The Desires of the Alpha

Amelia's POVAll I wanted was slipping away from me. I wanted to get up so early, but I realized I hit the snooze button a lot of times. I jumped out of the bed and ran off to the bathroom to get ready for work. I barely did my routine like I usually did when I got up early. It was a crazy speed. I was badly late, but if I waited any longer, things were going to go south. I knew it was going to come out messy. I just had to do my best. In a minute, I was done with the bathroom and I trusted my clothes. I randomly picked them from my wardrobe, I knew how horrible I would feel when I realized I dressed horribly. Living alone ate me up. I struggled with my past and the fact that I had to move on from it. I was thrown out of my home when I was nineteen. I would consider myself strong to have handled the trauma that came with it. It has been four years since then. I wish it didn't happen that way, but since it did, I always found a way to grave myself with the beauty within myself. I

Amelia's POVMy world was crumbling. I could not feel anything anymore. I got my bags and the white envelope I never opened. I threw it inside the bag. I felt so ugly in my Ponytail and makeup. I could not clean the makeup, but I dropped my hair. My waves were still beautiful. I used my phone as a mirror. It was the only available improvisation. The entire city was hard to deal with. That too with a single life. I had this type of anxiety that was so difficult to explain. It attacked when I least expected it. If I was at home, I knew I would have defended myself properly in front of a mirror. I needed to cross to the other end of the road. I was not even taking it anymore. I looked left and right. I looked left again before crossing. It was all good, till when I turned I saw myself flying in the air. "Oh no!" It was the last thing I could hear myself say. Kylian's POVIt was my favorite day of the week. I didn't have anything to do, so I decided to shop for groceries myself. I

Amelia's POV It felt like entering a blocked tunnel or being trapped in a tunnel hoping they will be light at the end of it. The hospital became my little home. It didn't make any big difference. I didn't have any visitors. I was always having alone time. My only visitors were the nurses and doctors who came to check up on me.After Kylian left, he didn't return. Every day, Nelly tried to check up on me. She made me feel like I was worthy. Nothing was going as I planned. I knew that Grumpy Mr. Kylian was another random blunder. I was happy that at least he didn't leave me to die. I don't know if I had any extra life with the way things went on. I was motivated when I got to know from the nurse that I would be discharged the next day. I took it like a break and I slept out everything in me. I was no longer on any medications and my bandage was removed. If I wanted to be honest, I would have begged Nelly to stay back with me. I knew that as she left, it was going to take a while