idea where this is concerned. He's like a big fluffy bear!"Just so you know..." As expected, Kasan spoke first, his fanning breaths seeping hea
I dont even know when I fell I asleep but that thirty minutes I mentioned turned into hours and then when I woke up, Kasan was out of sight. I didn't hear anyone downstairs either so the place was quiet as hell. Considering that this empty house is a rare occurrence, I get the feeling something might've happened. They must have numerous enemies to clean up or perhaps they're handling some kind of drug deal...anything of that sort. It had been too quiet around here for far too long, I guess.Well whatever. First things first...bath!Throwing the messy sheet off my naked body, I climbed out of bed and practically bounced all the way over to the bathroom. I was feeling happy for two reasons: One, no one was here to nag me and two, Lucas wasn't present either...I don't think they would've left him behind, would they? Nah.On another note, I still can't believe Lucas has been one of Kasan's lackeys all this time...especially after all that's happened to us both. I never thought he'd even
Kasan's POV:Blood. Blood. Blood.I've never been more terrified of the mere sight of the crimson red liquid that I had seen so much of. My chest tightened and as I fought to suck in air, I began to feel as if I was choking, as if I was slowly dying on the very spot. If there's one person that should never be harmed in this lifetime, then it's her....my mate. How could I let this happen?! And in my own fucking house at that?!In that moment, I might've been overflowing with anger but my wolf was beyond enraged. I could feel it in my bones...the hostility...the bloodthirst...the crave for control. The longer I stared at Clara's wounded form, the more I couldn't breath. I don't know what got ahold of me at the time, but my wolf didn't forcefully devour a part of my consciousness...I was the one who willingly gave in to him.Then slowly, my body took on the form of a half-shifted werewolf. My anger was bubbling so hot that the consequences of my actions slipped my mind and it didn't e
**Six years later**I sat on the porch of our mansion, rocking my chair back and forth as I stared into the woods up ahead, watching three distant figures move through the trees: Kasan and the twins. It’s pretty windy outdoors and the breeze has basically messed up every strand atop my head despite having just gotten here. It’s the perfect time for a run, but sadly, I can’t. Not while I’m like this…I glanced down at my protruding belly, smiling. Its funny how six years ago I never wanted to have any wolfy powers, but now when I’m not allowed to shift, I begin to miss it every passing day. Speaking of that, ever since the twins, Kiara has been behaving. She’s snappy, but she doesn’t try to force control anymore. I think we’ve formed some sort of truce?“Clara!” The door swung open from the inside and a fuming Ash stepped out, glaring daggers at me, “Where’d you hide the Nutella?!” I rolled my eyes, “Unless, it’s for my cute little nephew, go buy your own. I told you to stop rai
“You want anything? I’ll make it for you.” His nose nuzzled into my neck, sniffing at my skin while his hand slipped under my T-Shirt, caressing my stomach directly. “Nope. I thought you were gonna ignore me for the rest of your stupid life.” I grumbled, a small triumphant smile forming at my lips. I totally knew he couldn’t ignore me for long. “I was thinking about it.” His lips left kisses over my neck, “But…you’re having a hard time sleeping because of me. I can’t let my princess suffer.” “Suffer?” I slapped my hand against my neck, separating his mouth from my skin and shifting on the bed to face him. “What the hell? You’re the one who’s suffering.” I poked his chest. “How long have you been lying there not sleeping?”“I was waiting for you to be a good girl and apologize.” He admitted, shamelessly lifting my shirt then pressing his ear against my stomach. He stayed at that spot for a few seconds and kissed my belly-button before sliding up, stuffing his head between my breasts
I snatched my hand out of Aiden's grasp, holding it to my chest as I quickly snapped my head to the side, spotting my mate standing just a few steps away from us. His men stood behind him, my brother included. Lucas had disappeared at some point when Aiden was yapping, but I thought he went to take a piss or something! Looking at things now, did he run off to snitch?!“W-When did you come? I didn’t even smell you…” I gulped.“What the fuck are you doing?” Kasan's eyes dropped to my wrist and I paled when they shifted suddenly to a bright golden, fury slipping over his face. His fists tightened at his side and veins rose on his arms as a dangerously wicked aura surrounded his figure, spreading through the club. As if sensing danger, a bunch of people shuffled out as if fire was on their tale, while a few inquisitive ones stayed to stare. Fuck. I expected him to be angry when I decided to come here, but right now he seems to be seething beyond my expectation. “Uh…well…you weren’t hom
