"Believe it or not, I don’t want to see you hurt," he said quietly. His words hit Ayra harder than she expected, leaving her momentarily speechless.
She wanted to argue, to push him away, to remind him that he was the reason she was running in the first place. But the words wouldn’t come.
Not when his touch was so careful. His voice so steady, and his actions so at odds, with the image of him she’d built in her head. With the literal monster she had pegged him for.
Confused, she remained silent for the remainder of the treatment.
"All done," Lucian said, sitting back on his heels as he finished wrapping her arm in a neat bandage.
Ayra glanced down at his work, then back at him. "Thank you," she mumbled. Then wanted to hit herself upside the head. Why mumble the thanks?!
Lucian simply nodded, standing to return the first-aid kit to its place. Ayra watched him move, her mind racing with emotions she couldn’t quite name.
She hated that she felt grateful to him. She hated the way his kindness had stirred something deep within her. A flicker of warmth she had no idea what to do with.
It had been easier when everyone treated her like a pawn or a problem to be solved. Lucian’s care didn’t fit into that narrative, and it left her feeling raw.
Exposed. She had no idea how to deal with that.
She decided, then, to simply keep herself busy with something and looked around the building.
The gas station seemed abandoned, its surroundings swallowed by silence; except for the occasional gust of wind stirring up dust against the weathered walls.
Neither she nor Lucian spoke, a strange sort of silence blanketing them. A minute later, Ayra thought she heard faint murmurs.
They were low and distant, but enough to set her nerves on edge.
Lucian’s posture stiffened, and his hand drifted to the firearm holstered at his side.
“They’re here,” he said, his voice barely above a whisper.
Ayra froze and swallowed nervously.
“What now?” she asked.
Lucian didn’t answer. He crossed the room swiftly and led Ayra out of the station’s main area and toward the storage room.
The room was dimly lit. It was stacked with dusty shelves holding old cans of oil, cleaning supplies, and a few cobwebs clinging to the corners.
Ayra followed cautiously, her nerves on edge. Outside, muffled voices echoed faintly in the distance, too far to make out words but close enough to send chills down her spine.
Lucian stopped abruptly. Ayra turned to look and found him scanning the floor intently.
She watched as he knelt and pressed his hand to the concrete surface, running his fingers over what appeared to be faint lines etched into the ground.
With nary a word, he pulled a knife from his pocket and slipped the blade into a nearly invisible seam.
With a sharp jerk, he lifted a small panel and revealed a sleek fingerprint sensor.
“What is that?” Ayra asked. Her curiosity had gotten the better of her.
“A way out for now,” Lucian said, his tone low.
Ayra blinked, surprised. She'd thought he would have snapped at her to stay quiet. She hadn't really expected an answer.
Lucian pressed his thumb against the sensor, and the faint sound of a mechanism clicking echoed in the confined space.
Slowly, the ground beneath them shifted, a section of the floor sinking down and sliding away to reveal a narrow staircase.
Ayra stared, slack jawed. “You’ve got to be kidding me.”
Lucian didn’t respond immediately, his focus on checking the surrounding area outside one last time.
“Safe houses aren’t just for show. Let's go.” He gestured for her to follow.
The staircase descended into an underground haven. The basement was the polar opposite of the dingy gas station above.
Warm yellow lighting illuminated the space, revealing smooth walls painted in neutral tones.
A compact modern living area unfolded before them, complete with a plush gray couch. A low wooden coffee table, and a television mounted on the wall.
To their right, a compact kitchen gleamed with stainless steel appliances, and a hallway led to what appeared to be bedrooms and a bathroom.
It looked good, but it didn't seem lived in. There was a light layer of dust over the furniture.
“Is this…yours?” Ayra asked in surprise.
“One of many,” Lucian replied and closed the trapdoor behind them with a grunt.
The room seemed to seal itself seamlessly, leaving no trace of the entrance. “It’s stocked and secure. We’ll be safe here.”
Ayra couldn’t help but feel a flicker of relief, though it was quickly replaced by unease. It was only the two of them trapped underground after all. And she did not quite trust Lucian yet.
