The days after blurred together into one long stretch of misery. Ayra caught no sight of either her sister or her father during the next three days, secluded as she was in her corner of their mansion.
The absence of Lisbeth she could deal with - her elder sister was not the most likable of people - but the fact that her father had all but abandoned her twisted her insides in hate and loathing.
Occasionally her thoughts turned to Lucian and her impending... Wedding, as it were.
She also couldn’t stop replaying the cold certainty in his voice, the way he had claimed her without a second thought, as if her life was nothing more than another business deal to him.
It terrified her more than she cared to admit, and while she didn't hold much of an idealized view of her marriage, she did not want it to be... This.
She'd spent hours upon hours poring over the contract, studying every word, every clause futilely, just because she refused to sit on her ass and cry like a little girl.
The legal jargon wasn't particularly dense, hence a major in Liberal arts like she could understand that while Lucian did not own her on paper, and their marriage was mutually beneficial to both the Cyrus family and hers, it did little to secure her autonomy or rights in the sham of a marriage.
It would be a breach of the contract if they divorced each other within twelve months - hells, she had no right to serve Lucian divorce papers for whatever reason!
The document bound her to him—her life, her freedom, everything she had was now under his control.
She combed through the fine print late at night four days later, eyes burning from lack of sleep, out of a lack of something to do. Sitting still felt dumb and doing anything else felt like the height of unproductivity.
Every inch of her being screamed at her to find a way out; to break free from the approaching gloom of a future that was becoming Lucian’s plaything.
The 28th was coming far too quickly and the thought of what awaited her on that day and after was enough to make her stomach churn in fear and revulsion.
She tossed the contract into a corner and ran a hand through her hair. To God, she needed to sleep, but thoughts of marrying the Director sent shivers down her spine every few minutes. She had only slept intermittently in the past four days, her waking hours almost always heralded by tears.
"Jars," she called, her voice raspy from days of sobbing. "Play me some music."
The sound system in her room gave a small beep as it was booted on. The soothing melody of a sad blues song began to play from its speakers.
"Shuffle," Ayra commanded and the upbeat tune immediately replaced the previous song.
Ayra closed her eyes, trying to lull herself into sleep when the lyrics of the song's chorus registered in her brain and she was jerked awake instantly.
~Chase me, Chase me~
~And I'll run to the world's end~
~Where the skies are blue and your eyes can't reach~
She shot to her feet, a sudden surge of adrenaline-boosting her as she reached for the contract and read it in its entirety once more.
She was through in minutes - her version of the contract did not have many terms - but she read it once more, feverishly this time, just to make sure.
Five minutes later she pumped her fists in the air, a cheerful cry of victory finding its way out of her throat.
"Yes! Yes! Damn yes!"
Her father was gone, having all but abandoned her the moment she’d signed herself away, and she was left with nothing but the sharp edge of betrayal and the weight of her bleak future.
But now—now there was a chance.
Ayra’s pulse quickened as realization sank in. There was no explicit mention of confinement, no written obligation to stay until Lucian came for her.
Even better, there was no repercussion on the deal between the Cyrus family and hers if she somehow fell off the face of the earth. It was a rather glaring loophole. How had he not noticed this?
No, how had her father not noticed it? He was easily the smartest man she knew. Or, perhaps, had he known all along and simply expected her to be too terrified to act? Ayra chuckled with schadenfreude. Oh, she was not afraid to run.
Even better, if she left now, she might be able to slip away before anyone even realized she was gone. The thought sent a rush of adrenaline through her veins, the first spark of hope she’d felt in... days!
The 28th.
Six days.
He most certainly had not given her that deadline out of generosity.
But he had underestimated her. Or, perhaps, did not believe his 'property' could grow legs and run. She cackled to herself.
Ayra paced about her room, her mind spinning with possibilities. Where could she go? Who could she turn to?
The answers were bleak—she had no real connections, no friends who wouldn’t ask questions, no... 'family' willing to help.
