"Seo-yeon Lee! Where are you?! Seo-yeon! Please, answer me!", I turned around to follow the sound only to find darkness surrounding me from everywhere. "Where am I? Who is calling me? Why is this place so scary and dark?", I murmured to myself. " Seo-yeon Lee!", I heard the same deep voice."Why can't I move my body? I'm scared. Wait a minute, this sound, it sounds familiar. Very much familiar. Is it that boy named Ryung Gwan's voice?", I inquired as I tried my best to follow the sound.
"Ahh!", I shouted as I fell from my bed. "Ouch.. huh? Where am I?", I inquired as I was scanning my room. "Ah right, I'm in my room. The same dream again. Wait a minute, what time is it?!", I exclaimed as I carelessly ran out of my room to get ready for the university. After an hour, I, fortunately, boarded the bus and entered the university. It had been the past few weeks since I started going to this university. At first, it felt awkward and also tiresome as many people weren't able to digest the fact that I was friends with the K-5 members. Frankly, even I wasn't able to believe in reality.
"Hey Seo-yeon! Good morning.", Jae-eun greeted me as she approached me. "Good morning Jae-eun.", I greeted her back. "There you are! We were looking for you guys.", Sang-won and Ho-jin approached us. "Yeah as if, Didn't you both also arrive just now?" Jake-eun taunted them. "Now don't disturb us. We are having a nice ladies chat.", She added. "Oh come on! We are not crazy. Do you think we'll waste our time looking for someone like you? We only came after we saw our cute Seo-yeon, right, Ho-jin?", Sang-won played along and started teasing Jae-eun with the triangular smile on his face, as he kept his hands around my shoulders.
"What?! You sure are dead meat now!", Jae-eun glared at Sang-won and was about to beat him when he dodged. "Sure! Why not? But to kill me you need to catch me first!", Sang-won again started poking fun at Jae-eun while running towards his class followed by angry Jae-eun. "Sang-won! Enjoy your freedom till I catch you!", Jae-eun warned Sang-won in an annoyed manner. "Hahaha. They don't change.", Ho-jin giggled. "I guess you're right.", I agreed. "Hey Seo-yeon, do you know where Ryung is?", Jungkook asked me changing the topic. "Sorry, I don't know but why?", I inquired.
"Nothing. I haven't seen him at all. So, I was a bit worried.", He replied. "Ahh, it's adorable to see how much you are worried about him but don't worry I'm sure he is fine, maybe he has already entered the class.", I assured him as I patted his shoulder. "Maybe you're are right but don't call me adorable. It's embarrassing.", He warned me, which again I found adorable. "Hahaha, alright I won't.", I giggled. "It's time for class, let's go.", I added. "Alright, let's go.", He replied with a warm smile on his face which showed his cute bunny teeth.After we had parted at his floor, I headed towards my class. While I was heading there, I was quite worried about Ryung as Ho-jin told me that he was missing but that little tension suddenly flew away as I saw him sitting in the corner of the room. He had headphones plugged in his ears and kept his eyes closed. As I scanned him, he looked more attractive. Without even realizing, I was already heading towards him.
"Umm.. H-hey", I greeted him very awkwardly but he ignored me, as expected. I wondered what his problem was, why did he hate me so much? Leave it. I would better take a seat before the teacher arrives. It was a chemistry practical class in the lab, my favorite class. I wanted to be a perfume researcher ever since I was in middle school. I liked the wonderful aroma of perfumes and candles. It had been my dream to make them. I was excited that finally, I can fulfil my dream.
I wondered why he was in this class. "Did he also like chemistry? Wait a minute, Seoyeon, are you mad? What were you thinking right now? Just wake up. Can't you realize that you have been staring at him for a while now. Just stop it already.", I whispered to myself as I brushed off those unnecessary thoughts. "Is everyone present?", the teacher asked a girl to which she nodded as a reply.