Yes, he seemed different from her expectations, but that did not mean he was a good person. Good people did not become the director of the Orrery Consortium.
“How many of these do you have?” she asked awkwardly, trying to just fill the silence.
Lucian smirked faintly, looking as though he'd seen through her worries. “Enough. And don't worry; if I had wanted to do anything to you, I would have done so ages ago.”
It was not particularly comforting.
Lucian gestured toward the hallway. “The first room on the left is yours. There’s a shower inside and clothes in the wardrobe. Rest, clean up. Sleep if you want.”
Ayra hesitated, glancing at him. His face was unreadable, but there was no mistaking the exhaustion in his eyes.
She nodded silently and made her way to the room, pushing open the door to find a cozy space.
A neatly made bed sat against the far wall, dressed in crisp white sheets and a soft gray blanket.
A small desk with a lamp occupied one corner, and the en-suite bathroom was compact but spotless, with a glass shower stall and fresh towels folded on the counter.
She stepped into the bathroom and closed the door behind her. Ayra leaned against it as the adrenaline that had kept her going for hours began to wear off in earnest.
She turned on the shower, the sound of running water filling the silence, and peeled off her dirt-streaked disguise.
The blond wig landed in the corner, followed by the stained jacket and jeans she’d worn for what felt like days.
The hot water was a blessing, washing away the grime and tension as Ayra scrubbed her skin.
She lingered longer than she intended, savoring the rare moment of peace. When she finally stepped out, she wrapped herself in one of the soft towels and opened the wardrobe.
Inside, she found simple yet comfortable clothing: a pair of black leggings and an oversized navy-blue sweater that smelled faintly of lavender.
It seemed that, finally, she had a moment of peace. It was ironic, actually. She had never felt safe these past few days. Not at the cabin, where the thought of her father finding her occupied her nights and a faint anxiety that her hideout had been found suffusing her days. Yet to find peace with Lucian of all people. What a joke. The moment of peace didn’t last long. A soft knock on the door startled her, but before she could respond, Lucian pushed it open. He leaned casually against the doorframe, holding a deck of cards she’d noticed earlier in the living room. He had changed as well, now wearing a plain white t-shirt that clung to his lean frame and a pair of dark gray sweatpants that looked oddly casual on him. Lucian's hair was damp, suggesting he had showered as well, and the sharp demeanor he usually exuded seemed to have softened.“Didn’t think you’d wait for permission?” Ayra said dryly, eyeing him.Lucian gave a soft smile, holding up the cards and shaking them. “Th
Lucian left Ayra’s room with his hands tucked in his pockets and let the door click shut behind him. He leaned back against the wall, eyes closed, exhaling a long, shuddering breath he hadn’t realized he had been holding. Relief coursed through him like a drug. He took a deep breath, and his shoulders sagged as if he had been holding himself upright through sheer willpower for days. Which he had been, in a way. The relief coursing through him was almost palpable. He had finally found her - or at least, someone he was now convinced was Isa.There was no one thing that convinced him, and perhaps he had rushed to a conclusion, but heaven knows he believed it with all his heart. His lips quirked upward in a rare, unguarded smile - small, almost imperceptible, but simply happy. He ran a hand through his dark hair, pushing it back as his thoughts raced. Every moment they’d just shared replayed in his mind like a precious memory he wanted to hoard.Ayra was so much like Isa it wasn't e
Lucian abandoned the whiskey entirely, pushing the glass away and capping the bottle with an air of finality. It had tasted wrong anyway. Instead, he paced the small kitchenette, his mind a whirlwind of emotions and plans. What came next? How could he ensure her safety without scaring her off? How could he make her see that he wasn’t the enemy she thought him to be?Lucian paced the small kitchenette, his hands restless. Memories of Isa kept flashing in his mind and they were overwhelming. The way her eyes used to light up when she smiled, the way she always managed to keep him grounded when his world threatened to spiral out of control. She had been his anchor; more than he'd realized. Losing her had felt like losing a part of himself.Isa had been what made him human. He stopped pacing and leaned heavily against the counter, his head bowed. He didn’t realize his hands were trembling until he looked down and saw them. He clenched them and reached into his pocket for a pack of c
