Darkness has always been a part of my life for as long as I can remember. It has always been there, lurking in the shadows, watching me. Ever since the war broke out between the creatures and humans, darkness has been a persistent companion, protector, and guide. But this night was different. As I made my way through the darkness, I felt something else. Something that has never been there before. Something that has my heart beating a little faster and my skin crawling with unease. The darkness seems to be reaching out towards me. Almost as if it were trying to take me.
Memories of the first time I felt the darkness clouded my vision and burned the back of my eyes.
"Raven let’s go!” It was beautiful out with the moon illuminating everything.
I watched Mike take a seat on top of the picnic table with his buddies Jessie and Brian.
I gaze around taking in the park. We were surrounded by the eerie quiet of the deserted forest. During the day the park is full of hikers and kayakers.
Once I reached Mike’s side Brian took my hand to help me sit down next to him. I smiled from ear to ear and giggled with excitement as Brian let out a howl as he pulled me closer, and we all laughed.
Brian was my brother’s best friend. We spent most of our childhood flirting and being shy around each other, scared to upset my brother if we ever took it further than friendship. We never expected my brother to get tired of watching us tip toe around it.
A week ago, he finally had enough of us and said if we didn’t just hurry up and start dating, he was going to lose it. It wasn’t long after that Brian got the courage to approach me.
“Raven, come swing with me!” Jazzy yelled at me from the tire swing a few feet away.
“No,” Brian barked at her and held me tighter. “She is busy right now.” He told her with his lips brushing across the sensitive skin of my neck. It sent shivers down my arms, but I laughed it off and pulled away from him laughing when he groaned in disappointment.
I was halfway there when I heard a scream that sent fear straight through my veins.
It sounded like someone was dying! Instantly I was terrified. The shadows started swimming around making it darker than it should be, and I couldn't help but feel like something out there wanted me and possibly wanted me as much as I wanted it.
I was being watched. I didn’t have time to focus on it before dark figures began running toward us from across the meadow. Their eyes burned red. Their growls were deep and angry. I screamed in terror, not realizing that someone had taken my arm and was not pulling me down a trail.
The feeling of being pulled deeper and deeper into the shadows terrified me and I knew that I had to escape before it consumed me and my last strand of will. My feet reacted quickly, and I ran away from the darkness, but no matter how fast I ran the feeling never disappeared, only intensified.
Tripping over a fallen log I hissed in pain and knew even without being able to see it I was bleeding. I could smell the coppery scent in the air. I cried; my body shook uncontrollably.
"Raven, look at me." I looked up to see Mike shaking me, I was quiet. I had not realized I had zoned out. "Whatever you do never let go of my hand. Do you understand?" I nodded and squeezed his hand.
"We have to find the others and get out here now." He started pulling me along after him back towards the entrance where mama and daddy usually sat while we played. He was running so fast I could hardly keep up. My feet were tripping over each other in my attempt.
That is until he stopped in front of me. I ran straight into him. I wanted to look around him to see what he was staring at but was instantly blinded.
"Don't look Raven, just run!" He screamed his hands over my eyes as he turned me around and pushed me to run in front of him.
What were we running from? I looked back and wished I had not. There laying on the cold dead leaf covered ground was Jazzy and Jessie. The beasts were ripping them to pieces. They were covered with the blood of my friends from head to toe. Its flesh was black and what I would think a decayed body would look like. The figure was ripping flesh from mama's stomach with its mouth. Its eyes were pitch black. I screamed and wanted to run back towards my friends, but Mike had a death grip on my hand and kept pulling me along.
I barely heard him as he tried to comfort me. Saying soothing words and promising everything was going to be okay. Bile filled my mouth and my eyes watered. We broke through the trees at the end of the trail. We had made it back to our cars. Mike opened my door and swiftly threw me into the passenger seat.
“Brian,” it came out as a whisper at first, then louder. Before I knew it, I was reaching for the door handle screaming his name.
