Lillian Pov
After sitting down uncomfortably in Asher’s chamber, I literally ran out with no words spoken and not even a thank you. I am super nervous and I do not know what is in store for me, but right now I have to smile widely and pretend I am thrilled because I don’t want Octavia to catch on my mood. I head to the hall alone, covering the bandage on my head with my hair. When I got to the hall, the birthday was in a dark theme, as usual. Dark balloons and dark decorations. To me, it felt like a funeral and even the guest was not happy, only the demons were happy. I see my twin brother and his mate with pups and I walk towards them smiling widely, well I see them all the time, but I have been in the demon kingdom for 3 weeks now.
“Hey guys, glad you could make it,” I said, my voice sounding like I was the happiest person in the world. Octavia turned to me and she was looking beautiful as usual. She is wearing a golden gown, the gown hugs her curves in the right places. Her white hair is packed in a tight bun, enhancing her purple eyes.
She has this radiant glow to her, and her aura and confidence can’t be matched. I really admire her strength and courage. She has gone through a lot of things and here she is today. I look at Silver and he has his arms wrapped around her protectively, their pups standing in front of them. I admire them a lot and I wish I had what they have, but at least I am happy for my brother. He found himself a great mate.
“Hey guys,’’ I said, greeting the pups one by one. The twins are definitely looking bigger now. They are wearing a purple robe with their crown on their head. Purple is Zira’s favorite color and I am happy they wore it. Dean and Archie are also wearing the same thing and they don’t look happy. In fact, none of them were.
“Lillian, why is Zira’s birthday hall looking like a funeral party? Did someone die?” Octavia asked, a big frown on her face. I smiled, trusting her to always hit the nail on the head.
“Well, she is a demon princess, so this is how they celebrate,” I said, completely brainwashed. Her frown deepened.
“That is not good. Does Zira like this? And are you not supposed to be with her?” Silver asked.
“She will come with Asher,” I said. Octavia looked at me, her suspicious gaze on me. Then she flipped my hair.
“Who injured you?” she asked, looking angry. Nothing can get past her sometimes.
“I fell,” I said, lying straight through my teeth. But technically, it’s not a lie. I fell. I didn’t just say who pushed me.
“And it’s not healed?” Silver asked, and they both looked at me, expecting answers. I bite my lips. What will I tell them now? A loud horn was heard, and everyone’s attention turned to the front of the hall. I thank my stars, happy their attention is on something else. Asher, Zira and Alma walked in, looking like the picture perfect family with Zira in the middle. Their black clothing, black wings and horns. I look at Zira and she is the saddest birthday girl I know. She can barely walk with the heaviness of that gown. And the way they packed her hair up is looking so heavy and my heart swells in sadness because I can’t do anything about it.
“She looks miserable’’ Octavia said, looking at her in pity. And she wasn’t lying. Zira is so close to tears and Asher is not even seeing how sad she is. She turned to me, her watery eyes looking at me, expecting me to help her from that situation, but I could only look down because my hand was tied up. They got to their throne, and they all sat. I sighed, knowing I have completely lost Asher and probably my daughter because as the years go by, I am losing control and right over my daughter.
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It has been a few hours, and the party is becoming more terrible. No birthday cakes, no beautiful and cherry songs for birthday girl to dance with. The demons are the only ones enjoying the party, and the songs they are playing are old demon jams and are not suitable for a 10-year-old. Dean and his brothers tried to dance with their cousin and Zira looked genuinely happy they were coming towards her, but the guards stopped them. Apparently, they can’t go near her. Hayden had gotten so mad he cried himself to sleep on Silver arms and the rest were just angry, especially Octavia.
“What sort of sick and heartless human being throws this type of party for a 10-year-old?” Octavia asked, and she sounded furious. I stayed there quietly, saying Alma in my mind. She is the mastermind of everything, and Asher just listens to her.
“Lillian, are you really going to allow them to do this to your daughter? The poor girl is trying to hold in her tears like she is not allowed to show her emotions,” Octavia said, turning to me. I gulped because she is not allowed to show her emotions. That is what she is taught.
“I can’t say anything Octavia,” I said, slowly.
“Well, I have a lot of things to say because I won’t allow anyone to bully her on her birthday. Now where the hell is Asher?” she snapped, standing up. She looked around, and she spotted Asher. I don’t know if her mind linked him or something, but he walked closer to us.