Her father had made sure of that when he sold her off like some kind of asset. Like a fucking item.
She clenched her fists at the thought, the jagged spikes of betrayal and hurt that had been lodged in her heart fusing slowly into anger.
But she took a deep breath and pushed the emotions aside. It was not the time for it quite yet.
She didn’t need anyone. Not now. All she needed was to be smart, careful, and meticulous in her steps going forward.
Ayra shoved the contract into the briefcase it came with, her hands trembling, her mind racing. She needed a plan.
.....
Good plans didn't come easy, Ayra found out by the next morning. Good plans were a bitch to come up with.
She'd noticed that there had been an increase in the house guards in the past few weeks, and now she suspected it was due to the deal between her father and Lucian.
Having been surrounded by security personnel her whole life, she could spot more than one or two suspicious figures within the roster of people patrolling the mansion.
They were more heavily armed than the type Ayra was used to, their eyes steely and steps more akin to professional thugs than bodyguards.
They looked just as likely to put a bullet in Ayra as they were to keep thieves out. She could easily infer that they would not simply let her waltz out of the house.
She paced the length of her room, her gaze flicking to the small bag in the corner of her room from time to time. If she was going to do this, it would have to be tonight. No waiting, no second-guessing.
She ran a hand through her hair, pulling at it in frustration as she realised she couldn't do it alone. She needed someone to move her out; public transport was off the table as her father could track her down too easily, and she didn't know how to drive.
There was no helping it. If she stayed, Lucian would come, and when he did, it would be too late.
Grabbing the bag, she began tossing in essentials: clothes, toothbrush, some cash - anything she could carry that wouldn’t weigh her down.
She took a moment to buy a train ticket bound for a night journey to throw her father off, backed up her important files and photos to her memory card and popped it out.
She hesitated over the next part but eventually broke the phone and tossed it into the trash. It had cost a pretty penny. Now she couldn't go back due to cold feet.
The plan took shape as Ayra moved around her room and she decided to move that very night.
She felt the weight of her decision press down on her with every passing minute, the nagging doubt gnawing at her.
Running from someone like Lucian wasn’t as simple as walking out the door and disappearing. He was the director of THE fucking Consortium. He had resources - people, connections - things that could track her down no matter where she went.
And, despite her father's recent pathetic showing, she knew he was terrifyingly smart. He would look for her. And if she messed up even once, he would find her.
But Ayra wasn’t ready to give up. Not yet.
At exactly 9 pm that night she slipped out the door, the hallway of the building eerily quiet. The moon was not out that night, and the darkness outside felt like both a blessing and a curse.
As she descended the stairs, her heart thudded louder with every step. This was it. She was doing this. She was going to disappear.
She walked boldly past the few guards she met within the house without bothering to explain herself. Their gaze on her was sharp and gauging, but Ayra disregarded them and strode for the garden exit.
When the door leading to the garden came into view, she went down a side corridor and jogged up the side stairs to the second floor. She came across a window with an overhang from the first floor right beneath it as well as a hedge directly beneath.
She scanned the area and spotted a guard facing away from the house and towards the fence. Ayra breathed out and stepped out the window, slid silently down the overhang, and dropped quietly behind the hedge.
The guard turned, alerted by the thump of her feet, and she lay flat on the ground while his flashlight scanned dialleddge. Soon he lost interest and she got to her feet and crept forward.
She knew the house like the back of her hand; she didn't believe she could avoid their eyes if she truly tried.
.....
The cool night air hit her like a shock when she stepped outside, the city’s pulse thrumming in the distance. She kept her head down, blending into the crowd of pedestrians moving down the sidewalk.
Her heart pounded fiercely in joy as she made her way down the street, her lips threatening to split apart from the urge to smile.
She had done it. She'd escaped. While a guard had seen her in the end, they hadn't been able to stop her before she scaled the wall. But it was alright. The train ticket should throw her father off her tail for at least a day.
She walked quickly and pushed her way into the first phone booth she found.