“Raven, Raven!” Mike screamed at me in a tone he had never used before. It caught me off guard and had me frozen in spot staring out the car window praying he would just come out of the forest any minute, but as we drove away, and it became further and further away I realized the chance of him being okay was less and less likely.
He promised it was going to be okay.
It was not though because all I could see was the lifeless eyes that used to belong to my friends. Nothing was ever going to be all right again.
Mike kept driving. His hands were gripping the steering wheel so tightly his knuckles were white, and I feared he would snap it in half.
“There has to be something on the radio about what the hell is going on.” He quickly switched on the radio.
"---attack near Bolton. Residents are advised to evacuate immediately. Military troops have been deployed. Earlier today a council has reported their existence to the government demanding the President recognize them. Investigation has…" he shut it off quickly. When he started punching the steering wheel, I grabbed his arm.
“Mike, please stop!” I pleaded with him. Tears streamed down my face. I felt so weak. He eventually calmed down. Knowing we both just needed some time to process I settled back in my seat and pulled my knees up to my chest.
We were finally escaping the darkness. The sun was beginning to come up and I had no idea where we were. I felt disoriented and confused but more importantly I knew that I could never go back.
I continued to stare icy blue eyes into the darkness, knowing that someday it would come for me I just didn't know when. Hours had passed since my life had ended.
"Mike," I whispered. My body was shaking so hard. Mike pulled the car over to the side of the deserted highway.
"Hey, it's okay." He grabbed my shoulder and pulled me into a hug. "Look, we have to find a store to get gas and some food. The city is not going to be a safe place for us to go. We have to get somewhere secluded and hole up there. Can you be strong for me?" I nodded knowing if I feel apart, Mike will probably break down too. Right now, I needed him to the strong one.
We pulled up to a store and it was empty. I followed him in and helped grab things. For the first time since we'd gotten away, I felt a sliver of hope. I just prayed this was enough for us to get away and survive.
The store looked like it had already been ransacked. Shelves were empty and items were scattered all over the floors.
“Raven looks around for anything we could use as a weapon.” I nodded and walked behind the cashier’s counter. Someone had already broken open the register and took all the cash. Not that cash would do anyone any good now.
I moved some boxes around and on the back of the shelf under the register was a pistol. Dad used to take Mike and I to the range all the time when we were younger so we both knew how to use one.
I never would have imagined I would ever need to.
“Mike here. I am going to find a bathroom before we leave.” I handed him the pistol and went to find the restroom.
“Yeah, okay. Just don’t wonder off too far.” He Hollard at my retreating form.
Once I reached the bathroom, I locked the door behind me. The pressure of what had happened began to become too much for me and I sat on the floor, and I let the darkness take over.
Everything that I was trying to suppress was becoming too much to handle and I just let it come. I let the tears fall until I had no tears.
I wasn't sure how long I had been there. As I opened my eyes, I realized the darkness had taken complete control of me.
I reached out and touched my face. I had to become stronger, and I knew something inside me was changing. Was it the darkness that had taken control, or was it just me?
Once in the car and many hours later, we pulled up to an old compound. It was nothing special from the outside. But when Mike opened the gates, I realized it was more than a compound. It was a command center.
I took Mike's hand in mine and squeezed it. I had no idea what was in store for us but I knew I wasn't going to give up. Not with Mike by my side. We were the only ones that could save ourselves from whatever was happening. We had to fight with everything we had.
“Well, baby sis, you ready.” Mike looked down at me standing shoulder to shoulder with me.
Staring ahead I don’t think I would ever really feel ready again. “Now or never right. What option do I have?”
Weapons in hand we walked up to the cold empty-looking structure not really prepared for anything that may come our way. How do you really prepare for something you don’t even understand?
When Mike tried the handle, it didn’t budge. Waves and waves of cold emptiness started filling my chest and radiating outward. It was the same feeling I had when we were attacked in the forest. “Here hold this.” Taking the pistol, I turned my back to him and scanned the area while he worked on the door.
