Chapter Eighty one

Darius pov

I thought I could erase her from my head. I thought if I had other women beneath me, if I was able to sleep with other women, then I would forget about Anita. But it wasn't that way.

It kept getting intense to the extent that even the girls I had sex with looked like Anita. It made me so frustrated because I was not even enjoying any of the things I was doing. All I could think about was her. I felt frustrated.

It has been over 2 weeks now, and I've been trying my very best to restrain myself from going back to the palace. I can't go back home. I have things to achieve. I cannot go back there empty-handed.

I don't want to go back to drag the throne with Alpha Orion again. It is his throne, and he can do whatever he wants with it. I don't want to get myself included. But at the same time, I also could not help myself. I could not stop thinking about Anita. I guess I was falling in love with someone I had already talked to once. It was so confusing for me, but I knew for s