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Torn Desires

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I swallowed hard, my pulse racing as both brothers stared at me, waiting for an answer.

They had just put me on the spot and I was forced to face my emotions.

Two pairs of eyes pinned me to the spot, both the same color but they held different emotions.

My mind was scrambling, searching for something, anything that would clear the tension between them.

Wait, what was I stressing myself over?..

I could just say the truth, what was the point in lying? It was Luca’s room after all

Luca is my boyfriend. I was standing in front of Luca's door. I had come here to see Luca.

Isn't that what I should say since it was the truth? So why was I hesitating?

Was it because of Saint?

“I came for Luca,” I said quietly, my voice barely above a whisper.

“This is his room, isn't it? I didn’t know you’d be here, Saint.”

Saint’s eyes darkened, his jaw tightening as my words hit him.

He was expecting me to pick him...

He wanted me to say that I was here for him, but why was that?

I didn't know he would be
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