“Hey” he said, smiling and going to hug Octavia. Even if they are dimensions away apart, they will forever have that special bond. But right now, she is mad at him.
“Don’t you dare,” she warned. Asher frowned, looking at her.
“What did I do?” he asked.
“What did you do? Who the hell planned this wretched party?” she snapped. And I hail her on in my mind, not like she gives a damn about anyone.
“I am your majesty,” Alma said, coming from behind Asher. Octavia looked at her up and down, irritated like she was just a mosquito buzzing in her ear.
“Of course, you gave this old hag demon the job of planning a 10-year-old birthday. What were you thinking?” she asked, insulting Alma right in front of her. And I did my absolute best to hold in my laughter as they both looked at her saying nothing.
“But it’s nice,” Asher said, completely weak in front of her. I guess she just has that effect on people. She can be scary, honestly.
“Nice? Look at Zira, she looks so miserable but you have your head stuck up high in your ass you can’t see how miserable she is,” she said. And Asher said nothing, not like he can.
“Your majesty, refrain from talking to his majesty that way,” Alma said, and I see Octavia's eyes twitching.
“And who gave you the permission to put your mouth in between a royal sibling fight? Who are you? What is your job in this kingdom? You are just an old hag with no title except following your king everywhere like a fucking bodyguard. You are a nobody, you have no rights over Zira, she is not yours but Lillian and Asher’s child so she will plan her fucking birthday as her right and you fucking mind your business,” she snapped, glaring at her harshly while daring her to say a word but she dares not because we all know her reputation, Octavia doesn’t give a fuck on who you are and even Asher kept quiet. She turned to Asher.
“I can’t believe you will allow her to plan her birthday. Lillian is her mother, and she knows her best. Does she look happy to you?” she asked. Asher looked at Zira and she was even crying now. Asher sighed.
“I messed up, but how do we fix it?” he asked and Alma looked at him, genuinely shocked he was siding with her. I smirked mentally. Asher will listen to his sister over any demon. Including her.
“That is why I am here, but first get rid of that depressing song,” she said, looking at Alma. Alma stood there, looking at Asher to say something.
“You heard her, change it,” he said, looking at her. She swallowed her comment and walked to the dj, her face red. Octavia walked to Zira, and the guards didn’t dare stop her. I wish I had the type of aura she has. Zira smiled as she walked to her and carried her off to the throne. Then they teleport while Asher breathes out.
“Why does she scare me so much?” he asked, turning to us. Silver laughed, patting Hayden’s back softly. He cried so much he had hiccups.
“She scares everyone,” he said. Asher breathed out again.
“You let her boss you around?” Silver asked, his face serious.
“I don’t,” he said. He does.
“Seems to me you allow her boss around you. I don’t know the relationship between you both or what is the agreement but Lillian is your child’s mother and even if she is not your queen, she has all the right to Zira. Things like this are meant to be planned by her, even if Zira doesn’t really have wolf qualities, but the fact remains, her mother is a wolf and she deserves the respect as the mother of your child. I hope next time you tell the right from your wrong,” Silver said, looking at Alma. Asher turned to me and he gave me a long look, but I know no matter what anybody says to him, Alma will still boss him around. That is how much he respects her.
