Amara POVI woke up to the smell of food and the sounds of people moving around in the room. I yawned as I slowly sat up, my eyes landing on one of the maids from last night. Kleo.. I think is her name.“Oh, I’m sorry! I didn’t mean to disturb your sleep.” She spoke softly as she sat two glasses down on a table.“It’s fine.. what time is it?” I asked. She placed two plates full of food down on the table before looking at me.“It’s eight, miss. The King requested I serve breakfast in here this morning.” She said. I furrowed my brows as I dropped my feet onto the soft, fluffy rug on the floor.“Is he joining?” I asked. I looked over at the two plates that sat in front of each other.“He is. He’s just finishing up with a small meeting with the Elders.” She gave me a warm smile as she placed a pitcher and a few other things on the table.“The Elders?” My eyes widened. The Elders are the oldest of the lycans. They are wise and very well educated.They’re probably here to discuss the fact t
Sebastian POVThe bond was tearing at me, begging me to mark her and claim her so that she could never leave. As I watched her dress, seeing how the gown tightened around her waist and pressed her breasts up.. it took everything in me not to do just that. I’ll admit, she is an alluring little creature. But I wouldn’t give in. Not after losing my first wife, Loralai.“How am I supposed to do anything in this?” Amara asked. I turned to look at her, an annoying expression on my face.“What is there to do? You will sit and learn what it is to be Queen.” I said.She scoffed as she turned towards me, Kleo quickly running behind her to finish her hair.“That’s it? I want to train. I’m a good fighter.. I want to continue that.” She narrowed her eyes at me in defiance.“Fight? Train? You’re going to be the Queen, Amara. You have no time for any of that. All you are to do is learn the Queen duties and bear my children. Anything else is pointless and a waste of time.” I said.“The hell I will.
Amara POVit was as if I’d gotten brave overnight. I didn’t want to be around him, I wanted peace. And anytime he’s near, I get the exact opposite.“You have no right to speak to me in such a way. I am your king.” He growled.“If I am to be your queen, you’re going to have to stop trying to control me. I can take it from my family, but not my mate.” I said, tears brimming in my eyes. He looked at me with a blank expression on his face.. then began to unbutton his black dress shirt. I hated to admit that his body was.. the most amazing thing I’d ever seen in my life. Goddess, Amara. What the hell is wrong with you? Why are you thinking like that right now? Stupid bond.“Take this and put it on, please.” He held his shirt out for me. I looked away from him, not even bothering to respond. He let out a heavy sigh and all of the sudden I was struck in the side of the head with his shirt as he tossed it.“Put it on.” He snapped. I leaned down and picked up the damned shirt.. it smelled
Amara POVAs I sat down at the table, I felt as if the life was being squeezed out of me by the gown. Corsets are out of style these days, but the gowns that are worn are tightly laced in the back, just like a corset would be. I will never understand why any woman would ever wear such a thing. Sebastian walked in and joined me, sitting at the end of the table, and I was next to him around the corner. It was silent for the longest time. Mainly because I couldn’t hold enough breath to speak. Though, I’m still embarrassed about the whole situation outside..As we were finishing up, Sebastian looked at me.“What’s wrong?” He asked, furrowing his brows slightly.“It’s hard to breathe.” I said, moving around to hopefully loosen the laces. He let out a sigh and stood up, then walked over to me.“Stand.” He said. I pushed back the chair slightly and stood up, just as he asked. Why does he want me to stand?I was surprised when he moved the chair and stood behind me.“I will tell Kleo not to
Amara POVSebastian and I didn’t talk very often for the rest of the week. We would have breakfast, lunch, and dinner together.. but aside from short conversations during those times, it was silent between us.One thing he did tell me was that tomorrow Victoria and Rolph would arrive with the rest of my belongings. But for now, I’d just have to get through with this wedding tonight. I stood before the mirror in my wedding gown, my anxieties through the roof.Before the night is over, we will be husband and wife.King and Queen.It was unsettling to think about. Because after the ceremony, we are to consummate our marriage. As much as I wish it was something I could escape, there is just no way. I looked at myself through the mirror. I wear a white gown that flows around me, leaving a trail of lace behind me on the floor. It has long sleeves that flares out around wrists, then drip down my dress like a waterfall.. it was corset like in the waist, with a Queen Anne neckline. The veil
Amara POVGoddess, he’s so close.. so close that the room around us disappears into oblivion. All I see is him, and all I feel is him. His hand wrapped tightly against mine, his other hand cupping my cheek. And then he kisses me.His lips are softer than anything l've ever known, soft like the sheets of our bed, soft like the silk wrapped around our hands. He tastes so sweet, as sweet as his scent is. My mind went blank as our lips danced around the others. And then he pulled away, his face completely void of all emotions. The room around us clapped and cheered happily, causing me to look in their direction. There are more people here than I originally thought. A few hundred at the least. My eyes skimmed over the people until they landed on my family. My Father and my brothers. They looked pleased to see that we’ve finally wed. My father most of all. “Now it is time to crown Amara as the Queen.” The elder said. He turned and grabbed a silver crown off of a stand nearby. It look
