Amara finished putting some lip gloss on; she wasn t going anywnhere crazy, probably, but It was a step up from Carmex. She 'd cleaned up from work, put on some light makeup, and wore capris and a loose semi-sleeve shirt that almost fell off one shoulder. She was going to be comfortable, and she was going to look nice doing it. She could put forth the effort of looking prettier when she had gotten more sleep. And if he actually asked her out. First, to see if he was still around.
Checking to make sure her phone was in her back pocket, she popped down to the bakery. There wasn't anyone left other than her uncle Don checking inventory again. She glanced out the front window; Declan wasn't at those tables either."He left a while ago," Milo said behind her, making her swear and jump. "Want to text him?”
Amara scowled at him as she reached for her phone. "I was just—" Her phone wasn't there. She checked her other pockets.
Milo grinned and held up her phone. Again.
Amara glared at him and reached for it. He stepped back. She jumped on him, wrestling his arms down. "Milo !"
Milo 's thumb was struggling to send a message. "Just let me hit send okay?"
"Milo ! What are you saying?" Amara demanded, refusing to let up.
"Just that you're done! Gosh! You act like I'm flirting with him or something." He grinned at her.
Amara narrowed her eyes. "Not with my phone you're not. Give it back!" Why did his stupid arms have to be longer than hers? They were the same height, after all, even if he was her younger cousin. She pinched him.
Milo winced as he finally managed to hit the final button, and relented. "Alright, fine! Geez! Here, take it.”
She snatched it from his hand, and read the message sent. "Done with work, where are you?"
"If he doesn't message back, give me his number and I will spam him," Milo said, suddenly at the stairs.
She scoffed.
" i will!"
"Did he already text back?"
"No, but I'm still going out for a bit.”
"Do try to be back before 5 AM, Amara," Don called out as Milo went upstairs. "Please.”
Amara walked over to her uncle. "Don't worry, Don; last night was not normal. You know that. But I'm definitely getting more sleep tonight." She smiled at him.
He smiled back. "Good. Sal will be happy to hear that, too.”"Well you'll have to tell her for me," Amara said as Milo came back down. She kissed her uncie's cheek, then went over and took her purse from Milo .
"What, no love for me?"She shoved her purse at his face and almost knocked him over. "That's what you get.”
He held himself up on the wall. "Fine, see if I fetch your purse again!”
"You owe me more than that, dear cousin.”
Milo rolled his eyes.
She smirked at him, then left out the back. As she started walking, she got a text. 2 blocks down at Fils de Fantaisie. Are you done done?'
Amara snickered under her breath. "Coming now."
Declan inspected various scarves in a little shop much more intently than normal, but he was waiting for Amara. He needed to look like he was doing something, something other than simply waiting, or staring blankly into space like he had earlier. Not that he actually had been, he had been thinking of all the different things he could do to improve the pastry he'd had there, but Amara didn't know that. He wondered if she was the one who made them, or if that was someone else's job. Or did they all do everything? It was a small enough shop that maybe that was the case.
"You looking for a scarf?"
Declan turned at the familiar voice and smiled; Amara. He was transfixed again at seeing her in casual wear, which was comfy on the edge of sexy. The bare shoulder definitely contributed to that. "How many versions of you are there?" he murmured.
"What?"
He shook his head. "You look great in everything I've seen you in so far."
Amara laughed. "This is practically the only clean outfit you've seen me in."
He grinned. "And?"
Amara just shook her head with a smile, then tilted her head towards the door. "Let's go."
He left without a second glance at the scarves. He had plenty of them already. Amara was much nicer to look at, with her very short dark hair, almost like a bob but a little longer, past her ears, and sandals that showed off her toes.
As they walked down the street together, Declan started talking in Arabic. "So, did you have a particular thing in mind? Or did you want to just walk around for a while?"
"I was thinking of getting a coffee, chatting for a bit," Amara replied in Arabic, hand on her purse like it lived there. "Unless you had other ideas?"
"No, no not really," Declan said. Which was true; he hadn't thought further than getting to see her again. Realistically, anyway. He'd imagined going around and holding hands, maybe, and he wanted to see her in more outfits; but he knew it was too soon for that. "That sounds lovely. I will get a smoothie maybe, or slush. Or even a milkshake. Hmm; where did you want to go?"
