The only sound in the kitchen was the humming of the refrigerator and the soft clinking of the glass Ayra placed on the counter.
The cold milk she had poured only moments before seemed suddenly not so appealing; her appetite had vanished in the tornado of feelings whirling within her.
Ayra gazed into the pale liquid, her mind running over and over Lisbeth's behavior.
She couldn't shake off this feeling that her family was floating further and further away from her, and that they really didn't care.
Unfortunately, no matter how much she liked to pretend otherwise, she was the only one who cared.
The sound of footsteps interrupted her thoughts. Ayra looked up just as Ferdinand entered the kitchen.
He was casually dressed. His shirt sleeves rolled up, looking every bit the confident, driven man she had admired as a child. He paused mid-step as he noticed her.
"Ayra," he said as a wide smile broke across his face. "What are you doing up at this hour?"
"I couldn't sleep," she replied, her voice soft as she stood straighter.
"Well, neither could I. Too many things on my mind these days." He opened the refrigerator, rummaging around for a moment before pulling out a bottle of water.
Ferdinand twisted the cap off, took a long sip, and then leaned against the counter. "So, what's bothering you, sweetheart?"
It was such an easy, normal question, but it felt like a lifeline. Ayra hesitated, her fingers tightening on the glass.
A sip of his water, and Ayra stammered over her words. The lump in her throat started to swell, and hating herself for it, she pressed on.
"Well, I was just thinking about everything," she ventured, tentatively. The words fell slow as she attempted to read his mood. "About Lisbeth and… everything that happened lately."
Ferdinand raised an eyebrow. "Lisbeth? Let me guess, she said something to upset you?"
Ayra nodded, biting her lip. "She stormed into my room tonight, yelling at me. She said I was selfish for running away and-" Her voice cracked slightly. Despite herself, Lisbeth's words stung. "And that I'm ruining everything.
Ferdinand's face didn't change, but an eyebrow did rise. "Lisbeth has always been blunt. You should know that by now."
"It wasn't just bluntness," Ayra said, fighting to piece together what was in her mind. "She was cruel. She called me selfish and reckless, and she said I was dragging the family's name through the mud.
Ferdinand set his glass down with a soft clink. "Well, aren't you?" he said, tone light but the words slicing.
Ayra winced, her heart plummeting. She was starting to develop a dreadful feeling about this conversation. "I didn't mean to… I didn't think -"
Ferdinand sighed and set the bottle of water on the counter. "Lisbeth's always had a hot head, a sharp tongue to boot. Don't take it to heart.
"But it's more than that," Ayra pressed. She realized her voice had risen slightly and then toned it down.
She didn't want their conversation to devolve into another shouting match. Perhaps she still thought that the father she knew - the one who would shield her from everything and anything - still lurked within the man before her.
She acted like it's owed to everybody for me to just go along with whatever's decided for me. She kept talking about family honour and responsibilities - things that never mattered to her before.
And now it's like…" She fumbled as her emotions welled precariously close to the surface. "It's like I don't matter.
Ayra was fishing for information. She had no idea what was actually going on behind the scenes, but something was telling her she would want to know.
The hard lines in Ferdinand's face momentarily softened, and he reached out, placing a firm hand on her shoulder. "Ayra, don't be so dramatic. Of course, you matter. You're my daughter, and you're part of this family.
For a moment, his words soothed her, but then his expression shifted, his usual spirited enthusiasm creeping back into his tone.
"But you have to understand something. Life isn't always about what we want. Sometimes, we have to make sacrifices for the greater good. For the future."
Her stomach twisted uneasily at his words.
"Sacrifices?" she echoed.
"Yes, sacrifices." He straightened, his voice growing more animated as he gestured with his hands.
"Do you think I got to where I am today by doing only what I wanted? No, Ayra. I made choices - hard choices - to ensure success. And now, it's your turn to do the same."
The tension thickened in the air, and Ayra clutched her glass tightly. This wasn't going where she wanted.
Three days without seeing him must have blurred the fact that he did not particularly care for Ayra's opinion. She had come prepared to meet the doting father she knew.
"But I didn't ask for this," she said softly.
"No one ever does," Ferdinand said curtly.
"But that doesn't mean you can run away from it. You have responsibilities, Ayra. Running away like this, causing all this chaos. Do you have any idea what kind of damage you could have done?"
She stared at him, reeling in her mind. "I thought… I thought I mattered most. Not the legacy, not the responsibilities. Me."
