But maybe it was something different that he felt for me, maybe he just thought of me the way he would think of any other woman, as his mate or perhaps just as a fellow Alpha who needs help and support, but I doubted it.No, he has feelings for me, I knew it, how else would one explain the insane attraction between us and then it hit me. Maybe it's lust, that is it!. That would really explain a lot, why he went to get a woman that looks just like me and renamed her to a name similar as mine, why he just can't seem to keep his hands off me, and why he finds me extremely attractive even now that I am heavily pregnant.It's just lust. Thats not love. you can't replace a person if you love them, it makes no sense to say you love someone and then replace them with a look alike after they leave. he just sees me as a woman he loves to fuck nothing more. If that is the case,then I need to get over this infatuation I have over him and fast before it's too late. I don’t know whether
The pain I feel, every time I look at him, it burns and I hate myself for letting him affect me as much as he does knowing that our relationship will never be.So many things have gone wrong for us, from bad decisions to misunderstandings to disagreements to fights. We were happy once before we got into all those fights and I hate fighting, we have done it all and it is unhealthy , our past is unhealthy what we do with it is unhealthy - there is so much unresolved tension between the two of us that I don’t know if he knows how he makes me hurt and as if we do not have enough problems already I still feel like he is hiding something from me, something big and important that I need to know about, he might say it is because it is his birthday and with it came a wierd morbid clarity or even a mid life crisis but I know Duncan, I have lived with him and studied him and I know whatever is happening to him was something more, something troubling but yet he has not said anything, maybe it's
I looked up at her and She was wearing what looked as a face mask because I could not see her face "Do you need a hand?" She asked as she looked at me without moving from where she stood. I knew she was mocking me, she had to be, she was the witch who cursed me in the first place an this is probably what she wanted but then again isn't she dead!?Did she not kill herself as a sacrifice to torment my soul and eventually kill me!?So how then is she here in front of me!?Another proof that this is a dream, I am probably in my bed sleeping and this is all in my head. I tried to push myself up to sit and face her but nothing I did worked, it was like a strong force pushed me back against the floor anytime I tried to move, it was frustrating and I felt powerless. Everything was blurry and blurred together, all I could do was to stare at her as she walked over to me and reached down one of her hand went into my hair and pulled it up making me wince in pain, I was powerless to her assa
My breathing came out in sharp short gasps, I nodded my head frantically but she ignored me as she leaned forward to take me in her mouth. I grabbed hold of her hair tightly holding her head as I thrust my hips upwardI opened my eyes and watched as she lifted herself onto my shaft, positioning herself perfectly above me. She positioned her hand over her mouth as she gazed into my eyes, looking at me with a mischievous grin and she leaned forward to place her lips against mine, capturing my mouth with a passion. Our tongues danced together, teasing each other, playing with each other's tongues. The taste of salt and blood lingered in her lips as she licked her way up my chin, brushing her teeth along my cheek before licking it clean. She started moving her hips up and down, creating friction against my member. She lowered herself until her pussy englufed my dick, she was very hot and wet and it took everything in me not to cum in a rush. She slowly pumped herself up and down on me
Suddenly I woke up drenched in my own sweat and panting as my breathing as erratic as though I had run the hundred mile marathon of my lifetime. My placed my hand on my heart and noticed it raced and my hands were sweating, the covers were twisted in a knot, tangled between my legs as I tried to escape their grip. I quickly lifted my sleeves to check where she had clawed me and it my relief it was not there. My skin was untouched proving nothing had happened to me. That means it was all a dream, the sex, the torture, the pain and the witch. None of it really happened and suddenly I let out a breath of relieve not realizing I was holding my breath. I could have sworn that it was all real, the pain the bondage, the pleasure, everything felt real. I looked at my alarm clock, 10 o'clock. I sighed heavily, relieved that I was still in my own room. From the look of things in my dream, I had no idea where I was but it looked like a shrine and it scared me. The sun was already out
I quickly got back inside and close the door behind me, knowing if I did not do that I might just be tempted to take the phone from him and talk to her but yet I could not stop myself from wondering if I had just made a mistake, a big one that I might later regret. I knew I wanted to talk to Beatrice since last night, I needed to hear her voice and be with her but she was the I e who ran away and when I called she found a way to get rid of me so what was she now calling me!?Maybe she must have felt guilty with the way she ended the call on me and the excuses she gave me last night when in reality she just did not want to talk to me. That was probably the reason she called back, to apologize for the way she spoke to me last night and maybe even more. I wanted that , I wanted to tell her that I missed her as well and even would love to come to her but I knew if I took that phone from Falcon I might say something I will let her regret a d if I went to see her with my episodes she wou