"La Petit Parfait. They have shakes too."
Declan nodded. "Before you ask, no I do not drink coffee. It doesn't agree with me, and I prefer hot chocolate."
Amara raised her eyebrows a bit, though more in an intrigued way. "Well, like I said, they have milkshakes; and hot chocolate."
Declan nodded. "Wonderful. Shall we?"
She smiled and he had his arm out for her to take, but she didn't noticed and turned down a street. He followed her to the shop. The line was not very long, and Declan hardly had time to look over his options before they were at the counter. Amara looked at him questioningly.
"Aah, I will have… a chocolate milkshake, please," he said in French to the woman at the counter. She put it in, and he glanced at Amara. "What do you want?"
"Just a small moccaccino."
Declan nodded, then looked expectantly at the register person. She told him the cost, and he checked his wallet. He paused, not seeing his card. He checked the other pocket. Mercies of the heavens, he had enough cash on him. He'd forgotten his card back at home. He generally spent it on cooking items. But he smiled and gave her the coins, getting a little change back.
He turned to Amara as they stepped to the side. "So do we wait here or do we find a table?" he asked, returning to Arabic again. He missed getting to use the language, his father usually preferred French, and he loved hearing Amara use it.
"We can sit," she said, gesturing to a small table by the wall and heading over to it.
Declan nodded, watching her fluid movements with a smile. Then he followed and sat down opposite her. "Do you know many people who get to speak Arabic with you regularly? Your accent is beautiful. Why are you in France?"
Amara put her purse on the back of the chair with a scoff. "Let me sit down for a second, will you?" She chuckled, then continued. "One of my aunts speaks it with me here, and I Skype my cousin at least once a week. My other cousin, back in Morocco."
"Morocco?" he asked, only more intrigued, and leaned on the table. "What part? Are you from there, or is that just where your cousin lives? How much family do you have in Lyon?"
Amara leaned against the wall and crossed her legs. "So curious. I get to ask the next questions. I'm from Taroudant, a little bit south of Marrakesh, although my cousin lives in the area too. I have one direct aunt in Lyon, the rest are extended family."
"Fascinating," Declan said, then barely held his tongue before more questions came pouring out. "Right. Your turn."
"How many siblings do you have?
"Two, although my sister died a number of years ago so just one now, and he is married now." He had gotten better at saying that without too much tightening of his throat.
Amara's look became sympathetic as she leaned forward. "Oh, I'm so sorry. I mean, good for him that he's married, but…"
Declan nodded, blinking back a few tears. "Yeah." It was still hard to think about too much. And he was also left to help their dad with everything, and the animals, and do his own things. He usually didn't mind terribly, though. He moved on, gesturing with his hands. "What about you? Siblings? Cousins?"
Amara smiled again. "Both. I've got three siblings back in Morocco, and two cousins. The other two are now married, and my little sister is graduating secondary school this year. My brothers are still working through that. I thankfully finished that a while ago."
Declan chuckled. "Same here. What did you want to study? Get into? Are you looking into that here? Do you have very many classes?"
"I don't have any classes, actually."
Declan blinked. "Oh?"
Their order was called, and Declan quickly got up. He handed Amara her steaming moccaccino, and took hold of his milkshake with both hands as he sat down again. He looked at her expectantly.
She blew on her drink. After a moment, she continued. "I'm not in any university right now. And I don't plan to be."
"Ah. Well I'm not either. Taking any classes, that is."
This time she blinked. "Oh? Are you still looking for a school? Or are you taking some time off?"
"Um, more the latter, I think," Declan said, glancing at his shake. "I actually already graduated, mostly."
"What? No way. What do you mean mostly?" She was intrigued now, but not really how he wanted her to be.
"Aaahh, I just need to take one more test," he half-lied. "The time limit was a few years so I haven't really worried about it."
"And what kind of test has that much leeway?" she asked dubiously.
He grinned. "A culinary test!"
Her eyebrows raised.