Lillian PovThe party is finally in full swing. Zira is wearing a purple gown like her cousins, her black hair is set free with beautiful flowers on it. She is now looking so beautiful, happy, carefree and just being a child. She and the boys are dancing together, rolling around like they normally do during parties. The songs are now more kids friendly and you know what Octavia did? She forced Alma to serve us food and Octavia changed her mind so many times just to make Amla walk all around and still yet she didn’t eat the food and settled for water. Alma looks frustrated, and Asher is not even looking at her. His attention is solely on her and Octavia’s conversation. I wanted to laugh so bad, Octavia is such a savage and I am genuinely happy she is here because she made my princess happy. “She looks happy,” Octavia said, looking at Zira. Zira was laughing terribly because Hayden was tickling her. Hayden loves Zira, and I wondered maybe it’s because his siblings are boys.“She does,”
Trigger Warning!Lillian PovI groaned, biting my lips in pain as the whip, soaked in silver, landed on my back for the 100th time this night.“You think you can break rules!” she yelled, hitting me again. I whimpered in exhaustion as hot tears fell down my eyes. My back was aching and throbbing in pain, and she wasn’t done with me. “You found amusement in me being embarrassed?” she asked, whipping me into the back again. I winced, closing my eyes in pain.“Answer me, bitch!” she yelled, whipping me again, the pressure increasing by the second. “N.no” I whimpered. She dropped the whip and pulled me up by my hair. And once again, I couldn’t fight back because of how weak I am. She looked into my eyes, her hand tightening around my hair.“Repeat after me,” she growled, her canine dropping and I can feel it in my body that she was feeding on my energy. I can barely move a muscle.“I am nothing, just a worthless and weak wolf,” she growled and with a shaky lip, I repeated what she said
Lillian Pov It has been three days since I left the demon kingdom. I didn’t follow them back because of Alma. At least she can’t attack me here. Octavia and Silver will spot her out in a second. I know I shouldn’t be hiding in their shadows, but I have no choice but to hide. I know they will protect me and I can rely on them, but I am just scared of what will happen to Zira. That is why I haven’t been vocal. I’d rather suffer in silence than let my pup be affected. My injuries have been healing slowly, but they don’t open up again. I walked through the kingdom ground, heading to the training ground. I don’t really train, but I like to watch them, especially Octavia. She is hilarious during training and it’s sometimes fun to see her savaging people. No, I lied. It’s always fun, but when I got there, she wasn’t there. It was Axel; the beta anchoring the training. “Where is Octavia?” I asked. He turned to me. “There you are. She told me to tell you to come to the conference room,”
Lillian PovIt has been two days since I came back to the demon kingdom and all the physicians that have come kept saying the same thing. There is no cure. Zira is becoming more pale, the veins are becoming bigger and some are protruding out of her skin. I am getting more worried and scared because she looks like she is slowly dying and there is nothing I can do. Asher traveled today to personally meet a famous physician on the outskirts of the kingdom, so I don’t know how long that will take, but I hope he comes back with good news. I clean the sweat forming on her face gently. Her skin is so pale and icy but somehow she sweats like she is inside a volcano. I breathe out tiredly, just looking at her. Then the door opened and Alma came in, looking elegant as usual. But I can see she is wearing a wig. I ripped most her hair off.“What are you doing here?” I growled, standing up from the bed. She gave me a cruel smirk.“You know, you had the guts to lay your filthy hands on me,” s
Lillian PovIt has been two weeks since my encounter with Alma, and things have been worse. Zira’s condition is becoming worse. She doesn’t eat but only vomits blood. Her body is more of bones and flesh. Every time she would scream and trash, itching and clawing at her skin and those times only Asher can hold her because she just has this strength and all I can do is just cry helplessly, looking at her. At this point, I highly doubt she will make it in 3 months. Also, for two weeks, Alma has been abusing me physically and mentally. My skin is way worse than before, but now that I actually have proof to show Asher, I can’t, because my daughter’s safety lies in her hands. I am exhausted. I haven’t spoken a word to Asher, and he thinks I am ignoring him, but I am actually not ignoring him. Alma is always in the shadows, monitoring my movements. I beg her a lot of times to kill me but free my daughter, but it’s like she wants to see me suffer for the humiliation I caused her even thou
Lillian PovIt was the next day, and I woke up on my bed with a massive migraine. My head was throbbing, and it felt like they hit my head with a hammer. I tried to remember what happened last night and how I got to the bed. Then I remembered everything, Alma telling me to go to Asher so they can spend the night. I wondered if they spent the night together. He doesn’t like her right, so that means they didn’t spend the night together. I sighed, coming down from the bed, then I dragged myself to the bathroom. I took my bath using the hot shower and after bathing I went to my closet and threw on some black clothes, then I headed to Zira’s room to check up on her. I don’t know where Asher and I will end, if we will end up together or split. I don’t know nor do I see a future for us together, but I hope whatever happens with us shouldn’t affect Zira in any way and let her be okay, because that is the only thing I want for her. I got to her room and opened the door and it surprised me