When we got to the club, my excitement had gotten to it’s highest heights and the exhilarating chills running down my back was something I’d missed greatly. Aside from the number of scents overwhelming me and the fact that my ears are a little sensitive, this is awesome! Everything is awesome! We hit the dance floor as soon as we landed, but me and Lucas were the only lone wolves who had no partners. Plus, the twins and Ash decided not to tag along in the end, so barely any close companion either. Still, it was fun nonetheless. Afterwards, we went to the bar and it was at that point that I began to think ‘this isn’t as fun as I thought’. First of all, it was stressful watching them enjoy themselves drinking liquor while knowing full well I can’t do the same. Second of all, the stupid eyes on me make me feel like I’m in some sort of cage. The guys keep glancing at me every few seconds and people I have never seen before seem to have taken interest in my presence, most of them smell
“Gerald has a package for me, which of you wouldn’t mind bringing it?” Kasan questioned, grinning like they’re old times friends who hadn’t seen each other for a decade. He's been chatting with them for a fucking half a day! That’s quite an exaggeration but still! “Package? I will!” One of them offered, a little too enthusiastically might I add, “Is it guns?! Wolfsbane?!” Their loudness is giving me a headache. I feel like they’d be much more annoying than Ash to be around. “You just gotta bring it, that’s all. Since that’s settled, we’ll be leaving now. I'll see you three next time, I have a meeting with Gerald soon.” Kasan shoved his hand into his pocket, and while his eyes didn’t leave their figures, he leaned closer to me and pressed his lips close to my ear, smirking. “I can feel your glare. Be good for once, babe. They’re valuable friends.” His tongue flicked my earlobe and I jolted, hand flying up to cover my ear. I gave him a ‘what the fuck’ glare, and his response to that
The evening was a bit chilly when I went out to stretch my legs a little. Sitting around all day and doing nothing felt like it was going to make me lose my sanity anytime soon. What’s the duty of a Luna anyway? I have nothing to do. “Are you tired?” Kasan’s arm slid around my back as we walked side by side, his head peeping over so he could take a quick glance over my face. “You’re sweating. Want me to carry you?”More than a dozen footsteps could be heard trailing behind us, and the sound irritated me to the bone. I strictly told him I wanted to go out on my own, but he insisted on tagging along and also bringing a truck load of his men. Now we look like weirdos walking around on the street with men in black suits strolling behind us. Ugh! I should’ve left without telling him! “I came to take a walk, why would you carry me?” I rolled my eyes. “And I literally told you not to just a moment ago. How many times will you ask the same thing?”“But if you feel---” “I’m fine.” I’m not
“You’re not fucking leaving this room!” His voice had risen high enough for pretty much everyone in the house to hear, so to say I was taken aback would have been an understatement.He was seething, and all that anger glistening in his golden eyes was pinned on me. I went to move back, but when my feet did not budge even an inch, I quickly realized what was happening. He used a fucking command! “I said I’m going to Lucas. It’s not like I’m leaving the house.” I mumbled, “Why are you even shouting? And a command? Seriously?” I tried to hold eye contact through my words, but his gaze digging into me was so annoyingly intense that I had no choice but to break it, dropping my head.I grinded my teeth, tugging my hand out of his hold with one hard pull. “Is this what you’ll keep doing from now on? You’ll use it whenever I’m like this? Am I your fucking dog?” A frustrated sigh left his lips and he pulled back, putting a bit of distance between us. “That’s not what I wanted to do.” His v
“Your nose is pretty good now. I’m impressed.” He walked over and sat next to me, his hand pushing my legs down so his head could lay across my lap. His hand then reached for my hair and gently, he twirled strands around his finger as his gaze bored into me. “What’s with that look? Are you bored? You missed me?” He leaned upward and connected his warm lips with mine, gently molding them together. I could feel his smile blossom while he kissed me, but the longer he went on and got no response, it quickly faltered. He pulled back, licking his lips. “Babe?” He frowned, sitting up and moving my feet onto his lap, slipping one hand around my lower back whilst the other moved to massage my legs. “We haven’t seen each other in a while but it looks like you’re not happy to see me since you’re cursing me six feet under with your eyes. I’ve been busy, haven’t I? I know your wolf is restless when I’m not around.” I looked away, gritting my teeth. If he knows, why leave me here everyday! I can
Positive….All freaking positive…. every single one of them….I’m pregnant… I’M PREGNANT!I can feel the unmistakable budding of excitement in my chest as I looked down at the tests in front of me, but the anxiety…was also unfortunately sparking… Is this a moment where I should pop a smile? I can’t even bring myself to do that much. Fuck. I keep thinking about whether he’ll like this or not. Well…I mean, he needs his heir to take over, so obviously he’ll want a child. But will he be ‘happy’? As in, does he really want a baby with me? Like Lora said, he might not even be fond of it. Or am I thinking too much?“Oye! Get out if you don’t want me to come get you.” A shout came from Ash along with the sound of fists banging against the bathroom door. I sighed. She’s the last person I want to know about this, but the situation has already gone bad. I slid the tests off the counter and into the trash bin beside it then sluggishly washed my hands at the sink, sighing for the second time.