Ferdinand chuckled, as though he was endeared by her naivety. "Of course, you matter, Ayra. That is why I try to guide you. But you must grow up and understand the larger picture."
"The larger picture?" she echoed. “The larger picture is that of me getting forced into a life that I do not want to live in; into marrying someone with whom I never agreed upon the alliance. Where is justice? Where is love in it?”
"But you signed the contract," her father said with a smile that Ayra felt was supposed to be cheeky. It only made her feel nauseous.
"Don't bring that up," Ayra said immediately, her face hardening.
His smile faltered slightly, and for a brief moment, a flicker of frustration crossed his face. "Ayra, fair has nothing to do with it. This is about what's necessary. What's right for the family."
Ayra felt a vague sense of having heard that already, and even expecting this, his words were a kind of slap; Ayra drew back, racing heart thudding.
"Necessary for whom?" she demanded, voice rising against her will.
“For you? For Lisbeth? Because it decidedly isn't for me!”
His eyes flashed darkly and he moved in closer. "You think your life is yours to decide? You think you have the luxury of making your own choices?"
She blinked, startled by the sudden turn in him. "I just - wait, what?
Ferdinand heaved a heavier sigh and treated Ayra like a disobedient child. "You're being emotional, Ayra. You're too young to understand these things now, but one day you'll thank me."
"Thank you?" she repeated. "You must be delusional. Thank you for what? For treating me like a pawn in your games? For deciding my life for me?
"Don't be ridiculous," he said. "You're not a pawn. You're part of something bigger, something important. And you should be satisfied with that.”
Her vision blurred with tears she refused to shed. “I just wanted to talk to you,” she said quietly. Her voice was raw.
“I wanted you to listen, to understand. But all you care about is the family and some vague greater good. Since when has that begun to influence your decisions? It's all just a desperate grab for power you're making!”
Ferdinand’s expression hardened, and he took a step back, crossing his arms over his chest.
“I care about you, Ayra. That’s why I’m doing this. You may not see it now, but everything I do is for you.”
She shook her head, her chest tightening. “No, it’s not. It’s for you. For your ego.”
“And so what?!” he snapped suddenly. “You’ve been given every privilege, every opportunity. Don't I deserve a reward? What's a bit more power? The soaring prestige that comes with being tied to the Director. Do you even grasp that?”
She looked at him, really looked at him, and for the first time, she saw a stranger. When did he become this man?
When had she lost the father who used to tell her bedtime stories and promise her she could do anything she wanted?
In this same way, ten years ago, she had looked at Lisbeth and seen a stranger. She had realized that the sister she knew was gone.
“I don’t even know who you are anymore,” she whispered.
Ferdinand’s jaw tightened, but he didn’t respond. Instead, he picked up his water bottle and turned toward the door.
“Let me make this clear once and for all," he said over his shoulder. "I don’t care about your whims or feelings when they threaten to ruin my plans. Your job is to fall in line and do what’s expected of you. Nothing more.”
Her heart felt like it was shattering in her chest, but her anger overpowered her pain.
“And what about Mom?” she demanded. “Did she ‘fall in line’? Did she do what was expected of her? You drove her away too, did you not? Right?! And I always wondered why she had fled!”
Ferdinand's face darkened, his shoulders tensed, and for a moment, she thought she’d gone too far. But he didn't lash out. “Your mother made her choices,” he said evenly. “Just as you’re making yours. And she paid the price.”The weight of his words hung in the air, suffocating her. She stared at his back, a mix of rage and despair swirling in her chest."I'm not mum," she said quietly."No," he said, glancing at her over his shoulder. "You're not. But if you keep down this path, you'll end up just like her-forgotten and a dozen feet under. Get some sleep, Ayra. You'll feel better in the morning."With that, he turned and walked out of the kitchen, leaving Ayra standing, shaking with anger and sorrow. The glass of milk she had set down some time ago now felt like some sort of judgment against her, and she fought the urge to throw it against the wall.She sat there for a very long period of time, staring at the half-full glass of milk on the counter. For the very first time in her li
Marcus’s smirk faltered for just a second. When he finally spoke, his tone was resigned. "Fine. You want to know who hired me?"The detective leaned in, watching him closely.“It wasn’t the Wendells,” Marcus said, his words slow and deliberate. His eyes narrowed, calculating. “It was Madam Eleanor.”Lucian’s gaze darkened, the name catching him off guard. Eleanor. Not what he’d been expecting.The detective was just as thrown. “Eleanor Wendell? Since when do the Wendells have an Eleanor?”“No,” Marcus said, shaking his head slightly. “Eleanor Russo.”Silence settled over the room, thick and heavy. Lucian’s jaw tightened as the name sank in. Eleanor Russo. The kind of name that came wrapped in its own web of trouble and danger.Of course, it wasn’t surprising. No one in Isa’s family was simple.“What does Eleanor want with Ayra?” the detective asked, his voice sharper now.Marcus shrugged, unbothered. “She didn’t exactly give me her life story. Just said she wanted the girl brought bac