She had planned to walk until she found one, but with the weather being in the middle of winter, the night was far too cold for it, hence she had hailed a taxi and drove for almost an hour before getting to where she was.
Fingers trembling, she dialed the only person she felt she could trust. The phone rang twice before a familiar voice answered.
"Hello?" Sarah, her best friend, answered.
"Hi. Sarah, it's Ayra calling."
“What? Ayra? Is everything okay?”
Ayra took a deep breath, her voice barely above a whisper. “I need to get out of the city. Can you help me?”
"What? Wait, Why?"
"Just... I'll explain later. I just need your help."
"Alright, where are you? I'll come pick you up."
Ayra searched the street and found a sign not far from her.
"Winston Street. I'm in the phone booth right now."
"Alright. Just sit tight. I'll be there in... Thirty minutes tops."
"Thank you."
Ayra hung up and sighed.
Twenty minutes later, someone knocked on the booth.
"That call was a bad choice. Not the call itself but who you called," the stranger said.
While she was unable to see the person clearly through the frosted glass, she would recognize the voice anywhere. It was her father.
The first plan is done.
She always knew Sarah was a bitch.
The sleek black car hummed quietly as it sped along the highway, the city lights casting fleeting shadows across Ayra’s face. She sat stiffly in the backseat, her arms crossed tightly, eyes staring blankly out the window. Her father sat beside her, his face set in a stern, unreadable expression.For a while, neither of them spoke. The silence between them was suffocating, thick with unspoken anger and confusion. “I don’t understand why you did this,” her father finally broke the silence, his voice low and filled with disappointment. “Do you have any idea what you’ve risked? What you’ve put at stake?”Ayra didn’t respond at first. She continued staring out of the window, her heart pounding as she tried to contain her emotions. She clenched her fists in her lap, her knuckles turning white as a mix of shame and frustration churned in her gut. Getting caught was all part of her plan, yes, but confronting her father was still decidedly uncomfortable. She thought it would be Lisbeth who
The cold hit Ayra hard as she was dragged back into the mansion, but it was nothing compared to the chill in her chest.Her father’s iron grip on her arm, his men trailing like shadows, and the oppressive silence, crushed her.She didn’t cry. Didn’t scream. She wanted them to believe she'd spent all her fight in her escape attempt. Now she was a shell of the determination she once carried. The mansion loomed in the dark like a silent judge. Its halls, so familiar, felt foreign and sterile.She barely registered her father’s clipped, furious whispers to the guards. All she could feel was the weight pressing down on her. Oh, she knew the escape attempt would have failed - she had planned for it to fail, after all, as her father was simply too cunning a fox that a singular attempt would see her free - but perhaps deep down inside her, she had wished he would have let her go. Just... turned a blind eye. The days blurred into a suffocating haze of monotony. Ayra’s room was no longer her
Lisbeth leaned against the doorframe, her arms crossed in that haughty way Ayra had come to despise.She looked immaculate, of course, her dress tailored to perfection, every strand of hair in its rightful place.Ayra, in her hastily thrown on clothes and with an aura of depression she couldn’t shake, felt a fresh wave of resentment.Lisbeth had always been good at making her feel small without even trying - or maybe she was trying, all the time.Anyway, the point stood; Ayra did not like Lisbeth one bit.“I see captivity hasn’t done much for your style, little sis,” Lisbeth began, her tone dripping with mock sympathy."Honestly, I thought you’d at least attempt to look presentable. But I suppose it’s hard to care when you're only so so.”Ayra clenched her fists, the nails biting into her palms. Don’t react, she chanted within her mind. Don’t give her anything. She’s waiting for you to snap. As she always did. But Lisbeth wasn’t one to settle for silence. She pushed off the doorframe
Ayra’s heart sank. “You... what?”“Oh, come on,” Lisbeth rolled her eyes. “It’s not that shocking. And I simply must tell you, Lucian was a dream to work with. A man like that? He saw the opportunity right away. All I had to do was paint you as someone who could be… easily shaped.”"Lisbeth, I..." Ayra struggled to find words. "Do you truly hate me so much?"“Of course,” Lisbeth said, as if it were the most natural thing in the world. “And by the way, someone had to make the hard decisions around here, and we all know you weren’t going to. Honestly, you should be thanking me. If it weren’t for my little nudges, you’d still be floundering around with absolutely no direction in life.”“Direction?” Ayra spat. “You mean being sold off like some business asset? That’s your idea of a direction?”Lisbeth waved a dismissive hand. “Oh, don’t be so dramatic. No one sold you off. Don't make it sound so horrible.It’s securing the family’s future. And let’s face it—you were always the weak link.