Fear was racing through my veins. Then I saw them. It was like an out of horror movie. Their tall dark forms stood at the end of the driveway. They just stood there covered in shadows.
“Mike. Mike!” I became panicked. “Mike, now. We need to move now.” I heard him huffing in frustration as he kicked and beat on the door.
Growls began to fill the air it was only a matter of moments before they would attack us. We didn’t stand a chance out here in the open without proper protection.
Giving up on the door, Mike turned knife in hand and stood in front of me. “Run Raven.” He wouldn’t look at me and by the tone of his voice he was not going to listen to my argument.
In that moment it began. They ran toward us and Mike toward them. My world feels apart. I feel to my knees and scream. “MIKE!”
A loud crash behind me would have had me flinching, but I was in shock. I couldn’t move or scream.
“Hey look at me.” I felt his hands take a hold of my shoulders. When I didn’t respond he shook me. I let my eyes travel over to his deep blue ones.
“We need to get you inside.” He began to pick me up off the ground. Realization that I would be taken away from my brother set in. My body responded by fighting back.
“No, no, no, Mike.” I pointed at my brother fighting one of those things off. Another man standing next to him fighting off another. I had never noticed him before.
“Mike? Is that your boyfriend? Don’t worry, my friend is helping him. He will be okay.” My head was shaking as he spoke.
“No that’s my brother. He is all I have. I can’t leave him here alone.” I stood up ready to run toward him.
“Damn it.” He grabbed me by the waist and dragged me backwards into the house.
He shut the door behind us and blocked it with what I can now see was a huge, muscled body.
I ran over to the full glass wall pushing the curtains out of the way. Mike’s knife went into the figure’s neck, his body falling to the ground limply. I gasped as blood sprayed across the stone walkway.
The other man and Mike started retreating into the house. Mike was coming into the doorway when I ran up to throw myself into his arms crying.
“Shh Raven I’m okay.” He pushed my hair out my face and smiled down at me. It was over. We were safe. A loud pop sounded making my ears ring. Mikes eyes grew wide, and his body tensed up.
I heard screaming but I couldn’t make out the words. I watched his face change into one of pure fear. His body slumped against mine. I struggled to hold him up, but my frame was no match for his and we went down. I kneeled Mike groaning in pain next to me.
“Mike what is it? What happened?” I ran my hands over his shoulders and down his chest. I felt it. The warm wetness soaking his t-shirt. I didn’t need to pull my hand away to know it was blood.
I could smell it. It had such a distinct smell. So much of it was filling the air I could taste it.
Having him was the only thing that kept me moving. We both just lost everything, there was no way I could lose him too.
I looked up at the two men as they came back into the room with hands full of first aide.
“Save him please.” Tears streamed down my face, and I knew I looked pitiful, weak.
They shared a look and though they didn’t say it I could read the look of pity on their faces.
“Raven,” Mike was coughing his hand grabbed mine. I looked back down at him." “Raven, you,” he gasped between words his eyes turning glossy. “You have to promise me.”
“Mike don’t talk. I’m here I’ll get help.” I started pulling his shirt up and snatching the gauze from the men’s hands to pack his wounds. "I can’t lose you.”
“Raven, stop.” He coughed blood spraying out. My heart stopped at the sight. “Promise me.” I just nodded my head. I would agree to anything if it meant he would stay with me.
“Anything Mike, I love you.” I whispered my voice breaking on sobs.
“Make sure you never back down, no matter how hard it gets.” blood was coming out of the side of his mouth as he tried to whisper to me. My heart broke and I felt like I couldn’t breathe.
“No, no, no,” I took him into my arms and held him to my chest as I felt his body go limp. “No, please Mike!” I screamed not caring that they were still out there.