Ayra’s phone buzzed on the nightstand, jolting her out of her quiet thoughts. For a moment, she considered ignoring it—it was probably another useless notification. Nothing important.But curiosity got the better of her, and she reached for the phone, unlocking the screen to reveal a message from an unfamiliar number.Unknown: Still awake?Her brows knit together as she stared at the message, her thumb hovering over the screen. After a moment’s hesitation, she typed back.Ayra: Who’s this?The reply was almost immediate.Unknown: Lucian.Her heart skipped a beat. She blinked at the screen before carefully typing her response.Ayra: I am. Awake, that is. What do you want?Lucian: That’s not very friendly. Can’t a guy check in on you?Ayra rolled her eyes, unable to suppress her irritation.Ayra: You’re not exactly my favorite person.Lucian: Oh, but I should be.A scoff escaped her lips before she could stop it. She could practically hear the smugness in his tone.Ayra: Bold of you to
Lunch with the Director does not start by noon, Ayra discovered. The next day arrived in a haze. It was as if Ayra's entire world had been compressed into a sleepless limbo of apprehension. She could barely recall collapsing into bed the night before with her mind too preoccupied with Lucian’s final words to truly rest. The morning was still young, with the faintest streaks of dawn painting the sky, when Ayra heard a knock at her bedroom door. She groaned, forcing her eyes open even as she pulled the blanket over her head. The knock came again, more insistent this time.“Ayra,” Lucian’s familiar voice filtered through the door. “We’re leaving in ten minutes. Get up.”Her eyes snapped open. Leaving? She’d agreed to lunch, not... whatever this was. She rolled out of bed begrudgingly, her movements sluggish. Her legs felt like lead as she trudged to the door and yanked it open.“What are you doing here at - ” she glanced morosely at the clock, “ - seven in the morning?”Lucian leaned
The car eased to a halt in front of an elegant boutique, its towering glass panes flaunting mannequins draped in flowing evening gowns, crisp suits, and glinting accessories. Ayra cast a sideways glance at Lucian, her brow furrowed in perplexity."Why are we here?" she asked.Lucian killed the engine and stepped out. “We’re having lunch somewhere upscale, remember? That outfit isn’t exactly appropriate.”Her gaze dropped to her jeans and cozy sweater. “It’s perfectly fine,” she said, brow raised. “It is.” he circled around the car to open her door. “But this is about more than fine. Humor me. And by the way, you've worn that since this morning, no?”She slid out reluctantly, her steps dragging as she trailed behind him into the boutique. Quite like the hotel, the interior was a study in luxury. The floors were polished to a shine, the air smelled of lavender, and sleek racks of clothing were arranged with museum-like precision. A soft piano melody played in the background, as if t
The restaurant exuded an air of understated elegance, its tranquil atmosphere a welcome contrast to the chaos of the city. Instead of harsh lighting, soft, flickering candles bathed their secluded table in a golden glow. Placed away from prying eyes, the setting offered them privacy. It was perfect for a conversation neither of them wanted to have. Or at least , Ayra didn't want to have.Ayra picked at her appetizer - it was a delicate arrangement of smoked salmon on crisp bread - while Lucian sipped his wine. Their initial conversation was light, almost trivial, revolving around the restaurant's decor and the quality of the food. But beneath the pleasantries, Ayra could feel the weight of unspoken words pressing down on her.“So,” Lucian said, breaking the silence that had settled over their initial small talk. His tone was calm, his words deliberate and plodding. “We need to discuss the matter of our marriage.”Ayra stiffened slightly, her fork halting midway to her mouth, though
She frowned, her mind racing. “And I’m... what? A bargaining chip?”“You are not necessarily that. This marriage benefits us both, Ayra. Think of it as a partnership. We both stand to gain, and in the process, you’ll have the freedom to carve out your own space."She turned back to him, her expression unreadable. “Freedom? You’re marrying me to close business deals and save my family’s reputation. Where’s the freedom in that?”Lucian didn’t flinch under her scrutiny, shrugging instead. “Freedom is what you make of it, Ayra. You can resent the circumstances or leverage them to your advantage. It also provides you with protection from external pressures. You’ve seen how things have been unraveling. Hate it if you want, but I’m offering you a way to gain control over the chaos around you.”Ayra bit her lips, staring almost hatefully at the man before her. Finally, she whispered, “And if I say no?”“Then the Russo business collapses. Your father’s debts consume everything. Your family be