He continued grinning. "I've done the classes. But some family things happened and I didn't get to take the test for that year." He'd also fallen into a bad depressive phase, but she didn't need to know that. The family excuse had been enough for the other classmates as well, though the university had records on the actual dilemma. They'd been willing to work with him, at least. He just needed to get around to taking the final exam, and one or two of the other class finals. He sipped his milkshake. The chocolate was a little stronger than it needed to be.
"Sooo… when are you planning to do that?" She glanced at his milkshake, then sipped her own drink.
Declan shrugged. "Eventually. What about you? What do you want to get into?"
Amara concentrated on her moccaccino. "Not anything in particular, really. I'm working on things meantime, in the bakery and such."
"And… at parties? Clubs?"
She smirked slightly. "Sometimes… online too."
What? What did that smirk mean? He leaned forward. "You, Miss Amara, are very interesting," he said, entranced by the way her lips curled around her cup and her face.
Her smile broadened. "I'm glad to hear it," she said. "You're not too bad yourself, Monsieur Chef."
His heart fluttered, and he resisted the urge to brag and tell her his actual chef name: Le Fromage. He was avoiding the limelight while he could, even if he could use it to impress people. He would simply have to show her sometime. That reminded him about cooking, and that he still needed to do some of that for M. Peluche. Who was still in the prison on this side of the city. And he lived on the other side.
Declan sighed. "I just remembered that I have to go help a friend now." He got up and bowed to her. "I have very much enjoyed spending time with you today. Since neither of us has classes to attend to, we should do this again soon." He flashed her a brilliant grin.
He saw her blush a bit. "Oh. Well, um, yeah. Definitely. Just text me."
He nodded. "I shall!" Then he dashed off, through the streets of Lyon. He would get Duponthis food before dark, and then the gendarmerie would have even less to be suspicious about, or poke and prod at him for. But even if they did, the image of Amara's smiling face would help him keep smiling too.
"Amara!" a female voice demanded in French over the phone. "You should tell me these things sooner!""Oh my gosh Shay," Amara responded, with a wince from her friend's tone and a small smile anyway, "it just happened!""No, it did not 'just' happen, it was planned and I was not informed."Amara rolled her eyes, leaning back in the seat in the café. "Technically, Milo planned it. I didn't even find out about it until I was working, you know."Shay huffed over the phone. "Well; I guess I'll save my tirade for him then. But still."Amara chuckled. "Why the big deal? You know I usually don't tell you about meeting people until at least the second time, unless craziness happens.""Um, you met outside of the police station, he kissed your hand, and he speaks Arabic. Not only that, but he wasn't a total creep about it. I think that's pretty crazy."Amara giggled. "It was 5 AM! I wasn't going to text you then!""I would have seen it when I got up.""And called me in the middle of work.""Not
Amara washed her hands briefly. "Hey I've clocked out for break for an hour," she said to Don.He gave her a nod. "Don't forget for too long, alright?"She rolled her eyes with a smile. "I will watch the time.""Hey," Milo said genially as he strolled in from the front, picking up some more deliveries. "There's some shady character with a backpack out back."Amara elbowed him. "Be nice." Their back door wasn't exactly unknown to the neighborhood, although it was likely Declan he was talking about."Well he wasn't exactly kind in return, you know!" Milo returned, offended.She wasn't sure if he actually was serious or not. "Oh?""Yeah; I yelled at him, and he yelled right back."Amara pursed her lips, relaxing again. "Well duh; everyone yells at you.""Only because everybody wants me." He sang the last bit a little and grinned at her as he picked up the boxes to go.Amara would have shoved him if he hadn't been holding the boxes, and she knew he knew it. She rolled her eyes. "Yes, to l
Amara grabbed her headset, then closed the door to the room she shared with some of her cousins. She was the only one in there, for now, and it would stay like that for at least an hour. She had her time to Skype Asher, her cousin back in Morocco. Even though they spoke in Arabic, and hardly any of her cousins even had a partial grasp on the language, the closed door made her feel better, more secure in talking.It rang, and before long she saw her cousin's face briefly freeze on the screen before moving again. "Hello!" he said cheerfully, waving.She grinned. "Hey! How are you?" Asher honestly felt more like a brother to her than a cousin; they had grown up together after his parents died. In some ways, they were even closer than she was with her actual brothers, but that may have been an age thing. Asher was just a year older than her, while her brothers were both at least four years younger."Good, great to see you again. Well, in a way." He chuckled."Yeah, sorry about last time,"