“Five minutes,” Eleanor said with a faint sigh, shaking her head as she glanced at the closed door. “Lisbeth hasn’t changed, has she? Always in control, always the gatekeeper.”Ayra snorted, bitterness lacing her voice. “Control seems to be her motto, isn’t it?”Eleanor gave her a small, wry smile and walked toward the bed where Ayra sat. She perched lightly on the edge, smoothing out her skirt. Her perfume was subtle, a blend of lavender and cedarwood that reminded Ayra of gentler times. Times when her mother was still alive. “You look pale, darling,” she said, her voice low and soothing. “Lisbeth’s words have a way of doing that to people, don’t they?”Ayra let out a bitter laugh, sitting back down on the edge of her bed. “It’s nothing I’m not used to.” Unstated was the fact that it still stung, and her visit had both demoralised Ayra and left her emotionally vulnerable. Eleanor sighed. The bed dipped slightly under her weight, and she reached out to brush a stray strand of hair
The door closed with a dull thud, and the room felt suffocatingly silent once more. Ayra sat still on the edge of the bed, her hands resting limply in her lap. Her aunt's words replayed in her mind, looping endlessly like a haunting melody. Perhaps her aunt's offer should have sparked something in her - a flicker of hope, a glimmer of possibility. But instead, it only left her feeling heavier, like another impossible choice had been laid at her feet. She didn't feel brave. She didn't feel clever. Because she knew that compared to either Lisbeth or their father, she fell far short. The thought of escape was a tantalizing fantasy, but every time she tried to imagine it, the walls of her reality closed tighter. Even if Eleanor could provide a way out, Ayra doubted her own ability to take it. She was constantly watched, her every move scrutinized by Lucians guards or her fathers spies. There was no privacy, no freedom, not even a single moment to breathe without feeling the weight o
The dinner table was quiet. Her father hadn’t joined her tonight, an absence she welcomed with relief. Recently he had insisted on having at least one meal at the dining room and Ayra has designated that time to dinner. Usually, it was a silent and uncomfortable affair but tonight both he and Lisbeth were blessedly absent. Lucian’s men, stationed in the shadows of the room, observed her silently as she picked at her meal. Her appetite was gone, the tension in her chest rendering the savory dishes bland and lifeless.Her hand brushed against the paper hidden in her pocket. She had carried it all day, its weight more mental than physical. She knew she needed help, but was reluctant to accept it. The serving maid entered quietly - a different girl from the one that afternoon - her presence going disregarded by anyone else. Ayra glanced up and caught her eye. The woman hardly reacted and placed a fresh plate on the table, a thin layer of steam curling from the baked dessert in its c
The hours slipped by like sand through her fingers. Her isolation was suffocating as always, yet she clung to the small lifeline Eleanor had given her. Her aunt’s messages arrived sporadically, their delivery concealed in the meticulous work of the maid. A folded napkin, a hollowed-out bread roll, a ribbon tied too tightly around a gift - her messages came in the details, as it were, and Ayra simply had to admire the woman's level of innovation. Eleanor’s plans for the escape were detailed and intricate in their design. She had secured a safehouse - somewhere Ayra could be hidden for a while once she made her escape. It was an ostentatious villa in the middle of the city, but Eleanor and Ayra both agreed that it was best to hide right beneath their noses until Ayra could leave the city entirely. The city’s roads were mapped, the hidden back alleys and lesser-known paths highlighted on a series of papers Eleanor had sent. Ayra had made sure to burn them all - they were just there
