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Chapter 50 - Dude, you're embarrassing me

Author: pumpkinyara
last update Last Updated: 2023-03-07 12:32:34

Nikolas's POV

I've never been afraid of 'monsters' per-say. I do believe they exist, I just don't think they are furry and live under the bed and in the closet.

You see, I knew a monster once.

I knew him so well that eventually, I turned into him.

My monster didn't hide under the bed, no, he was everywhere. He was there when I woke up and there when I went to sleep. He took over my reality and if that wasn't enough, he also took over my dreams.

I thought it was all gonna come rushing back like it always did when I get a mere glimpse of him. I even waited for it to happen, but it didn't. I waited for the fear to take over my senses and tighten my gut into knots, but it never did.

I wasn't scared of him and that placed me beyond confusion.

I mean, what changed since the last time I saw him?

Is it the realization that I am just like him? I mean, let's face it, how can you be scared of something that's just a copy of you?

The truth unraveled beneath my eyes as I realized that there stood
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