Chapter Eighty one

Ethan POV

It has been over a month now, and yet I cannot stop thinking of Anita. I thought everything was already over now. I thought I had made the right decision. Why is she still stuck in my mind? I sat up on my bed as I still thought about her.

She was the only thing in my mind, which confused me. I felt so angry and so pissed that Alpha Orion was able to take her from me. I was so foolish, I muttered to myself.

As I stood up from the bed and walked towards the window to see the guards still patrolling, it was very early in the morning, and I had not been able to sleep all day long until this morning.

If only I was rising up, then I would have not left her for her own. What if she gets to love him and they get to love each other? I don't want that to happen. Not yet. It is just so disturbing the fact that I left her there with him.

I paced around the room, thinking of how I can possibly check on her. I can't just walk back to his park and say I want to check on Anita. It'll be craz