Amara POV“Thank you, Estra. This is just what I needed.” I said, letting out a breath before finishing the glass“I will leave you now. The king is to arrive soon.” She said. I nodded my head and watched as she walked out.I poured more wine into my cup and swallowed it in one mouthful. I waited for what felt like forever until the door opened. My eyes darted toward it just as Sebastian’s scent filled my nose.He looked at my hands where I held the wine bottle and a glass cup.I poured another glass and held it out to him.“Thank you.” He said, walking up and grabbing the glass.“You’re welcome.”I began to sweat nervously, my heart racing so fast I thought it might burst. I felt the urge to bite my nails but I resisted. The last thing I wanted was to be scolded.He took the bottle from me and poured him another glass, drinking it as he sat down the bottle.“Are you nervous?” He asked.“I am.” I said. He let out a sigh and sat down his glass, then turned to me. He walked in my dire
Amara POV“What we’re you thinking, Amara? You could be dead! I could’ve killed you!” He snapped as he paced around our chambers.“But you didn’t! I’m fine, and so it that servant.” I said as I crossed my arms and glared at him. Goddess, this man! He shook his head as he pointed at me. “Do you have a death wish or something? Do you really hate me that much that you’d jump in front of me when I’m like that? You’re lucky all I did was that.” He said as he pointed at my blood soaked gown.I furrowed my brows, “Hate you? You’re my mate, I could never hate you.” I said. Looking away from him in embarrassment.The room fell silent.I could never.. ever hate him. I don’t like him very much, but hate? No. Never in my wildest dreams.“Then why?” He asked. “Just because you go around all mad at night, killing servants, doesn’t mean I will sit back let you.” “Watch it, Amara.” He growled, his eyes flashing crimson.“Goddess, you’re just so awful! Can’t you just be grateful that I kept you fro
Amara POV “Are you sure you didn’t just mix up her words?” He asked, giving me an expression I couldn’t quite comprehend. Was he being serious right now? “No.” I heard her loud and clear.” I stated, an irritated look on my face. He let out a sigh and stood up. “I will talk with her.” He said. “No. You won’t. I already handled her. I don’t need you stepping up to defend me every time something happens. I can handle things perfectly fine, myself.” “It is considered treason to speak to your queen in such ways. I could have her banished from the lands. I could have her executed. I could even deny her the ability to marry my cousin. “It’s fine, Sebastian. Don’t go trying to kill the girl over this. It has been handled. Besides, if she marries your cousin soon, they’ll be leaving.” I reminded him. “You’re hardheaded. You do realize that, right?” He asked. I nodded, “of course.” He let out a breath and shook his head before standing. “If that is what you wish. I wi
Amara POV Dark, empty.. nothing. That’s all I can see. All that I’m surrounded by. What happened? Where am I? I felt movement around me but I couldn’t move myself. There was pain, but it seemed to ease as every moment passed. Damn it Amara.. what’s the last thing you remember? I tried so hard to think until finally, small bits started to come back. I was relaxing. Then Sebastian.. he.. He marked me. My eyes fluttered open and I slowly looked around. My hand flew to my neck but I felt no pain. No open wounds, only the raised bumps of the scar of my mark. “Sebastian?” I croaked. All I heard was a deep huff towards the foot of the bed. It didn’t sound like Sebastian. Instantly, I heard the thuds and scratches as Sebastian’s lycan stood from the floor in front of the bed and stared at me with his red eyes. “Shift please,” I spoke, my voice cracking like I hadn’t spoken in weeks. I was surprised to see Sebastian’s lycan be anything but angry or losing
Amara POV His tongue swirled around mine eliciting a moan from my throat. Goddess.. He tastes divine. Our kiss was so heated.. I could feel the heat rising between us. I could feel it all throughout my body. I wanted him. But I knew he wouldn’t take me. For whatever reason, I just knew he wouldn’t. He held me with one hand by the small of my back, the other hand running into my wet hair and tugging on it to pull my head back. He kissed down my jaw to my neck, lingering there longer.. soaking in my scent, tasting my skin. A growl ripped through him as his kisses grew more intense, they almost hurt. He was nibbling, biting, and sucking like he was losing all control. He gripped me tightly, pulling me as close to him as I could possibly get.. almost squeezing the life out of me. “Sebastian,” I whispered, now pushing on his chest to try and get him off. He was too strong for me to move.. he held onto me so tight I felt he would leave bruises on my skin. It wasn’t until I f
