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Fear And Regrets
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2021-08-31 05:23:38Watching Mirabelle as she stares into my eyes, there is a crippling fear that is settling over every bone in her body. Yes, she knew this would come, yet, perhaps not so soon.
Though, I need to ask myself if I care.
Well, my answer is no, yet there is still that part of me that has a heart.
There is only one thing that is consuming me now…and that is…
FEAR.
Why? Why must such an emotion come to bring you down in moments when you should feel happy.
Well, guess what?
I have known fear fo a very long time. My whole life, to be precise. We've been together through everything, the good times and, yup, definitely the bad. Looking back, I wonder why it was there when I've been happy, why it questioned my happiness, but I guess it just didn't want to feel left out of the party. It just wanted to keep reminding me that it was there, like a security blanket, promising to never leave my side.
So as I have to sit and endure t
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