93. I hate him

FREYA

I hate what the social media has turned us into, bunch of thirsty and clout hungry people chasing instant fame and posting extrinsic subject instead of focusing on what matters like global warming.

No I am not being bitter because of what is going viral on the internet.

I curse the day Keenan made me open social media accounts in the excuse of "It would make me experience the world the more"

But here I was, experiencing all kind of severe, unexplainable pain. I sat on the floor blow my locker flickering my phone, washed through with profound pain, immense agony and ambiguous guilt. Why do I feel bad, I was the one who rejected him when he came to me.

I don't even know now if I did the right thing, I am sure I did and this jealousy I feel was my alter ego trying to push me to make a bad decision and take over my body, I believe that is. I believe in the fated bonds of mate and I also believe that one shouldn't just date someone to quench some raging hormones forcing you to let so