The car hummed softly as it cut through the quiet, winding roads. The early morning sunlight danced across the sleek hood of the vehicle. It glinted like liquid gold as they sped past rolling fields and sparse woodlands. Ayra glanced out the passenger window, the world beyond passing by in a blur. She felt oddly relaxed.Lucian was focused, his hands steady on the wheel. He hadn’t said much since they left the safehouse, which wasn’t unusual for him, and it wasn’t like it was uncomfortable either. Lucian had this way of making silence seem less awkward and more deliberate. Like it wasn’t just an absence of words but a space to breathe.Ayra wasn't sure how that worked or why those words popped into her head either. She stole a glance at him, taking in his sharp profile. His jaw was set, his expression unreadable, but there was a calmness to him that she hadn’t noticed before. He looked... almost at peace.“Do you ever talk while you drive, or is this some kind of meditative thing
No one had been around when Ayra stepped through the doors to her house. One of two servants were within the estate grounds but avoided Ayra like the plague.Hours passed with neither her father nor Lisbeth coming back and so she decided to simply go to bed. It was better than staying awake to be tormented by the dread of confronting the two. ....Ayra stirred from her sleep and the very next second, the sound of the door slamming against the wall jolted her awake. The warm cocoon of dreams shattered, leaving her blinking in confusion as the harsh light from the hallway poured into the room.Ayra shot up in bed, her heart racing, disoriented by the sudden intrusion. She squinted in the dim light, trying to make sense of the figure standing in the doorway. It was Lisbeth."Ayra!" Lisbeth’s voice was sharp, cutting through the stillness like a whip.Ayra blinked, still groggy from sleep, and rubbed her eyes, trying to shake the remnants of her dreams. She sat up slowly, feeling the co
As the sound of Lisbeth’s footsteps faded, Ayra sank back onto the bed, her body trembling with the effort of holding herself together. The room felt suffocatingly quiet now, the echoes of their argument still ringing in her ears.Her hands shook as she rubbed her face, trying to steady her breathing. Every word Lisbeth had said replayed in her mind, cutting deeper with each repetition.For the first time, Ayra felt a burning hatred toward her sister. It wasn’t just anger or frustration - it was something darker, something more final.She thought of her mother. Of the quiet strength and teachings she’d tried to pass on to Ayra; of the way she’d always managed to keep her safe even when everything was falling apart.She thought of her mother's death. Her cold, stiff corpse lying forlornly on the asphalt, blood pooling beneath her.And now Lisbeth had trampled all over her memory, reducing her to nothing more than a failure.And Ayra found within herself a rapidly blooming hatred and d
The only sound in the kitchen was the humming of the refrigerator and the soft clinking of the glass Ayra placed on the counter. The cold milk she had poured only moments before seemed suddenly not so appealing; her appetite had vanished in the tornado of feelings whirling within her. Ayra gazed into the pale liquid, her mind running over and over Lisbeth's behavior.She couldn't shake off this feeling that her family was floating further and further away from her, and that they really didn't care. Unfortunately, no matter how much she liked to pretend otherwise, she was the only one who cared. The sound of footsteps interrupted her thoughts. Ayra looked up just as Ferdinand entered the kitchen.He was casually dressed. His shirt sleeves rolled up, looking every bit the confident, driven man she had admired as a child. He paused mid-step as he noticed her."Ayra," he said as a wide smile broke across his face. "What are you doing up at this hour?""I couldn't sleep," she replied,
Ferdinand's face darkened, his shoulders tensed, and for a moment, she thought she’d gone too far. But he didn't lash out. “Your mother made her choices,” he said evenly. “Just as you’re making yours. And she paid the price.”The weight of his words hung in the air, suffocating her. She stared at his back, a mix of rage and despair swirling in her chest."I'm not mum," she said quietly."No," he said, glancing at her over his shoulder. "You're not. But if you keep down this path, you'll end up just like her-forgotten and a dozen feet under. Get some sleep, Ayra. You'll feel better in the morning."With that, he turned and walked out of the kitchen, leaving Ayra standing, shaking with anger and sorrow. The glass of milk she had set down some time ago now felt like some sort of judgment against her, and she fought the urge to throw it against the wall.She sat there for a very long period of time, staring at the half-full glass of milk on the counter. For the very first time in her li