Declan looked at himself in the mirror, unsure. He'd never been to a rave before. Never known what to dress in for one. So he wore all white, old skinny jeans he didn't use because he had new ones now, and a simple V-neck T-shirt. He gelled his hair into fashionably messy, and tied a purple checkered black scarf around his neck. Black shoes on his feet, he set out to the little area they were meeting in to go to the dance together.Amara showed up in tight capris and a tank, light cream that had obviously seen some paint before, though almost in a deliberate way, paired with a very thin grey cropped tee that hung loose over her. The paint looked slightly dulled, but still worked in the outfit. A long, plain gold necklace fell down over the shirt, accenting in a simple yet effective way. She wore flats, which also looked as if they'd been through a bit, but in a fashionably distressed sort of way. She grinned at him, small purse over her shoulder. "Don't you look fancy.""I don't sweat
A week and a half later, and Declan met up with Amara at the shopping district. They'd been texting, talking, meeting up every couple of days; thankfully he could afford the frequent bus travel. They spent some time window-shopping, laughing, and now eating lunch at a cafe. His choice, of course; and tab. Hhe didn't seem to mind."So what sort of fancy all-night joint do you work at, anyway?" Amara asked.Declan gave her a sheepish grin and swallowed. "It's a cooking job. I cook. But they work odd hours and so I supply food for them when they work their odd hours which gives me odd hours in return."Amara swallowed her food. "Alright. Did you just happen to find it randomly?" She gestured with her utensil."Well… um. Sort of. It's a long story." He looked around, never sure if people around him were going to overhear or not. If they cared. If it mattered. He swallowed and bit his lip. "It wasn't random, not really.""Sooo… what?" she inquired, completely unphased by his shiftiness. "Y
The second Declan stepped into the club, something was off. The music too loud, the lights too bright, too many looked at Amara, tense, and squeezed her hand. Amara didn't really seem to notice, or rather, if she did she didn't think much of it. She just squeezed his hand back with an energetic smile and started into the crowd a little. He swallowed. He could do this, just breathe. Breathe. He could do that. Declan followed her in and let his body respond to hers. Amara stayed close, but only ever brushing him, having too much fun swaying and swinging around, hands in the air at times. Declan swallowed and tried to focus on something, anything, but just holding her hand wasn't currently enough, and Shay was dancing with another group right next to him. He swallowed and tried to ignore the strobe light, all of his movements jerky and off.Amara finally seemed to notice after forever, and she toned down her moves, moved closer to him. "You okay?" she asked. "Want some water?"He nodded.
Declan had argued that going to Paris under the Tour Eiffel was the best place to reconcile. However, Milo and Shay had vehemently - repeatedly - said that no, it was not a good idea. The only reason Declan had ceded was because Milo eventually admitted that Amara hated trains, especially trips that took over an hour. They had all agreed on Parc de la Tête d'Or and its cafe on the back left corner. An open-air cafe.Amara was already stewing over a hardly-touched drink of some kind, deliberately keeping her eyes down and unaware of much else around her. Despite the somehow-perfect temperature, the slight evening breeze, the beautiful park. She glanced at her phone now and then, but that was all.With utmost caution, Declan approached her. When he was a foot away, he could feel the anger coming off her in scorching waves like the heat off a fresh mug of coffee. He gulped, loud enough for Amara to hear him.She paused, then looked up at him from her seat. Her expression was nearly unrea