Lucian’s office was shrouded in a quiet stillness when he returned late in the evening. His thoughts still lingering on the earlier conversation with Ayra. For the first time in years, he felt a sliver of relief. Ayra was Isa. She had to be. The resemblance was too uncanny, and there were too many small moments that tugged at old memories. He had convinced himself of it. The sinking feeling of uncertainty he'd carried for so long was finally giving way to certainty.Nico was waiting in the corner of the room, flipping through a folder with a look of deep concentration. He stood up the moment Lucian entered.“You’re back earlier than I expected,” Nico said, his tone casual. But there was a weight in his voice that Lucian didn’t miss.“What is it?” Lucian asked as he shrugged off his coat and tossed it onto the nearest chair."It's... about the investigation." Nico said; his tone was cautious. “We have something about Ayra.”Lucian frowned and waved dismissively. “There’s no need. Cal
The message came just before dinner.Leon: Had a great time chatting today. Wouldn’t mind another round—this time, somewhere quieter?Ayra sat back on the plush sofa of her sitting room, twirling the phone in her fingers. She had been expecting him to reach out. Encouraging it, even. Yet, staring at the message, she hesitated. The line between playing a game and getting caught in it was dangerously thin.But Lucian had yet to react to anything she’d done. Not the staff replacement, not the disorder she’d caused in the estate, not even her blatant attempts to provoke him. He remained distant, untouchable, as though she didn’t even exist. It burned.Maybe this would be the thing to get under his skin.She typed her response carefully.Ayra: I wouldn’t mind that. Where do you suggest?His reply came within moments.Leon: I know a private lounge near the East District. Great wine, even better company.She smiled faintly. He was charming, smooth. Just enough to make this easier.Ayra: Send
The afternoon sun cast a golden glow over the city as Ayra stepped out of the car, the sleek black vehicle blending seamlessly with the polished luxury of the district. The streets here were lined with designer boutiques, private lounges, and high-end cafés—places that oozed exclusivity, where only the elite could afford to linger. It was the kind of setting she had been raised in for the later part of her life, yet now, standing before one of the finest cafés in the city, she felt strangely like an outsider.The café, Bellaria, was known for its privacy and refinement. It wasn’t a place for loud conversation or rushed meetings; here, the rich came to drink imported coffee, discuss business, and subtly flaunt their power. It was exactly the kind of place Lucian would be seen in.That was part of the reason she had come.Ayra pushed open the glass door, a small bell chiming above her head. Inside, the space was decorated in dark wood and gold, the air rich with the scent of roasted co
Nico stepped into Lucian’s office, the weight of his report pressing down on him. The room was dimly lit, the glow of the evening cityscape filtering through the large windows behind the man seated at the desk. Lucian didn’t look up immediately, his attention fixed on the documents before him, his fingers tapping rhythmically against the polished wood.“Speak,” Lucian said, his voice low, controlled.Nico took a slow breath before delivering the news. “It’s about Ayra.”Lucian’s fingers stilled. He finally looked up, his expression unreadable. “What did she do now?”“She’s replaced the staff.”Silence.Lucian leaned back in his chair, studying Nico with an eerie calm. “Come again?”Nico’s jaw tightened. “She fired the entire estate staff. Threw them out and replaced them with her own people. None of the original staff are left. Worse, they refuse to return.”Lucian’s gaze snapped up. “Refuse?”Nico hesitated, then nodded. “They’re scared, boss.”Lucian scoffed, leaning back in his cha
By the time the dust settled, the house was eerily quiet.The last of the protesting staff had been escorted off the premises, their voices still ringing in Ayra’s ears.The replacement staff stood awkwardly near the foyer, waiting for orders. But Ayra had none to give.She should have felt victorious.She had made her statement. She had taken control.But all she felt was exhaustion.The butler was the only one who hadn’t been forcibly removed. He still stood by the staircase, arms clasped behind his back. Unlike the others, he hadn’t fought. He hadn’t shouted.And that made him all the more annoying.Ayra met his gaze, a strange tension hanging between them.“You’re still here,” she observed.“I am,” he replied.“I told you to leave.”“You told them to leave,” he said with an insipid little look on his eye. “But you did not fire me.”Ayra exhaled through her nose. “Do you really think Lucian would let me? Would he be happy if I did so?”The butler smiled slightly, but it was devoid o
To be fair, Ayra hated this.Hated how cruel and bothersome she had to be.But if Lucian refused to acknowledge her, then she had to force his attention. No matter how ugly it got.....When Ayra stepped into the grand foyer, the staff had already gathered. There were more of them than she had realized—over a dozen pairs of wary eyes turned toward her as she entered.She could feel their resentment like a thick fog in the air.She took her place on the marble staircase, gripping the banister tightly before speaking. “You all had a day to leave,” she began, her voice cold. “And yet, you’re still here.”The butler took a step forward, his face unreadable. “As we have stated, madam, we serve the master of the house. Not you.”Ayra let out a quiet breath. She had expected this.“Fine,” she said smoothly. “If you won’t leave willingly, then I’ll make you.”At her cue, the front doors swung open.A group of people stepped inside, dressed in crisp serving uniforms, their expressions neutral.