"Great! So class for the midterm assignment, you will have to study the formulas present on page no. 145 and use these formulas to make chemicals of your own choice but never forget about your safety. Also, you'll be doing this assignment in pairs. So everyone, pick up the chits present in the bowl where everyone's names are present. Whosoever's name you pick will be your partner. So, what are you waiting for? Start picking up the names.", the teacher said as she kept a glass bowl at her desk."I'm sure I'll get a good partner.", I murmured with great confidence to myself as I picked up a chit but soon my confidence was broken into small pieces as I found familiar letters in the chit. It was true that overconfidence is bad for us. "Why did I say that I was sure?", I murmured. I was scared to death as I was heading towards him. "You're my p-partner for this assignment. Let's do a great job together.", I gathered all of my courage to blurt out those words with a warm smile on my face while my feet were still trembling in fear. "So? Hey, listen. I won't be repeating myself, I have no interest in this assignment nor in you. So you do all the work alone. Now, what are you waiting for? Move!", he yelled at me as he pushed me away.
"What?! How am I supposed to finish all of these by myself?!", I exclaimed as I glared at him. "I don't know. That's your problem, now move!", he pushed me again while I kept on staring at him, head out of the room. "Hey! Wait! Ryung Gwan, You jerk!", I shouted at him trying my best to stop him yet he ignored me again. "How can I finish these all? It's too much. I swear to god you will regret it Ryung Gwan." I murmured to myself."How am I supposed to finish all these alone?! This is so irritating!", I shouted. After the professor instructed us about the assignment yesterday, I have been sticking to my chemistry book while holding a pen. "What are you doing here, Seo-yeon?", I looked around to find Hangyeol approaching me. "You're in the cafeteria and not even eating anything. Do you like chemistry this much?", he teased me."Hahaha its not like that. We have been assigned a chemistry assignment for the midterms. So, I've been working hard.", I replied as I put my gaze on the book. "But wasn't it given to be done in a pair?" Sangwan along with Jae-eun inquired. "When did you guys come?" I asked them as I moved aside to make space for all to seat. "Weren't you all busy with the upcoming basketball tournament?", I added. "We sure are but Jae-eun was hungry so we decided to take a break.", Sangwan replied.
"I'm alright now, so please don't cry.", Ryung comforted me while wiping my tears off. It was my first time looking at him behaving in such a sweet and comforting manner. It felt really warm and safe. Where did the rude and selfish boy vanish to? When did he transform into such a cute and caring young man? My face was burning like a burner as our faces were only some inches apart. "Who's crying here?", I recklessly changed the topic as I went apart from him and turned my face on the other side."Ryung Gwan, please wake up. I'll do whatever you would tell me to. I'll even do the project all by myself. Woo~ woo~, who was the one who was just now crying like a little child and being begging me to wake up? Also didn't you say you'll do whatever I tell you to if I manage to wake up?", he pointed at me as my eyes were still filled with tears and a little bit red like a tomato while taunting me. "Who told you that I was cryi
It was midnight. I was lying on my bed, without any thoughts, staring at the ceiling of my bed room. My house was quite as usual. I was alone.Before transferring to Seoul, I tried my best to look for my family but I guess I was not fortunate, I never found any information about them.It was like they never existed. I was really tired, I was actually relieved that I could have some relaxing moments with Jae eun in the ice-cream parlour. She really was a sweet young lady." Seoyeon, its really late now. In order to have a refreshing morning, let's try to have some beauty sleep." I whispered to myself." You're a liar. Stop the act right now." Suddenly I woke up from my bed as soon as I recalled the hursh word
I slowly opened my eyes as I felt something cold on my forehead. It was Nabi.She had put a small white towel on my forehead. After our short counselling which ended on a cut edge, I rushed towards my room and soon fell asleep."What are you doing in my room?", I asked her."Finally, you woke up. You little! Do you know how much worried I was.I was worried about what you were doing in your room till noon, so I came here to check on you but then I saw you were sweating hard.Also, you had a high fever, so I had to put this towel on your forehead to cool you up.”, She replied.&n
I'm Seo-yeon Lee, an extraordinary twenty-two years old university student. Now, how do I begin? The dark truth about me. I was just at the tender age of sixteen years old when I hurt my friend or in other words, killed my friend.It was night, a dark night, a never ending night. I was afraid of myself. I couldn't believe in myself. I debated with myself for quite a very long time that whether all of these was true. Even if it was, I desperately wanted it to be a nightmare that could never be the truth.However, look at my luck, it was true, the dark truth about me that I killed my one and only friend, my best friend, Jiahn Kang. She was in a lot of pain, pleading, begging me to spare her life.Was this really me? A person who could never see her loved ones in pain and here I was, the one who killed her own best friend, a best friend who was more than an elder sister to her.