Declan was really making progress repairing things; he'd even invited her to come to work with him. Even though he still hadn't given her a name to the place, or his employer, or coworkers. But she did want to work on trusting him more. And he worked at night, while she worked during the day; it was almost easier to set up that than a normal date. And now here they were, walking hand-in-hand down a street in the lamplight. Amara was both excited and nervous. Her tiredness from the day didn't really matter for the next few hours. She wasn't going to miss out on this."So, I get really snappy, critical, judgemental, and straight out cruel in my- the kitchen. It's stressful, hectic, rushing rushing rushing, and exhausting." Declan grinned and squeezed her hand. "It's also beautiful, spicy, serene, and the best place on earth. Sure you want to come? I am not at my best. The intensity is very heated."Amara nodded. "I- understand. Sometimes it can get like that in rehearLeylas, practice, a
It was a week and a half later, but Amara did manage to see Declan again. She'd been cooperative, enough. More than usual, actually. Because she didn't have the energy to fight as much. Or the will. Oh, she wanted to. But the fire behind it all was losing strength. That was probably the real reason Lucas was allowing her to see Declan; she was hardly even dancing lately.Declan was cooking now. Her stomach still churned at the thought of food, but she could deal with it to see Declan. And cooking was a way he dealt with stress, with life, with anything. If she could see him smile again, that would help her.She was escorted to a door to the kitchen, and allowed to open it herself. Declan was on his own, and didn't even notice anyone else existed. He had things on a stove, things on a chopping board, probably had some things scattered in places he'd forgotten about for the moment. And he had a spoon, was singing to it off-key as he danced between his work stations. Anyone else there wo
Declan sat in the chair, eyes closed, shaking. Nyxen had asked a question. Something about how he was feeling, how the evening went the previous night. In one word, horrible. Declan couldn't even stand to think about it, though his nightmares had been about the marriage night with Serenius. Declan shuddered and clenched his fists. Nyxen could read body language. Therefore, Declan let his actions speak louder than words ever could.Nyxen was quiet for a bit, maybe writing. "Was there anything positive you can think of? Even just one thing?""Amara looked absolutely stunning. Dupont was there. The food was delightful. I had gorgeous clothes on, so soft. I was able to dance. I got to help Amara get ready. I got a head massage." Declan opened his eyes and looked up at Nyxen, slowly unclenching his fists.Nyxen nodded encouragingly. "Good, that's quite a few things. Why were they good for you?""Amara sparkled. I didn't think that was possible in here. That was wonderful to see. Dancing, w
Amara woke up, on her bed, hearing a soothing tone of baladi music in the background. Relaxing. What? She had been angry... And she was sore—Dancing. Lucas. Declan. Serenius.Anger flaring, she jolted upright."Careful. The dosage my father gave you may have been off. You could be dizzy." Aurora."Yeah, really?" she snarked. Aurora. Amara did feel dizzy but she swung her legs over anyway, not about to stay down.Aurora sighed. "Your funeral. There's a thermos of hot chocolate for you."Amara scoffed at her and stood, and instantly fell to the ground, swearing."Do you want help?"She didn't have time for this. She exclaimed and kicked out, somehow not hitting anything. She exhaled irately. "Where."Aurora sighed and knelt in front of her on one knee, hand held out. "C'mon. Up you get. Back on the bed. I'll bring it over."Amara took her hand and pulled herself up, standing with the soreness which woke her more, but did not help the dizziness. She scowled. "Where is he?" she got out t
Amara had socialized and avoided the food, even though it looked amazing, but she did not avoid a bit of dancing here and there. It was wonderful, and the only thing really missing was Declan. Who should be there and was and she knew it. And she wanted to see him. And not. But not— She did. And she missed him and she didn't want to think about things— It was fine.She breathed out. Really, as soon as she actually saw him, it would be fine."Nienie!" Arms wrapped around her, warm arms, young arms, tight and muscled, attached to a young, fit torso and a voice that made her [body plus verb]. Declan. "Nienie," Declan whispered, voice terse, likely at breaking point and trying not to because they were in a room full of villains.She relaxed into his arms anyway. "Declan." She moved her head back and rested it against him, realizing that even without seeing him he could comfort her, help her. He was amazing and wonderful and she had missed him."You're alive. I-I missed you."She grinned ag