As I walked around the pack grounds, I engaged in conversations with my pack members, exchanging short and concise pleasantries and discussing pack matters. I made a conscious effort to project an air of calmness and normalcy, masking the underlying excitement that coursed through my veins.I joined in training sessions, observing the progress of the pack members and giving pointers where needed after all I am the one who trained the grst Luna red.Engaging in these activities not only helped me divert my restless energy but also allowed me to stay connected with the daily routines and concerns of our pack.As I made my way through the pack grounds, I stopped to check on various ongoing projects and initiatives. I offered guidance, provided reassurance, and listened attentively to the suggestions and concerns raised by pack members about what to do in some situationsAs the sun ro
Adolph could not relax, he tried to go back to bed and wait for her but no matter how much he tried he just could not manage to sleep back even after being woken up hours earlier Katherine had woken him up very early and said that she had a bad dream, a dream where the alpha king had managed to break free from her mothers curse and killed her in the process, she did not know how he did it but he did and because of that she needed to head into her shrine and place a binding spell on his soul, a spell that would give a detailed connection to her and she can use the binding spell to have a little control over him and his fate. Her the spell would serve not only as a tracking device but also allow her keep an eye on the progress of the spell and because of the nature of the magic she would need to enter a space with the alpha king uninterrupted, a space she said if anything goes wrong and she gets distracted that he could be able to hurt her in there and even kill her and her body would
Bianca stood by the hallways as she still listened in on the alpha, he sounded extremely furious at what had just happened as he cursed and swore He cursed Them both and all the gods imaginable in his speech. As Bianca listened in she could not help but feel she was doomed, with what just transpired she knew she would eventually be in trouble, she was in a dilemma, at first before both parties ended up the way they just did she thought about staying under the radar and waiting for whatever outcome, at first she deduced that Olivia would cave and run out of the valley allowing her to find a way to corner the alpha and either make him marry her or kill his off with a way to become Luna after his untimely death, it was a nice flow if that happened but then again she thought of the possibility of Olivia sticking with Royce and they both seek a full out war, she thought if that happens she would lay low and watch for both parties to kill each other and expose its losers and winners. It
BEATRICE POV Yes, yes we should let it slide and leave with our lives, how is this even a debate, can he not see a stupid revenge was not worth his life? “You just want to fight him because of your hunger for vengeance, you don’t care if this hunger of yours kills you or even me, I guess all is fair trade provided you win in the end” I shouted at him, this man has a way of always getting on my nerves, always! What I said seem to get to him, he fell quiet the moment i said it and I suddenly felt very bad, I know this was an argument and I am very angry but I never wanted to hurt him“Do you really feel I don’t care about you or if you live?” He suddenly asked, I know I just accused him of of that but if I am being honest I do not believe it, I know duncan, I know this man and I know he would rather die than watch anything happen to me, he just proved it some time back when he took a silver blade to his chest, then he did not know silver would not have a fatal effect on him and yet
BEATRICE OV This was not something to debate with myself over, I did not need to think if i wanted to stay and fight for justice and my position as alpha or if I wanted to take Duncan and leave, none of that mattered one bit, the only thing that mattered was the man by my side and I know that in a full out war there were no rules, everyone becomes a target, I can live with dying, I have done it before, it’s not that bad except the part of eternal regret but what I cannot live with is Duncan dying, i will never leave in a world that takes him from him, Duncan dying will shake me to my very foundation. At this moment I know adolf was manipulating me, you don’t need an expert to see what he was doing and what he aims to achieve with it but what he was using to manipulate me was very potent, it would not fail and he knew it. suddenly it all made sense “Is that why you insisted I come alone and not bring Royce ?” I asked him suddenly getting his odd request. At first I assumed he put