"Oh no... I'm gonna be late for my first day of university!", I jumped out of my bed as I checked the time. It felt like a dream to live a normal life. I could never imagine that this beautiful dream would have ever come true. I moved to Seoul after my graduation in Busan. On my way to Seoul, I had many thoughts, whether I would be able to overcome my fear, whether I would be able to make friends or whether I would be able to lead a normal life. It was my birthday when I moved to Seoul. Finally, I was twenty-one years old. My apartment was quite a comfortable one, not big or expensive yet a small and cute one. A perfect place, a university student could afford. It was on the second floor. To add a plus point, the neighbourhood was also very friendly and peaceful. It was just like my dream apartment that I had ever wished for. "What time is it? I hope I don't miss the bus.", I murmured to myself while running towards the bus stop. It was a beautiful morning which would've been more wo
I soon started heading towards the office to collect forms related to my semester. With the help of some students, I was able to find the office. In the office, an old man who was wearing spectacles and seemed like a healthy man was sitting in his cabin. At first, he appeared quite scary but after a while, as he approached me his scary glare turned into a friendly welcome."Are you the new student?", he asked me with a warm smile on his face . "Yes sir.", I replied with a smile. "Ah, ok. So here is your form. I wish you good luck!", he wished me luck as handed over the form to me while keeping the same smile on his face. After thanking him, I headed out of the office and started looking for my classroom. As I arrived the class, I opened the door with a slight hesitation. The classroom was empty.As I entered the classroom I grabbed a seat which wa
I slowly opened my eyes as I felt something cold on my forehead. It was Nabi.She had put a small white towel on my forehead. After our short counselling which ended on a cut edge, I rushed towards my room and soon fell asleep."What are you doing in my room?", I asked her."Finally, you woke up. You little! Do you know how much worried I was.I was worried about what you were doing in your room till noon, so I came here to check on you but then I saw you were sweating hard.Also, you had a high fever, so I had to put this towel on your forehead to cool you up.”, She replied.&n
It was midnight. I was lying on my bed, without any thoughts, staring at the ceiling of my bed room. My house was quite as usual. I was alone.Before transferring to Seoul, I tried my best to look for my family but I guess I was not fortunate, I never found any information about them.It was like they never existed. I was really tired, I was actually relieved that I could have some relaxing moments with Jae eun in the ice-cream parlour. She really was a sweet young lady." Seoyeon, its really late now. In order to have a refreshing morning, let's try to have some beauty sleep." I whispered to myself." You're a liar. Stop the act right now." Suddenly I woke up from my bed as soon as I recalled the hursh word
"I'm alright now, so please don't cry.", Ryung comforted me while wiping my tears off. It was my first time looking at him behaving in such a sweet and comforting manner. It felt really warm and safe. Where did the rude and selfish boy vanish to? When did he transform into such a cute and caring young man? My face was burning like a burner as our faces were only some inches apart. "Who's crying here?", I recklessly changed the topic as I went apart from him and turned my face on the other side."Ryung Gwan, please wake up. I'll do whatever you would tell me to. I'll even do the project all by myself. Woo~ woo~, who was the one who was just now crying like a little child and being begging me to wake up? Also didn't you say you'll do whatever I tell you to if I manage to wake up?", he pointed at me as my eyes were still filled with tears and a little bit red like a tomato while taunting me. "Who told you that I was cryi
"How am I supposed to finish all these alone?! This is so irritating!", I shouted. After the professor instructed us about the assignment yesterday, I have been sticking to my chemistry book while holding a pen. "What are you doing here, Seo-yeon?", I looked around to find Hangyeol approaching me. "You're in the cafeteria and not even eating anything. Do you like chemistry this much?", he teased me."Hahaha its not like that. We have been assigned a chemistry assignment for the midterms. So, I've been working hard.", I replied as I put my gaze on the book. "But wasn't it given to be done in a pair?" Sangwan along with Jae-eun inquired. "When did you guys come?" I asked them as I moved aside to make space for all to seat. "Weren't you all busy with the upcoming basketball tournament?", I added. "We sure are but Jae-eun was hungry so we decided to take a break.", Sangwan replied.