The silence gnawed at Ayra.For all her careful orchestration—for the balcony appearances with tousled hair and artful smudges of lipstick, for the planted photographs handed to Nico, for the media blitz that followed—Lucian had yet to respond. No message. No confrontation. No fury.No presence.Ayra wandered through the silent halls of the manor like a ghost in her own haunting. It had been two days since she fed the flames of the scandal herself, tipping the scales and watching Lucian’s pristine, untouchable image buckle under the weight of betrayal. It had spread like wildfire—first, the hushed reveal of their secret marriage, then the carefully timed photos of her supposed affair with Leon. The media had eaten it up, ravenous for every scandalous morsel.The silence that followed was not relief.It was strange, like waiting for an earthquake after watching the ground crack beneath her feet. She expected retaliation, the burn of his fury, maybe even for Lucian to return and demand
He set the envelope down, fingers tightening against the edges. "You’re playing a dangerous game," he murmured.Ayra tilted her head. "Am I?"He didn’t answer immediately. Instead, he leaned back, assessing her with a careful, measured look. "What exactly are you trying to accomplish here?"She smiled, but there was no warmth behind it. "That’s for Lucian to figure out, isn’t it?"A beat of silence. Then:"You want me to do something with this."Ayra reached for her wine glass again, swirling the liquid absently. "I want it to be known," she said simply. "I want the world to talk."Nico exhaled, setting the envelope down as if it were something poisonous. "You do realize that if I take this to him, you’ll regret it?"Ayra’s gaze sharpened."I’ll regret nothing," she said quietly.Another silence stretched between them.Finally, Nico let out a slow, resigned breath. "You really don’t care if he burns everything down over this, do you? And by the way, it's practically impossible for him
She told herself it was necessary, what she was doing.But in the past few days, something inside her twisted in ways she couldn’t quite name.It was easy enough to play the role, to smirk when she needed to, to let her fingers trail over the stem of a wine glass as if she had all the time in the world. But every time she stepped onto that balcony, feigning the remnants of an intimate encounter, a part of her coiled tight in discomfort.Lucian had done nothing but let her fester in silence, leaving her with no choice but to force his hand. She needed him to react—to do something. If he wanted to play the game of indifference, she would break that facade piece by piece.And yet, she hated that it had come to this.That she had to use someone else just to make herself seen.At night, when the estate was quiet, she would stand by the mirror in her room, staring at her own reflection as if it held the answers.What did she expect Lucian to do?What did she want him to do?She wasn’t sure a
Ayra led Leon into her chambers with steady steps, her fingers brushing against his arm in a way that suggested intimacy. Yet as she stepped over the threshold, a quiet revulsion coiled deep in her stomach.The thought of him here—of his presence in this space—left a bitter taste in her mouth.Still, she had to see this through.She glanced at the walls, at the high corners of the ceiling. She suspected Lucian had placed surveillance somewhere in the house. That would explain his silence—his patience. He’s waiting for proof. Waiting to see if she would really go through with it.Fine.If he needed proof, she would give it to him.Leon, oblivious to the storm brewing inside her, exhaled a slow breath as he stepped into the room. "You know," he murmured, turning to face her, "I wasn’t expecting this tonight."She forced a small smile. "Change of plans."He studied her for a moment, his gaze dark, his amusement barely concealed. "And here I thought you enjoyed the chase.""I do." She cros
The game unfolded slowly, piece by piece, each move carefully placed on the board.It started with simple meetings—casual, almost meaningless to an outsider. Ayra and Leon continued their rendezvous in high-end cafés, lounges with dim lighting, and restaurants tucked away in discreet corners of the city. They never once met at the same place twice. That alone was enough to stir whispers among those who paid attention.She ensured Lucian’s men saw them. She played her part well, letting moments linger, leaning in a fraction closer than necessary despite the roiling in her gut, letting a smirk or a laugh escape at the right moments. There was no real intimacy, but to anyone watching, it didn’t matter. The illusion had begun to take root.And then, she took the next step.She invited Leon to the house.It was a slow escalation, deliberate in every way.The game unfolded over two weeks, methodical and deliberate. Ayra knew the power of suggestion, the weight of unspoken words, and the way