Eventually, Lucas came and escorted Amara to the ballroom. She was in a good enough mood that she almost didn't mind. She could certainly pretend it was a fine time, though. She entered the ballroom, smiling, and immediately was set upon by Lucas introducing her to scores of famous people. Dancers, actors, actresses... some of them she only knew from magazines, some she knew from movies or shows. Some she knew had been in various theaters. She never expected to ever even see them in real life though, let alone meet them.Lucas continued the introductions for a short time, and then left her on her own. She started to panic a little, but the people were very friendly, and those who weren't didn't stick around to sour the mood.After at least a half hour or more of this, her head was reeling. She loved it, but it was a lot. Laughing, wishing she had something for autographs, wishing she knew where Declan was... but knowing he was there, probably meeting actors and maybe even chefs. Amara
The time for the ball had finally, finally, come. Amara hated the fact that Lucas was willing and able to flaunt his power like this... but it was a chance to see other people. Possibly a chance to escape. Although, she didn't want a repeat of what had happened with Milo... She hoped he was recovering alright.Maybe it would be better to just play along and participate in the stupid flaunting Lucas wanted, and maybe he would be more lenient later. Either way, he hadn't asked her to choreograph another piece; that was one less pressure to worry about. Since Declan would be there, she could focus on him, simply dance in the moment, talk with people... forget that she was trapped for at least a short time.Knocking came at her door. "Amara!" Declan. "Amara Amara Amara Amara! The door's open, just open it! Amara!"She was at the door, but hesitated taking the handle. It was always locked, and sometimes shock-enabled. But Declan's voice spurred her to take it, and miraculously it was safe.
Declan paced around his room, heart beating quickly. Nyxen had said that they might be able to go through Declan's cooking method. Which meant shopping. Fresh air. A taste of freedom. Nyxen hadn't come yet. Which worried Declan. If the man took any longer, he'd have less time outside.A knock came at the door.Nyxen. Instantly, Declan opened the door and waited, breath held for the verdict."Can we?"Nyxen smiled at him and gave a small head nod. "Have your list?"Without thinking, Declan hugged Nyxen, tightly, nodding on his shoulder, throat to filled with gratitude to answer verbally.Nyxen tensed, set his hands on Declan's arms, and firmly pulled him off."I am sorry, sir. Very unprofessional. Shall we go?"Declan grinned and skipped. Nyxen walked so quickly, skipping didn't even upset their pace. "How'd you do it?""What?" Nyxen asked flatly."Never mind. I didn't know you hated hugs. Thank you for not murdering me when I gave you one." Declan was walking now; skipping, apparently
Amara was sitting in the damn chair again. It had been five days since Milo had been captured, sent home. She'd been allowed a brief texted picture to see that he was, during the day she'd spent recovering with Declan. She'd had two sessions, or attempted sessions, with Doctor Nyxen since then. The first she'd cowered, cried, swore, accused, and ended up on the floor under his hands again. The second, she'd been compliant and listened to his words, advice, treatments.She wasn't sure what to do now. She couldn't stand being so… non active, easy to deal with. Especially when nothing she did seemed to make a difference to him anyway. She fought; he subdued her. She cowered; he coerced her. She sat there numbly; he prodded her into some sort of reaction. It was ridiculous. Her legs bobbed madly as she looked down, up, around, everywhere. And since when was he late to a session?Suddenly Nyxen was in the room, by the door; apparently slipped in soundlessly. Amara actually jumped when she
Milo hurried through the halls, heedless of anything else, though he did slow uncertainly as they approached doorways. "Left?" he nodded, not stopping. "Five more," he muttered as he passed Milo. No way was he letting another chance slip by. He reached the door, pounded on it. "Amara!"It was quiet on the other side of the door. He kept pounding as Milo nearly collided with him. "Amara!"Finally, he heard her muffled voice on the other side of the door. "Declan?""Amara!" Milo called as well."Milo?" Amara said, a mixture of confusion and shock."Amara which side of th-""Milo!" Amara interrupted, fury in her voice. "What are you doing here?!""Side of the door!" Milo pressed. "Left or right? Which is open?""Milo you- you get out of here right now," she continued, threatening."He tried to rescue you, Sheeds," Declan panted. "The best we can do for him, and ourselves, is to get out. Together." He grinned at her through the wall even if Amara couldn't hear it. She could probably hear it