"Seo-yeon Lee! Where are you?! Seo-yeon! Please, answer me!", I turned around to follow the sound only to find darkness surrounding me from everywhere. "Where am I? Who is calling me? Why is this place so scary and dark?", I murmured to myself. " Seo-yeon Lee!", I heard the same deep voice."Why can't I move my body? I'm scared. Wait a minute, this sound, it sounds familiar. Very much familiar. Is it that boy named Ryung Gwan's voice?", I inquired as I tried my best to follow the sound."Ahh!", I shouted as I fell from my bed. "Ouch.. huh? Where am I?", I inquired as I was scanning my room. "Ah right, I'm in my room. The same dream again. Wait a minute, what time is it?!", I exclaimed as I carelessly ran out of my room to get ready for the university. After an hour, I, fortunately, boarded the bus and entered the university. It had been the past few weeks since I started going to this university. At first, it felt awkw
I soon started heading towards the office to collect forms related to my semester. With the help of some students, I was able to find the office. In the office, an old man who was wearing spectacles and seemed like a healthy man was sitting in his cabin. At first, he appeared quite scary but after a while, as he approached me his scary glare turned into a friendly welcome."Are you the new student?", he asked me with a warm smile on his face . "Yes sir.", I replied with a smile. "Ah, ok. So here is your form. I wish you good luck!", he wished me luck as handed over the form to me while keeping the same smile on his face. After thanking him, I headed out of the office and started looking for my classroom. As I arrived the class, I opened the door with a slight hesitation. The classroom was empty.As I entered the classroom I grabbed a seat which wa
"Oh no... I'm gonna be late for my first day of university!", I jumped out of my bed as I checked the time. It felt like a dream to live a normal life. I could never imagine that this beautiful dream would have ever come true. I moved to Seoul after my graduation in Busan. On my way to Seoul, I had many thoughts, whether I would be able to overcome my fear, whether I would be able to make friends or whether I would be able to lead a normal life. It was my birthday when I moved to Seoul. Finally, I was twenty-one years old. My apartment was quite a comfortable one, not big or expensive yet a small and cute one. A perfect place, a university student could afford. It was on the second floor. To add a plus point, the neighbourhood was also very friendly and peaceful. It was just like my dream apartment that I had ever wished for. "What time is it? I hope I don't miss the bus.", I murmured to myself while running towards the bus stop. It was a beautiful morning which would've been more wo
I'm Seo-yeon Lee, an extraordinary twenty-two years old university student. Now, how do I begin? The dark truth about me. I was just at the tender age of sixteen years old when I hurt my friend or in other words, killed my friend.It was night, a dark night, a never ending night. I was afraid of myself. I couldn't believe in myself. I debated with myself for quite a very long time that whether all of these was true. Even if it was, I desperately wanted it to be a nightmare that could never be the truth.However, look at my luck, it was true, the dark truth about me that I killed my one and only friend, my best friend, Jiahn Kang. She was in a lot of pain, pleading, begging me to spare her life.Was this really me? A person who could never see her loved ones in pain and here I was, the one who killed her own best friend, a best friend who was more than an elder sister to her.