Amara POV This morning I woke up to an empty room. Sebastian had gone to do Goddess knows what, and I ended up spending breakfast alone with Lola and her future husband, Braden. It was a torturous hour, I had to excuse myself just to breathe without feeling like I was being stared at like I was a slab of meat that was so either be stabbed or eaten entirely. Thankfully, Sebastian left Gatlin to watch over me and make sure nothing were to happen. I’m not even sure who I was worried more about.. Lola or Braden. Gatlin walked with me to my art room and I began to draw, looking out of the window that showed a field of beautiful flowers. I thought it was the perfect scenery to draw. I had asked him for some time alone, thinking no one would bother me. But little did I know I wouldn’t get to enjoy the peace and quiet for very long. I was really enjoying my time until a familiar scent wafted around me, making my nose crinkle in disgust. “Amara.” Lolas high pitched voi
Sebastian POV Seeing Amara wear the gown I’d chosen for her pleased me. I wanted us to look like a happy, united couple in front of my cousin. Better for him to think we’re happy than not. The last thing I needed was for him to try something with her. And knowing him, he definitely will before he marries this Lola girl. Aside from that, she looked beautiful in the gown. She looked like a Queen. And that’s exactly how I want people to look at her. Not as an Alpha’s daughter. But as my wife. They would attempt walk all over her if they felt she wasn’t filling her role. Amara was silent for the entire dinner, aside from when answering those who spoke to her. I had a feeling she would be like that.. she’s a quiet little thing unless she’s giving me her attitude. I must admit, I kind of enjoy seeing the fire burn bright within her when she’s angry with me. After dinner had ended, she excused herself to ready for bed. Gatlin escorted her out of the dining hall while I stayed and
Amara POV As the day rolled by I found myself thinking of our moment in the library. I thought to ask Estra about his family, but I think I’d rather get that information from him, instead. If he’ll ever tell me. “This is the gown.” Estra held up a beautiful emerald green gown. My eyes slightly widened at the sight of it. “Wow.” I said. My fingers reaching for the silky fabric. Sebastian picked this for me? You wouldn’t think so.. I never knew a man could have such good taste in women’s things. She began to dress me, tying on a few layers of skirts before pulling the dress over my head. Then she laced the back of the dress. She did my hair in loose curls, then pinned the front back so that I wouldn’t have hair in my face. She placed my crown on my head and began to do light make up. “You are so beautiful, my Queen.” She said, a smile forming on her small lips. “Thank you, Estra.” I returned the smile. Once we had finished, she escorted me to the foyer where Sebastian
Amara POV“Your maid seems very comfortable in your presence.” He said before taking a bite of his food.I sucked in a breath, “yes, we are close.” “We are having dinner with my cousin later tonight.” He said. I nodded my head and went to take a drink of my tea when his hand grabbed my wrist, stopping me from moving any further.“I have chosen a gown for you. It is in our chambers. I wish for you to wear it.” He added.I looked at him, my brows furrowed.“A gown?” I asked. “Yes, Amara.”“Okay, I will.” I said, not questioning it further.He let go of my wrist and continued talking, “my cousin is a lecherous man. So I’d appreciate it if you stayed with Gatlin.. one of your lady maids or with me for the entire evening. Don’t wander by yourself. I wouldn’t do this dinner if it wasn’t imperative.” He said. “Yes, I understand.” I said with a nod.He sat there quietly for a few moments, just looking at me.“You snuck out.” He said. His eyes drifted down my gown before he looked away.“I
Amara POVHe did this for me? “How is your side?” Sebastian asked, rubbing the back of his neck with his hand.I looked down, my hand immediately feeling the scar through the gown.“It’s fine.” I said. I pinched the gown between my fingers, not really knowing what else to say.I didn’t want to make him feel bad for it.“May I see?” He asked, taking a few steps closer to me.“I.. yes, you may.” I spoke.He reached for my gown and I froze. He’ll have to lift it just to get a look. He kneeled down and took a deep breath, his hand raising my gown past my hips.I swallowed hard when his fingertips grazed the scar. Tingles spread from his touch making goosebumps rise on my skin. It is a sensual feeling.. having him touch me in such ways. It’s another thing I’ll never admit to him.. enjoying his touch.“I really am sorry.” He whispered. I almost couldn’t even hear him.“I know.” I whispered back. He grabbed my hip and I gasped, our eyes locking instantly. It felt like years that we stared
Amara POV“What we’re you thinking, Amara? You could be dead! I could’ve killed you!” He snapped as he paced around our chambers.“But you didn’t! I’m fine, and so it that servant.” I said as I crossed my arms and glared at him. Goddess, this man! He shook his head as he pointed at me. “Do you have a death wish or something? Do you really hate me that much that you’d jump in front of me when I’m like that? You’re lucky all I did was that.” He said as he pointed at my blood soaked gown.I furrowed my brows, “Hate you? You’re my mate, I could never hate you.” I said. Looking away from him in embarrassment.The room fell silent.I could never.. ever hate him. I don’t like him very much, but hate? No. Never in my wildest dreams.“Then why?” He asked. “Just because you go around all mad at night, killing servants, doesn’t mean I will sit back let you.” “Watch it, Amara.” He growled, his eyes flashing crimson.“Goddess, you’re just so awful! Can’t you just be grateful that I kept you fro