Lillian PovPain. Everyone has their own definition of pain. Your small toe hitting a wood you didn’t see, your elbow hitting the floor or an iron. Downloading a movie and when there’s just 3 percent remaining to be downloaded, your internet connection disconnected or the pain when your family goes on a trip without you because you committed an offense. Those are all types of pain, but have you felt the type of pain when you are so hopeless and you feel the world has turned against you? The one when you're loved one’s turn their back against you and ignore you? The one when you are drowning in continuous pain and your heart beating loudly against your chest and you can’t do anything to stop it. Those are the pain I feel. I can feel myself drowning in self pity and disgust, and the only thing I can do is look and be allowed to be stepped on. How long has it been? One week? Two weeks? A month? I do not know, but I have been stuck in this room for a long while now. My back was agains
Lillian PovI swat my hand, feeling a gentle breeze on my face. Then I cuddle back to my warm pillow. My pillow, weirdly, smells nice and is moving, and it’s also hard and comfy at the same time, but I love it. It’s comfortable, so I snuggle more into it and my pillow chuckles.“Lillian, wake up,” I heard Asher’s raspy morning voice and instead of waking up, I snuggled more to him because I might ever have the chance to.“You are overly affectionate today,” he said, putting my hair behind my ear, but I still didn’t open my eyes. His hand trailed to my neck, and he rubbed it softly while I breathed out through my nose, enjoying the feeling of him beside me. But then his hand trailed to my shirt, and he moved it down a little.“What is that?” he asked, about to pull my shirt down further. I flinched away, removing his hand and covering my body.“It’s nothing,” I said, because there was no way I would allow him to see my scar. If Zira comes back hopefully healed, Alma might still hurt her
Asher POV The music changed and was louder; the whole place was dark. The door opened, revealing Archie. Silver is on his right, and Dean is on his left. The three of them wear the same golden robes. The robes are long, flowing behind them. Their hair was gelled backwards, and their faces were void of any emotion as they walked in perfect sync. I feel proud looking at Archie. He looks so much like Silver; the only difference is his hair. They could mistake them for twins, and his aura matched Silver’s. They both have the same aura; now I get why Dean never wants to be king. In terms of power and strength, he is no match for Archie; Archie is powerful for his age. But one thing I know is that their bond is very strong, and they will always look out for each other. I heard someone sniffing, and I turned to Lillian, who was cleaning her tears. "Please, not now," I begged in my mind, holding her hand. "Look at them, Asher; I just wish my father was here," she said. I sighed. "He will
Five Years LaterAsher POV"Are you ready?" I asked, entering the room with Zira behind me. She breathed out, looking back at me."Yes," she said, standing up and stretching her back. I chuckled as she adjusted her hair. I peck her cheeks, rubbing her small bump as she breathes out."You look so dazzling in this dress," I said, admiring her golden dress. She is wearing a stunning gold dress. The dress is long, tightening her curves in the right places, including her small but obvious bump. The back of the dress is low, showing her beautiful and creamy skin. I used her long hair to cover her back, as I didn’t want anybody staring at her. She rolled her eyes."Not now, Asher," she said, turning to face me. I chuckled, still adjusting her hair."Is everyone ready?" she asked."Yes, we are waiting for her honourable majesty to be done with her dressing," I said."Okay, let’s go," she said, checking herself out again."Mom, you look good. Let’s go," Zira said. Lillian turned to her, lookin
Lillian POVThe sound of someone crying woke me up from my sleep. I opened my eyes slowly, adjusting my eyesight to the light. I looked up a bit, and I saw Asher crying on my stomach. I looked at him, confused, wondering why he was crying. I have been in the hospital for three days now and my body is feeling better. I have been sleeping a lot and I feel it’s because of the drugs. I have been eating at a slow rate and still vomiting, but otherwise I am fine, so I do not know why he is crying so hard on my stomach."Did someone die?" I asked, putting my hand on his head. He looked up at me, his eyes red, and I wondered how long he had been crying. He didn’t reply to me, instead he hugged me to himself, still crying. The last time Asher cried like this was when we lost our pup and found out we can’t have a child again and I was scared, wondering what happened again."What is it Asher? You are scaring me," I said, pulling back. He moved back, smiling and cleaning his tears."You won’t bel
