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CHAPTER 86

Author: Diana Matthew
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(AHVI'S POINT OF VIEW)

The week feels heavier than usual, each day dragging by. Though I'm using the spell book to keep myself occupied, it's not enough. I know I can’t go on like this, trapped in my own mind. So, after a restless night of twists and turns, I find myself signing up for a prenatal yoga class at a nearby studio.

They say it helps you connect with your baby, find peace. Maybe it will help me find something close to peace.

The room is serene, with dim lighting and a soft lavender scent in the air. A few other pregnant women are already rolling out their mats, chatting in low voices. I set mine up in the back, hoping to go unnoticed, but clearly, fate has other plans.

“First time?” A woman next to me asks, smiling as she places her water bottle down.

“Yeah,” I say, nodding, a little embarrassed, realizing I'm the youngest in the room. “Thought I’d give it a try.”

“I meant the child,” she motions her eyes down to my stomach, and realization hits me.

“Oh yes, first time.” I
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