Bianca really hates it and wonders what everyone sees in her, why for some reason everyone wants her approval, she did not matter. She is just inconsequential, a spoilt brat that does things out of a wimp, the same one who ran away from the villa simply because she was bored, there were werewolves in the villa who would kill for the opportunity she has and yet, time and time again she has abused and thrown away such opportunities and yet they kept coming to her. what made her so special?Why can’t everyone see she does not deserve everything she has?why can’t they all see that?If there was anyone in the valley who deserves to be treated as a princess, begged in for opinion in issues that matters and should be worshiped by all men, it should be her not that stupid princess!Beatrice was just some brainless little princess that had no brain and maybe just a little beauty and yet the way she manages to awe and control those around her was just annoying and wrong. Now she has the two
Bianca could not believe what she was hearing, the way he was accepting to killing people, the choking sound, the claim of mind reading, everything was off, this has to be some practical joke on their parts, they know she was listening in on them, they have to, that is why they are talking and acting this way, that was the only explanation that made sense of not then everything was just wrong!!!! Earlier today the alpha had called Beatrice to his home office and had instructed her to tell the kitchen staff to cook meals of different delicacies as Beatrice would be coming over for dinner, furthermore she was instructed to dismiss them all after that while she was to stay behind and assist, naturally Beatrice went into panic mode, she suspected the alpha yelling her to stay behind as a guise of assisting had to be Beatrice doing; Bianca knew Beatrice knows about her attack on her life with that assassin debacle, she knew for a fact the attack came from her and she even confronted her w
Adolf knew he had no reason to lie, maybe he is ever a little bit but the bottom line is he is telling the truth, this really is a bummer. He cracked his head thinking of a way out but could not see one, his advantage was that, they did not want him dead rather wanted him to pay and rot in cell or probably a death sentence, but they wanted it done legally. That was his advantage while he on the other hand did not care about such things as due process, he was going to get the job done by any means possible. Right now he wants to offer them a bargain, he plans on using Duncan as the extra bargaining chip, and probably the most important one and he would use him to make them take his deal. If they do take this deal then he would be in the clear, there was no one else to challenge him, maybe just that person who is trying to kill Beatrice, but by all attack the unknown person seems to have eyes only for her but if by chance he clears this hurdle and the unknown person were to come for
Adolf was totally taken off guard by what had just happened to him, one moment he was speaking and smiling and the next moment he was choking on his on words. Adolf massaged his neck at the spot where he was just choked, it felt so real, almost like someone was really on top on him applying pressure to his neck, if not that he had his eyes open all along he would have sworn Duncan had attacked him and pressed his neck. Adolf have always know duncan was a magician or “forbidden” as it is called here, after all he was the one who stole him from his parents and country but he never suspected he had powers. When staying with the forbiddens he learnt a lot about them and their culture, and during that time he came to understand those powers as well as he realized that though all forbiddens are gifted in the art of spells and spoken magic but very very few had the ability to exhibit real magic emitting from within the individual. To get a handle of your magic they had to train right fro
BEATRICE POVI looked at him and simply nodded to him, he instantly understood what I meant by that as we put our hands into our pockets and fished out our mobile devices, we both switched it off and placed it in front of us on the table surface. HE smiled broadly at the act, pleased, I could tell he did not know how we would have acted to that his request as well and his behavior was one that seemed like he just wanted to talk honestly and openly without any body listening in or recording our talk, I am sure he did not want anyone listening in on what he had to say and the confessions he was would possible agree to He gestured for Bianca to come forward with his hand and she did promptly“Bianca, please take these devices and step out for a bit, we want to have a personal conversation together and when we are all done here I will call back for you” She nodded politely and stretched for our phones, taking it off the table before heading for the exit, we all waited patiently as she l
BEATRICE POVDuncan and I briefed melly on what was going on. We told her about what we think happened to May’s mother, and about the impromptu visit we just got and how we intend to honor the invitation, we then tasked her with the protection of May while we were gone. It was obvious that the alpha and his goons had no idea that May was still alive and even though I was certain of that, but in the off chance that we were wrong and this is just one deceitful plan to get Me out the way while the make another attack on May, so I knew that I could not let my guard down. I instructed her to lock the everywhere and stay indoors and no matter what happens she is not to open the door for anyone except Duncan and I and with how secure the house was not, it would be virtually impossible to come inside without those inside knowing about the intrusion. Those were the instructions I specifically gave and I was confident they would be fine but then again there is duncan. All my plans to subve