Ayra sat at the breakfast table, untouched tea growing cold before her. The silence in the house had become suffocating. No matter what she did, no matter how much she tried to stir the waters, Lucian remained utterly indifferent. He ignored her tantrums, her disruptions, her passive-aggressive antics. He had locked her in this gilded cage and simply left her to rot, acting as if she didn’t exist.Fine.She set her cup down with deliberate care and rose to her feet. Without hesitation, she strode out of the dining room, her silk robe flowing behind her. The butler was walking past.“Stop,” she commanded.The butler paused, turning to her with polite detachment. “Madam?”Ayra folded her arms across her chest, lifting her chin slightly. “I want you to inform the staff that they are all fired.”The butler’s expression didn’t shift, but his silence stretched for a moment too long.“They have until the end of the day to pack their things and leave,” she continued. “I don’t want to see a si
Two days later Ayra lay sprawled on the plush velvet chaise lounge in her room, her fingers drumming impatiently on the armrest. The air in the house had grown heavier over the past two weeks. The polished floors gleamed, the scent of fresh flowers filled the halls, and every detail of the house was maintained to perfection—yet it felt like a lifeless shell. The staff worked diligently, moving about as if on eggshells around her, but no matter what Ayra did, they remained unwavering. Frustrated and angry, yes, but unwavering. Perhaps Lucian paid them more to put up with her antics. She wasn’t going to be ignored. If Lucian refused to engage, if the staff refused to react, then she would create a situation that could not be brushed aside.There came in Pedro.He was one of the few people from her mother’s past that Ayra had ever met. He was an old acquaintance, someone who she'd known since she was little. He wasn’t exactly a friend, but he had been there, lingering in the backgroun
This became a pattern for a brief while.Lunch? Too cold.Dinner? Not what she wanted anymore.Snacks? She changed her mind after they were made.She sent dishes back multiple times a day, forcing the kitchen staff to remake meals repeatedly before she would eat just enough to keep them from outright rebelling.Within days, the tension in the household thickened. The butler was visibly on edge, the chef was snapping at the assistants, and the maids were whispering amongst themselves in frustration.By the fifth day, the head butler had had enough.Ayra was lounging in the parlor, flipping through a book she had no intention of reading, when he approached. His posture was stiff, his jaw tight—yet he remained respectful.“Madam, forgive my boldness, but may I ask if something is troubling you?”Ayra looked up, feigning innocence. “Troubling me? Not at all.”The butler’s eyes twitched ever so slightly. “Then may I ask why the staff has had to remake your breakfast four times this morning?
It started with breakfast.The chef prepared the usual—a beautifully plated meal of toast, eggs, and fruit, presented with meticulous care. But as soon as the plate was placed in front of her, Ayra wrinkled her nose.“This isn’t what I wanted,” she said casually, pushing the plate away.The maid hesitated. “Madam, this is what you requested yesterday.”“Did I?” Ayra tilted her head, frowning. “I don’t remember. But I’m not in the mood for this today. Make me something else.”The staff exchanged glances, but after a slight hesitation, the maid nodded. “Of course.”Twenty minutes later, a fresh plate of food was brought to her. She picked at it, took a single bite, and sighed. “This is too salty. Can you make it again?”The chef’s patience visibly thinned, but they couldn’t refuse her. She was Lucian’s wife, after all, and despite the slight disregard they had for her, their orders had been to serve her and make her comfortable.But Ayra was just getting started. Breakfast the next day