Sometimes the darkness that is suffocating you, that wants your soul, is the only thing left that can save you. Do you own the bravery to allow it to take you? Ten Years Later “Raven, Julia, and Matt just returned. Julia is saying Matt isn’t acting right.” I followed Henry to the garage. I had sent the couple out this morning to scavenge for any supplies we could use for the compound. I wasn’t ready for what met me when we entered the large garage. In the middle of the garage was a hysterical Julia and in front of her was five of my men holding a screaming Matt. He looked crazed. His eyes were bloodshot, his hands were curled into fists, and he was gritting his teeth in anger. At Julia’s feet laid another of my men holding a bleeding forearm. “What the hell is going on!” I demanded. My face was void of all emotions while on the inside I was scared. For the first time in years the feeling of cold-empty darkness was wrapping around me. “He just started convulsing after opening a b
Dustin and I exited the truck. I was furious. My gun aimed at Mr. Swagger’s head. “Freddy, I need an explanation like now.” I demanded my eyes never leave the smug looking wolf. “Do you know who I am?” he asked us he jumped out of the back of the truck. I felt him getting closer and closer. I wasn’t about to let my guard down this time. “Why would I care who you are? You will be dead shortly. Just make one wrong move,” I dared him my voice getting eerily calm. “Oh, Darlin’ I can’t let you kill me you would miss me too much. Your pain is my pain, and I would never want to see you hurting.” He taunted me. “Yeah, not in this lifetime buddy.” “Darlin’ you will be begging for my touch before the week is out.” It was probably the blood loss but every time he spoke my heart would do a little flip. “You won’t live that long.” I stepped closer to him cocking the barrel back. I was getting ready to squeeze the trigger when Freddy stepped between us putting his hand on the barrel of my gun.
Marcus’ POV Two days now I have been planning our next move. Finding my mate was never part of those plans. Almost losing her on the same night was not in the plan. For my kind, finding a mate was special. Ever since the beginning of the uprising, finding a mate was rare. So much death and destruction has left the world in a state of depression. Happiness doesn’t exist anymore for most of us. Watching Randy and my other pack members working alongside the humans in this compound sent a wave of pride through me. My wolf was excited to see our mate’s reaction to our efforts. Visiting her in the hospital room was hard but keeping my wolf away from her was harder. She has been unconscious for most of it. I wasn’t sure how she would react when she had her senses back. I was dreading her dismissing us. My wolf probably wasn’t going to take it very good. “Alpha, we got word back from our scouting team that a group of demons have been boarding up not far from here. So far that hasn’t been m
"You can leave too!" Marcus was still standing next to me in my bedroom after Dustin had stormed out. “Are you sure you want to be alone?” I hated that he was worried. We already established that I was fine, but then again, he wasn’t referring to my health. I didn’t know how to answer him. When he was close, I wanted him to stay. When he wasn’t I wanted him near me. The more time I spent with him, the more I changed my mind about this whole situation. The more I questioned my own feelings. “I guess that’s my answer.” He smiled at me. A sad smile that tugged my heartstrings. I wanted to get it back. “I will be back later. You will see.” It was as if he could read my mind. “I know you don’t trust me, but you will.” He winked at me before closing my door. Finally, alone my mind wouldn't stop racing. How does my life go from normal to chaotic this quickly? I don't know how long I sat there in my bed. I was still in my nightgown and the sun was shining in through my windows. Just when
Tina looked at me with concern etched on her face. “Of course, Raven. You know you can always trust me. What’s going on?” “How well do you know Dustin and Freddy?” “Well Freddy and I grew up with Dustin.” “Wait you mean Dustin and Freddy aren’t brothers?” “Well not biologically. I thought you knew.” “What no.” How did I not know that. I took a deep breath, gathering my thoughts before I spoke. “I found out Dustin is a demon, and his father, Alister, is trying to take over the world by killing off the human race.” Tina’s eyes widened in shock and disbelief. “Are you serious?” I nodded, my heart racing with fear. “Yes, I am. I saw Dustin’s eyes start glowing red. He’s been hiding this from us for years.” Tina’s expression turned serious as she processed the information. “We need to tell Marcus. He can help us.” I shook my head, feeling hesitant. “I don’t know if we can trust Marcus.” Tina’s brow furrowed in thought. “Isn’t Marcus mated to you?” “Where did you hear that?” I a