The message came just before dinner.Leon: Had a great time chatting today. Wouldn’t mind another round—this time, somewhere quieter?Ayra sat back on the plush sofa of her sitting room, twirling the phone in her fingers. She had been expecting him to reach out. Encouraging it, even. Yet, staring at the message, she hesitated. The line between playing a game and getting caught in it was dangerously thin.But Lucian had yet to react to anything she’d done. Not the staff replacement, not the disorder she’d caused in the estate, not even her blatant attempts to provoke him. He remained distant, untouchable, as though she didn’t even exist. It burned.Maybe this would be the thing to get under his skin.She typed her response carefully.Ayra: I wouldn’t mind that. Where do you suggest?His reply came within moments.Leon: I know a private lounge near the East District. Great wine, even better company.She smiled faintly. He was charming, smooth. Just enough to make this easier.Ayra: Send
The afternoon sun cast a golden glow over the city as Ayra stepped out of the car, the sleek black vehicle blending seamlessly with the polished luxury of the district. The streets here were lined with designer boutiques, private lounges, and high-end cafés—places that oozed exclusivity, where only the elite could afford to linger. It was the kind of setting she had been raised in for the later part of her life, yet now, standing before one of the finest cafés in the city, she felt strangely like an outsider.The café, Bellaria, was known for its privacy and refinement. It wasn’t a place for loud conversation or rushed meetings; here, the rich came to drink imported coffee, discuss business, and subtly flaunt their power. It was exactly the kind of place Lucian would be seen in.That was part of the reason she had come.Ayra pushed open the glass door, a small bell chiming above her head. Inside, the space was decorated in dark wood and gold, the air rich with the scent of roasted co
Nico stepped into Lucian’s office, the weight of his report pressing down on him. The room was dimly lit, the glow of the evening cityscape filtering through the large windows behind the man seated at the desk. Lucian didn’t look up immediately, his attention fixed on the documents before him, his fingers tapping rhythmically against the polished wood.“Speak,” Lucian said, his voice low, controlled.Nico took a slow breath before delivering the news. “It’s about Ayra.”Lucian’s fingers stilled. He finally looked up, his expression unreadable. “What did she do now?”“She’s replaced the staff.”Silence.Lucian leaned back in his chair, studying Nico with an eerie calm. “Come again?”Nico’s jaw tightened. “She fired the entire estate staff. Threw them out and replaced them with her own people. None of the original staff are left. Worse, they refuse to return.”Lucian’s gaze snapped up. “Refuse?”Nico hesitated, then nodded. “They’re scared, boss.”Lucian scoffed, leaning back in his cha
By the time the dust settled, the house was eerily quiet.The last of the protesting staff had been escorted off the premises, their voices still ringing in Ayra’s ears.The replacement staff stood awkwardly near the foyer, waiting for orders. But Ayra had none to give.She should have felt victorious.She had made her statement. She had taken control.But all she felt was exhaustion.The butler was the only one who hadn’t been forcibly removed. He still stood by the staircase, arms clasped behind his back. Unlike the others, he hadn’t fought. He hadn’t shouted.And that made him all the more annoying.Ayra met his gaze, a strange tension hanging between them.“You’re still here,” she observed.“I am,” he replied.“I told you to leave.”“You told them to leave,” he said with an insipid little look on his eye. “But you did not fire me.”Ayra exhaled through her nose. “Do you really think Lucian would let me? Would he be happy if I did so?”The butler smiled slightly, but it was devoid o