Lillian POV "For your punishment, your family and you will pay all expenses made in the kingdom. Any expense not covered by the little prince and any expense you make that is not from the money given to you will be paid. All the rank you and your family once had will be removed, and now you are just a common villager. You and your family are blocked from nearing the palace, and as a punishment for deceiving the king, you will spend a complete 10 years on the farm. I would have allowed you to see your son, but you treated him horribly. I will see to it he knows his mother, and if one day he wishes to see his mother, he will be permitted," I said. She fell to her knees, tears falling from her eyes. I know her family is terribly broke because they spent all the money. Yes, I did my research. They are officially blocked from the palace, which means everyone will know of their crimes, and they might never find a good place to work that will earn them enough to pay their debt. Technically,
Lillian POVWe entered the throne room, and everyone was there. And by everyone, I mean the elders, Jasmin, I, and Asher. Everyone greeted us as we entered, except Jasmin. I smirked internally. I am doing this in front of everyone, so when I give her the punishment, the world won’t say I was supposed to kick her out, and besides, she is a nuisance. Asher was a bit confused, as he has not seen Jasmin since the time we visited her in the hospital. We sat down on our thrones, and I just smiled at everyone while they all had confused faces. We are in the morning; we don’t do meetings in the morning."Good morning, your majesty. Why have you called this urgent meeting so early in the morning?" the elder in front of me asked. And they all turned to me, including Asher."Yes, I believe Queen Jasmin here has something to tell us. Perhaps a secret," I said, and they all turned to her. She looked at me back, confused."I don’t have any secrets," she said."Are you sure?" I asked."Yes, I am ver
One Month Later**********************Lillian POVI gagged into the toilet, my stomach turning like something was twisting my intestine."Gently," Asher said, rubbing my back as he held my hair up. I couldn’t reply to him as I vomited all the foods and snacks I ate in the night, my throat hurting. I breathe out, moving back a bit as my body is so exhausted."Damn," I mumbled, opening my eyes, and just seeing my vomit made my unsettled stomach rile up again. I hold the toilet, vomiting every left food in my stomach. After I was done, I sat on the floor weakly."Are you okay?" he asked. I nod my head. He helped me up and took me to the zinc weekly. Then I washed my mouth, feeling empty."You have to go to the hospital," he said, taking my brush."I’m fine," I mumbled."You are not fine; you look pale," he said. I looked at him, and he looked worried, but I can’t go anywhere today as I planned on exposing Jasmin today. Everything is ready; no sickness can stop me."Trust me, I’m fine,"
Lillian POVWe are in the afternoon, and we just got to the palace. The injured warriors have been rushed to the infirmary, and the uninjured have gone to freshen up. We are supposed to freshen up, but Asher called a meeting with the elders, and now we are on our way. We got to the throne room, and they were all smiling. Obviously, the entire kingdom is aware of what happened in the night, and they are all rejoicing, but Asher wasn’t smiling at them. His face was tainted with blood, and it also stained his armour with blood, which he refused to clean. He looked dangerous with his blank face and the bloody sword he was holding in his hand."Your majesties," they greet, bowing. I took my seat while Asher stood."We have heard the news, your majesty. We are victorious, and the kingdom rejoices with you," an elder says."Where are Jose and Martin?" he asked. They looked at each other, confused, and I wonder what he was playing out when he knows they were dead."We do not know, your majest
Lillian POVI don’t know how long it has been, but I have saved so many warriors and also killed so many shadow monsters, and those things are hard to kill, so I electrified them before killing them and that works like a charm. The field is ugly and smelly, dead bodies everywhere. You can’t walk around the field freely. The stench is awful and the monsters keep increasing."You guys need to see this," Silver mind link. I looked at Octavia at the far end. We can’t kill all of them, their strength can’t be compared to ours and if this continues we would get exhausted fast. The warriors are already exhausted and barely surviving."Get everyone to safety!" I yelled. "Okay, you guys go!" she yelled back. Asher came to me and he teleported us to Silver. I looked at the seal and it was twirling dangerously, like the bigger seal she did, water spurting out."It’s changing color," Silver said, and truly the water was changing into a bright pink. Then it twirls harder, changing into a dark red
Lillian POV"Lillian," a voice called, shaking me. I turned around slightly, opening my eyes."We are here," Asher said. I sat up, looking around, and everywhere was dark and gloomy. This gives me that chilling feeling that hell gave me. I can’t believe I slept throughout the journey. I must have been tired, I thought, yawning."Where is my helmet?" I asked, touching my head. He carried it up, placing it on my head."I removed it because it was too heavy for you to sleep," he said, adjusting my hair. Then he turned me around on Sky. I looked down, and I couldn't see anything, but I felt like there was something here. Suddenly the wind became very harsh, blowing us harshly, but Sky flew through it, and it was like we were sucked into another dimension because in front of me was a big mansion.There were monsters flying around; there were growls, howls, and swords clashing. This place was dark; hideous monsters made themselves known, and the air smelled like death. I pull down my helmet