The message came just before dinner.Leon: Had a great time chatting today. Wouldn’t mind another round—this time, somewhere quieter?Ayra sat back on the plush sofa of her sitting room, twirling the phone in her fingers. She had been expecting him to reach out. Encouraging it, even. Yet, staring at the message, she hesitated. The line between playing a game and getting caught in it was dangerously thin.But Lucian had yet to react to anything she’d done. Not the staff replacement, not the disorder she’d caused in the estate, not even her blatant attempts to provoke him. He remained distant, untouchable, as though she didn’t even exist. It burned.Maybe this would be the thing to get under his skin.She typed her response carefully.Ayra: I wouldn’t mind that. Where do you suggest?His reply came within moments.Leon: I know a private lounge near the East District. Great wine, even better company.She smiled faintly. He was charming, smooth. Just enough to make this easier.Ayra: Send
The afternoon sun cast a golden glow over the city as Ayra stepped out of the car, the sleek black vehicle blending seamlessly with the polished luxury of the district. The streets here were lined with designer boutiques, private lounges, and high-end cafés—places that oozed exclusivity, where only the elite could afford to linger. It was the kind of setting she had been raised in for the later part of her life, yet now, standing before one of the finest cafés in the city, she felt strangely like an outsider.The café, Bellaria, was known for its privacy and refinement. It wasn’t a place for loud conversation or rushed meetings; here, the rich came to drink imported coffee, discuss business, and subtly flaunt their power. It was exactly the kind of place Lucian would be seen in.That was part of the reason she had come.Ayra pushed open the glass door, a small bell chiming above her head. Inside, the space was decorated in dark wood and gold, the air rich with the scent of roasted co
Nico stepped into Lucian’s office, the weight of his report pressing down on him. The room was dimly lit, the glow of the evening cityscape filtering through the large windows behind the man seated at the desk. Lucian didn’t look up immediately, his attention fixed on the documents before him, his fingers tapping rhythmically against the polished wood.“Speak,” Lucian said, his voice low, controlled.Nico took a slow breath before delivering the news. “It’s about Ayra.”Lucian’s fingers stilled. He finally looked up, his expression unreadable. “What did she do now?”“She’s replaced the staff.”Silence.Lucian leaned back in his chair, studying Nico with an eerie calm. “Come again?”Nico’s jaw tightened. “She fired the entire estate staff. Threw them out and replaced them with her own people. None of the original staff are left. Worse, they refuse to return.”Lucian’s gaze snapped up. “Refuse?”Nico hesitated, then nodded. “They’re scared, boss.”Lucian scoffed, leaning back in his cha
By the time the dust settled, the house was eerily quiet.The last of the protesting staff had been escorted off the premises, their voices still ringing in Ayra’s ears.The replacement staff stood awkwardly near the foyer, waiting for orders. But Ayra had none to give.She should have felt victorious.She had made her statement. She had taken control.But all she felt was exhaustion.The butler was the only one who hadn’t been forcibly removed. He still stood by the staircase, arms clasped behind his back. Unlike the others, he hadn’t fought. He hadn’t shouted.And that made him all the more annoying.Ayra met his gaze, a strange tension hanging between them.“You’re still here,” she observed.“I am,” he replied.“I told you to leave.”“You told them to leave,” he said with an insipid little look on his eye. “But you did not fire me.”Ayra exhaled through her nose. “Do you really think Lucian would let me? Would he be happy if I did so?”The butler smiled slightly, but it was devoid o
To be fair, Ayra hated this.Hated how cruel and bothersome she had to be.But if Lucian refused to acknowledge her, then she had to force his attention. No matter how ugly it got.....When Ayra stepped into the grand foyer, the staff had already gathered. There were more of them than she had realized—over a dozen pairs of wary eyes turned toward her as she entered.She could feel their resentment like a thick fog in the air.She took her place on the marble staircase, gripping the banister tightly before speaking. “You all had a day to leave,” she began, her voice cold. “And yet, you’re still here.”The butler took a step forward, his face unreadable. “As we have stated, madam, we serve the master of the house. Not you.”Ayra let out a quiet breath. She had expected this.“Fine,” she said smoothly. “If you won’t leave willingly, then I’ll make you.”At her cue, the front doors swung open.A group of people stepped inside, dressed in crisp serving uniforms, their expressions neutral.