Storming out of the room and I stomped my way down the hall to my own quarters slamming the door to my room shut behind me. I am still trembling with rage. I lock my door before throwing myself down onto my bed. Tears well up making my eyes feel puffy and tender as the day’s events play over in my mind. The tension in the air is almost palpable, and it is making my skin crawl. After a few minutes, I began to feel calmer. Eventually I find myself breathing normally again. As the adrenaline fades from my body, my mind wanders onto other topics. More specifically towards the thoughts of Marcus and Dustin. My skin tingles but I push the feeling away and let myself drift off to sleep. I am naked and alone. I have never been one that has ever felt comfortable enough to sleep in the nude. Sitting up in bed examining my surroundings, I realize this isn’t my room. The room is dark, but the glow from the moon outside emits enough of a glow to illuminate the large king size bed and various pie
MARCUS’ POV I closed my phone and took a deep breath. About an hour ago I started feeling Raven’s arousal. She probably didn’t know what she was doing but I felt her pulling at my wolf. The other Alpha’s had been in the middle of reporting to me their encounters with the plague killing off their ranks and the local human communities when it hit me. I thought I wasn’t going to make it. When the arousal was replaced with terror, I ended the meeting and called her. I figured she would refuse to invite me over, so I didn’t bother asking. Hearing her voice over the phone did little to calm the beast inside. I didn’t know much about how the mate bond would affect a human but our bond was new and still fragile, and emotions could easily be overwhelming. My wolf wasn’t going to rest until we made sure there was no threat to her. I needed to get to her and see for myself what was causing her distress. My mind, however, kept wandering to Dustin. I knew he still had feelings for Raven, but
Stepping out of the vehicles we burst through the entrance. Ghouls were standing around in their sleep state until we began firing. The gun fire brought the hell hounds running in out of nowhere. I could hear my men calling out, but I was focused now. Dustin was at my eight in tactical formation we made our way forward taking ghouls down one after the other. It was as if there was no end to them. My gun clicked catching me off guard. "I'm out." I threw the empty gun down pulling out my blades. Ghouls came at me mouths open arms outstretched as they ran at me moaning in hunger. I kicked the closest one away from me stabbing the one behind it in the head. Twirling around to stab another. I could hear Diez and Jack yell out clear as they came towards me and Dustin making our way towards the stairs. I watched the last ghoul drop and sprinted towards my group. I lead the way down. It was dark and I could hear water dripping somewhere nearby. Using signals, I held them up as we came to th
Raven's POVEverything hurt. My body ached. My eyes felt glued shut. The beeping that was close by was driving me crazy.I moaned when I shifted my body and pain spiked down my spine. "Marcus!" I heard a woman scream."Marcus she is awake." The same voice screamed again. I forced my eyes open to find out who was screaming. It was making my ears ring.I was in a small hospital room the lights were dimmed and for that I was thankful. I still couldn't move my body, so I just laid still trying to adjust.If the Goddess could bring me back to life the least, she could have done was take this damn pain away. I know it's a selfish thought but fuck this hurt.
Marcus's POVShe was dying. She couldn't die. I held her limp body in my arms. She had said she loved me! My little kitten.She had fought so hard. I couldn't protect her. My wolf was howling in my head. I did the only option I had left. I couldn't lose here. There was no other choice for me.We were almost back to the pack Randy was driving crazy to get us to the back doctor as quick as possible. I was losing time though.I had to make the choice now or it would be too late. I just hoped and prayed that she would accept the decision I make.My head rolled to the side as my fangs slide out. Not thinking twice, I bite into the side of her throat that wasn't ripp
When I came to my head was splitting in two. My hand instantly went to the back of my head. When I felt something warm and wet, I knew I was bleeding."Fuck," looking around everything came back to me. Dustin was a demon and his father wanted me dead.I heard a familiar growl and my head snapped up so quick I could swear I got whip lash. "Marcus!" He was alive. How? I stood up the best I could determined to get to him."Raven," turning to look behind me I saw Randy, running toward me. He was covered in blood, but it didn't look like it was his. I looked back at Marcus.He had shifted. His wolf form was something I had never seen before. "He is a Lycan." I was talking mostly to myself, but Randy heard me.