Ayra sat at the breakfast table, untouched tea growing cold before her. The silence in the house had become suffocating. No matter what she did, no matter how much she tried to stir the waters, Lucian remained utterly indifferent. He ignored her tantrums, her disruptions, her passive-aggressive antics. He had locked her in this gilded cage and simply left her to rot, acting as if she didn’t exist.Fine.She set her cup down with deliberate care and rose to her feet. Without hesitation, she strode out of the dining room, her silk robe flowing behind her. The butler was walking past.“Stop,” she commanded.The butler paused, turning to her with polite detachment. “Madam?”Ayra folded her arms across her chest, lifting her chin slightly. “I want you to inform the staff that they are all fired.”The butler’s expression didn’t shift, but his silence stretched for a moment too long.“They have until the end of the day to pack their things and leave,” she continued. “I don’t want to see a si
Two days later Ayra lay sprawled on the plush velvet chaise lounge in her room, her fingers drumming impatiently on the armrest. The air in the house had grown heavier over the past two weeks. The polished floors gleamed, the scent of fresh flowers filled the halls, and every detail of the house was maintained to perfection—yet it felt like a lifeless shell. The staff worked diligently, moving about as if on eggshells around her, but no matter what Ayra did, they remained unwavering. Frustrated and angry, yes, but unwavering. Perhaps Lucian paid them more to put up with her antics. She wasn’t going to be ignored. If Lucian refused to engage, if the staff refused to react, then she would create a situation that could not be brushed aside.There came in Pedro.He was one of the few people from her mother’s past that Ayra had ever met. He was an old acquaintance, someone who she'd known since she was little. He wasn’t exactly a friend, but he had been there, lingering in the backgroun
This became a pattern for a brief while.Lunch? Too cold.Dinner? Not what she wanted anymore.Snacks? She changed her mind after they were made.She sent dishes back multiple times a day, forcing the kitchen staff to remake meals repeatedly before she would eat just enough to keep them from outright rebelling.Within days, the tension in the household thickened. The butler was visibly on edge, the chef was snapping at the assistants, and the maids were whispering amongst themselves in frustration.By the fifth day, the head butler had had enough.Ayra was lounging in the parlor, flipping through a book she had no intention of reading, when he approached. His posture was stiff, his jaw tight—yet he remained respectful.“Madam, forgive my boldness, but may I ask if something is troubling you?”Ayra looked up, feigning innocence. “Troubling me? Not at all.”The butler’s eyes twitched ever so slightly. “Then may I ask why the staff has had to remake your breakfast four times this morning?
It started with breakfast.The chef prepared the usual—a beautifully plated meal of toast, eggs, and fruit, presented with meticulous care. But as soon as the plate was placed in front of her, Ayra wrinkled her nose.“This isn’t what I wanted,” she said casually, pushing the plate away.The maid hesitated. “Madam, this is what you requested yesterday.”“Did I?” Ayra tilted her head, frowning. “I don’t remember. But I’m not in the mood for this today. Make me something else.”The staff exchanged glances, but after a slight hesitation, the maid nodded. “Of course.”Twenty minutes later, a fresh plate of food was brought to her. She picked at it, took a single bite, and sighed. “This is too salty. Can you make it again?”The chef’s patience visibly thinned, but they couldn’t refuse her. She was Lucian’s wife, after all, and despite the slight disregard they had for her, their orders had been to serve her and make her comfortable.But Ayra was just getting started. Breakfast the next day