Marcus' POVWe were just outside the location Raven was tracked too. The building had obviously seen better days. Parts of it were crumbling down. Rubble was scattered all around the perimeter."At least in the state of this building breaking our way in shouldn't be much of a task. I will set up the C4 at the main doors. Give me ten minutes."I nodded and sent the others to survey the surroundings. They didn't get far before we demons began stepping out of the shadows."Um Randy, I'm going to need you to make that five minutes.""Fuck," he ran to the door at the same time the shadows began a rushing us. I felt my body contort and my bones begin to reshape. The
Oh my God, it was hot today, hotter than usual. Mike was going around the camp, laughing and joking. Trying to lighten all our moods.He even started flirting with Marina. I was surprised because I thought I'd never grow up enough to do it. I'd watched them tiptoe around each other for the past three months."Hey Raven chief fast if we could go out and catch a deer for the banquet?" I smiled up at Dustin. He was always trying to find ways to get some alone time with me ever since I had met him a few months ago.I didn't mind he was growing on me. Honestly at first, he was overbearing. He changed though. I always felt like there was a darkness surrounding him. Spending more time with him I have seen him lighten up."
Marcus POV.My body was on fire. I felt like death. Images of Raven laying across my chest flashed across my mind. Realizing I still hadn't opened my eyes I attempted it.The room was dark, which I was thankful for, "Raven?""Hey, hey, lay back down." I hadn't even made it off the bed before Randy was next to me pushing me back down.Blinking a few time my sight was clear enough to see all the people sitting in my room looking like they were attending a funeral. I wasn't dead, but I didn't see, "Where is Raven?"They shared a look between each other not saying a word to me. "Answer me.""It was an awful ba
The truck comes to a stop. Looking around, we were stopped in front of an old, abandoned factory. "Where are we?" Fear started taking hold, "Where have you taken me?"The whole situation started making less and less since. When he stayed silent, I knew."Dustin, answer me.""Why couldn't you have just stayed with me?" he sounded so calm and collected. It was more frightening than if he would have been screaming at me."Why did you have to go with him? All these years I have stood by you and been there for you, I have loved you. I do love you." he was glaring at me now. His hand shot out grabbing the back of my neck."Dustin, I understand going on. What have you
"Are you ready, Raven?"Marcus's voice was nothing more than a seductive whisper. It made me breathless. "Yes."His violet eyes wandered down my body. "Are you sure you can handle it?""Yes.""All of it?"I shot him an exasperated look. "We're no longer talking about the ride, are we?"He let out a deep full laugh. It did wonderfully sinful things to my core. "No, but we do need to get going soon."Marcus gave the order in the form of a subtle nod. Instantly we were on our way. The moment I sat down behind closed doors I felt the weight of all the insanity begin to rest heavy on my shoulders. As if sensing my unease Marcus pulled me into his lap."Marcus . . ."Chills spread through my body as his tongue licked out over my exposed shoulder. Turning into hot burning kisses. Until he got to my neck and began nipping at the spot that sent hot liquid pooling between my legs. His mouth and breath warmed my skin. This man was
Dustin's POVI could not look at them anymore plus I needed an excuse to leave and call off the attack. How dare she show up at my gate with that Lycan. I wanted so much to hate her, but every time I saw her it was like she could do no wrong.I wanted her to be happy, I wanted her to have everything that she could possibly want. If what she wanted was me.I was walking through the corridors of the compound headed towards my room. I pulled out my phone. Calling my father, I knew that this conversation was not going to end very well."There's been a development.""What kind of development?" He was pissed. He wasn't much for things that didn't go his way. "I'm not